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[02 Feb 2007|07:42pm] |
this feels so wrong-- i know perfectly well what i'm getting myself into but i'm secretly thrilled. i know i'm ready for something like this and it's so nice to feel special. i'm also beginning to realise how easy i am to please and how fiercely loyal i can be. if i'm well fed i'd do almost anything.
vespertine* says:
don't be silly and buy vday candy ok
i mean the day itself
vespertine* says:
don't buy a single flower either
vespertine* says:
you have a garden don't you? grow something, hehe
YOU AND WHOSE ARMY says:
none at all
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YOU AND WHOSE ARMY says:
yeh i do but ive only tried sprouts and weird beens
YOU AND WHOSE ARMY says:
BEANS* sorry
vespertine* says:
hahaha ummm the vday stuff's cheaper the day after so you can buy more and i'll be happier. better still if you wait for the expiry date to pop by...
vespertine* says:
do they go at half price then?
YOU AND WHOSE ARMY says:
aww i thought you were possessed =P
YOU AND WHOSE ARMY says:
im gonna grow the beansprouts now
vespertine* says:
awesome, i can't wait
today i had a blood test; i might have something fatal (!) and it's quite exciting being fussed over (!!). the doctor gave me a HUGE list of foods i'm not supposed to eat and almost everything edible is on there (including fruits containing salicylic acid, chocolate, wheat, eggs, nuts, ice cream, etc...) so it defeats the purpose. i don't know, really-- it could be nothing at all and i don't see what's the big deal. the nurse took 3 syringes of blood and it was over so quickly and i was a bit disappointed because once you get over the fear of needles, you start to love the sensation.
the girl at the hospital front-desk was an ex-classmate of mine in rgps-- i didn't recognize her at all but she seemed to remember me so vividly. i didn't want to disappoint her so i went along and said i remembered her. she told me she was in rjc as well, and i told her i was in the arts faculty and hardly knew the science people. even that didn't seem to deter her; she went on listing the classes she was in back in rgps and it turns out we studied together for three years. i think she got a bit resigned to the fact that i'd forgotten her and thankfully removed a bit of the awkwardness by saying 'oh, i was fat then. maybe that's why you don't remember me'. i keep bumping into people who tell me they remember me-- it happens every few months and can be terrifying. it's always disturbing how i have no recollection of them and yet they know so much about me. do i have such a memorable face/personality?! and did i really hang out with people like that when i was younger? i really don't know; maybe i have some sort of memory loss... or maybe i only remember people who really stood out to me as a kid.
mmm ok i don't really want to work at IPS anymore and i'm going to try and make up my mind if i should get back to the other people who have offered me jobs. i feel a bit horrible for being lazy when there are people out there looking for jobs. i just keep telling myself i don't have to take any job that comes my way, because i'm not desperate to earn a bit of money or work experience. it would be cool though to flip burgers, work at a car-wash or the zoo (i've wanted to do that forever and i had a friend who worked at the zoo); i think right now is my only chance to try something like that!
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[02 Feb 2007|09:10pm] |
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my dog has a girlfriend. she's awesome and i wish he or she (or both!) was neutered or something because they're inseparable and it's cute to see them jumping around excitedly and nibbling each other and just being together. she looks like a really skinny chocolate labrador but with cat-like ears, has a little red collar, and is incredibly obedient.
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