| Is their anything worth loving for? |
[11 Nov 2003|10:04am] |
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That's So You - The Rocket Summer |
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Hmm.. Dashboard. Yesterday was quite boring. It was so fucking cold. As me and Karina were talking yesterday on the way to Spanish we decided the cold it completely uneccesary and it does no good. Stupid cold. It should die. But besideds that nothing good happened except in chorus. These two Seniors who were supposedly running the class (Mrs. Clark, ew, was absent) wouldn't shut the fuck up and we didn't wanna do anything. So all of a sudden Cady's like, "Mosh pit!" So naturally Laura, me, and Cady all started hitting and kicking each other. One of the girls was like, "That's uneccasary, SIT DOWN!" Then later I missed what the bitch said but in reply to whatever comment she made Cady was like, "Yeah, just keep talking." Anyways she got sent to Mr. Quigley who sent her to Mrs. Hines (she's mine and Cady's discipline officer or something) and then I don't know what happened... After school I went to Tommie's. I didn't stay long because he had a meeting at the newspaper place for his writing job, but we just hung out and played guitar. And sat by his computer and sung songs. The usual. When I got home my internet for some reason wasn't connected and it was really pissing me off. I had to call my mom and ask for help and of course she doesn't know shit about computers so I was like.. "fuck." I had to disconnect the fucking modem and then run the ethernet cable straight into the computer instead of putting it through my brother's router thing for his laptop. Anyways.. it worked :-) It's no longer being gay. Hmm... then I went online and talked to people. Then I went outside by the lake and it was REALLY REALLY pretty out. Everything was clear and the moon was so bright, and all the stars were out. But it was cold so that idea didn't last too long.
Today I think I'm going to the mall with Cady and Laura. Most likely...
"Dead To The World" - JamisonParker
So so what happens in your room?
when you're all alone with me at home
going crazy over you
behind these bedroom walls
everynight I sing along with all her favorite songs
I sing until my voice is gone
until my lungs are bleedin'
tell me you don't miss these brown eyes
and that you're not in love
I hate hate the way you look at me
where's the pills for that thing that you call
"sweepin' me off my feet"
it's girls like you that keep open graves
for boys like me
that keep themselves locked up for days
behind these bedroom walls
everynight I sing along with all her favorite songs
I sing until my voice is gone
until my lungs are bleedin'
tell me you don't miss these brown eyes
and that you're not in love
Take this stupid heart
I know it's all you ever want me for
and I hope you keep it close
so everyone knows that it's all because of you
that I'm dead to the world
I won't wait, I won't wait, I won't wait
I won't wait for you to make me stop
behind these bedroom walls
everynight I sing along with all her favorite songs
I sing until my voice is gone
until my lungs are bleedin'
tell me you don't miss these brown eyes
and that you're not in love
Take this stupid heart
I know it's all you ever want me for
and I hope you keep it close
so everyone knows that it's all because of you
that I'm dead to the world
So here I am
a love worn masochist
with hearts carved straight across my chest
letting the carpet soak up all that's left to give.
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