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[03 Dec 2003|08:00pm] |
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KARINA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CADY JONES!
Wow.. I fucking hate my mom. First I get grounded for going out with Ryan and not telling her and now I can't go over to the fucking band practice. Why? Because Ryan's 18 and holy fuck.. according to my mom he's gunna rape me. And if I don't get to hang out with him tomorrow after school I'm going to be so incredibly pissed off. And I fucking hate it. She doesn't understand anything about me, neither of my parents know who I am. My brother's getting kicked out of the house pretty soon and I'm becoming too much of a problem. Fuck everyone. The only person I ever liked in my family was my brother and now he's getting kicked out and then he's off to college. My family is so dysfunctional, it's awesome. I'm so sick of this shit. I want to run away. I can't stand anyone anymore. I hate my dad too.. according to him I always lie. I never tell the truth and I'm a bad kid. I love it. I love it so much. FUCK.
FUCK YOU.
as you burn xX: my mom says I never do enough for her and she works so hard and she "deserves better"
as you burn xX: and I'm like well... I'm sorry but I don't really care because it's not my fucking problem
nothingmore9876: omg i hear that from my mom every frigan night and she calls me selfish, good for nothing, a freak, will amount to nothing ( thats my favorite) and many other joyous insults that just make me feel worse about myself than i already do
as you burn xX: I know I'm so fucking sick of it.
as you burn xX: It's like they want us to be perfect but all we get is yelled at when we try because it's not good enough
as you burn xX: what the fuck is the point?
nothingmore9876: I DON'T FUCKING KNOW!!
Today was good until about.. 15 minutes ago. My internet has been fucked lately.
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