I'm sick ... wah. blah. I didn't go to school today. And believe it or not, I wanted to. Wendesdays are the best because I have two hours of Math (a breeze), two hours of vocal (yAY!!), two hours of science (another breeze), and two hours of English (yet another breeze). Damn.
My nose is in such pain. And I slept all day. I'm so bored. And I have a sore throat. And I knew I'd be a pointless waste in vocal, as I usually am. What the hell am I doing in that class surrounded by such talented people?! oh well...........
We have a whole week off. What am I going to do? Sleep all day... probably. My brother is having his easter egg hunt on Saturday. Not cool. Toddlers traipsing around my house all fucking day. Not cool. Perfect time to lock myself in my room... oh wait... damn.. Eddie took my fucking door off! (do you sense some bitterness here?)
You know, I really hope something good can come of me after high school to make up for all the shit I've been dealt. Like, maybe someone can care about me. Or I won't get yelled at by my mother when I'm forty for not coming over sponge-bathing her. I tell you, that's all she wants. Ruin Sky. Make him care after her.
You know, maybe I don't even need to date Alex. It would just be nice to be his friend. I know that if I ever do become his friend, he'd be one of the best friends to have. I am so undeserving of him or even talking to him. Damn.
Current Mood:
apatheticCurrent Music: "Where Did They Go Lord?" by Elvis Presley