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[05 May 2003|09:25pm] |
I realize I haven't exactly been update girl and I'm sorry but jesus so much has been going on. we.. .:sighs:. we sort.. I sort of told Buffy we couldn't be united under her ... that she needed to leave and Faith should lead us. It was the hardest thing I ever had to do in my life. but I honestly believe that -- I'm not sure why but I feel it.
Ronnas Comment was totally and amazingly out of line, I wanted to smack her, I'm truly sorry buffy.
Xander and I .. he's doing better ... says the gaze itch and get on his nervs but other then that he's coping alright -- atleast he seems to.
He got out of the hopsital a few days ago ... when they brought him home (to buffys) I ran up to him and hugged him as tightly as I could ... I dont think I left his side that whole night. ... Still worried about him, exteremly worried.
I don't know whats going to happen and I'm scared -- scared shitless. I hate it.. Why can't everything just go away?
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