I'm Running As Fast As I Can......             





.R.I.P.
- Patrick J. Butler -
11/11/88 - 02/23/04
~ Gone-But-Not-Forgotten ~
* Heaven Gained An Angel *


_____________.NAViGATiON


entries // userinfo
friends // my site


_____________.iCON





_____________.iNFO


Name::Megh
Location::NY
Birthday::December 24
Email - Eponeen@aol.com
AIM - SpilMyHeart4u
Blurty - Stanggrl4eva




_____________.MUSiC


Mest, Yellowcard, Maxeen, Good Charlotte, Finch, Blink 182, Breaking Even, Green Day, Silverchair, Heart Machine, Something Corporate, Linkin Park, Simple Plan, Story of the Year, Sugarcult, Jethro Tull, Pink Floyd, Evanescence, MXPX, Brand New, The Ataris, Fall Out Boy, New Found Glory, Dashboard Confessional, Rancid, Wakefield, Taking Back Sunday, Goldfinger, AFI, Clay Aiken, NOFX, Matchbook Romance, Further Seems Forever, The All-American Rejects, Senses Fail.. and millions more!

_____________.LYRICS



Mest
-Chance of a Lifetime-

The end of the world's in front of me
Hard to believe all I see
It comes so close but pulls away
To let me stay another day

It's one chance in your lifetime
But it won't be the last time
It seems theres always the next hill to climb
And you know there's a lifetime

The things that I see never end
Trickin' my mind to just pretend
I understand what's happening
When others doubt you still believe

It's one chance in your lifetime
But it won't be the last time
It seems theres always the next hill to climb
And you know there's a lifetime

Changing what I once thought
Letting go of what I once fought
There's a life that you need to find
All that surfaced has changed my mind

The end of the world's in front of me
Hard to believe all I've seen

It's one chance in your lifetime
But it won't be the last time
It seems theres always the next hill to climb
And you know there's a lifetime


_____________.CONCERTS


6th Grade:

...Pearl Jam

...N'Sync


7th Grade:

...N'Sync


8th Grade:

...Linkin Park


9th Grade:

...Good Charlotte/NFG

...Warped Tour [[ August 18th '03 ]]


10th Grade:

...GC/Mest/SoCo [[ October 15th '03 ]]

...GC/Mest/SoCo [[ October 17th '03 ]]

...Sugarcult/Story of the Year [[ November 10th '03 ]]

...Heart Machine [[ November 30th '03 ]]

...Yellowcard [[ December 18th '03 ]]

...Heart Machine/Double or Nothin/The All-Starz [[ December 21 '03 ]]

...Linkin Park/Story of the Year/hoobastank/POD [[ January 18th '04 ]]

...Story of the Year/Letter Kills [[ January 19th '04 ]]

...Double or Nothin/The All-Starz [[ January 25th '04 ]]

...Double or Nothin/The All-Starz/Unlikely Heroes [[ April 3rd '04 ]]

...Double or Nothin/The All-Starz [[ April 4th '04 ]]

_____________.LAYOUT


Codes by sucker_
Dave layer made by leenas_icons
Backround images and star airbrush's around Dave picture by
benjiholic<3

[27 Mar 2004|01:36pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | {x} - {Imagenary} {Evanescance} - {x} ]

I moved to Greatest journal

mestuplevel27

sorry <3 I love all of my blurty friends
and I miss you all too. But GJ is just
really kwl, it's in my opinion better then
Blurty. You get 1000 icons, and image
hosting, and yeah.. Go get a greatest
journal and add me.. because
I miss you all

listening to punk rock

[16 Dec 2003|02:41pm]
[ mood | cynical ]
[ music | JEN YELLING ]

Alright well... If I don't coment on any of yoru journals for the next three weeks to a month.. please don't take me off of your friends list. I've been punished from going out and going online.. the only reason i'm on here now is because I snuck to Jens house after school. So yeah.. Please don't take me off your friends lists :]

[[6 are]] up on the rooftop |listening to punk rock

[26 Oct 2003|12:29pm]
[ mood | determined ]



Rules:
1) Comment if you want to be added.
2) Add me and I will add you back.
3) If I ask you to take me off your friends list, please don't give me a hard time about it. If you want to work it out I will talk to you about it.
4) I'd like it if you actually looked at my journal after I add you, so please try and comment on the updates I make.



Friends Cut


Cut:


Still Here: 41phattygirl41, agonistic_front, benjizstalkerx, benji_is_god, billyfreaklover, billysdirtygurl, bordumspazkid55, brookiedacookie, cherrybombchick, clumzyditz02, crazy_mooniquee, ddrkicksmajoras, emoisawesome087, emotionoverload, eyeliner_tearz, fuzevixey, gcgravitygirl69, gcharlottefan, gcnmestlevel27, glassjawpunk, glitterchick22, hnybnchofoats11, iheartaboy, ilovebenji, im2ko0l4u, jackie_roll, joelzriotgrlx, ladybg0016, lifeisdyingx, lil_billy, lollipophope, losinggrip03, love_m3, oinkbird, oxgravitygirlox, pierresalien, punkass_gc, r0ck_on, rocknrolldrummr, shooting_star51, sparkle_spaz, sweetacidx, swiftychic08, underyourlove, vagrantiambus, xfreekygeekx, xmandax143, xocutebabiiox, x_riotgirl, youngnhopeles, youngpoet, _motivate_this_

...If I cut you please either take me off, or leave a coment and ask me to put you back on.
[[16 are]] up on the rooftop |listening to punk rock

[06 Oct 2003|03:42pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Rugrats lol ]

Heyy everyone :] What's up? Well this update is going to be short and sweet... I want everyone who likes Mest .. to join the community I made, and tell all of their friends to join it too :]. Mest rox so much .. so I had to make a community for them :].


www.blurty.com/users/mest_rox0rs

Mest rox0rs my sox0rs
\m/ Megh \m/
GC/Mest/SoCo Concerts: 9 and 11 Days!!!

[[2 are]] up on the rooftop |listening to punk rock

[22 Sep 2003|02:55pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | "My Immortal" ~Evanescance ]




Friends Cut

chatterboxqt33
..Want to know why? IM me and ask!
lunar
...took me off
motivatedxdream
...what happened to your journal?
billyfreaklover
...never added me..
[[6 are]] up on the rooftop |listening to punk rock

Friends Only! [30 Aug 2003|11:07pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | "Hold On" ~Good Charlotte ]




From this point on, my journal is Friends Only! I feel that to many people I don't want reading stuff are, so I decided to make this a friends only journal. If you wish to be added..


1) Comment if you want to be added.
2) Add me and I will add you back.
3) If I ask you to take me off your friends list, please don't give me a hard time about it. If you want to work it out I will talk to you about it.
4) I'd like it if you actually looked at my journal after I add you, so please try and comment on the updates I make.


By the way, about 4 of my older entries wouldn' t change to be friends only, so you can have fun reading those if your not a friend yet :]

Thank-you
~Megh

[[12 are]] up on the rooftop |listening to punk rock

diff. [30 Aug 2003|03:35pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | VMA's ]

I swear everytime I do this thing, I get a different outcome.. look........


Read more... )

[[9 are]] up on the rooftop |listening to punk rock

[17 Aug 2003|11:48pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | "Perfect" ~Simple Plan ]

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

...I just want a regular life.. ever since i got home tonight i've been crying.. i just want a regural fucking life... a mom, a dad, me, a dog.. idk.. just i wish my family was more conventional... i mean my family is an uncle who hates me.. locked me out of my house.. and if he could would kick me out forever.. a grandfather whose hitler.. but i feel he cares about me more then a lot of other people in my family... then my mom.. a mom whose never home.. and when she is she's getting drunk... My dad lives in louisianna.. and who might I add as lung cancer and might die soon... i love my father I really do... but when am I suppose to see him.. and does he ever call me? no.. i get maybe one call a year if i'm lucky.. What if he dies.. I'll never have any closer.. i'll never really be able to tell him bye


My life... is just one big thing of nothing.. of emtyness .. as you see my family life sux.. and my friends.. i feel like, if I died tomorrow.. they might be sad all of 5 minutes.. then they'd forget about me.. they'd go to my funeral out of respect... and while there be saying, "so what we gonna do tonight". I feel like they don't care about me at all. I mean I've been ditched for them to hang out with certain people.. or i've been just not invited somewhere.. it just sux.. i mean what if it was you it was happening to.. think about it.


My love life... SUX ...every guy I like.. likes one of my friends.. or more of my friends for that matter.. and it's just not kwl. That really hurts ya know? Like.. if they liked a complete stranger.. it's totally diff.. or if they liked someone.. that i know.. but i'm not really friends with.. but one of my best friends.. i swear that hurts so much.. and I can't do anything about it. And of course I never say anything about it.. i just let it go.. they say that they're sorry.. and i say it's no problem.. there's nothign I can do.. I never express my feelings.. i really have to work on that.. It was so much easier not liking anyone.. and I really thought I didn't ... but of course.. someone i use to like.. walks back into my life.. and what happens... damn... i hate it.. i don't want to like him.. I really don't.. but you can't help the feelings you get...

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

[[13 are]] up on the rooftop |listening to punk rock

Bass [17 Aug 2003|03:07pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | "The Search For Nothing" ~Breaking Even ]

Well, I bought a bass... supposedly. It was an accident... but it's a nice bass lol... look at it -->
click to see bass )

...and i took this funny thing on here that i got from _Motivate_This_... and it's kind of funny.. cause my two gay names are benji and billy.. two people from GC lol --->
lmfao )

[[12 are]] up on the rooftop |listening to punk rock

[24 Jun 2003|11:46am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | "Get Over It" ~Ok Go ]

Yesterday was Graduation. It was pretty nice. I got to play Snare drum ..so that was kwl I guess. I thought I was gonna cry sooo much... but I didn't!!! I'm sooo proud of myself!! lol. My shoes also gave me BIG cuts on my feet. ((Oooowwwww:-'())

After Graduation, I went home...changed..then Mandas dad picked us up and brought us to Frendly's! That was fun!! I think..lol...we ate Dinner..then JARED and OCONNOR came!! yay!! lmao Jared has got to be the funniest person I have EVER met! After Frendly's Jared ((in his Mustang!!!)) drove Manda home, and the rest of us went to Jens house until about 12:00 a.m. Then Jared drove me and O'Connor home. When I got in the front i had to pet the word "Mustang" on the Dashboard! lmfao!! ((It's a tradition..don't ask..lmao)) ..yeah well I'm done talking about my day/night.

I represent Good Charlotte cause they represent me!
((x0x))-Megh-((x0x))
Warped Tour: 46 Days!!!
Happy Deathday!
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[[2 are]] up on the rooftop |listening to punk rock