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The Burr's Blurty:
| Monday, October 25th, 2004 | |
| 11:19 pm | hey ive felt like crap all week because ive been an ass to my girlfriend. ive done so much work this weekend and today. ive had alot of time to think about how crappy ive been to michelle. i didnt mean to. stress and new stuff coming into our lives have just kinda made me on edge and i feel like crap because of it. i wish i could post pictures on here, because i would. i dont know why i neglect this site, i really like writing down my thoughts. i guess i just dont think people really care. and the people that do i talk to on a regular basis. bastard family has gone down the drain and so has this site.. i think this one went a long time ago. im trying so hard at school, im trying harder than ive ever tried at anything except one other thing, getting to my girlfriend. i vote this tuesday... woah.. my first election. cool the band plays a show this weekend. yay? ugh.. im just ready to be out of kentucky, out of this state of mind, out of this place where im not where i want to be, out of this feeling like im not everything i can be to someone, away from where i cant grow up. i miss you, i miss every single bit of you..... Current Music: Automatica - Please Please Please (Young Ho |
| Tuesday, October 19th, 2004 | |
| 4:58 pm | woo hoo if you couldnt tell by the last post. michelle has come.. visited.. and left ky. it was a wonderful trip. i love that girl so much. we went to graceland, visited my entire family, went to the lakehouse, hung around with some of the peeps. Took her to the airport this morning. Even though it was kind of a sad event, im still so happy that she got to come and see everything here, come see me here, it was great. im on a natural high right now. |
| Monday, October 18th, 2004 | |
| 4:44 pm | holler to your faaaaaather what up all. this is chel reppin the EC all the way from the KY. i've been here for about....4 days maybe and i'm leaving tomorrow. sad day. i thought that i would just take the time to make a beautiful spectacular post on the ever famous "the burr" blurty. plus, i rock. alright, i'm out. -chel |
| Thursday, October 7th, 2004 | |
| 2:29 pm | mmmm i had victors for lunch. oh buddy. |
| Wednesday, October 6th, 2004 | |
| 4:11 pm | this weekend was amazing. the drive went by pretty fast and i got there kinda late. met some of michelles "sisters" and hung out a lil bit. i was a lil bit of an asshole and i didnt want to be, i was just tired and wanted to be with my girlfriend. so, im sorry all you ladies, it was great to meet you and im sure ill be around when im not tired. got a lil bit of sleep and then michelle and i headed to the beach !!!!! i had never seen the atlantic ocean before and when it started to rain on the way there i was really really sad because i wanted it to be great and super awesome for michelles filming and for us to just be there. it stopped raining as we got there and i got to stand on the beach and play in the water and kiss my girlfriend in her most favorite place ever. We ate some really good food crab products, vinegar fries, a really really good milkshake and steamed crab, i love steamed crab. i cant believe i didnt grow up with that. My kids are gonna be champs at eating crabs before they can walk. we walked on the boardwalk, got our picture taken in one of those photo booths and i just enjoyed being at the ocean with my favorite person at her favorite place. i cant wait to go back there and just have alot longer to play and swim and just have fun. theres so much stuff to do and so much beach to build sandcastles and lay out on..... it might be my favorite spot soon. we stopped at michelles parents house on the way back. i love her family. they're great people. it was good to see mom n dad n lil sis and sit and chat for a lil while. michelle was afraid i was gonna fall asleep on the drive back to dickinson but i was perfectly fine. i know she was worried but i would never ever ever fall asleep with myself or her in the car. we got back and i took a shower, i was sticky from the ocean water and i had sand all over me. i loved it, but after a while it was kinda gross... but i loved having sand on me and smelling like the ocean. sounds weird but its true. we slept forever into sunday and had some good mexican food when we got out to lunch. i was then yet again the subject of filming. i was covered in blue paint on my chest and hands. it was fun.... i think michelle thought i hated it or felt like she was asking alot of me but i really didnt mind at all. it was fun and i got to see tiny lil ol opossum lake. i like pennsylvania alot. I had never really had an oportunity to look at it or drive around outside of my set path and i think its really really pretty there. Woke up on sunday, the girl brought me some bagels after her class so i would have something to eat on the way home... it was sweet of her... she even snuck an apple in there. drive home was lonely like always but ill see her soon. it was a wonderful weekend. YAY! :) i love crabs |
| Sunday, September 26th, 2004 | |
| 7:29 pm | hi guys first show(s) with cellar door were awesome. i have a blister on my finger but ill take care of that. I lost my msu id somewhere along the line today... 12 bucks..... damn. next few weeks are gonna be exceptional. im so excited for everything thats going on. school is going well. i have lots of work that keeps me busy but i seem to be holding it down pretty well. i might start going to the lowry center for free math tutoring just to stay caught up/ahead of whats going on in class. i need to get a b in that class. im in love, thats all there is to it. with my best friend, which makes it so much greater. october 15th cant get here fast enough... but neither can october 1st. |
| Saturday, September 18th, 2004 | |
| 10:54 am | Dear Blurty Sorry i have neglected you little blurty. You've been good to me and i should keep in contact with you more often. I just never think i have anything to put in here so i dont. but i can try to do a daily update if i put my mind to it. classes are going pretty well. im staying caught up on reading and everything which is really cool. im doing really well this semester i think. not really anything else to say about it but that. Dale Ray Phillips is one hell of an english teacher and dr gayman is a really cool philosophy teacher so.... im having a good time with those classes. Gary my english teacher is so boring and bland that hes funny. I love garys naps.. i mean.. classes. Cellar door is pretty damn cool. I hung up flyers on campus yesterday. Im excited about playing music in front of people for the first time since a high school band concert my senior year. and this time its music that people actually want to hear. not just parents forced to sit there and listen while they wait for free cookies at the end of the show. maybe we should offer cookies too. Michelle rocks my world. The whole sorrority thing was and still is hard to deal with sometimes but I deal with it the best i can and just tell myself i need to be there for her while she does this as much as i can. Im trying to be as good a boyfriend as i can be from 800 miles away. She deserves more but she loves me so.... i just do the best i can and i hope i make her happy. Im going to paducah today to see my mom and hopefully drop off some flyers for the show next week at the music stores. I dunno..... im still feeling the same way i felt last night. |
| Wednesday, September 1st, 2004 | |
| 4:42 pm | Class and the sort. Classes are going well, i think it will be a very productive yet fairly busy semester with a little bit of fun and alot of work. Im really looking forward to watching fight club in philosophy and im really looking forward to seeing the girl soon. I miss her so much i cant even begin to describe it. We're gonna make it, im so happy about everything that is going on with my life. cellar door is a fun experience, hanging out and playing music with good musicians is always fun. ok so i have to mention the girl again..... i love her, heh, for real alot. Im gonna get there soon, and stay. |
| Sunday, August 22nd, 2004 | |
| 1:24 am | derp You called me up last night in tears and said you missed me after all these years Well I?ve been waiting here so long, I?ve gotten over it since you've been gone You called me late last night again and said you're finished with your new boyfriend Asked if you could come back home- so sorry that you left me all alone You say you love me, love me again but if you love me- where have you been? You say you need me more than anyone else well go to hell, where have you been? You showed up at my door today and said my friend why do you push me away Your life with him was just so dull but what we had was something wonderful You say you love me, you love me again but if you love me- where have you been? You say you need me more than anyone else well go to hell- where have you been? No way! You wish! I don't need this! What makes you think I?d ever want you again? Yeah right! As if! I don't need this What makes you think I'd ever want you again? |
| Wednesday, May 19th, 2004 | |
| 12:13 pm | THE NEW IMPROVED UPDATE The last 10 days, where did they go? Well, thats my job and I'm here to tell you. So sit down, grab a beer/soda/water with lemon and prepare for the update. The only real major thing that happened was my trip to see the girl, the one and only girl, michelle. It was her birthday on friday, so on friday morning i started driving to Carlizzle Pennsylvizzle as to not distrupt other birthday activities. The drive seemed fairly short till the last 2 hours which seem to take forever because you know you're close but its still so so far. I got there, and we hung out, and she got her birthday presents and all that stuff. I helped alot of the girls move stuff. I carried refrigerators, tvs, big rubbermaid totes full of clothes, everything a big guy can carry. The moms and lil sis came up to pick up alot of stuff and we drove back to Baltimore. We ate at Ruby Tuesday. Now.... when you order a cheeseburger, you want the cheese to be melted on the burger. Right? I thought so too. So when I didnt even have cheese I was fairly distressed. 15 minutes later when my slice of cheese arrived on a piece of wax paper I was semi relieved. CHEESE!!! Too bad it never melted. Went to the mall, i got drug around like a boyfriend at a mall but only in a good way. It was good times, seriously. except for the part where I finally figured out that I need to lose quite a bit of weight. I want to be able to buy shorts/pants at the mall by the end of the summer. Most notably American Eagle and all the stores like that. They make good shorts, and I feel I deserve to be able to wear them. And i should look a lil bit better. But now im rambling about this instead of sunday. SUNDAY!!!!!!!! Church; Fun times, I like michelles church alot. There are some cool people there and its a nice congregation. The Birthday Party: I met the WHOLE FAMILY, like the whole thing, all of em. They were all there, it was great fun. Apparently Im quiet around her family and I dont want to be, I just need to be more myself and not try to be all cramped up. Ate alot of good food and had alot of interesting conversation with the family. Her family is really cool. I like em alot. MONDAY!!!!! I went home :( sad day. it took me 14 hours to drive home which made it seem like forever. Ill be leaving for denver in like 5 days. this is gonna be one hell of a summer kids. |
| Monday, May 10th, 2004 | |
| 11:07 pm | the update ok heres whats gone down. i moved out of murray, i got home and ive unpacked everything, nothing is put up but its out of the bags/boxes. my room looks like a disaster area. I went to nashville and saw cursive play they were really excitin and played amazing like i knew they would. I havent really done a whole lot since ive been home. Ive worked on my car to get it ready to go to denver. Mothers day was awesome, went and saw deedee and ate dinner with my mom. Helping dad get his camaro running right. The girls birthday is on friday, im going to be driving all day on friday to go see her for the weekend, should be extremely fun times, i get to meet alot of the family apparently. I dont know what to do with my time right now. People are either still in school or NOT IN PADUCAH! so im playing guitar a lil bit, messing with dads car, watching movies, goin to nashville and stuff like that. Im gonna go hang out with mom tommorow i think. Ive got some stuff i need to write down, so im gonna find the pile of notebooks and see if theres an empty one. i miss michelle terribly. cant wait till friday. should be fun. I saw the movie "the cooler" and its a really good character study, and somehow alot of the stuff in the movie reminds me of myself and this relationship im in, in a completely odd way. i need to watch it again and see if it still makes me think like that. this post needed a line break so there it is. holy crap kids, its summer. im gonna have alot of fun in denver and the general surrounding state. its been a long time since ive been anywhere in the state except denver and colorado springs but this summer looks like a good time to see some of the most beautiful country i have ever seen and see it with the most beautiful girl ive ever seen. life is grand with a love like this. ill update more i promise. Current Music: kanye - all falls down |
| Wednesday, May 5th, 2004 | |
| 11:30 pm | so im done with this semester. im packing it up to head "home" i miss the girl i miss the mountain dew that used to inhabit the vending machines upstairs, they are sadly gone. this semester is full of memories and full of fun, full of change and full of blandness at the same time. im ready for denver so hardcore. lets get this party started |
| Tuesday, May 4th, 2004 | |
| 10:11 am | attention i just flipped out and killed my sociology book. good times |
| 9:27 am | arrggg i hate math exams where the most important formula slips your mind, the one that you looked at last night and this morning. oh well, i think i still did well. i did however fuck up and get a 75 on a test in there. holy shit. uggaaaosurease0o57ur0r-fa340 i miss the girl, thats the only thing i need right now. my girl. hoooooly shit. |
| Saturday, May 1st, 2004 | |
| 2:07 am | hey kids, throw ya back out! im just kinda chillin out in the room tonight. i dont know how i feel really. im just kind of here. i thought i was getting sick, then i wasnt, then i had a headache. didnt get a whole lot of sit by myself and think time tonight. well, i am now but .... whatever. finals are left. then... home for a couple weeks then denver for three months then ???????? that "????????" kinda scares me. but i cant worry about it. for the first time in my life ive thought about the word forever and not been scared. for the first time since i was like 15 and wanting my drivers license i was wishing i was grown up and living my dreams i feel like such an old man. to think that somehow the man who lost the month of march last year has gone almost completely sober. drinking in excess holds little appeal to me. i quit smoking the same time i quit SMOKING except for that stint of smoking during my tenure at sears. i feel way too prudish, i feel like a bore, i feel like i have way too much stuff to be responsible for, to be worried about, to be having to do, to be trying to find a way to be somewhere, to be like that. and it pisses me off because i like being intoxicated sometimes. back to your regularly scheduled boring old jon burris, permanent designated driver by proxy of being too nice to force someone to drive. |
| Thursday, April 29th, 2004 | |
| 12:14 pm | cookies and the sousa medley lemon pastry cookies by girl scouts... rock out lunch at winslow in a few... maybe rock.. a little bit |
| 12:44 am | ok so im way too nice for my own good kill me now |
| Wednesday, April 28th, 2004 | |
| 8:21 pm | woah class cancelled because of a girl having a seizure helped justin move stuff into storage for free burrito i have really bad gas, shhh, dont tell anyone. its gross. |
| Monday, April 26th, 2004 | |
| 9:12 am | ugg i hate bad dreams, i hate them even more when i cant remember them i hate blurty for taking my friends page away since i didnt pay for the service.. i may say good bye blurty hello ?????? |
| Sunday, April 25th, 2004 | |
| 11:06 pm | where did this weekend go? i didnt even do that much. i mostly just hung out with dad and did stuff around the house. I ate some food, went to sams club, went to see kill bill, experienced dads new sound system at the house. Just kinda relaxed. And today is the one month mark for us, michelle and i. Sweet stuff. Just wish i could be with the girl. Im just so incredibly happy. :) Ive written alot of stuff down today and yesterday and Im happy with what ive written. Im happy that she's happy. i have an awesome roommate. Current Music: Yellowcard - Ocean Avenue |