| Too much thinking is involved with life. |
[03 Aug 2003|01:19am] |
I'm going to Maine tomorrow, staying till Tuesday, then back home. I'm going up to visit Laura and Shayla. I haven't seen Shayla since the night she came over and got drunk at my house and I miss her so I will be happy to see her. Old Orchard is a cool place so hopefully we'll meet new friends. :) Nick and Chad are supposed to visit....hmmm.
I wish I didn't have to tell people what's wrong or how I feel. I wish they could just look at me and know so I wouldn't have to explain myself. It gets old so fast. Unfortunetly, only a certain selected few can really understand me when I'm at my best/worst. They can just tell when I'm pissed or depressed. I'm not really sad right now but I keep on thinking about someone and I can't help but think nothing's going to work out because it would just be too.... good. Good things like that DON'T happen to me. They just don't.
If only he knew........
Rip my heart out.
Let it decay on the ground.
Let it run dry till it bleeds no more.
Rip my heart out.
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