Zak's Blurty

Me going on and on about Alex, who I have no chance with. yeah.
Alex got his hair cut. It's no less than a centimeter long, I swear. And it's highlighted on top. haha. He cares enough to have his hair colored when it is wicked short. haha.
I'll take him anyway I can, but I don't think blonde suits him very well. He has dark features -- these dark eyes, gorgeous dark hair that is touseled and adorable, and pouty lips. (he's delicious!)
He also has this piercing low bass voice. Piercing. haha. That's his middle name, Pierce. He's beautiful in every way. It's his personality that stands out the most. He's so damn nice. He's the perfect gentleman. He holds doors and lends girls his jacket -- stuff like that. And he whines about it, but we all know he does it out of the goodness of his heart. I sooo luff him!!! hehe. That sounded really stupid.
And I love his hair. Especially without gel. He'll run his fingers through the middle, and when he takes his hand out, he gets this really cute unintentional mowhawk. It is sooo cute. (obsess much?)

All my friends are happy except me. This is weird. I'm happy for them (except one) but it's not like I ever expect to be happy, I guess. whatever. It's like I'm in an alternate universe. Damn. And it's not like Alex even knows I exist. If he does, he sure could've fooled me. Damn.

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Current Music: "Clocks" by Coldplay