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[28 Mar 2007|03:48am] |
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dream on by depeche mode |
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3:51am: ice-cold milk and kahlua (in a plastic cup), rose syrup with milk and ice (i e. bandung), reheated soggy cheese fries, leftover tuna sushi rolls. (and it's not even breakfast yet)
i need to force myself to get started on uni applications. @#$!?$@#@?#$^!@
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[28 Mar 2007|07:02am] |
good morning, i am in a foul mood and my eyes are burning --from rubbing my eyes so hard that lots of eyelashes have come loose, and made their way into my eyes, and are making their presence painfully felt. yawning hurts, the yawns seem to come from a bottomless pit deep within, and they rattle my entire body. my eyes ooze liquid as i blink frantically, they burn as i rub them harder, because i don't know what else to do besides maul them out. my wrists hurt as i type because my keyboard rests too high above my bed and i am in the weirdest angle trying not to topple over. now that i'm awake already, i'm not going to be able to fall asleep again, and today is going to be another agonizing blur where i will be too weak to do anything properly. it's so humid and stuffy and i think i dropped the air conditioner control beneath the bed.
i want to be a baby again just so that the most important thing on everyone elses' minds would be rocking me to sleep and being absolutely quiet so i can sleep, completely uninterrupted.
it's 7am, you bastard, i'm tired.
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[28 Mar 2007|05:53pm] |
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wildcat by ratatat |
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!!!!!!!
a 1.5kg bag's worth of icing later, (with my special secret rose-hip flavouring, no less), i now know how to make icing roses and grass and leaves and borders and all sorts of crazy things. i finally got the consistency right and the colour was perfect. goodbye icky tasteless icing! i practiced on metal trays and on brownie squares, and licked the icing bag clean, and now i'm so excited that i'm going to try royal icing and buttercream icing and maybe even peanut butter icing. and then hopefully i'll graduate to fondant and making my own fondant sprinkly flowers and hearts and circles.
i'm eating an entire 250g tub of yogurt every day, with huge spoonfuls of honey (1 part honey to every 2 parts of yoghurt) and fistfuls of crushed pistachios mixed in. i've been eating instant noodles with strips of seaweed and squid pasta sauce, instant noodles in creamy chicken soup, instant noodles with 2 cheese slices stirred in, etc. the weather has been incredibly shitty, i have sunburns (my poor nose gets all the sunburns) and the air seems really polluted and humid, but food always has a way of making everything seem better.
ok, the song i'm listening to is pretty old already-- i associate it with my weird a level studying-days, but i never grow tired listening to it-- it's so cute and i love the wildcat MREEEOOOOWRR sound.
2 days till uni apps close (i think?), it's becoming a silly game of let's see how much longer i can put this off, and get away.
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