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*i am always withh u* [31 May 2004|12:26am] [ mood | bored ] eeeew. i am boredd. today was boring man. went out to get some camp stuff with zhiyi in the afternoon than went home straight. ahh. i spent the whole day watching tv using computer and stoning. aww. i'hv got a few movies i want to catch but looks like everybody's having cca or all broke. ahh. someone go out with mee plss. i gonna really rot if i stay home again tml. and i need badminton. i hv got a camp this week and next week so u guys remember to miss me ya. hahaha. sheena's birthday's cominggg. haha. lalalala~ aaron's replying really slowly online now. guess he's busy. and there's something wrong with guys. they lovee to ask. * are u angry with me? * when obviously the other party is. ahh nvm. somebody tell me what to do i am dead boredd. post comment

*everything just happens for a reason* [29 May 2004|10:00pm] [ mood | cold ] lalala~ i just woke up from a supa long sleep since i got home just now. hehe. today was coach's last day with us and we're getting a new coach. i'll miss him man i tell u. actually he's pretty nice, i really wonder what problem do you guys have with him. ahh nvm. he was chasing yingtong around in e court today. haha. they are cutee. anyways he was supa nice to us today loh. =) today the sun was bloody scorching and i got redd on my face. but we all slacked at training today. hehe. after than went out with phylis to orchard. we walked non-stop in the end both of us got damn tired. she needed the toilet and i needed waterr. hahaha. anyways we click pretty well and have lots to talk about loh. we can walk the whole of orchard and don even realise we've been walking everywhere until we got tired. i think she's a nice person. got be cute at times lah. haha. i mean she's one of the nicest gals in volley and for one thing, she's damnn pretty. i have nothing much to blog today but i guess i juz dropped by coz i was boredd. i am feeling a lil tired even though i slept for soo long. aww. nvm. byee takecares. ciaO post comment

*you stepped in and left those footprints in my life* [28 May 2004|10:11pm] [ mood | calm ] one week's over and finally it's the holidays. gonna have lots of fun and of coz i hv lotsa homework and projects on too. hmm, this whole week was more of a play and rest week in school loh. we've got supa lame and boring post-exams activities. a discipline talk and lots more i don remember what. hehe. monday had training, tuesday was suppose to go swesens with mum but dad bought dinner liao so urm postponedd, wednesday training, thursday went out with glenda and zhiyi for neoprints and a lil shopping and todayy - got our report bks back.. i think i did okay lah but still hv lots to improve. i suck in my class man. 25/40. my level position was 37. at least mum was quite satisfied with my results so yepp. =D - went to catch troy with jx and sujun. goshh both of them all bloody lame okay. i seriously bth them man. haha. i was enjoying the movie and crying when i heard them talk and i just burst out laughing. haha. go ask them. -.- anyways troy's a really nice show and u guys should go watch it. the sex scene was pretty okay lah not as interesting as i expected. hehe. for one thing, brad pitt is sooo handsome. aww. oh damn he's really yandao okay. haha. the love stories inside troy were soo touching but some war parts were pretty gross lah. so kelian man they all. ahh nvm. it's just a great show. =D we took neoprints also, fun to hang ard with them! both of them are soo crazed and lamee man. =) oh crapp my scanner is down. i have got sooo many neoprints i wanna show u guys. hahahha. eh don worry i'll flood u pple with it when my scanner gets okay. lots of movies i want to catch. i think i'll be watching harry potter, e day after tml, teenage .. .. [ i forgot what but i promised to catch it with jx & sj ] soon. next week or something. juz to remind u guys that haziq and sheena's birthdays are coming real soon. 3rd june and 1st june. GET THEIR PRESSIES. [ sheena look. i am nicee haha] guess we most prolly gonna hv an outing for our usual movies makaning shopping and arcades. =D camps ; science, pw, chinese projects ; tons of homework ; outings ; movies ; shopping ; trainings ; sleeping ; eating ; taking neoprints ; badminton . i guess that fills up my holiday schedule for now. oh ya and i forgot. ++ LOTS OF DATES. hahahahaha. [ sheena jealous?? ] hehe. anyways sheena was so pissed or fed up today with mr ng or uhh her results. lacc lah aunty. =) muz enjoy ur holidays now ya! juz study harder the next semester loh. =D aivern juz blacked out today. ahh. he is amazing. crazy bastard. goshh takecares lah. okay i gonna end here still hv training tml and i gonna go neoprints taking again with yingtong and jessica after training. takecares ciaO. -iwasbornthisway- -tellmewhy- -ican'tpromise- -yougavemetheworld- -footprints- post comment

*ilurveeyouyou&you* [23 May 2004|10:53pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | I miss You = Blink 182 ] my weekend was super fun i am telling you =D vistarian race was on ytd. [ saturday ] we had to run soo much okayy. until some pple. SOME PPLE. got a blister down there. =p haha. [ herman's gonna kill me ] opps did i just mention herman? hehe. we got stucked at our first sector for pretty long cuz we got the number wrong and herman had to run all the way back to youth park to get the number. we had to sing marikita in the paragon. we seriously ran, shouted and jay-walked across orchard. [ i got a hole in my shirt cuz it got onto something when i was jaywalking? ] haha. after that was, ehh anyways alot of stuff. i am too lazy to type out everything. can u guys go check out sheena's blog for more details? haha. she blogged a full page of crap on the race. gosh. it was just damn tiring but fun. we had to do lotsa farnie tasks haha. dance like william, chicken dance, the sexy sexy moves and urm pikachu thing. yupp. we were all going so dead and totally drenched with rainwater and sweat when we reached fort canning. herman and nick ran alot alot. jx and me were more of the slacking ones. met a few grps on the way. lotsa funnie and lame stuff happened. it was a really fun race man! our grp clocked in 2.19 hrs. wet, tired, stinky. at the fort canning center. but we were the first. e4 were the runner ups and followed by e2. =D anyways after that ehh we went compass to makan than to kovan to hang ard and than home. everybody was tired. yepp. actually i have lots to blog about this race juz tat i forgot bout stuff here and there and i am too lazy to type so much. hehe. so read sheena's blog =D. todayy! whee* big walk. it was god-damn packed okayy. i know the whole haising cal sch went but i couldn catch renny or thomas coz it was really too crowded and they were so far from me okay. both of them gave up to try to find me. haha. i didn't even know where i was okayy when they were like gonna end?! and renny was supa busy bioing chio bu. TIKO. got quite alot of yandaos too lah =p it didn't seemed very long to me perhaps the race ytd was much longer. the thing was after that we had to walk all the way to suntec from the national stadium. [ actually we didn't need to but i led the way so hehe. i followed the pple okay not totally my fault. =p ] but we passed the kallang river than got alot alot of canoing yandao or is tat kayaking or dragon boat? uhh nvm. haha. it was a supa long way there of coz the guys were crapping lotsa lame stuff as usual. we went to the fountain of wealth again haha. zhiyi got almost all drenched. i ran out halfway so still not tat wet. quite fun lah. after that we went to makan at mac uhh nope kfc. thann urm. we shopped ard suntec sikai saran and ziq went off first. herman yt siti zhiyi and me went to orchard to walk ard and talk neoprints since it was still supa early. haha. funn. herman kissed yt i mean yt kissed herman. aiya anyway they both just kissed while taking neoprints. i got hugged by yt [eek] he forced it okay. haha. had lots of fun. got into the sun quite alot today so my face is still red. we took a bus back home later. yt is getting into this new thing - blowing pple's ears to make them horny. i don feel a thing except it's damn ticklish. haha. herman and yt was totally acting gay today! haha. the guy beside herman on the bus was smelly? herman said he stinked. i dunno man. we walked alot alot alot today yupp. after that was home. i juz bathed and than sleeep. hehe. tml's training's gonna resume and it's my mummy's birthday. aww. it clashed with training so hv to bring her out on tues. i suppose to catch troy with glen tat day leh! nvm i think i gonna go on thurs loh. mon-training tues-out with mum wed-training thurs-troy fri-badminton. quite packed but it's gonna be holidays soon! one more wk. yoohoo* =D =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- "i juz DON FEEL LIKE talk to you" - i will rem this line u said to me - moodlessx dun wan to ans me then sua!! 現在開始生一肚子的氣, 氣死我也！ 永遠氣不消 - i will rem this 4eva, j."i juz DON FEEL LIKE talk to you" - it pisses me as much as it hurts my feelings =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- look.really pissing him off liao. aiya i didn't mean it but once he starts typing so much stuff on msn i seriously dunno what to reply back. to YOU : it's not that i don want to talk to you but sometimes i really get too stressed up or no time okayy. i am sorry for pissing u off so much these few days but seriously i think it's alright we just chat online and stuff rite. isn it the same? i am not treating you like some stranger or wat. anyways i am really really sorrie. i didn't mean it. perhaps our way of thinking is really too different. right now i really dunno what to say to you.so i think i betta shuddup before i piss you off more. i juz realise i am always pissing you off because u're not juz not happy cuz i aren meeting up with u or not talking to u on the phone. it's to me very minor stuffs which i wouldn get pissed about lah. sorry for pissing you off soo much and everything. sorry. i guess i really don understand you. *=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=* alrights enuff` anyways it was a very packed and funn wkend. whoo longg entry. *i'msorrie* *whyamialwayspissingppleoff* *=(* *isucksostayaway* *funn.tired.drained.* *screeaaammm* post comment

*i'msorrieisdidn'tmeanit* [21 May 2004|09:56pm] [ mood | blank ] boo! watched nanta-cookin` today. it's supa nice and cool. goshh the guy was so supa farnieee. i couldn't stopp laughing okayy. haha. haha. haha. =p you guys should go catch it. hmm after that we went e4 and e1 pple walked ard suntec after the thing. haha. soooo lame soo lame okay. we held hands. acted couples. uhh talked some shit. haha. so fun. we went makaning at foodcourt and walked ard loh. =) jx nick sujun were lame in class today. mrs tay wasn ard so they started crapping as usual. aww. haha. jx and sujun are cutee okay. *winks* tml gonna go for vistarian race. funn. the only thing is we hv to walk pretty far frm orchard to padang. meeting nick jx and herman at 7-11 in the morning at 6.30. i wonder how i gonna wake up. i'll try not to be late. don worry =D *gives a big grin* anyways i am now part of this ulu ulu tribe called ' oOoOoOoOoOoO ' -.-'' i am 404 jx's 303 nick's 202 herman's 101. gosh i am turning lame. anyway tml if i get lost or something horr i'll msg u aivern. he's my walking street directory. =D korr. sorry hor these few days busy so can't get to you. ehh i'll talk to u a few days later alright? sorry. takecares. betta go and slp SOON in case i can't wakie tml. =p =D post comment

*phew* [21 May 2004|12:49am] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | The Day You Went Away = M2M ] wheee. got back my results. it was okay but still far from good. =D at least i am pretty satisfied with it lah. hehe. hmm. practically the whole day in school was checking papers and discussing marks loh. than after that hanged ard compass a while and went home. [ i am so guai today ] -in a pretty relaxed and crazed mood today. haha.- herman loh weng jun flooded my friendster with testimonials. gosh. haha. we are so lame man. go check out friendster! u guys should go look at jinxian and herman mans. they are lame. dead lame. -.- haha. uhh they are from some ulu ulu tribe called OoOoOO << and herman killed jx's fish? ahh. can't stand them. cutee man. but it was fun lah. haha. =p renny jinxian and weihua write some lame shit for me too. haha. tml [friday] i gonna go catch cookin` i guess it's nice. something like storm. i lurvee storm. it's so cool. cookin`'s the korean version yepp. yay. more yandaos tml cuz we gonna go suntec. hee. =D saturday we hv the vistarian race. it's fun okayy! haha. i think so. except the places are a lil too near ritee. we are suppose to go frm orchard to fort canning. but i guess it's gonna be supa fun cuz we'll be running ard town. it's interesting. esp when our team includes jx + herman + nick + me. lamee pple. sunday gonna hv the big walk. wheeee* yandaos more yandaos. okay lahh later some shortie say i tiko. hehe. monday volley resumes. ehh. i miss coach. =) desmond and yeomei. << u guys owe me a mothers day cardd. hehe. i wanna catch troy. prolly going next week with glen and zhiyi. i got addicted to m2m's the day u went away. watched meteor garden juz now and it's so sweet and touching. if only this happens in real life. oh mann i dream too much. haha. it's the show which gives me losta inspiration for quotes. haha. iamnevagonnaforgiveyou. lifestillgoeson... ualwaysardwhenineedsomebody. touched. uaintheoneilurve.sosorrie. helppme.please. donwannaletgosoholdontomeforeva. seethatsexyladyandshakeurbooty. RENNYHASGOTACUTEASSACUTECUTEONE. +-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x+-x ciaO.takeecares. =D post comment

tsy's blog [19 May 2004|11:29pm] .: if only they could see how beautiful you are to me, then i wouldn't seem so silly; cause you are worth me loving, and i never once regretted loving you, never once did :. .:. i ain't tat clown, not fit to be one, i'm not selfless, i just dun show u me, all i want u is to trust urself, and have faith in it, no point telling me it won't work out, i noe u dun accept me, then i'll get outtta ur life, and if ya think this means nothin to me, all i can say is u dunno me.:. post comment

*[ helpp ]* [19 May 2004|09:45pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | The Day You Went Away = M2M ] alright now exams' and the weekend's over and i am suffering from severe pms and post-exams fears. u know what. i got back my math and it's a wonderful 53. [ lowest in class ] oh mann. my science seems okay. i think. still haven got my part c back. and tml i am getting back all my papers. hope i'll be fine tml. *juzpray* and my mood has been getting a lil cranky. oh gosh i am so nuts. severe pms u know? spent my monday and tuesday hanging ard in town and stuff. -van helsing-'s a great movie. heard that troy's better. someone catch it with me okayy? i want to watch it even though i am going broke. everybodys telling me i am spending too much. oh wells. i'll try to save a lil. TRY. i need badminton. volley only resumes next monday. amy ang has got a big problem. a big one. why the hell is she so lazy?! tml we can't play cuz herman's having training. oh yeah and we have this wonderful thing called wits tml. still hv our science project. holidays aren that nice afterall. haziqqq u'll lurvee me. i am getting a skateboard for u kie ! =D with herman and sheenz. =P i am tired but i don feel like sleeping. i haven packed all my school stuff. feeling a lil stressed now perhaps coz of results. i suck man. oh gosh seriously dunno what to expect tml for my papers. sorry pple esp zhiyi and herman who's always ard me for my sucky attitude. something has got on me i dunno what. [ alright it's pms ] uhh. my mood swings aree sucky. sorry. andd my korr is still fed up with me.>> 現在心情不好因爲昨晚某人惹我生氣 << his msn nick. aww. sorry. =( shall stop here. takecares pple. ciaO. -i am nortee perfect`* getouttamylifeanddoneverstepinagain. sorryiknowisuckbutthisisthewayiam. ithoughtuwouldbeardbutuweren't.sowrong. post comment

* blinks * [16 May 2004|10:11pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | Here With Me -Dido ] yippppeeeeeeeeeeee! exams over. alright now. play play play and more play. have been mugging for the past week and now finally i can get some fun. hmm. but actually i hv been playing alot of badminton during the exams though. usually with sheenz sheri zhiyi js and herman. lotsa funny stuff happen with cute pple like sheena sheri and iris. shan mention it. ewww. crazy pple. haha. think i gonna flunk my math. it was okayy. not tat tough but the thing is i forgot my calculator so.. hehe. [ anyways it's over ] uhh. was totally looking foward to the last paper which was art. [ i finished the paper in 15 mins and than slept ] hehh. right after that we went for badminton with my cousin and herman. i accidentally hurt gloria's finger. heyy sorry sorry man. didn't mean it. urmm. didn't play for very long cuz i was suppose to meet up with zhiyi to go for shopping. we went to dhoby and went walking ard plaza sing and stuff. zhiyi bought this halter top and it looks nice on her okay! haha. she was planning to wear it on our outing to sentosa during the holidays loh. the guys gonna faint. whaha. hmm, i'll get it to wear okay. to show u guys haha. [ uhh tat's when i get slim ] hehe. hmm ytd [ saturday ]. oh yeahh i remember. haha. sheena siti and me. we went to pasir ris beach. guess what we did? sat down and crap with tidbits. wahha. for the whole evening okayy. till ard 8 plus. we were lamee. supaa lame. haha. eh we talked bout underwater volcanos. harbours. eh world trade center. all the way to george bush. lee kuan yew and goh chok tong. haha. than we started singing heal the world with the lightsticks. anyways everything was soo lame. oh man. heyy aunties rem the lightnings? haha. after that we went walking ard white sands than went home. got home like 11 ? hehe. alrights. today. urmm. siti went with me to white sands to get my skirt. [ it's so cool. ] than we shopped ard at TM and CS. bought her a halter tat was for her birthday yupp. i am nice. =D hehe. than went home. juz realised i hv been doing lotsa shopping. i am broke. mummy's birthday is this friday and i am bringing her to swensens. yt and herman loaning me money for tat. hehe. tml i'll be out with zhiyi. meeting in the morn for haircut. yupp. than going town to walk ard to catch yandaos and a movie. think we'll be shopping ard alot. more of window shop. hehe. perhaps to chinatown too. maybe meetin up with siti and glen. yt and the e4 clique of guys will be at jurong. SWIMMING. haha. urm e2 guys would be out for soccer. ehh yeahh. why am i even telling u pple where they are? ~kay okay. u want yandaos? go check them out!! [ *burps* ] < at least i am nice enuff to help u guys advertise hehe. > urmm tuesday would be badminton in the morning than a gathering with da gang. not sure whether everyone can make it. haven had a gathering for supa long liao. juz hope we wil hv a chalet during the holidays. woosh. supa had to plan a gathering man. oh wells. looks like my weekend, monday and tues is packed. fridayy! mummy's birthday. bringing her to town to shop and hv dinner. for once i am soo nice to her. hehe. alrights. happy birthday. and my sis's birthday is coming on sunday. eh don worry i'll get ya a soft toy. =D enuff` for now. be back to update on stuff if i have the time. yupp takekaarries pple and enjoy ur holidays.! post comment

* =p * [09 May 2004|10:53pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Love just is = Hillary Duff ] woot~ i am back. oh well. exams starts tml for the whole week and i didn't do much revision. more of badminton badminton and more badminton. it's my new loved sport pple. wahha. hmm tml's lit and the wonderful thing is lesson ends at nine! haha badminton at hougang again yehh. today's mothers day.. I LURVEEE MY MUMMY. [ haha ] okayy i bought her carnations which looked a lil like roses. hmm, went for mothers day dinner with my relatives and after that badminton with my cranky couzzins. funn yupps. and stewpitt uncle. u playy ur mahjong until forget mee. haha. eeeyerr. tell me who celebrates mothers day with mahjong.. haha. sheeeeeena. wahha. i told a sercett a lil one. hmmm. keep it shutt okay. i know u love me darlin. u'll find out someday. yupp. =) .. -.- she juz threatened me to sayy. okay lah i'll think about it. haha. happy guessing first. i know u lurvee me =D hmm don feel like bloggin much today juz realised i haven been back for long so yupps. okay takecare pple and happy mothers day MUMMIES. =D im sorrie * love will find a way * are promises always true? * post comment

*wheeeee* [02 May 2004|10:35pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Ai Ni - Cyndi Wang ] ehh exams. mug mug mug! oh wells. getting tired of all those revision even though i haven completed much. hehe. hmm satuday went for badminton with siti js and herman in the early morn but stewpit. there was noo darn court ard okay. haha. tat wasn the worst. tat js made us walk rounds haha. long story but we all had lotsa laughter. next was siti's birthday. lucky woman. haha. we brought her to swensens. yupps. i hope she had fun. i think she did with faiz. smoochhh sooooo much still not enuff. KIDS NOWADAYS. [wahha] we had this kodak print and sundae [ which the guys made soo gross ] haha. all of them were busy co-ping siti's sundae. anyways all these were swensens thing for birthday special. next was neoprints. haha. fun. eh ya juz rem. we met those girls the guys had been so crazy our at swensens again at cinelesure. they were gaga over them okaay. LOTS of yandaos also lah. heh. hmm, the neoprint thing was fun lah. funnie mans. we were like acting couple and stuff. damn cute. with yuentuck and the pple ard. INTERESTING. haha. esp sheena and yuentuck. u guys are cute okay. sheena can consider? =p fine fine i better sheesh. anyways yt was hugging sheena for the entire bus trip. haha. than siti and faiz was eh ya. i juz sat aside and watched the shows. hehe. after tat we went esplanade and met miss ong. i mean chio ong. hehe. wanted to study there the library was close cuz it was a public holi and we forgot. we walked ALOT i mean ALOT. until everyone was tired. esplande was too crowded liao. so finally all the way back to compass. didn't study at all. but i had a supa fun day okay. thank you guys for everything. i simply lurveeee all of u man! =) hmm, in the night went to cousins place for hsewarming. met the whole lot of crazed cousins and we started crapping again. later went to eunice's place. stayed there until like 2 before i went home. eunice was guai studying. haha. ted and bingdaa was damnn jisiao loh. haha but fun lah. ted and me had a pillow fight in his room. wahha. today i was supa guai studyin at home. hehe. chinese left two chaps to cont tml. eng halfway cuz i tiredd liaos so blog loh. hehe. tml's exam. gd luck everyone. think i gonna get a new blog soon. mine is pathetic. yupp. realise i am keeping alot more to myself for lotsa stuff. sometimes i just dunno who to approah when i hv got lots to ask. =( - lurve talking to him - - afraid to fall in it - * i don't want to be disappointed * . i know i am mean. i am a bitch . so stayaway. ^ thank you for everything guys! ^ post comment

× holdingontight × [28 Apr 2004|09:40pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | Simple Plan - Perfect ] okayys i am back after this looong break from blogging. i seriously don quite rem what happened the pass few days. hehh. i'll juz tryta recall. anyways i got sick and lost my voice for ytd. simply sucks without a voice okie. aww. nvm. got half of it back today. exams are coming so supa soon. so gotta mug liaoss lohs. friday was speech day and it was soo fun. quite lah i think. i like ushering somehow. one thing gd bout being a prefect was u get to try everything others don't. quite interesting. than i got all cranked up with mrs tay. she's a great teacher. i mean GREAT. i simply love her. actually she's more like some over-age best friend i hv. haha. thanksforeverything. hmm. mr goh's pretty nice as well. nice to suann and bully. wahh. this reminds me celia's leaving. oh wells. maybe i would miss her. a lil. lil of her crap. afterall sch life wouldn have gone soo fun without her. mann. she got herself a god-damn rich husband. [ eh i'll get one as well. ] so today was the investiture. i was a lil surprised when mrs das mention my damnn name. wahhs. anyways she's a great principal. respect for her was the first thing which came to my mind after her speech. realised how sucky our perfectorial board was after comparing with the other schhs. well, northvista. what the hell u expect. hehe. herman was talking boutt how pretty my cousin iss yeah. she's my cousin of cuzz. hehe. [ fine i am bhb ] got somee monfort guys ard also lahh but average looking so didn't bother muchh. gonna miz yandaos for a moment cuz of examms. arghh. haha. [ i shan't go nuts ] aniways we took photos cut cake and somehow a cake craze started with the perfects wahh. i wasn in. didn't wan to get all sticky and eek. after tat we went to do homework at compass lohhs. herman was practically going gaga over cute gals. eh. it's herman. fineee. i hv got losta movies i wanna catch. who wanna go with me? haha. hmm exams first? nvmm take it as i save some moneyy. talking bout tat i am almost broke cuz i hv got siti's birthday and mummy's birthday. i still owe daddy a pouch. hehh. sometimes i think i am really mean and sucky. maybe i am. aww. forget it. life. EXAMS. now only at chap 2 of chinese. at least i started. gonna get all stressed up again. after exams gonna concentrate on wits, and the science thing. wahah. actually i joined the science thing becoz of mrs tay lah. hehe. soo i pulled herman zhiyi mehmeh and siti downn lohs. hehe. =p -end- for who i am and not what i am. don step into my life when u not gonna be part of it. pink. i am just plain lucky. post comment

ツ angelic ツ .:doneverleavemeplease:. [19 Apr 2004|09:15pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Cyndi Wang = Ai Ni ] hmm wells finally i am back. anyways been getting sick so recently! aww got sick on fri and missed sch again. the thing is now i'hv hella lotsa homework u see. eh planning to stay up later. < hehe > so i practically stayed in bed the whole day on fridae. saturday. the darn investiture rehearsal took much of my time. wells. nvm. eh! and i want to go catch dawn of the dead. but the damn stewwpit pple says it's NC-16.. [ !! can someone juz smuggle me in? ] somehow the show seemed more exciting than look into the mirror even though iris finds it scary. i gonna go catch it soon. sunday. at first suppose to meet up with herman to get my hw than meet sheenz but wells sheenz didn't call lohs. so i stayed home and did nothing much. hehe. this is the reason i am havin so much homework for todae u see! hmm i chatted a bit online. quite fun! ehh. thanks lah uncle! ehh todae. wells. didn't wake up tat early as usual cuz i really couldn't get to slp the night b4. anyways aivern chatted to me till like 2 plus lohss but was interesting mans! we sorta started talking about first impressions and stuff and i had lots to say bout him. he's one unique guy lahs. hmm than sch was pretty fun. i got all crazy esp after P.E i think. during mdm tay's lesson but great thing was she was absent tat day so i was shoutin to the class bout the jumbo say lohhs. haha. fun stuffs ard. oh wells. after sch shihui went with me to compass to do work. i mean we planned to do our homework but started playing and makanin and obviously nothin much done at least i completed my my sci wkbk. and damn. juz reminded me that wed's our sci test. tml's math retest [ i scored 23/30 for this one, lucky i passed! ]. thurs chi test. haiz. NOT FUN OKIE!. forget bout tat first. lets cont. hmm. than we went back to sch for badminton ! yays* fun fun fun! okies lah i enjoyed it juz alot u see. hehe. hope i get to play agains tml but. i hv my sci test. aww. -.- i betta stop this thingy and get to my hw soon. i am pretty tired. actually quite. ciaO = falling back to Him = *.some of us think holding on makes us strong, but sometimes it's letting go.* post comment

.: imperfection :. [14 Apr 2004|09:59pm] [ mood | thankful ] looks like i'm driving everybody crazy with camera phones! < hehe > esp jx & zhiyi. well, it's me! i am getting a white t-shirt u know sheena? wahhs supa unbelievable. at least i didn't become and exco lahhs. sch chaos man! haha. talked lots of stuff with zhiyi on e way back. ehh. well. realised i hv been a lil more diff frm last year. it's like i was telling zhiyi what i was really thinking and stuff.. it's lots and thanks horr zhiyi. maybe it's boring lahss but i guess u haven heard me TALK for a pretty long time rites? haha. hmm. frm 1e2 to the current 2e1. lots changed but lots stayed as well. 'da' gang nv parted rite pple? wahhaahs. the old me used to be so childish even though i am still kinda it now.. hehe. i hv learnt to like take things on the brighter side of life. to be more cheerful and positive even though life sucks. to what i am now - this crazy charbor who's real weird.lotsa of mood swings but well. it's me. i nv used to be so crazy, so fun and so vulgar. haha. actually tat's a gd thing yea? or else it wouldn be the real me. i nv used to be so rebellious or naughty. neither was i so myself. i was juz this dumb gal who listened to all e other pple in e world and had no mind of my own. i used to be so bothered about what others think of me and in the end getting so drained up after thinkin too much. i am dumb. rite? oh well, at least i am what i am now. i don bother much about what others think of me seriously. except for my close friends lohhs. if u wanna bitch about me go ahead juz don get close to me if u think i am a bitch. To : herman, sheena, zhiyi, siti actually the things keeping me going are you pple. i really thank god for all of you and u pple are one of the best things i hv in my life. thanks so much for every single thing. thanks for being ard when i nid ya. thanks for all e care and concern, thanks for tolerating me all my darn attitude and mood swings, thanks for all ur listening ears, thanks for all those fun and crap, thanks for all the laughter u gave to me, thanks for being so nice to me. i juz want to let you guys know that u pple play a big part in my life, so thanks for everything. To : sherilyn, yuentuck, haziq, jiasheng, prem, saran, renny, sinteck, 'da' gang, weijie, aivern letting u guys know u're great as well. thanks for all the things u pple done to make me laugh, thanks for all those happy moments, thanks for being ard in my life. u guys do play a part in my life and i want to let u pple know u'hv not been forgotten. thanks for all and friends4eva. To : volley gang i hv learn lots frm u pple, learning what life's all about, learning to be more matured. even though we quarrel we hv conflicts but of cuz not forgettin those happy times. thanks for being ard. i know i haven thanked everyone yet. but to all those i hv forgotten. sorry. actually all of u pple out dere who have crossed my life played a part in making the real me now. i hv learnt lots frm all of u pple. thanks. guess it's pretty late and i am gonna slp soon liaos. haha. hehe. takecares pple! muacks. post comment

*wonders* [13 Apr 2004|09:15pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | I can't wait = Hillary duff ] ehh why are so many things happenly lately.. yt with rg.. lydia with derrick.. i wonder whether i am suppose to be happy for them or what yea? i juz hope rg gets serious this time with yt.. and i know yt will be supa upset if anything goes wrong.. *sighs* and lydia with derrick? ehh shuaige and chiobu match lahhs but.. u pple think lydia flirts? i dunno her mans! what the. aww forget it. vannesa's getting a bit better so yeahhs. and you know what pple this is so sad. renny's friend's parents and grandma got into and accident and passed away.. haiz. i pity him seriously.. at this age and losing practically so many of his love ones.. *sobs* oh wells life. todae we had our napfa everything went quite well.. but i didn't do very the well sort lahhs.. haha. pass can liaos! hehe.. hmm maths test's over *wheeee* it was pretty alright at least i know i wouldn fail. ehh than after the napfa we stayed in class for the darn art thingy-caricatures. celia SOO or SUU i dunno mans. didnt allow an extension so practically everyone was doing last min rushing. howevers things got pretty crappy and fun lohhs.. haha. i was forcin like everyone to take a pic with me on the phone! haha. got lotsa lehhs ask frm me horrs for all those chio bu pics! haha jx and zhiyi got sick of it. hehe. thanks lars! ehh than lydia sam they all started to do dunno what shit dance and jump ard like wat. haha. of cuz derrick was ard pei-ing lydia. i realise they look supa couple lehhs but i don think it would last long. haha. it's derrick and lydia.. THINK pple. aww. hmm than was plannin to go home with zhiyi than yt asked us the wait for him lohhs in e end went makanin with alex and yt.. of cuz yt blan larhs or else i wouldn be so nice to wait for him! hehe. i am mean hors? but he was in a gd mood lahs soo haha. *ahems* than ehh the three cranky of them started playing with those mini alphabets papers frm the kiddy meal thing! wahhs.. haha. arrangin them into RACHEL GOH XING ZHONG CHARLENE. wahhs all their dars lah. haha. funnie pple. ehh. than went home lohs.. bleahhs. i am quite bored lehhs. haha.. nvm.. end for now! byee pple! muacks! post comment

*blinks* [12 Apr 2004|11:18pm] [ mood | sore ] [ music | Simple Plan = Addicted ] eh HIeee. hehe. i dunno why i am bloggin up here and i am suppose to revise for my darn math test tml.. eekk i hate math. cuz i am juz plain sucky at it.. anyways i am obviously juz slacking even though i hv lotsa ting xie and of cuz MATH to study and stuff. now i am gonna faint at all those rotational sym. which i don really like understand and tat's only part of the one of the chaps we are tested on.. so ehh. guess i am not gonna get slp tonite yeahh. on sat i talked to renny on e fone and we talked till like 3 plus.. it was the usual crappin and rubbish. the best part was we started talking bout ambitions! haha.. u pple know what? he wanted to become a policeman lehs! haha. opps was tat suppose to be told? ehh nvm horrs renny. hehe. the stewpit thing about talking to him on the phone is he can fall asleep juz like tat! u tella me which ass slps on the phone. damn it. the only things which seems to keep him awake are chio bu-s and ghosts. than obviously i woke up late at like 2 plus when i was suppose to go out for tomb sweeping.. it's fun okie! haha. can crap and play ard with my cousins again liaos and the best thing is u get ot bio yandaos at the cemetry right sheena? haha. ehh i know a lil sercet frm sengbingda! haha. shh. it's juz supa fun lahs cuz we don really get to hang ard so yeahhs. hmm. todae's easter monday and practically everyone knows bout it cuz jx was talking all those crap bout it and she's gonna get eggs for us.. whahha. sujun and jx.. ehh wait plus herman. << lame >> well, they are always the three crazy pple ard making the class so noisy and interesting. haha. bleahhs. i am beginning to give up on volley when those stewwpit teachers don give a darn damn lohhs. eh nvm. i shouldn't be even in this darn team in e first place and i chose to so i shouldn be complaining and i shall juz leave it as it is. aww.. tml gonna play badminton with js and herman they all and ehh fun. haha they start crackin up lame supa lame stuff than < hahhaa >. plus yuentuck they are a hella of bastards.. talking bout yt. he got himself attached for once to the charbor he waited so long for so congrats lehhs even though he got lotsa of mistress liaos. so tat means that he hv a complete family!! haha. oh man why am i so lame todae and talking so much crap. u know stress? that big thing stress drives u cranky. slept so supa late ytd so was yawnin and pretty listless in class today.. but i seriously pity van lehhs. haiz so much has happened and she's still coming to sch.. haiz.. it's like when she spoke todae u can heard her voice shivering and it's practically bursting out into tears.. she was so quiet for the first time though she has always been much quieter than me. she broke down in parade grd this morn than mdm tay came over to let me know what happened so i could like take care of her in class but i seriously dunno how to console her.. haiz. tml we're havin napfa and math test and i guess she's not gonna come to sch. and she shouldn't.. she's so listless and tired lohhs. nvm.. ehh talking bout it i have revise my math lehhs.. hehe. okies lahs betta stop bloggin and study! i am a guai lil angel. ehh don puke pple i know u're juz jealous. haha. i shan be lame liaos.. hmm maybe i'll be back later. oh wait. i hear a chripin sound again. crap man it's being in my hse for few days liaos lehh this darn bird chrips so loudly and but we juz can't find it. oh wells. it's amazing. ciaO post comment

*wheeeehee* [09 Apr 2004|11:29pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Blink 182 = I Miss You ] ehhs arlows! muhaha. i am crazy nuts and sick todae yeahh i am.. after one whole day out with sheena and sheri. anyways later i gonna go to sheenz's blog and start tagging crap.. haha.. todae was hella fun!! so many yandaos i would sayy. haha. and we did homework a lil took neoprints a lil and ehh shopped ALOT.. hehhs tat means window shop horss in case u think i was tat rich.. hehhs.. tml want to go shoppin with sheena mans so many cool stuff ard.. but tat's if my mum agrees to givin me money to shop! hehhs.. anyways todae sheena was wearing this cool and sexy top muahha.. hehhs. she's a sexy babe rite darlin? wahha. okies la.. i shall not be nuts. we practically were going nuts todae together.. ehh tat's us. tml we gonna go for more hunks bio-ing and shopping lorrs after the darn stupid oral which spoilt my weekend. hehhs. i got celia for my examiner. damn. of all cher celia u know tat celia? yes it's TAT celia. bleahhs. waahhs i'hv got soo many things i wanna get. i want clothes i want shoes i want bags i want practically everything plus a boyfriend.. muhaha. okies i shall stop dreaming of getting those kinda dao ming si bf.. gone totally crazed bout it after ytd's meteor garden. u know how sweet he was? supa okie!! haizz i am JEALOUS.sheena i am.i am. and i know you are.. haha.. lets cont dreamin. anyways it's a dreamm.. but don worry sexy charbo u can get one bf soon lahs. u so chio ritess dar sheena? i envy u so when u get urself a supa yandao bf don show it to me horss! anyways u're a great ass to hang ard with, shop, crap and chill out. thanks womans! actually being single is a gd thing cuz u can bio hunks for all u like ritees? haha. why e hell am i dreamin of gettin a wonderful bf.. sheena! u influence me mans. stop talkin bout guys shall i. okie. hehhs. i shall. ehhs. well tella wat i haven read a hella oral thingy for tml's exam. ehh nvm bahhss. forget it. and herman loh. i am gonna rem u for being so zhong sei qing you. hahax. know u got ur dearies but pls don forget us hors! sheena's gonna kill u tml manss. i am bored. tired. but i don feel like slpin even though i hv gotta wake up early for tat thingy tml. lots of crap running thru my mind man. lots u know sheena? i think u do. but if i blog it all down it'll not be fun. and u pple will think i am totally crappy and nuts. but actually i am. haha. but. aww. forget it. life gets so tiring after a while sometimes but somepple really make u feel great and u'll forget bout all those shit u've been on yea? so carry on rocking dudes. to sheena : thanks for todae. haven been tat happy and crazy for pretty long so thanks for everything womans. somehow i wished u would be ard with me crapping everydae yea? hmm. u make a wonderful fren realli thanks for everything. rock on u sexy babe. thiss lovee poem is written by the stupid fren of my anthony. i dunno why the hell he's so poetic and loves to post this sorta poems like once a wk on the damn bulletin so i shall help him advertise! hahas. here it goes. When you came into my life things started going right I no longer felt lonely, I no longer felt fright When our lips first touched I new you'd be there holding me and wanting me and caressing me everywhere This love I feel for you, so deep and so strong comes right from my heart where you'll always belong I love you and need you and even to this day I'll trust you with my life in each and every way. THE END. SWEET? EHHS. .the perfect boyfriend. .i am dreaming. .dreams = future reality?. .no way. .stop thinking. .tired of all these thoughts. .crazy. post comment

*twiggles* [08 Apr 2004|09:20pm] [ mood | cold ] i suck? yeahh i do. i am a bitch. be postive? [ i rock i rawk i rock ] no use i still suck wahhaha.. i wanna get out. post comment

*pops* EHH HI! [07 Apr 2004|09:27pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | Sexy Naughty Bitch = Tata young ] yippee! i am back.. long time no update mans.. hmm anyways been gettin real sick these few days but recover liaos lohhs.. missed sch for 2 days man! supa long no blog soo ehhs dunno where to start mans.. hehhs.. ehh last fri went with gwenie to orchard for neoprints and stuff! fun.. long time no catch up with her so yuppps.. hmm yandaoS! waa me and gwen were comparing and checking all of them out! haha.. hehhs.. than monday got sick auntie yvoone called wahhs she still rem me mans.. haha.. wat else and yeahh renny and desmond happen to be sick also soo qiao mans! haha.. ytd.. ehhs i got back to sch but wasn tat supa well so got kinda moody and stuff.. but still ran my 2.4 in e end gettin so hell tired and sick! timing was 14.. < i seem to be crappin pretty much ard here horss? hehhs tella u pple all e borin stuff > anyways we've got 54 sec 1 darlins prefects !! haha and tella guys a sercet ! i am gonna be invested as a prefect liaos lehhs so unbelievable but i am so guai horss? waah.. i think i am the only darn prefect we can get so vuglar and blahhs lallalla~ but tat's unique yea? todae lesson was still okies and i somehow gotta manage my math liaos.. hmm fridae we gonna go hv grp study most prob with herman sheri zhiyi sheena.. so guai! haha.. ehhs but i realli got alot to catch up for my math.. todae was havin CELIA ONG ehhs waits it's CELIA SUU? SOO? or SUE? lesson arhhs i forgot anyways.. < haha > than mr reduan started to annouce *an urgent assemby* everybody was like huhs? waa must be something interesting! hehhs.. anyways it was a public canning lohhs tat addam or wateva u spell his name went to paste stickers or stuff on a relief cher's butt and kanan lohhs.. waa so scary mans! first time u see our sch so supa quiet.. everyone was damn scared lohhss.. lallalla~ hmm than after sch arhhs volley lohhhs kinda got a tiff with joyce soo yeahhs i juz don understand them.. it's gettin sick.. don u hella rem u're the captain! forget it.. haizz. = i wanna get out of this kinda OF HELL TEAM = = i wanna get rid of these kinda DARN TEACHERS = = i wanna get out of this kinda of STEWWPIT SCH = i still got my math hw and i don wanna talk anymore bout it cuz it's gettin tirin.. takecares pple! muacks! .:: sometimes i juz *envy* and *wonder* when can we be like them ::. post comment

*dots* [01 Apr 2004|10:20pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | Crazy For You = Madonna ] heyys.. i am pretty tired.. juz tired.. haiz.. somethings wrong with me ? lalala~ don worry sheri nothings wrong.. [i think] ( = in any case juz don have to worry yea darlins.. lalala~ i am alright.. hmm.. haziq i know u can't read this.. but thanks for everything and for cheering me up yea? ( = sorry for not joining u pple in e flour thingy todae horss herman.. sorry and sorry for yuentucks coaroach < or wateva u spell it hehhs > < empty words > = i need a break, gimme one . = *twinkling it's twinkling* my eyes are closing and it's really sinking * LOVE JUST IS * When the night wont fall and the sun wont rise and you see the best as you close your eyes when you reach the top as you bottom out but you understand what its all about Nothings ever what it seems in your life or in your dreams it dont make sense what can you do so I wont try making sense of you Love just is...Whatever it may be Love just is...You & Me Nothing Less Nothing More I Dont Know why I love you for Love just is When You ask to stay then disappear it seems you're gone but you're really here when every move seems out of place but every kiss is filled with grace Somethings never get defined in your heart or in your mind It dont make sense what can u do so I wont try making sense of you Dont Ever ask me for reasons I cant get you Dont ever ask me for reasons Why I Live for you...I Just Do *twiggles* *shrugs* *shakes* post comment

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