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04:51pm 16/01/2009
 
mood: ecstatic
music: Disco Dan - Mega Man 2 - Metal Man Goes Clubbing
The past two days I have had a major upswing in attitude - I am in a terrific mood (craptastic job not withstanding). The most obvious reason, I believe, is that I have been able to run around and level on WoW with a very dear...okay, no more vague bullshit. It's the girl I'm in love with. And we were good friends before I suddenly found myself falling for her, so, y'know. Getting to spend time with her the last couple of days has been awesome for me (again, events of the other day not withstanding >.< ).

The less obvious thing (to those who aren't me (or my roomie xP )) is that I finally told her how I felt. I had told her I cared for her a lot, at an earlier juncture, and I THINK she might have gotten the gist. But, as the Ever-Wise Panda, Base, told me, there is a difference between knowing and actually HEARING it. At least, I think he said that... Moving on.

She had actually told me the other day (day of the previous entry), before logging off, "I love you". And it floored me. Honestly and completely. Felt like my heart was gonna burst out of my chest, literally (in a good, non-Aliens kind of way). Of course, she logged right after that. -_- I was going to call her, but circumstances prevented such. So, ashamed as I am to say, I texted that little three-word phrase to her.

Yea, yea, text sucks, phone is only slightly better, best is to say it person, right? Well, I work with what I have, a'right? But I think it really made her day when she read it. And that, in turn, made MY day. xD

So! All the crap I'd been wrestling with the last few months is finally out in the open and (hopefully) dealt with. The only way now is forward. Wish me luck.

~Zero, out (of food, we need to do some damn grocery shopping! >.< )
 
   
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