| I'm sure you always feel my eyes on you. |
[05 Nov 2003|08:04am] |
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Last night I took Laura out to Applebee's for a bit of an early celebration, I guess. It was such a wonderful time :) Laura made me stop texting Matty because she was getting upset.. she threatened to beat me with a fork. We got to talking and I was like, "Notice how when a girl and a girl go out no one thinks that they're lesbians, they just think they're friends, and when a guy and a guy go out people automatically think they're gay?" Laura: "Christina...(makes funny face)" So I turn around and there's two ghetto boys sitting behind us and I don't know I guess you had to be there it was funny though!...yeah. So then we ate chicken fingers and a brownie sundae thing. It was good. I forget who but one of us started to talk about gay men and somehow Pete and Matt got brought up... We decided that it would be hot if Pete and Matt made out... MATE ...we have too much time, yes I know. hehe. I think then we took some pictures....yeah. On the way home in the car I put my foot up on the seat and had the urge to kick Laura in the face. Well it sort of worked because she caught my foot but then I pinched her..and anyways it ended up us wrestling in the back seat and Laura kept on biting my head because her head was over mine?? ha. Tomorrow we decided to not go to school but I think this will post tomorrow because Blurty is being a stupid fucker and half the site is being fucked.
"Loveless Wrists" - Bayside
Where will I be
When there's pain as far as eyes can see
I'll stand in line for days and nights, for making up lost time
And this is how it feels
So now I cut these loveless wrists
My head sure hurts today I'll take another twenty pills and try to make my troubles go away
So now I cut these loveless wrists
My head sure hurts today I'll take another twenty pills and try to make my troubles go away
Away
I once felt strong
It wouldn't last for long
I wrap my hands around my neck
Kill myself again
Cut my arms with the biggest knife that I can stand
Why waste time
Lifting my head
Keep it down
And save face instead
Why waste time
Lifting my head
Keep it down
Save face instead
I once felt strong
It wouldn't last for long
I wrap my hands around my neck
Kill myself again
Cut my arms with the biggest knife that I can stand
It's more than I can stand
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