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[04 Jan 2005|05:13pm] |
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I think i get too expressive, the wrong way.
hmmm..
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| what a emotional drain |
[04 Jan 2005|05:19pm] |
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well, today the day went fine.
sch was alright,
but i just felt like meeting up someone after sch,
yi xiong say got project la
wilson sick
then finally hong cheng say he meet me at cwp lo. had fun with him la, catch up on how he's doing. talked boyut church people, sec sch people. blah blah blah
when i reached home.
wow, the climax of the day. to cut the story short. i just have a very open and emotional talk with my dad.
felt drained out, but i felt good after the talk.
and at my lowest point, well, i did something that i thought i would not do.
but i did it anyway. and i don't regret it la.
well. i guess. fate and destiny plays along with will-power and determination hand in hand bah.
something u NEED to work for it.
but somethings, it's not really bout how much u "work" for it bah.
i don't really wanna argue bout a higher divine being exist in my blog now. that's will probably be self-contradicting, self-defeating and crappy. maybe someday i'll think bout that question on a deeper level.
one thing for sure
i will never get a 100% correct answer for many things in life.
=)
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