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Figured I might as well post.. nothing else to do. Seems everythings pretty much settled down. But fuck if this wasn't one of the longest weeks.. ever. All prison shit aside, though. :;Won't go into how a day in prison feels like a week.. a month.. a year, will bare you from the sob story;:
Well. First things first. And I know this is what you fucking bitches have been waiting for, for me to clear shit up. But I won't :;Gives a smart assy smirk;:. Connor left LA and came here. Angel followed him or something.. who the hell knows, and i'm not about to ask. Hung out around the kid the first day he got here. Mentioned how he was staying in some roach motel. From my first experience in Sunny D, I knew how bad that shit was. I mean.. it's Cleveland now, but not like it's any better or anything. :;Shrugs, not knowing why she was justifying herself;: So I told 'em that he could stay around here for awhile. The house had enough rooms, and B wasn't gonna say anything about it. :;Shrugs again, nodding;:. Took him out drinking one night, the night Angel came back. Kinda got lost found ourselves not knowing where we were [ as if that's any better.. ], ended up staying at some trashy place. Whatever, it had a bed, that was good enough for me -- I was not about to sleep on the fucking floor. So then B, Spike, Dawn, Andrew, Connor and me ended up going out patrolling in groups of two. :;Acts as if the apparent groups weren't obviously up to something;:. We were all looking for Angelus. Apparently he and the bot.. yeah, whatever. So anyways, we didn't end up finding him. Did find a little dance club thing though.. :;Coughs, running her fingers through her hair for a minute;: not as good as the Bronze.. but.. you know, what the fuck ever. :;Acts like she isn't blatantly skipping out on parts throughout that whole fucking story;:
Got in a fight with Mini B the other night. Shit was said, is all that i'm really gonna bring up. We're 5x5 now, so whatever -- this whole redemption thing doesn't leave much room for me being bitter. How 'bout that, Faith not holding a grudge. :;Shrugs again, which seems to be a pattern for her today.. and just lately in general.;: Truth is she is one of the only ones I can stand for more than five minutes, so .. :;Doesn't know where the hell she was going with that.. just.. moves on;:
Haven't seen much of B lately. she's been spending alot of time with her boy, not like i'mma pry them apart, there's plenty of other people to talk and shit with. No skin off my nose. :;Goes, again, to a new topic -- trying to make it seem as the avoiding between them wasn't probably purposely put there to avoid mocking on things from both their parts.;:
Saw red the other day.. she wasn't around much though lately. So Dawn ended up having to do the spell to get Angel's soul back. And sure enough as soon as he was fixed, Cordy was knocking at the door. :;Not meaning it in an offensive way, although everything she says is taken as such;: Think him and her talked about something all emotional-like. Didn't stick around for that. Went upstairs and thought about what Angelus has said chilled for a while.
.. There's not much more for me to say, I think i've said it all.. :;Blinks;: Actually, i'm sure there's a shit load.. but fuck if i'm about to go tell you. I need to run to the store and get chips.. someone ate them all.. :;Glare;: Oh, and got into something today after only a few people were left in the living room. B was there then bolted to patrol since Spike wasn't around. I won't really explain shit.. but it just.. got weird. Or awkward. What the fuck ever, that was pointless.
Been thinkin' of maybe getting.. :;Cringe, wince;: a ..job or something. Don't see anything i'd be good at.. I mean I know i'm good at shit, but not the conventional waitress/cook/sales person crap. I'm bascially here for slayage and sex, and the whole getting on your nerves deal. And i'm not gonna become a hooker or a hit man again so fuck if I know what kinda job i'd be able to pull up. I'm not going and being bossed around either.. yeah, maybe i'll just forget about it. Just think it'd be nice to have money for booze shit every once and a while instead of waiting for B to support us all. I'm not good at that being taken care of shit. I can do things on my own. I don't need B giving me her money whenever we all go out drinking.
:;Doesn't really know why she was getting defensive throughout this whole damn update. Is usually hostile, but has been extra nervy lately. Shifts in her seat a bit, trying not to think about.. obvious things and what's going on. But suddenly just can't help it. Sits silently for a while, staring forward.. trying to find the words before saying one last thing before she leaves. Can't even figure out what she wants to say;:
Maybe I could get used to this..
[ Currently i've done layouts for Spike, B, Dawn, and myself. :;Had to pimp that;: and Did my new icons, Spike's icons, Connor's icons and four of B's icons. :;PIMPPIMP;: ;x! If you want some lemme know ]
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