[21 Sep 2003|05:58am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Smashing Pumpkins ] Jesus Christ I am so fucking bored it's not even funny. I just commented in someone's journal that I don't even know to correct someone else's grammatical error. That's just kindof sad. I'm sure Eliza is fucking laughing her ass off though and glad that I don't just pick on her... or possibly weeping at exactly how sad that is. Speaking of Eliza, I like how she tries to cut back on posting and the rest of you die in the process. Hi Sarah. And Amy. And everyone else. I'm not listing all of you. Okay, this was pointless. 9 -- Another Day In Paradise.

[13 Sep 2003|03:35am] [ mood | content ] Each time I go to update I realize it's been even longer since the previous update. I really have no idea why I've become so detached from all of you... or not even from all of you, but just from this. But that's not a bad thing, it's just a little strange. One minute we're all so close and suddenly we're too busy for one another. Not that I'm trying to lay blame on anyone. I suppose it's better to have some sort of life offline. Job. Friends. Etc etc. It's really not healthy to be as attached to this as I once was anyways. But I digress, this post is really for Eliza. It's a little late since it's technically the next day, but fuck technicalities. I love you more then you will ever even begin to understand and it doesn't matter what day of the month I say it, so long as it is said and I know that you know it and feel the same way. So Happy Anniversary Dear. I love you more then I can express. 19 -- Another Day In Paradise.

[29 Aug 2003|05:57am] [ mood | lonely ] So... it's been a while, huh? There hasn't been too much going on in my life that I really have to talk about. Most of it's about Eliza and actually she's so busy with work that I don't even have too many things to say about her. She's in and out of the apartment all the time. It's a fucking wonder she ever got over that cold. Last week was golfing with David and Amy. That was just a bad fucking idea. I lost so horribly. Next time I stick to putt-putt. However, it was kindof worth it to see David strutting around in those plaid pants. And believe me, he was strutting. Oh, I uploaded a new icon. I realized today that there are far too many pictures of me where I'm sad. I always look sad, or even pissed off. I never smile. That's a little fucked up. Okay, that was pointless to say. Now I should probably go walk Max. 10 -- Another Day In Paradise.

[15 Aug 2003|03:37pm] [ mood | cheerful ] First off, yes, Nate did get me a stripper. Why? I don't know. I didn't ask for one. I have Eliza. She's a good stripper, sick or not. He's just trying to get me in trouble... kindof like he's trying to get Eliza in trouble since she conveniently forgot to tell her family where she lives now. ::glare:: Anyways, even though Eliza negelected to share that important information with her family, I got her a ( present ) I still haven't gotten to hangout with David and with Angel starting back up I fear I never will. Damn that Sarah Michelle Gellar for taking up all his extra time too. You people make me sick. :D 22 -- Another Day In Paradise.

[04 Aug 2003|02:17am] [ mood | blank ] Before he goes and edits his post, I want you all to know that Joss spells cabinet like "cabient". He'll say I lied but that's okay. I'm expecting it. How the fuck this guy writes scripts is beyond me. Anyways, I got Eliza a puppy. It's so cute. We haven't named it yet because we can't think of anything, so suggestions are welcome. I just hope that it doesn't bug the hell out of my cat but Eliza really wanted a puppy and I promised her one when she first moved in. Or maybe even before that. Just the whole puppy thing was long overdue. Simon (my cat) is tougher then he looks so I'm sure the puppy won't be a problem anyways. Oh and I guess some sort of congratulations is in order for David and Sarah. I don't know why... I don't remember getting a lot of congratulations when me and Eliza first started dating. Do people normally congratulate people when they get a significant other? It just seems like the kindof thing you say only when people get engaged or are having a kid or something bigger then just filling my friends page with mushy posts dating. This is the part where I threaten David's life if he hurts her but I just don't see that happening. Plus, he's a lot bigger then me. :) 7 -- Another Day In Paradise.

[01 Aug 2003|10:48am] For someone not currently working on anything, I've been really fucking busy. I can't really explain it but time just goes by so quickly. It bothers me because there is so much I want to accomplish and so many people I want to see because I miss spending time with so many of you and... I'm just always doing something. It's never ending. I mean, it's good. I like keeping busy. But recenly I haven't even talked to Eliza as much as I'd like to or normally would. That bothers me. Anyways, welcome to any of the new people that I never welcomed. Erich, Matt, Charlie... whoever else. It's been so long that I really don't know who's come and gone at this point. I've also been meaning to leave everyone comments. I'll get to that someday. For now I'm just going to go get some more coffee. 17 -- Another Day In Paradise.

[23 Jul 2003|09:26pm] Happy Birthday Chari. Another Day In Paradise.

[19 Jul 2003|08:17pm] [ mood | tired ] I went to see Common Rotation the other night with Tom and a bunch of other people that I am currently too lazy to name. It was fucking great. They rock. I always enjoy seeing them live. I should do that more often. Tonight Eliza is dragging taking me to see Michelle Branch. Should be fun. Riiight. Oh and Julie, I know what you're trying to do. ::glare:: 13 -- Another Day In Paradise.

[17 Jul 2003|09:32am] [ mood | lethargic ] So I guess Nate is going to kidnap Eliza to go camping or something. I'm not entirely sure what they're doing, but she'll be gone for about a week. I haven't really talked to her much recently since we were both kindof busy with other things, but I got to talk to her yesterday before she left. I didn't want to let her go. Now that I have an entire week to myself I really don't know what I'm going to do. I think I might hangout with Monica one day, but after that I really don't have any plans. Maybe Julie will want to do something. And where the fuck did Linda go? Don't die. Okay I'm going to go take a shower and then sleep for the next week. 11 -- Another Day In Paradise.

[12 Jul 2003|01:07am] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | Dashboard Confessional "Swiss Army Romance" ] I'm never here when it's important. You know, there's a big difference between being needed and being wanted. I think it's hard to find someone who can make you feel like you're both to them. Or maybe sometimes I just have this weird complex that just doesn't let me see when someone does infact both need and want me. Being wanted is great, but I think being needed is better. It's more... special. Like you're serving some other purpose then just being there for someone because they want you to be. I bet none of this makes sense. At any rate, I got something for Eliza and I just hope she knows how much I want and need her in my life. Not that jewerly should convey something like that for me, but it's the thought that counts... and I think it a lot. I should stop rambling. 3 -- Another Day In Paradise.

[07 Jul 2003|05:52am] [ mood | touched ] I guess this will be my version of what Eliza did the other day, except I'm not as nice as her. I'm sorry. ( the longest post I have ever written ) Wow. I know too many people, and I'm not even that social. No wonder Eliza wound up hurting her arm when she did this. Speaking of Eliza, I obviously can't make a post mentioning everyone I know and listing their faults, along with the things I like, without mentioning her. There's so much to say too I don't even know if I can get it all out. ( this part is for Eliza... because I know she didn't really want to read about the rest of you ) Oh, and while I'm posting, I have to show you guys what she got me. See. Nice, huh? I told you my girlfriend is cooler then yours. 31 -- Another Day In Paradise.

[06 Jul 2003|08:26am] Happy Birthday to Adam and Greg. No I didn't forget. It's only 8:30am. Don't get huffy Greg. I mean, have a nice day. 15 -- Another Day In Paradise.

[30 Jun 2003|07:25pm] [ mood | okay ] I won't be around tonight, but Eliza promised me she'd actually get a good nights sleep. If any of you see her online and not sleeping, please let me know. I'll buy you Hot Pockets or something if you do. 13 -- Another Day In Paradise.

[28 Jun 2003|04:08am] [ mood | productive ] [ music | Dashboard Confessional "Again I Go Unnoticed" ] Linda is here. ::waves:: Hi. I made icons. It makes me feel like Eliza cause she's always the one to go out and make new people icons and things. I couldn't help it though because I noticed that Linda only had one icon plus I'm in one of them. ( icons for Linda ) 11 -- Another Day In Paradise.

[25 Jun 2003|03:43am] [ mood | loved ] On Saturday I drove up to Santa Barbara for a signing at the Metro. There was atlesat 100 people there, if not more. It was a little bit overwhelming since this was only my second event... the first being EoD in the UK. Julie was there so that helped. She's a god damn pro at that kindof stuff. By the way, I think me & Julie should hangout more. She's awesome. I missed Eliza a lot while I was gone, and I guess she missed me too because she's been clinging to me ever since. Not that I mind. I love every second of it. 4 -- Another Day In Paradise.