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[18 Aug 2003|03:51am] |
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Chris got home from camping today and we talked for a while. Unfortunetly he turns out to be a real asshole. I can't say I'll regret anything that happened between us, but it just seems like he's a completely different person. I'm happy for him that he has a girlfriend and he loves her VERY much. This is going to come as a realy shock for Laura who goes to bed at like 11:00. What an idiot. hehe :) So kids, I learned a very valuble lesson tonight. People put on acts to impress you and it's sad because you never get to know the real them. I feel bad about everything that I might have done to jeopardize the relationship between me and someone else. I know he actually cares about me, and that's a good thing. Rather then telling me he cares about me and all this other shit and then finding out he's a lying sack of shit who never cared about you in the first place. *cough* Chris *cough* Ouch Chris...Ouch. Shit happens, I guess you just gutta move on. You hurt me, kid. But the whole time you were just puting on a show and pretending to be someone else. You should be an actor, you're pretty good at it. I wish the best of luck to Chris and his life, but I hope I never see him again.
It's wierd how you can make something seem so perfect in your head and it turns around and blows up in your face. It just sucks.
I love Shayla... She's so great to me.
Sk******w: i hav a gurlfriend now and i love her VERY mcuh
^ that's fucking believeable... supposedly he hasn't been home until tonight!
nOsCruBs***: alright well im not blaming anything on u bc i kno the time u spent together was short...and shit and i understand feelings change very quickly but just dont like hurt her please bc christina has been thru hell and back and she doesnt need more stress..she has been happy lately and beginning to be herself again so just be careful ok?
Sk******w: FUCK OFF
Sk******w: i dont CAREEEEEEEEEEEEE
^ What a nice kid.... to Laura and Shayla who knew him, he was never like that and I think he's a crackhead anyways.
Corey makes me happy. :)
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[18 Aug 2003|02:48pm] |
you belong in the starting line kid! your a dancing
jiggy punkrock person!
( WHAT PUNK ROCK BAND ARE YOU?? )
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hehehehehehehehe. I thought that was cool
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