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* -=z[I]nInG=- *'s Journal
looks like i'm driving everybody crazy with camera phones! < hehe > esp jx & zhiyi. well, it's me!
i am getting a white t-shirt u know sheena? wahhs supa unbelievable. at least i didn't become and exco lahhs. sch chaos man! haha.
talked lots of stuff with zhiyi on e way back. ehh. well. realised i hv been a lil more diff frm last year. it's like i was telling zhiyi what i was really thinking and stuff.. it's lots and thanks horr zhiyi. maybe it's boring lahss but i guess u haven heard me TALK for a pretty long time rites? haha. hmm. frm 1e2 to the current 2e1. lots changed but lots stayed as well. 'da' gang nv parted rite pple? wahhaahs. the old me used to be so childish even though i am still kinda it now.. hehe. i hv learnt to like take things on the brighter side of life. to be more cheerful and positive even though life sucks. to what i am now - this crazy charbor who's real weird.lotsa of mood swings but well. it's me. i nv used to be so crazy, so fun and so vulgar. haha. actually tat's a gd thing yea? or else it wouldn be the real me. i nv used to be so rebellious or naughty. neither was i so myself. i was juz this dumb gal who listened to all e other pple in e world and had no mind of my own. i used to be so bothered about what others think of me and in the end getting so drained up after thinkin too much. i am dumb. rite? oh well, at least i am what i am now. i don bother much about what others think of me seriously. except for my close friends lohhs. if u wanna bitch about me go ahead juz don get close to me if u think i am a bitch.
To :
herman, sheena, zhiyi, siti
actually the things keeping me going are you pple. i really thank god for all of you and u pple are one of the best things i hv in my life. thanks so much for every single thing. thanks for being ard when i nid ya. thanks for all e care and concern, thanks for tolerating me all my darn attitude and mood swings, thanks for all ur listening ears, thanks for all those fun and crap, thanks for all the laughter u gave to me, thanks for being so nice to me. i juz want to let you guys know that u pple play a big part in my life, so thanks for everything.
To : sherilyn, yuentuck, haziq, jiasheng, prem, saran, renny, sinteck, 'da' gang, weijie, aivern
letting u guys know u're great as well. thanks for all the things u pple done to make me laugh, thanks for all those happy moments, thanks for being ard in my life. u guys do play a part in my life and i want to let u pple know u'hv not been forgotten. thanks for all and friends4eva.
To : volley gang
i hv learn lots frm u pple, learning what life's all about, learning to be more matured. even though we quarrel we hv conflicts but of cuz not forgettin those happy times. thanks for being ard.
i know i haven thanked everyone yet. but to all those i hv forgotten. sorry. actually all of u pple out dere who have crossed my life played a part in making the real me now. i hv learnt lots frm all of u pple. thanks.
guess it's pretty late and i am gonna slp soon liaos. haha. hehe. takecares pple! muacks.
Current mood:
thankful.