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[19 Mar 2007|10:47pm] |
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this morning i read a really intense case file that wrecked my entire day, and after that i went to buy work clothes and searched in vain for a pair of black closed heels. now i'm exhausted, my left eye seems to have burst a vessel from staring at a screen almost 24/7 with 2 hours of sleep a day, and i'm having crazy conversations with ex-classmates. for some reason my body is really warm, and i'm guessing it's a fever. i had a bowl of steaming hot korean food for lunch-- it was supposedly the best korean ramen in the country, and it tasted like instant noodles to me, gahhh. i'm talking to jh right now, trying to convince him that he has no right to feel inferior and pathetic, while he tells me i'm 'strong and vulgar' and should join him in the army. and maybe it's true, maybe i should be more dainty, quiet and calm. maybe i should vow never to swear again and really mean it.
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