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[04 Feb 2003|06:09am] |
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Sun's almost about to come up, couldn't sleep because..well naturally it's night time, and vampires don't sleep, but..I haven't been sleeping much in the daytime either...especially not with my head pounding like this. So pretty much since I've left the Summers home, I've been walking around the sewers like an insane git..talking to himself because he had hundreds of voices swimmin about in his head.
It's bloody torture...don't know how much longer I can take it really, I think getting udsted would be more fun then feeling the way I feel..I'm alone, ::he ran his tongue along the inside of his cheek, taking a small sip from his flask::. Everyone has their moments when they feel alone, right? Well..mine last's forever.
This is all one big pain in my ass...that'll feel much better when I'm drunk. ::He smirked and sat down against the wall, closing his eyes::..
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[04 Feb 2003|07:16pm] |
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I don't think that I'm... wanted here. *bites down on lip, looks down* I guess I'm just somewhat of an annoyance, right? *nervous laughter* So anyways..
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[04 Feb 2003|10:35pm] |
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Fall / Something Corporate |
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This night....
....was so confusing.
And Giles isn't here. He's on that retreat with the Potentials. So I can't...turn to him for help, or guidance...or hell just anyone to rant to..*frustrated sigh*
Government conspiracies, chips backfiring, Will and Kennedy kissing, Will turning into Warren, Will turning back into Will...wow this was one hell of a night. *a small frown appeared on her face*
...I think I need to go for a walk, or something. Clear my head. That or a really strong drink. *small laugh and rolls her eyes* Yes Kennedy, I said drink. I do drink y'know...But yeah...that..walk...going to do that now..*she let out a small sigh and headed out to the back porch*
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