| short day today |
|
|
| 09:25pm 17/04/2004 |
| |
ergh! i sLept at around 2:30 am this morning, finishing a book ("second heLpings"). then i woke up at exactLy 3:53 pm. and from that point of time, i didn't do anything eLse but watch tv. haaay...i'm such a Lazy ass! :(
anyway, i have Lots of things in my mind. things that are making me crazy!!! :bigeyes: i'LL post more next time. Currently Feeling: |
|
| |
|
|
| |
| rambLings |
|
|
| 10:50pm 04/04/2004 |
| |
yesterday, i mentioned that i finaLLy have my baby. now, i'm having troubLe what to name her. i've been choosing between trista & cayLa. hmm... need heLp with the name. oooh, before i forget, here's a picture of my baby.
hehe!!! yes, boys & girLs, i finaLLy have my own Laptop! & i have pLans of spiffying it up. :-D we're Lucky to have bought it Php 20,000 Less from Singapore than how much it is soLd here in the phiLippines. Lucky, Lucky me!!!
---exit Laptop subject---
hey! i forgot to mention that i got a 3.0 on dbapdev!!! yey!!! i erased the 0.0 i have accumuLated from faiLing that subject Last term. it was supposed to be 3.5...but some 'incident' happened. ergh! don't want to be bitter! bitterness is bad, right tina?
---exit dbpadev subject---
after two years, i think, i finaLLy saw neej again. it was reaLLy funny how we met awhiLe ago at SM southmaLL. i was with jr, Looking for a PC game at dataventure when i saw this kid who Looked kinda famiLiar. i recognized the kid to be neej's younger brother. then i saw him (neej). i toLd jr "hindi ba si neej un". jr then approaced neej whiLe i exited the store coz i reaLLy didn't feeL Like sociaLizing. i waLked away from dataventure & caLLed baby. after a few minutes of taLking, someone tapped me on my shouLder & i knew it was him, neej. (i saw his refLection on the gLass case of a store i was standing near). we taLked for a whiLe & it seemed a LittLe freaky to see him smiLing that famiLiar kiddy smiLe of his. i mean, it has been a Long time!!! we onLy chatted for a few minutes but i feLt happy to have reunited with an oLd friend.
---exit neej subject---
---exit bLog---
night!!! Currently Feeling: crazy |
|
| |
|
|
| |
| on my previous posts |
|
|
| 09:40pm 16/02/2004 |
| |
sorry...i was a bit channeLing into depression mode Last week.
cuz, i reaLLy need to have some serious bonding time with you. not just to discuss my issues with *him* but just to hang out. i miss you terribLy!!! :approve:
best, don't think i'm harboring any iLL feeLings. i'm quite okie with stuff. i just need some cLosure, i guess. tsaka best, you know how much i wanted to make *him* my friend. i mean, he couLd be my sweetmate too. but, i wouLdn't want to repLace MY sweetmate, muks. hehehe!!! (ooh...i miss mukesh!!!)
ate dang, i'm such a sap, i know. i wish we couLd hang out again. i soo miss your girLpower spirit!!! i need a sister right now...an oLder sister. hehe!!! :-D ooh...i just remembered...i'm reaLLy gonna strangLe you for making me think you were going to have a serious operation!!! say bye to your moLars for me.
tina, you're right. CLOSURE wouLd be what i needed.
anyhoos, i need to get back to studying. dbapdev midterms tomorrow. i need to get a high grade. wish me Luck! :P Currently Feeling: calm |
|
| |
|
|
| |
| *hurt* |
|
|
| 04:51pm 12/02/2004 |
| |
i'm hurt & i reaLLy wanna cry right now. but seeing that i'm here at the Linux computer Lab here in schooL...i can't.
i'm hurt & i reaLLy wanna fLing myseLf to bed & just sLeep away my misery.
i'm hurt & i can't remove the iLL feeLings i have right now with one of my friends.
i'm hurt & i stiLL am working on this dbapdev project without my heart into it.
i'm hurt & i wouLd want a band-aid to cover up my bLeeding heart.
i'm hurt & it's aLL because of YOU!!!
screw vaLentine's! it's just a waste of time!!! Currently Feeling: crushed |
|
| |
|
|
| |
| new background |
|
|
| 12:28pm 01/02/2004 |
| |
man, i reaLLy suck when it comes to making backgrounds/Layouts!!! why do i even bother to put my 'masterpieces' here? sorry...i'm reaLLy an amateur.
bey, i stiLL hope you Like what i did. Love you! |
|
| |
|
|
| |
| stiLL deciding |
|
|
| 04:21pm 24/01/2004 |
| |
mood:  indescribable
|
hmm... i was reading my past posts here and i was thinking that i write better and with more sense here in bLurty. but i don't want to Lose my tabuLas. and i don't know how to crosspost from tabuLas to bLurty. heLp?!?! |
|
| |
|
|
| |
| temporariLy |
|
|
| 10:12pm 26/12/2003 |
| |
i Love my bLurty but i decided to bLog more at tabuLas. my user name is kitcat.
i'LL be using my bLurty as soon as i make up my own Layout. tabuLas wiLL be easier to maintain whiLe i study making a Layout of my own.
pathetic, yes i am. |
|
| |
|
|
| |
| |
|
|
| 08:20pm 20/12/2003 |
| |
i'LL be updating soon... |
|
| |
|
|
| |
| disappointed |
|
|
| 07:40pm 09/12/2003 |
| |
mood:  depressed
|
this afternoon, i went to the hospitaL where bey was confined. i was with pits. my baby was aLL red and when i feLt his forhead and neck for his temperature...i wanted to cry. he was burning. and it didn't heLp when the nurse came in and bey was heating at 40.5C. i wanted to stay there and take care of him but i know he needs rest. and his other two brothers were aLso there. baby toLd me that he might get out of the hospitaL next week. so that means, he'LL miss taking our anmath1 exam, passing of reLs paper, ceLebrating our 5th month. but the saddest part is...he'LL be ceLebrating his 19th birthday in the hospitaL. :( i was fighting back my tears when he requested me that i go to the hospitaL on his birthday and that i stay there tiL Late. we were both Looking forward to his birthday coz we had pLans. but what matters now is that he gets weLL. i just hope his temperature drops even a notch by tomorrow.
now on to my grudge...i'm currentLy disappointed coz some of our (bey's and mine) so-caLLed friends didn't even take the time to visit my baby. some of them had schooL work to finish, and that i understand. but what irritates me is that some of them wouLd rather catch a movie that i know they can watch this friday or saturday or even next week. i saw how some of our 'friends' had a different view on what's important and not. i suddenLy thought that if i got confined or something, onLy a handfuL of my true friends wiLL be coming.
terminateGrudge();
anyway...i just had to Let that aLL out. i just miss my baby and i'm freaking worried about him. i'm praying and hoping that he gets weLL soon. |
|
| |
|
|
| |
| my baby's sick... |
|
|
| 10:32pm 08/12/2003 |
| |
mood:  worried
|
bey's at the hospitaL right now with his two younger brothers. they're aLL confined there because of dengue. i texted baby's mom about his condition. she repLied to me saying that bey had the highest temperature among the three of them. i feeL Like crying... i don't Like knowing that my baby's sick. he's never been seriousLy sick before, unLess you count the time he had chickenpox. what's worse with his sickness is that he got it a week before his birthday, which is this coming saturday.
pLease pray for my baby and his three brothers too. i just hope that their condition won't get any worse. :( |
|
| |
|
|
| |
| it's soo good to be home! |
|
|
| 11:30am 04/12/2003 |
| |
mood:  lazy
|
yes, i am home right now. and thanks to my filipi1 and relstwo prof, i am sucking in the lazy atmosphere prevalent at my PC workplace. :)
it is sooOo nice to just do nothing. and at the same time do something unimportant, like watch tv and stuff my face with oh-so-many calorie-filled food (i have got to stop it eventually, i'm becoming a huge pig here!). updates later, need to finish fixing my other online journal. |
|
| |
|
|
| |
| |
|
|
| 05:46pm 01/12/2003 |
| |
mood:  dorky
|
after tomorrow, i'll be back to blogging! whee!!! :) it's been...what? a month?.....since i last wrote an entry here. stupid dbapdev kept me away from writing the oh-so-wonderful stories of my life. and what's worse? i'll be getting another magic 0.0 in that subject!!! boohoo!!!
anyway, got to get ready for our syanad1 defense tomorrow. hope it goes well!
pray for our group, okie? thanks!!! :) |
|
| |
|
|
| |
| itchy back |
|
|
| 12:42am 17/10/2003 |
| |
mood:  tired
|
for some weird reason, my back is really itchy. i think the bed bugs had a grand feast with my poor skin at my back. screw them!!!
anyhoos, my life is at the fast pace, meaning i have tons of work to do and barely have enough time to even watch a movie. :( but, there are things that are to be sacrificed in order to attain the ultimate college prize, which are high grades. i am starting to like my course although i know i'd still be cursing it every now and then. i never knew how learning can be soo much fun... don't worry, i'm still sane. i know what i'm saying... honestly, if i just focus on some stuff, i know i can go through all these things.
:) bey, tama na inis mo sa PC ha? yoko na bad trip ka. cheer up, okie? i Love you!!! :) |
|
| |
|
|
| |
| let's boogie! |
|
|
| 11:56pm 15/10/2003 |
| |
arms shaking... knees wobbling... right butt cheek aching... today was the first day for our dance practice.
it's funny to even think that i am part of my batch's dance group for the yearly college 'fair'. i wasn't born to dance. but then, due to commitment and for the sake of being part of some activity, i opted to stay with the group.
i guess it'll be fun. besides, my bey is somewhat our choreographer. :)
inuman with my quever kada on friday! and i can't make it. i have an overnight that day for a group project for FILIPI1. i hope my friends decide to postpone it then move it to saturday... eventhough i don't drink. hehe!!! i miss them sooOoOooOOo much!!! |
|
| |
|
|
| |
| ramblings |
|
|
| 08:55am 13/10/2003 |
| |
mood:  nerdy
|
9 hours to go before my exam. 3 more chapters to read. hopefully, i pass the test later. pray for me, please?
i won't be going home tonight since our group in DBAPDEV will be staying at our condo. we have to finish our group ERD by midnight or else....waaaah!!! :(
i'm thirsty... |
|
| |
|
|
| |
| systems analysis and design 1 |
|
|
| 10:25am 12/10/2003 |
| |
mood:  nerdy
|
//sets sarcastic mode on
a set of slides plus 8 chapters (230 ++ pages) from the book and i'm all ready to take the departmental exam tomorrow! whoopee!!!
terminateSarcasm();
:) i Love you bey!!! mmmwaaah!!! |
|
| |
|
|
| |
| aha!!! |
|
|
| 02:42pm 10/10/2003 |
| |
mood:  amused
|
hey, you anonymous commenter i have!!! i know you now!!!
DAVID ANGELO TUAZON!!! it's tuazon with a z not an s. hehehe!!!! :)
"you're the only cat i like..." == you put this on my write up for the grad book!!!
your life is not a bitch!!! it's hell wonderful coz i'm your friend!!! wahahaah!!! |
|
| |
|
|
| |
| i found him,at last!!! |
|
|
| 02:31pm 10/10/2003 |
| |
actually, he found me. at friendster. hehe!!
david, my long lost kuya and one of my bestest best chums in the whole world, added me as a friend in his friendster account. i cried joyfully when i read of the invite in my email. i miss that guy!!! it's sooo nice to hear from him again.
:) :) :) me sooOOoOOoo happy!!! |
|
| |
|
|
| |
| |
|
|
| 11:43pm 07/10/2003 |
| |
i looked at myself in the mirror and all i can see is..................MY DISGUSTING FACE!!!
why'd you leave me? i need you... i've been in restless slumber but you just snore yourself away in dreamland. why'd you leave me?
countdowns!!! oooohh...i Love countdowns!
one!!! drip...drip...drip
are you my friend?... yeah, you say?... so...what good have you done for me lately?... have you even thought of praying for me?...nah....i didn't think so...
death...dark yet so sweet...i'm dying to get a taste of it... haha! get it?! dying?!?! augh! pathetic little loser...
senseless yet straight from the heart. |
|
| |
|
|
| |
| some sh*t |
|
|
| 10:06pm 07/10/2003 |
| |
hmm...someone gave a comment about my slashing post...i wonder who he/she is?
ey, to whoever who posted that comment, can you tell me who you are? i'm just curious. :)
anyhoos, i'm again in a frustrated mood. things aren't looking up for me. i'm tired and i always blame myself for all wrong things that are happening to me. papers, researches and all the f*cked up school requirements are driving me nuts!!! i used to handle all these academic sh*t well but now? aarrrrgh! i don't want to discuss it further. it's just pulling me way, way down in the dumps!
WHY DO PEOPLE SEEM TO HATE ME?!?!?! haaaaaaaaaaaaaay................................. I WANT TO GIVE UP!!! |
|
| |
|
|
| |
|
|