√óBellamy's Journal

Wednesday, March 12, 2003

2:42PM - this! is not! going to work

poor little faggot.


kills, cheap thrills.


you're condemned.

you're tired of bullshit.

say a prayer, sucker.

Current mood: livid/irate/pissed-off
Current music: 'Liar' by the Sex Pistols
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Tuesday, March 11, 2003

4:23AM - Check out...


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Saturday, March 8, 2003

4:00PM - whoa... haven't updated in awhile!

ok. new layout, again. (click)

i can't help it, MUSE entice me.

nothing interesting is really happening. i don't know why i don't use this journal more.

oh! i got fired! woo! ...yeah, so that's fun...........

uhm. ok. yeah. nothing to say. hope everyone's well.

-B Layne

Current mood: headache
Current music: TV; Jeff Corwin
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Wednesday, January 29, 2003

6:31PM - Ughhhhhhhhhh

I am SO tired of LJ. It NEVER works for me anymore. Page Cannot Be Displayed. Fuck off.

Uhm. I don't really have much to say. Except that I think I'm just going to write in here all the time from now on instead of LJ.

So, I'm going to the store now. Tata.

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Wednesday, January 1, 2003

10:07AM - New Years Impossible Resolutions For The Next 5+ Years Of My Life

Learn to be a Goddess on guitar, on my own..
Write more.. write better.
Learn piano.
Learn percussion.
Learn bass.
Change my voice so it actually sounds good.
Grow taller.. somehow.
Lose weight.. a lot of it.
Grow my hair long.. and not cut it all off everytime I get angry.
Live with Grant.. and somehow keep him convinced that he should stay with me all at the same time.
Learn every different language I can.. starting with Japanese.
*Meet Howie Day.
Meet Matthew Bellamy & Muse.
Meet Brandon Boyd & incubus.
Meet Michale Graves.
Go to Layne Staley's grave.
Meet Chris Cornell.
Meet Eminem.. just to see what he's really like behind that whole facade.
Meet Avril Lavigne.. just to punch her in her head and steal her band that she gives no credit to.
Steal Avril Lavigne's band.
Possibly steal Matthew Bellamy as well.. for totally different reasons.
Become all that's dead, in living form. important
Meet all my internet friends and invite them to come on tour with me to hang out.
Give my family/close friends the money they need to get back on their feet.
Don't be so nice to people that don't deserve it.
Tell my lingering emotions for people that crossed me to fuck off.. along with the actual people.
Struggle for years to become a successful musician.
Become a successful musician.
Become something beautiful.

strikethrough - accomplished
* - new

updated 01.19.03 @ 5:07pm

Current mood: determined
Current music: "Uno" by Muse
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