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[18 Oct 2003|10:50am] |
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Last but not least - Feeling Left Out |
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This butterfly broke through my chest
Helped carry me home
There is no master plan my heart is in your hands
Last night was so...wierd. I got home from school and had to go right to singing which sucked considering my fucking lesson is 30 minutes after I get home from school. When I got home from that I waited for Laura to get home so we could make plans. We decided to go to the Summit to see Permenant Holiday. Yeah. Bryan decided to meet us there. We got there kind of late, but that's ok. We all went inside and had lots of fun just hanging out. Cady didn't come :( which saddened me. I felt bad that I couldn't drive her! I still heart you <3 woo. It was a good show. The Stopmin' Charlies are nice kids. Well we only talked to Matt, and we talked to Shane barely but ya know. And this guy named Jeff, some cool 21 year old. Mhm. Anyways..so after that was done it was time to go home. I dropped Laura off and then went back to my house. About an hour later I get a call from Jon.. He was like, "Put mom on the phone, just trust me do it." And when my mom picked up the phone she goes, "Which police department?" So then we were off to go pick him up at the Newton Police Department. We got lost going there so we were a little late. When we got there the cop told us that he was going to be released on $30 bail... that's really nothing, BUT there's more. Since my dad wasn't home and my brother had a party at my dad's house, my brother was technically in charge of the house. The only reason the cops came was because the neighbors had made a complaint about the cars being too loud. So when the cops came it definetly sucked because everyone there was shit faced. Three of my brothers friends left before the cops came but the cops still got six people. Ok back to the thing before..so since there were minors there my brother got charged with distributing alcohol to minors. He has to go to court in December. The car ride home sucked as well considering he smelled like a fucking voldka bottle and was being an ass. We got lost too. That wasn't fun. Yeah so.. it was an interesting night in all.
"At Arm's Length" - Feeling Left Out
You've met your match
He sounds like a superhero
He's just like you, just like you
Everything you are looking for
He loves your every move
Sleep next to him...
While I sleep alone
I'm just asking for honesty now
I need a reason to keep you away
A reason to keep you at arm's length
I never should have let you back in
And now it's 3:17
As my alarm clock seems to read
This hate has nothing to do with you
I hate myself
For letting it get this far, once again
I could have prevented this harm
But living in sin
Keeps us warm....
Keeps me warm
Similar situation happened last year
Should have been fair warning
to keep you at arm's length
Keep you at arm's length
I'm sorry that you're gone
I hope you're in a better
place where your heart doesn't ache
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