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Yippie. It's offically school holiday for me lo. Had my last paper, economics, just now. It went quite well I would say (and hope). And the next month is just going to be work work work and more work for me. Just to earn that extra bucks for my "future" computer.
It's nice how you guys are starting to leave comments (although still quite little compared to other blogs), hehe, but it's still better than nothing right. =) and if you guys do not have a blog, can sign up here - www.blurty.com - and add me as a friend.
I recieve an email which contained an application to calculate how "old" you actually are. kind of amazing isn't it? And this is exactly how old I am..
18 Age
Tuesday Day you were born
6,756 Days lived
221 Months lived
18 years, 5 months, 29 days Exact age as at 12/04/05
162137:40: Time alive
so cool isn't it? I've already spent 6,756 mortal days on this planet earth. Do you believe that our stay on this planet is just temporary? Just like attending a school before you are finally graded?
Or do you believe that you are on this planet to learn, and die, and reborn, and learn again until you get the lesson?
If you believe in the former, it's Christianity, Islam (monotheistic). But if you believe in the latter, it's Buddhism, Hinduism (reincarnation)
If you believe that life is just a survival of the fittest, and to live - is to survive this tough compeition. and if you don't grow, you will die and be eliminated in life by those who do grow. And when you die, you just decomposed and your atoms return to the nature to form bonds with other atoms. Maybe you like Darwinism, or Biology & Chemistry a lot.
But I do believe that one thing is true - life is full of lessons to be learnt, and the good (bad) thing is that, you will only graduate when you die! Lol. Because there will always be something new for us to learn, and I'm sure everyone must not stop learning and no one is or will be perfect.
And I think do feel that Love is the reason why we are here. To learn to Love one another.
Most religion are based on love.
For God is Love.
Ibn Hazm of Cordova (994-1064) said that love renewed life, that it made greedy people generous, boorish ones gracious, stupid ones wise, magically transmuting defects into qualities, so that everybody could hope to be loved. He exalted sexual intercouse as a necessary part of love, 'completing' the circuit and allowing the current of love to flow freely into the soul'.
I'm sure most of you out there have at least felt, tasted, sampled the magic of Love once (or a lot more if you are flirty, haha) in your lifetime. When the purpose of doing everything is to please the one you "love", when even bittergourd tasted sweet to you, when you do not mind waiting late into the night just hoping to receive a good night message from him/her.
And of course the sudden loss of it will cause life to lose it's purpose, honey to taste bitter, and salt to taste bland. When getting out of bed to start your day is such a drag, and trying to get sleep is just a lonely experience.
But that's just the surface of "love" i guess. "erotic" love. I'm sure my mum loves me, but I don't think she will buy me flowers on valentine's day. It's another kind of love I guess?
Is that why most people (especially ajs) just want to "flirt" with love. Playing at the brink of love. Just indulging in "erotic" love. And one day when we see someone more "erotic"/cute, we would want to start the chase all over again. Some people don't want to move beyond courtship, because courtship is just what they want. Of course courtship is interesting, and intense, and exciting. But it can never go to that stage of deep love, understanding and trust. When realities slap you in the face, you know that you can go through the storms in life with your partner. Without having to worry about what would he think if I did that (we only worry about this in courtship anyway)..
Of course, there are people who advocates that courtship never have to end. You can still "flirt" with each other even if you guys have been together for 5 or 6 years. Haha, sounds good to me. They encourage you to "role-play" with your partner. To spice up the relationship once in a while. I haven't tried this, but if I do get into a relationship for that long (1 year or more), I would certainly like to be in "courtship" or be "courted" every once in a while. Haha.
Whatever is it la. "du shu zhong yao" ok~!!!! (studies first)
Going to meet up Alvin aka Christina to cut my hair. I guess I'm not going to be updating for a long time. Since I would rarely have access to a computer. So for you guys reading this. Take Care~! You might not hear from Titus here, but you can always call/msg him!
我知道 我的未來不是夢
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