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[15 Apr 2003|09:52pm] |
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Don't Look At Me - Stacie Orrico |
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Don't look at me
If you're lookin' for perfection
Don't look at me
I will only let you down
I'll do my best
To point you in the right direction
Don't look at me
oh no no no
Don't look at me
Look at him
I should just start this off from the beginning maybe? *makes a slight face* So, Will got the call to go to LA; she did whatever it was they needed her to do and then she called back to say that she was bringing Faith back with her. I wasn't mad or pissed about her bringing Faith back with her or anything, I mean we need her. We need anyone we can get actually. So, Faith came back. Wills and Faith also found a Potential on their way and got her to the hospital. And then we found out about Caleb. Wait.. I'm getting ahead of myself. *waits a beat* Ah, screw it.
Well; after getting fired by Robin, because he feels I have better things to be doing -- testing the girls for battle and what not. .. yes guys, I lied twisted the truth a bit. So when we find out about this Caleb guy I figure "Hey, this could be a real chance to test the girls in battle". BIG MISTAKE on my part. *mumbles under her breath* some leader I am.
So not only did we lose a couple of our girls to Caleb, but the ones that survived are injured, so is Xand. *small frown appears on her face* ... all this after he gave this inspiring speech about not doubting me. *shakes head head lightly* So stupid. Maybe I should have listened to Giles. I shouldn't have taken the girls with me, I shouldn't have even gone without knowing who the hell he was. *stops for a moment* Not like I'll actually admit that to him. I hate saying "You were right, I was wrong. stupid!Buffy strikes again", so I won't say it. I'll just let everyone think it, right? *nods slightly* Right.
*hears Faith and the others in another room; sighs quietly running one of her hands through her hair* That walk I took didn't even help me out any. Just made me feel even more... I can't even think of a good word to describe it right now. *mumbles under her breath something about how she loves that Faith is getting along so well with everyone*
*she grabs her coat next to her. pushing the update button before closing up the laptop and then heading out the door again for another walk*
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