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[06 Nov 2003|04:12pm] |
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Today we have off. Woop de doo. And tomorrow. But John and Alanna don't. Which sucks. I woulda gone to school with Alanna again but bleh I don't know. I would DIE to see Jeremy again.. sigh.. I'm so disgusting. I think later on today I might watch Finding Nemo for the seventh time this week. Weeeeee. Oh man the part where he goes and touches the "butt" is the funniest. I was like cracking up when me and Alanna saw it in the Poconoes.... I miss Alanna. I haven't seen her since.. Halloween... but still.. she's my bestest friend and I miss herrrrrrr!!
I have like... a reeeeally big Marilyn Manson sticker and I'm wondering what I should do with it. I think when I get my new computer desk I'm going to stick it on one of the drawers and my moms gonna get mad at me. Ugh, I don't want a new computer desk though. This one has all of my friends phone numbers written on it and it's got some random song lyrics on it too. If I got rid of it I would have to copy the phone numbers onto paper that I will probably throw out anyway. Ahh I don't know. I really wanna go to a concert... my mom's letting me go see Everclear, the best grunge / alternative band out there I think, on November 25. She's like.. letting me skip school so we can spend the day in the city. I wonder why... she's being so nice to me, which is a change. But eh I better take advantage of it. I want some platform boots, nigga! I'm so fucking short, and they would make me so much taller and yay I would love it!!!
If anyone knows how to put a picture in an entry - like a friends only thing - please comment or IM me on Bey0ndTheValley. Thank youuuuuuu <333
Ah, p.s. am I the only one who loves the new Blink 182 song? I don't like bands like them but yeah they are just fucking
splendid!! Ahhdfdfg no one is going to comment!
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( Here's some quizzes! )
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[06 Nov 2003|03:40pm] |
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Haha Brian wrote that last entry... hilariousness. This kid, Joe, in our computer class gave a presentation (we had to tell about our life in Maywood) and he was like.. "No one recognized me until grade 6.. then I finally had a reason to live and the teachers finally realized what I was capable of" and it was so fucking funny. He's not a sped or anything, he's just... a psycho.. and he's... such an ass and I hate him. He was like "In 7th grade I finally got a friend." ONE may I remind you. Hey Joe, I wonder why you don't have any friends... maybe because YOU'RE A FUCKING PSYCHO!
Oh man, it was hilarious. We couldn't laugh or the teacher would take off 20 points from our grade and me being obsessed with grades, wouldn't wanna take the risk.. ha. But after he was done Brian came over by me and was like.. Oh mannnn did you see that? and he proceeded to write in here and yeah I'm rambling.
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| ITS BRIAN!!! |
[06 Nov 2003|01:17pm] |
FUCKING RUN FOR YOUR LIVES!!!!!!!!! JOE IS A FUCKING INSANE FAG! HELP!!!! HES AN INSANE FLIP!!! FUCKING RUN!!!!!!
I'm hungry.
Many of you must be asking why am I, Mr. Brian Cavotto, writing on Tori's bluuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrttttttttyyyyyyyyyy. I don't FUCKIN' know. Hm
Well I need food. Mr. Vincent Lu, yes, he is Chinese, but he still kicks ass, is sitting next to me reading what I say. But the way most Chinkstalk way to fast for me to know what the hell they're saying.
I don't like Mexicans. Cans, Beaners, Lawn mowers, landscapers, Damian.
SHIT!
Ight niggz I be gone wit mah badddddd self!
Fuck the KKK.
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[03 Nov 2003|10:31pm] |
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I got the Finding Nemo DVD and ahh. Since we have no school tomorrow I'm gonna watch it like.. 10 times. And yeah I don't plan on doing anything imporant but sit around and be fat and maybe eat some baby food because, fuck, that shit is addicting. I need to make myself a new icon. Nothing fancy. I like plain ones... they're the bestest. Food.. ahgghf.. I love flat diet soda, but not fizzy diet soda. MmmMMm. Yeah rambling.
Ugh, I wish I could move to Florida with John. How cool would that be?
Ok so yeah I've made an attempt of making friends on this thing and no one seems to care.. so.. yeah.. I'm not posting again until I get 15 comments. ::Sticks nose up:: not that anyone gives two shits. Maybe I should make this friends only? I don't know..
P.S. - I wish to someday play guitar like Brian Mae... :sigh:
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| Styrofoam plates and cafeteria tables.. |
[03 Nov 2003|03:31pm] |
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I miss Damian. He was the only person left that I could rely on in school. Now he's only a town over but it feels like he's on a diffrent planet. I think things are changing between us and yeah I don't want that to happen at all. ::Sigh:: I wish to get my tounge pierced. It would be an enjoyable experience.
I just did my nails pink, green, black, silver, and metallic green again. They look absolively positively awesome. I love going to Wal Mart or something and trying out their nail polishes. It's so great. Except when you get caught and they make you take it off. Then it's just pointless. Me and my fat self want a Slurpee. But... unfortunately I don't feel like walking a mile across town to get one... why couldn't I live by the 7-11? Well I guess it's a good thing because I wouldn't be... healthy and shit, not that I really am now.
Yeah so I think I'm going to go do my fucking math homework ::sigh:: I have tomorrow off. Thursday + Friday too. Woo.
.+.Shit Fucker.+.
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| Supercollider.. shooting inside her.. |
[02 Nov 2003|04:39pm] |
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Yeah the weekend sucked as I thought it would. There was nothing to do and I was bored. I went to Wal Mart which was awesome, and yeah.. I wanted a Nemo plushie but they didn't have any. I need to get the DVD when it goes on sale.. Tuesday? Anyway... 3eb was on All That on Saturday night and I made Elle watch it and she was all pissed off.. ehh who cares? They were awesome. And I met this kid.. I forget his name.. I think it might have been Ricky or something. He told me he liked Taking Back Sunday and a lot of fucking emo shit that I hate. But it's ok, cause I don't think he is emo but he likes the music. He seems really cool. I think he likes Manson too.. not too sure. He lives up the road from me there and I think I might have something to look forward to when I go to the Poconoes now. Maybe we could go to the lake together and fish in the summer? ::sigh:: it could be like one of those summer love things and it would be so cool. But who am I kidding. Eh.
So when I went to Wal Mart I tried on like all of their nail polishes and now my nails are a mix of black, dark and light green, yellow, bright pink, and red... yeah.. woo... I'm a loser.
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| Eat drugs first... |
[01 Nov 2003|01:15pm] |
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"Celebrity Skinned" |
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Yeah.. going to the Poconoes soon. Alanna slept over last night but she isn't coming with me. I'll be alone.. with fucking Elle and Gabriela.. someone fucking save me. I'm bringing my Manson, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, and Murderdolls DVD's/footage to keeo me busy. Maybe my family will be nice to me and let me go out to the Wal Mart or something cause usually I'm in the fucking house all the time and it's boring.
Alanna was on the computer before I typed this and I sat down and the chair is burning my ass/back. Hmph. I'm going to miss my John over the weekend.. haha. And yeah.. I need a boyfriend. I don't need one but I would like one. One that lives far away from me. Like.. Missouri.. or.. California.. or something. That would be fun. Or maybe I'm just a loser.
I love Audrey from the Frankenstein Drag Queens from Planet 13. I can't wait until my cd comes. It's going to be awesome.. but my MURDERDOLLS SHIRT CAME AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH. Ahhhghgr I gotta go now.. byeee.
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[31 Oct 2003|08:29pm] |
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Ok yeah today was Halloween. BUT I GOT MY MURDERDOLLS SHIRT. And thats all that counts. But yeah I went trick or treating with Alanna, Matt, Katie, and Sara and it was so funny. Matt rang this persons doorbell and they didn't answer so he took their wood that they had outside... it was fucking funny as hell. Now we're watching Scooby Doo when we could be watching Jason but Alanna has dominated my television.. so yeah. I have my computer... :)
Uhh yeah.. why is this fucking blurty pink? I need to change it and make a link for my background.
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| What makes it better here... |
[30 Oct 2003|06:35pm] |
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You're all I've ever wanted, but I'm terrified of you
My castle may be haunted, but I'm terrified of you
I've cast my spell on million, but I'm terrified of you
Baby I do this from the ceiling, but I'm terrified of you
Haha, yes thats from Outkast, and I just love it..
Uhh so yeah.. today really sucked. I was originally supposed to be let out of school at lunch tomorrow but it's not going to happen because my moms a bitch who takes back everything she says. And now Alanna and I doing something is fucking pointless because theres going to be nothing to do and yeah. Halloween is going to suck tomorrow. I was supposed to go with Jess too, but thats fucking pointless too because they're going after school and I don't have the urge to want to go anymore... I'm just going to go home and go on the fucking computer like I always do.
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| It ain't my mother fucking problem.. |
[29 Oct 2003|07:27am] |
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It's raining. Really really really hard. I loveeeee rainnnnnn but yeah I don't feel like going to school because I wanna stay home and be bored. Ugh... theres nothing to write and this is like.. lame-o. Haha. Ehh, I found out something yesterday from Cara that I wish I didn't because it fucking made my day bad. Ugh, I hate how best friends don't trust you with things. Fuckers.
Yesterday was Damian's last day :( I want him to come back! I'm going to miss him in the school and shit because he was like.. always there for me when I'm sad, and I guess I have Sara for that too, but Damian was the best at making me feel better. I was really sad, because at the end of the day I was really mad at him and I didn't get to say goodbye or get a hug. ::Sigh:: enough of this complaining.
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| We can't salute ya... |
[28 Oct 2003|02:45pm] |
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Wooooo... bored. Theres nothing to do. I didn't do my math homework again. Gah, I hate math. My teacher is awesome though. My grades like a 97 so I should pass.
Yesterday was whack. I don't know why it just was.
( A survey thing )
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| I just grabbed this kid.. |
[28 Oct 2003|01:12pm] |
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Yeah so I grabbed this kid Kevin in computer class and tore off his big fluffy Sputh John or Sean Pole jacket and he got so mad and went "ghetto" on me. He's such a wigga and I hate him. But I have to admit, it was quite amusing.
I need some friends on here, so, any takers.... haha... I'm a loserr. Why is my blurty pink? It shouldn'y be. I hate pink. Haha... rambling... bored.. lazy.. in computer class... failing science... woop de doooo.
I wanna go to West Paterson this weekend for Halloween. It would be awesome. Alanna, Anthony, and me could all go trick or treating together :D It would be cool. I have this long black dress that I cut and it's not so long anymore. And I'm gonna wear fishnets and my black plats under it. Fun fun fun. I have bolts, and a sash, and bullet holes, and I'm gonna be a zombie Miss America :D
Ok now this is just pointless.
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| Fuck, fuck. |
[26 Oct 2003|01:03pm] |
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Yeah, so I got a new blurty. If you feel like it, you can go to my old one and plead to be added as a friend.. it's dead_glam_star. Woop de fucking do. If anyone can help me to get an image on the right, I would be very happy :D
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