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Just when I thought I couldn't feel any worse...::He held his head groggily and closed his eyes::
I'd say today was rather eventful, saw Little Bit...of course noone else was around and I had to go out and do a few things, so I took her along with me, didn't want to chance leaving her by herself and something happening. I know I'm not exactly at my best to protect her, but I'd do my best..
When we got back, Buffy was there...and so were a few of those men from the Initiative, ::He made a face and sighed::..Said my goodbye's just in case something had gone wrong, which it didn't..as you can see, I'm still...undead and kicking, just not..feeling very good. They took the chip out..it took a while, but I didn't feel a thing, it was a little tingly at first, but the rest was a piece of cake..
I'm still not fully confident in myself....about not having the chip, I'm just worried that I might hurt someone...::He looked down and sighed:: I haven't exactly been the greatest good guy, but I'm trying....not that anyone really gives a crap, I don't want to kill anymore...I haven't..and I can't, not with his soul...not with them all in my head, messing with me..
The first hasn't been...playing mind games with me as of late either, I thought the headaches were being caused by it...but I was wrong. Maybe it's given up on me? We'll see a little later ond own the line...I'm going to lay down right now, bit on the dizzy side..I'll be chained up on the cot if anyone needs me..
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[09 Feb 2003|10:03am] |
Back in the city of angels now. I went a little crazy-bitch on the SunnyD gang, not really sure why, sorry guys!
I said a lot of mean and cruel things that I never should have. My sorries to you all.
We have to get Angel back, I need him so much right now. I love you Angel I'm so sorry
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[09 Feb 2003|10:46pm] |
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Ok, I lied.
Maybe I want to hurt him. Just a little. Make it hurt for him, like it hurts for Dawn.
....But I won't. Hurt him. He's my best friend. And...I don't even know how to explain it.
I find it kind of ironic he does this so close to Valentine's Day. Which...is Friday by the way. *she said in a sarcastic tone, rolling her eyes* Oh goodie.
This means, not only do I have to deal with the conflicted love-lorn teens in my house I have to listen to it at work as well. *she grumbled a bit and kicked at the desk* Stupid Valentine's Day. I think I'm going to get a huge tub of ice cream, get Dawn out of her moping corner and get her to make fun of the people in all of the chick flicks that happen to be on TV.. *she nodded a bit* Yeah, that sounds like a plan.
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