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What up...thanks to my blurty girls for commenting me about my journal layout. Thanks =) anything with Katie Holmes is hott definitely. i'm really sorry i haven't been updating but i just haven't had time. I have to work and go to school and i met this girl named Jaylene and she is awesome. I have pics of her but I don't know how to post them on here. I'm trying to be around more often but it's hard. I need to comment more to and I'll get right on that when i have time. I don't know but I gottha get going because I gottha work.
Samantha Nicole I need to talk to you..
Kayla Mackenzie I miss you =(
Cynthia Karina I'll call you this weekend
Miranda finally i found you again!! I added you =)
And to Taylor..Happy Birthday. =\
When the rain is blowing in your face and the whole world is on your case, I could offer you a warm embrace..to make you feel my love. When the evening shadows and the stars appear And there is no one there to dry your tears, I could hold you for a million years..to make you feel my love. I know you haven't made your mind up yet but I would never do you wrong. I've known it from the moment that we met, No doubt in my mind where you belong. I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue, I'd go crawling down the avenue, There's nothing that I wouldn't do..to make you feel my love. I'd go to the ends of the earth for you, I could make you happy, make your dreams come true..to make you feel my love..
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what upp. Tay re-did my layout for my birthday kinda thing and it's awesome, i love it. Thanks Tay, you're a sweetheart that likes camels ;) I registered for my classes for next sememster today. Glad that's out of the way. But starting in Janurary i'm gonna be real real busy. I'm taking 6 classes plus working 20-30hrs a week. I gottha save up money because I'm transfering to the University of South Florida in Tampa next summer/fall..can't wait. Warm weather..sunshine state...I'm in love with that state. And there's a group of us transfering together so that's awesome. Anyways, I meant this awesome girl named Jaylene on my birthday. It feels like I have known her forever. She's so cool to talk too and she's hott. I'm like growing out of this AOL phase. Like even the whole journals thing..I don't know. I get my cavity filled on Oct. 30th, day before Halloween so that's great. Then i can get candy without it hurting like a bitch anymore. Cyn just pretty much fell off the face of the earth. I guess i'm gonna call her and see if everythings okay with her. she's real busy and she's a cool girl so i'm gonna call her up and see how she's doing. Oh and be sure to watch the RealWorld/RoadRules chanllenge tonight at 10pm on MTV! It's the best show ever and RoadRules is kicking their asses! Wahooo! Yeah well it's Oct. 20th and i live in Michigan and it's gonna get up to 70 today so i'm definitely gonna go and enjoy that. So i'm outta here. hope you all have a great day. later.
oo ooo baby say you wanna stay tonight you know you gottha brotha highhh i'll come pick you up in my ridee oo oo baby ooo oo babyy say you wanna stay tonight you wanna get wit me tonightt i'll come pick you up in my ridee
helll yaaa that's a great oldie song..if you can figure out who sings that song..i'll give you a prize =)
what up to my girls
Tay Marie <3
Cynthia Karina <3
Samantha Nicole <3
Kayla..lol yeah thanks for your survey thing..i'm a pimp huh? lol righttt
Lindsay Marie <3
Anna Kaylee <3
Gemma <3
Holly
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wahoooo it's my birthdayyyy i'm 20 holllllaaa -dances- so far it's going great. i just woke up and i guess my parents left something for me upstairs so i'm anxious to go up there and see it but my tay is on and she sent me this real real sweet email and wow...it was nicely said..made me smile. i have people wishing me a happy birthday that i really don't talk to anymore because they treated me like shit so that's kinda random...tara wrote me a nice email but you never know with her..is she just bullshitting me or is she really sorry because i have caught her being two-faced to me so i dont know =\...cyn i bet she doesnt' even know it's my birthday today..she's just way too busy for me so ya know whatever i guess. kayla mackenzie..you are my hero. you are the nicest/sweetest person i know. my southern girl =x lol samantha nicole i hope you had a great birthday yesterday. i love you, bestfriends forever. tonight is gonna kick ass for me because my friends are taking me out for my birthday and i have no idea where because they won't tell me..then tomorrow night we are going to this haunted house in Grand Rapids called The Haunt and it costs $12 to get in and it has 2 floors and you have to be 14 and older to get it so it's GOTTHA be fucking good! So i'll have to tell you guys about it...haunted houses are great. I'm going to like 233232 of them this year. lol. alright well i'm out. i got a lot of things to do today. Hope you guys have a good weekend. Later chodes.
Bad_kitten...it's her birthday today too...we rule =)
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Hey Eddie!!!.. You signed offline earlier without saying bye ;[ .. and then I had to go out with some friends so I still havent really talked to you.. you sneaky little punk.. muahaha I hope to see you tomorrow since its your birthday and all .. and I can give you a present ;x .. lmao .. anyways I wanted to update your blurty and surprise you.. and tell you Happy Birthday!!! in case I miss you tomorrow.. but I'll try to be here or you can call or whatever.. anyways I'm gonna wrap this up and I hope you dont get mad about me breaking in.. ILY!!!<3333
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Eve 6 - Think Twice
When all is said and done
And dead does he love you
The way that I do
Beathing in lighting
Tonight's fighting
I feel the hurt so physical
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around come around no more
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around no more
She spreads her love
She burns me up
I can't let go
I can't get out
I've said enough
Enough by now
I can't let go
I can't get out
Wait till the day you finally see
I've been here waiting patiently
Crossing my fingers and my t's
She cried on my shoulder begging please
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around come around no more
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around no more
She spreads her love
She burns me up
I can't let go
I can't get out
I've said enough
Enough by now
I can't let go
I can't get out
What is it you really want
I'm tired of asking
You come wasted
When I showed up and he was there
I tried my best to grin and bear
And took the stairs but didn't stop at the street
And as we speak I'm going down
Cause she spread her love
And burnt me up
I can't let go
I can't get out
I've said enough
Enough by now
I can't let go
I can't get out
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around come around no more
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around no more
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There are some people who meet that someone that they can never stop loving no matter how hard they try. It's an impossible mission. I wouldn't expect you to understand that or even believe it, but trust me, there is some love that doesn't go away. And maybe that makes them crazy and maybe you have to experience love to understand what i mean, but we should all be lucky to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity. Somebody who never lets go. Somebody who cherishes you...forever..
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yes i know this is the same update as my studd journal but i'm too lazy today so just deal with it =) but anyways i've been pretty busy lately with my classes and work. Kayla re-did my layout for my studd journal. Go check it out because it's HOT! It's hot thanks to Kayla. Nothing like a booty picture of Katie Holmes =) i love it, thanks Kayla you did a good job on it. I don't really have much to update about. Nothing really has been going on. I've been hanging with friends and going to parties on the weekends but that's nothing out of the ordinary. Uhmm..my birthday is coming up..I can't wait. It's Oct.17th so it's a week from this Friday. I'm not at all sure what i'm doing for it but i know my family is up to something and i know that my friends are up to something too..so who knows what's going on but surprises are great. =) Uhmm..well haven't talken to Cyn in forever. our schdules are completely opposite right now because everytime i'm home and i can talk to her she's never home. i don't know..our relationship isn't really working at all, i don't know what to do about it because i can't really do anything about it. She's not trying very hard though. Itleast i don't think. I mean i do call her, it's not my fault she's never home. It'd be nice if she could itleast fucking email me and tell me what's going on. I don't know, I care about her. She's a great girl. But I don't know what she wants. I don't know, i'm changing the subject because i'm starting to get upset and pissed off. My bestfriend Samantha was having a bad day yesterday and it made me so sad because she is sweet as ever and when I hear her cry it breaks me. I don't like it. She's having family problems and that sucks because we all go through family problems and it's definitely not fun at all. So Samantha just know that i'm here for you if you need someone..and smile because I love you, you're my bestfriend and our birthdays are coming up =) Tay..i always know what to say to you. I mean i can see them in my mind but they just never come out of my mouth right. We have such a different relationship. It's really unexplainable but i don't think i thank you enough for being by my side. You cheer me up ALL the time. You've been awesome to me. You're a great girl and I'm glad you're in my life. Kayla...wow lol you are just hilarious! You make me laugh all the time. Your personality is just like mine. I love it. And your southern accent makes me laugh when we're on the phone when you say certain things I can't help but crack up because it's funny. You are just all around funny and that's a great trait to have, it's attractive. You'd be so much fun to chill with. I'm glad I meant you because I love talking to you. You make my days. And you are way to extremely nice to me..but me and you know why =) And you make awesome layouts..thanks again for my layout and thank you for being an awesome friend. You'll make a guy really happy someday and that's the truth. Anna Kylee...wow can we say hot?? haha! You rock! You are so cool, I know we haven't known eachother that long but you seriously rock! You'd be fun as hell to chill with. Move to Michigan? lol I'm glad I got to know you. You're great. Lindsay where are you?? I haven't talken to you in a few days. Hope everything is okay. I love ya bud. If you need anything just email me. And I hope that boy of yours is treating you good because you deserve it. =) My blurty friends = awesome. You all rock. You're comments cheer me up. It's nice to hear them. Plus you guys have to hear about my boring gay life lol. Alright I'm out tho because I have to go mow the lawn =( oh well..i get paid $10 to do it and it's warm out so I'm gonna get myself a tan. I always mow shirtless. Maybe I'll get honked at again? lol who knows...alright you guys have a great day. I'll update later. Peace out to my Sexy niCcA hOneYs ;)
My birthday = Oct. 17th
Samantha's birthday = Oct. 16th
Taylor's birthay = Oct. 29th
Anna Kylee's birthday = Oct. 16th
LIBRAS ROCK!!!
Must downloads = Fuel "Fall on me" and Bush "Glycerine"
Cynthia <3
Taylor <3
Samantha <3
Kayla <3
Anna <3
Lindsay
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Bush - Glycerine
Must be your skin I'm sinking in
Must be for real cuz now I can feel
And I didn't mind
It's not my kind
Not my time to wonder why
Everything's gone white
And everything's gray
Now you're here know you're away
I don't want this
Remember that
I'll never forget where you're at
Don't let the days go by
Glycerine
I'm never alone
I'm alone all the time
Are you at one
Or do you lie
We live in a wheel
Where everyone steels
But when we rise it's like strawberry fields
If I treated you bad
You bruise my face
Couldn't love you more
You got a beautiful face
Don't let the days go by
Could have been easier on you
I couldn't change though I wanted to
Could have been easier by three
Our old friend fear and you and me
Glycerine {repeat}
Don't let the days go by
Glycerine
I needed you more
When we wanted us less
I could not kiss just regress
It might just be
Clear simple and plain
That's just fine
That's just one of my names
Don't let the days go by
Could've been easier on you
Glycerine
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Hey Eddie!! .. I'm updating for you.. since you're too lazy.. LOL .. anyways Im sorry about the fight we had today.. we're both just so damn stubborn.. we could be fighting over something so small and turn it into a huge fight but thats alright as long as we get over it I suppose.. anyways you know how I suck with words so thats why this is so short.. I love you Edward Kyle Matthews <33333
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This is all for you
Everything in this world
Everything in my world
Everything in your world
Things wont always go right in this life
Theres always changes
We`ll make it
FLAW
yes. we will. ily eddy
[c]yn
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[19 Sep 2003|02:12pm] |
Dearest,
There's something about the way you breath. I can't exactly feel it right now, but I can see it so clear. There's a certain way you touch me, a certain softness to your kiss, a certain sound to your sigh, and it's so irresistible to me. I am so drawn to how your eyes can be closed, yet I can see into your dreams...and its me and you being you and me, together, happy, smiling, and speaking to each without exactly talking. There's just something to this, some key that I have found, or have you been the one, my lover---who's unlocked my heart, my soul with your love--broken down my walls, climbed all my mountains, and warmed every piece of ice blockading me from falling in love with you...because I truly do declare it. I would stand on any stage and sing you any song, my voice would give you shivers, and you'd know my looks were all for you. Baby, there's something to this magic that makes me write this way...there's something to the way I smile now, and there's something in my heart.....and it's---you
I love you forever and always, eddy bear,
Cynthia Karina
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What upp chodes..hmm..today was kind of boring. I'm going to a fair tonight with my friends, leaving around 5:30pm. That'll be fun. It's popular here because it's so big. Lot to do. Going on some tight rides tonight. Hmm...my Samantha is back. She's my bestfriend in the whole wide world. I love her so much. We've been fighting because i'm so damn stubborn and i'm way to over protective of her but i can't help it. Samantha has been there for me since day one. But we are fine now =) I love you Samantha Nicole. I talked to Cyn last night..wow she is such a great girl. She is so sweet, too sweet at times. She had a terrible day so i wanted to be there for her. I was making her laugh =) lol then she was getting mad because she was saying she could beat me in basketball and i was like yeah right and then she was like she can beat me in volleyball..well duhh volleyball is a GIRL sport. lol ;x can you humparoo me now?? lol. I was pissed tho cuz my phone card went dead on her, oh well. Nothing i can do about that. I'm real happy with her. She's perfect...perfect for me that is. I love you Cyn Karina <33 Me and Tay had a bad break up but we are doing just fine on being friends. It's better off that way for now. She's a great girl. She means well. I'll always care about her and she knows this. I just can't trust her and she knows and understands why. She'll make her next boyfriend real happy. I want the best for her. She asked me to go to her prom tho lol Tay is crazy lol lol She makes me laugh. I love you Tay <33 lol. Anyways, i meant this new girl named Anna Kylee. She is cool as hell. i'm her "studdly nucca" lol. Crazy..Hmm..Kayla has been kinda upset with me. We talked about it though. We're all good now. I feel bad because Kayla RAWKS! We're talkin about beauty pagants now lol and she likes tuna. I love you cowgirl <33 lol. Alright well it's like 4:30 so i need to start getting ready seeing how i leave for the fair in a hour. i hope you all have a great night. i'll be on later tonight to update about my experiences there lol cuz it's a trip when i go places. Later choders.
RAWK ON TAY IS GONNA DO MY LAYOUT...WAHOOOOO FREAKIN DOOOOO! =) lol thanks Tay <33
Bubba =(
Kayla is frickin hilarious lol
So x AdorabIe: there's tuna... but ew i dont like tuna
So x AdorabIe: soo nothing to eat
So x AdorabIe: lol
MackinLiLEd19: lol kayla likes tuna ;x
So x AdorabIe: ew gross i do not
So x AdorabIe: you like tuna
MackinLiLEd19: lmao!
MackinLiLEd19: i like cyn's tuna
MackinLiLEd19: and you like matt's tuna
So x AdorabIe: rofl!
MackinLiLEd19: ;x
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ily sorry about yesterday...i had to go out...i'm in computer lab, i'll be on AIM in like 10 minutes...ilyyyyyy boyyy
<333 cynnie bear
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cheriishinq your kiss,
embrxcinq your touch,
relishinq in this bliss,
chasinq u is too much.
ily eddy
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Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii EDDIE :D rofl
- TARA DANiELLE
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What's uppp in da hizzle. Well my brother gets married tomorrow so i have the rehearsal at the church today at 6pm then after that we are going to the Beacon Club which is really fantasy for the rehearsal dinner. Tonight and tomorrow is going to be a lot of fun. Kinda weird that my brother is getting married. It's crazy. But he's been dating his girlfriend for almost 7 years! That's a LONG LONG time. She was a freshman in highschool and he was a sophormore in highschool when they started dating and now over this past spring they graduated from college at Western Michigan University. Crazy. Like 234098092490234 people are in town for my brother's wedding. We have a HUGE family on my mom's said. I have like 32249 second cousins because my mom's dad was the baby of 7 kids!!! Yeah they had 6 girls and then my grandpa!! Mhm that's a lot of babies and 6 girls? hellll naw. I tried on my tux yesterday and it sucks that I have to be in that the whole day/night on Saturday =*( I'm gonna take my coat and the bow tie off at the reception so I can dance. Hollerrr =x lol Well I talked to Taylor last night, god was that hard. blah man. She really hurt me this time. We talked things over though, she said she's really sorry and all this but god I just can't trust her. I want to so bad but I seriously have no trust for her, I was in the process of gaining trust for her and then she goes and does stuff like this AGAIN. I don't know what she was thinking because if she really really deep down wanted us to last, she wouldn't have done this stuff to me again. I care about her and this hurts =( I don't know what to do or what's going to happen. She has too many guys, I'm not going to try and compete because I don't do that. I want to find a girl where they only need one guy to satisfy them not two or three or four etc..I just can't even look at Taylor the same right now. She makes me cry and I don't cry very often. But Tay gets to me. She just reels me back in every time but this time it won't happen, it won't be easy at all. She has done this to me too many times now. I won't put up with it anymore. I won't be fucked with like this from any girl again because if I do, I'll make their life a living hell and that's a promise. I've been talking to Cyn alot lately. She's awesome. Sweet as ever and funny. She's been cheering me up with all that has been happening too me. Thank you Cyn. Uhm..I talked to Heather yesterday and I'm talking to her right now. We're cool again. She has been cheering me up too, telling me that I can find someone better and etc..I don't know, I hope I find a girl one of these days. I keep getting fucked over by girls that I thought supposely "loved" me so obviously I'm not picking the right girls. Kayla like I don't even know what got into her last night. She has never acted like that towards me before. She was just nailing me with comments left and right and it hurt. She was acting like she was pmsing. She needs to pull that stick out of her ass before I ever talk to her again. She had no right saying all that shit to me like that. Samantha Nicole where are you?? I miss you a lot =*( I talked to Bubba aka Emma yesterday too. She's my fo shizzle Baby B. She always tries to cheer me up too She's a good friend to me. I <3 you Kristin. Alright well I got lots to do so I'm out. I'll update about how everything went on Sunday. I hope you all have a great weekend. Later llamas.
me and Cyn being stupid lol I <3 you Cyn. You're funny
Iuscious abuse (10:22:33 AM): -speaks slow- you're my special friend.
Iuscious abuse (10:22:34 AM): ;x
MackinLiLEd19 (10:23:43 AM): lmao
Iuscious abuse (10:23:48 AM): ;]
MackinLiLEd19 (10:23:53 AM): lol lol that was funny
Iuscious abuse (10:24:06 AM): speshALL
Iuscious abuse (10:24:07 AM): ;x
MackinLiLEd19 (10:25:21 AM): you're speshall ED
Iuscious abuse (10:25:35 AM): HEY
Iuscious abuse (10:25:35 AM): ;[
MackinLiLEd19 (10:25:50 AM): lol ;x
MackinLiLEd19 (10:25:59 AM): you ride the speshall short bus ;x
Iuscious abuse (10:27:51 AM): well you drive it.
Iuscious abuse (10:27:53 AM): ;x
MackinLiLEd19 (10:28:09 AM): lmao!!
Iuscious abuse (10:28:16 AM): ;]
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You are one of my bestfriends + i will always cherrish what we had. For 5 months i was in love with you + when something could of happened between us , i passed up that chance by fucking it up + choosing Justin over you. I wish i just would've listened to you in the beginning bcus i wouldnt be so fucking screwed up in the head these days.... The other night on the phone was great. -211- You are such a lovable person + so sweet and sencere to everyone. You are really too nice to a lot of ppl, especially me! After everything i put you through, you were still willing to let me back into your life. If it werent for you @ those moments when i was so upset or i was having problems going on in my personal life... if you werent there to help me get through it , i probably would've done something really stupid to myself. You helped me from not cutting, or hurting myself in any physical way. When i think about you I smile, yet cry. We've been through so much that it just kills me to think about all that ive done. Right now i just cant be apart of who you are + who surrounds you. I'm not walking out on your life @ all, its just you know how i feel with this stuff + i just cant bare to sit + watch it. So please dont think you did anything wrong for me to just "walk out of your life". I will always be here for you + you know that... You always know how to reach baby T! so dont worry, im not going anywhere. We will be bestfriends forever! JELLY! 212! babes i love you + i will never leave you. we will be friends till the end. Boo + Sully for life! Tell your sister happy birthday for me + Have fun tonight out with your friends @ the movies! ill ttyl <33333333333333333 REMEMBER TARA DANIELLE LOVES YOU JUST BCUS YOU ARE CHODELICIOUS!!!!! :D
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