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Heart Of Worship - by dunno who la |
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My life's is in the expansionary phrase of the cycle now.
And I think what's most important, is not how to prevent my life from hitting a recession (It will happen anyway)
What's most important, like what Keynes economist says, is having a stable rise in the big picture.
Yes, stability.
When a economic fluctuates too much, there will not be investor confidence and etc etc.
Like wise, I wouldn't want my life to fluctuate too much in the "life-cycle"
rising highly after finding a date
and dropping into a recession after a inevitable, predictable (I'm sorry, I don't think it will work out) break up
Predictable NOT because I date lousy guys (I don't, they are all fantastic and superb guys, more then what I could have asked for. Right A and G? Hehe).
Inevitable simply because I'm not ready and still so young.
How many people my age (ie.19) date someone because they are ready for "marriage" (ie. forever)?
Most people my age date for the temporary "high" being in Love can give. The "oh-my-god-it's-so-sweet" feeling when someone says he/she likes you. The security felt as he holds your hands. The closeness when you are hugging him. The passion of a kiss. and of course, sex is something that is VERY VERY very very "high" and "pleasurable".
So I guess I was selfish and immature when I date someone, not because I want to spend the rest of my life with him, but because of the "highs" and pleasures "love" can bring.
The right thing at the wrong time is the WRONG thing.
Of course dating someone seems so good and irresistable sometimes (in fact, all the time). But I'll do my future "one" a service by preparing and waiting for "the one" till he comes.
So I'll guess I'll "date" when I'm REALLY ready for "marriage" - maybe 4, 5 years from now? It's isn't such a long time if you compare to the average life span of a human being - 80 years.
DU SHU ZHONG YAO OK~!!! (ie. studies first)
Ecclesiastes 3:1 1 There is a time for everything,
a season for every activity under heaven.
ok, enough on "feeling" stuff.
Good news - I've got a job~! A better paying one in fact, and nearer to my place.
It's Sakae Sushi at Causeway Point~!
No more 1 hour train rides to work, and with better pay too~!
In fact, I've already started work since last monday, 18th April.
Generally, I feel good.
Not so good sometimes, but still doing well..
Take care my dear friends who are reading this, I wonder when will be the next time I'll be updating again (hopefully sometime soon!).
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