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Sayanora. [09 Feb 2004|05:41pm] [ mood | depressed beyond belief ] [ music | Sayanora Bye Bye--YYH ] Well, in a brilliant moment of stupidity, I told my mom about Aiby-chan and me. It was just weighing me down, not telling them. I haven't kept a secret from my parents in a long time--ever. And I sort of hoped she would be supportive, but...alas. She was way nicer than I expected, but still...it didn't work. My Internet access is being taken away. More precisely, my e-mail and AIM. I guess I can still correspond with people through blurty comments. >.<;; Aiby-chan: ...my mom won't even let me send you your Valentine's gift. I'm so sorry. Then again, no matter how many times I say I'm sorry, it won't be enough. I just want you to know that I love you. And when a crazy girl stroms into your wedding, just ignore her. ^^; 2 comments|post comment

"Your tuchus can't sit on two horses at the same tiime." --Yiddish Proverb [Moral of LiT] [09 Feb 2004|09:58am] [ mood | satisfied ] [ music | Cruel Angel Thesis--[Neon Genesis Evangelion] ] No school today. ^_^ Yay! More time in which I can successfully waste my life. Oooh, joy. Cousin Ben came over last night--he had a conference in Anehaim and dropped by--so that was nice. Haven't seen him in ages. But he basically looks the same. Short, and bald. And the guy is only 26. Not to mention girlfriend-less. *snickers* He says it's because of his small appartment, I say it's because of his hair. ^~ Susie is getting married in August, by the way. Random thought. ^^; And...what else? I spent yesterday working on my "Cultural Universal" project, and thankfully now it's sitting in the closet done and forgotten until the 26th. Phew, that project was evil. I had half the mind just to directly quote WB and not type up anythin in my own words, but decided against it. >.< Its' the guilt complex thing, I swear. On Saturday I met Heather (after successfully failing my ISEE test...I think) at Asian Noodle and we munched on yummy Asain food together. "Itadaki masu!" And then I went to the afternoon portion of the regional Math Counts competition with Heather--she's brilliant and on the Dwyer team. Dwyer actually got third place, which was pretty impressive, because none of the "mathletes" from Dwyer had a top 10 high score, so they must have done really well as a group. ^__^ Yay for Heather! Rancho did so well though, it was freaky. All four members were in the top 10, and I rooted for all of them except Tim, because he is a worthless life form and does not deserve to win. No one else from Rancho rooted for him either. ^__^; Haha! Rancho got 2nd place, so they get to go on to the state competition, which is also at UCI. March 13. I should go. Mrs. Embree might give me extra credit. >P Mrs. Embree was there, too, so I got to say hi and congratulate her. And I saw her son, whom she rambles on about sometimes, just to make fun of him. In other news, I found an awesome nameless Japanese soap opera which is on every Sunday on Channel 35 from 9-10 PM. It's so shiny, because there are subtitles!!! Muwah! Japanese soap operas are way better than American ones. *nod* The Japanese are just better than the Americans, I guess. Aiby-chan has been un-grounded, if I didn't mention that before. So all's happy there. Except.......how do I explaina V-day gift? v.v That might be hard to explain... -_-; post comment

Love and Peace [06 Feb 2004|09:15pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Revelutionary Etude--Bach ] Muu, Krista and I started Vashifism. It's like...a combination of pacifism and "Vash"ism. So I made all these logos with Vash and 'Nekosama, which really random sentances that make no sense. But Krista is nice and says she likes them anyway. xD Kyra's a Vashifist, too, now, so slowly...*scary music* ...it is spreading. What else? School was school-ish, and slightly anti-American, but what's new there? Marie and I talked when we were searching for Krista during our little Effor Honor Roll ice cream party. It's a certified miracle! ^^ Actually, it was rather nice. We talk during P.E., too. Makes me happy. Communication is possible, contrary to popular belief! ...What does "holier than thou" mean? No Japanese tomorrow, thankfully. Because I have my Sage Hill test thing in the morning. Phew. So I won't miss anything. Yay! I need to send Aiby-chan her Valentine's Day present! *bangs head on wall* I'm using the excuse that I "promised Ohio person I would send her my Gravitation CDs, because I don't need them any more," and "if I send her something of course I need to make a card to go with it!" Sometimes it feels bad not telling my parents. But then I realize they would probably disown me, and...what else can I do about it? post comment

Pairings! *evil laughter* [03 Feb 2004|07:41pm] [ mood | happier ] [ music | Some random Bach piece ] T_T I can't help it! It was just calling me! You know I can't resist 'ships. *dies of happiness* ----------- G Gundam One True Pairing Ship: Domon/Rain Canon Ship: Sai/Cecil. Hey, Domon could always go for Allenby. *gags* Though.... "If this happens I'll stab my eyes out with a spork": Domon/George. No, really. I will. "You are one sick bastard" 'Ship: Chibodee/George. "I dabble a little" 'Ship: Argo/Nastasha. Hell, why not? "It's like a car crash" 'Ship: Any guy/Any guy. "Tickles my fancy but not sold quite yet" 'Ship: Allenby/Seit. "Makes no canon sense but why the hell not" 'Ship: Allenby/Cecil's brother--I forgot his name. *bangs head on wall* "Everyone else loves it but I just don't feel it" 'Ship: George/Maria-Louise. And her name is "Marie-Louise" in the first place. *fumes* "When all is said and done" 'Ship: Domon/Rain. Definitely. Without a doubt. Gravitation One True Pairing Ship: Eiri/Shuichi. If they've lasted this long, they can last forever! Canon Ship: Tohma/Eiri. It's my special cannon, at least. "If this happens I'll stab my eyes out with a spork": Mika/Eiri. Scary het incest. *shudders* "You are one sick bastard" 'Ship: Aiwaza/Ma-kun/Ken-chan. Well, they are just asking for it. xP "I dabble a little" 'Ship: Tohma/Ryuuichi. "It's like a car crash" 'Ship: Eiri/Yuki. It was a car crash. Except...it involved a gun. "Tickles my fancy but not sold quite yet" 'Ship: Hiro/Ryuuichi. Two stars suffering from unrequited love. Where else are they to turn? ^~ "Makes no canon sense but why the hell not" 'Ship: Hiro/Ryuuichi. "Everyone else loves it but I just don't feel it" 'Ship: Tatsuha/Ryuuichi. Despite the beauty of perverted monks, it doesn't seem to work. Ryuuichi can't love a guy ten years younger than him at first glance! T_T "When all is said and done" 'Ship: Tohma/Eiri. It will never die, I tell you. Never. XD Trigun One True Pairing Ship: Vash/Knives. Definitely. ^__^ Canon Ship: Vash/Meryl. Unfortunately. *cries* "If this happens I'll stab my eyes out with a spork": Meryl/Millie. That's just so....disturbing. "You are one sick bastard" 'Ship: Knives/Legato. Once again, we are back to de Knives. "I dabble a little" 'Ship: Midvalley/Wolfwood. Hell, why not? "It's like a car crash" 'Ship: Knives/Meryl. It scares the hell out of me. "Tickles my fancy but not sold quite yet" 'Ship: Knives/Vash. You don't get much more obvious than, "...an Eden for the both of us...." "Makes no canon sense but why the hell not" 'Ship: Legato/Vash. Because why the hell not?! "Everyone else loves it but I just don't feel it" 'Ship: Vash/Meryl. He's too busy angsting to notice her anyway. "When all is said and done" 'Ship: Knives/Vash. If their love has lasted this long, it will go on forever. XD Yu Yu Hakusho One True Pairing Ship: Hiei/Kurama. That is as true as it gets. Canon Ship: Yusuke/Keiko. Nothing is more canon-y than that. "If this happens I'll stab my eyes out with a spork": Hiei/Keiko. It's evil, I tell you. Evil! "You are one sick bastard" 'Ship: Togouro/Genkai. Nice, but...bastard-y. "I dabble a little" 'Ship: Yusuke/Hiei. Shiny, but not shiny enough. "It's like a car crash" 'Ship: Kuwabara/Kurama. No, I'm not kidding. "Tickles my fancy but not sold quite yet" 'Ship: Suuichi/Youko. Oh, c'mon, it's the only hikari/yami pairing there is! "Makes no canon sense but why the hell not" 'Ship: Yusuke/Kurama. "Everyone else loves it but I just don't feel it" 'Ship: Kurama/Botan. *resists the urge to kill* "When all is said and done" 'Ship: Togouro/Genkai. *nod* Definitely. post comment

Random Ramblings [03 Feb 2004|05:13pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | Super Drive [Gravitation] ] Says I, "I'm holding a G Gundam funeral. Wanna come?" Replies Krista with a laugh--it's not funny!--,"Sure." "Ooooh, can I come?" interrupts the annoying sevie at the bus stop. "No." Eyebrow twitch. "You have to know what G Gundam is." "But I love anime!" "But you don't love G Gundam." "So?" "Can you even spell it?" "Um...." "That's what I thought." The official G Gundam funeral will be held as soon as Karen-nee and I figure out a date. ^^; But really, it is dead. The fandom, I mean. Smuttered to smithereens! *cries* That was just for my own warped random amusement. XD ---------- Home alone right now because Mom and Dad are at some pro-Israeli thing until 9 tonight! *evil laughter* Now, if only someone was online... *sigh* Well, at least I can raid the 'fridge. MUWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! ....so not healthy for me. >>; I've been on Remicad for a little less than a year now, I just realized, and so it should stop working really soon. That's always what happens with my pills. Give them half a year to a year, and then suddenly my body becomes immune to them and weeee, I need a brand new medication. -_- Why can't I be immune to colds? Or silence at lunch? Or something useful? ///...silence at lunch..../// Well, um, what is there to say about that one? Krista: *silence* Marie: *silence* Me: *silence* And so on and so forth. -_-;; My social life bores even me. Sigheth. I bet Aiby-chan is grounded from both the 'Net and the phone. *laughs* Her parents must really not like me. Well, then again, I could see why. Quoth the Aiby-chan to her parents, "Hey, Mom, Dad, I'm desperately in love with a 13-year-old girl who lives on the other side of America--California to be exact--and her name is Danielle and she's my girlfriend!" Oh, yeah, hm, wonder why they don't like me. Go figure that 'un. *bangs head on wall* Sometimes I think I'm so useless and stupid and pointless I should just evaporate! If I shut up for one day, no one would notice. ^_^ Yes, and, strangely enough, I'm rather happy about that. I have discovered my inner worth. NONEXISTANT. ---------- My work here is done. ^^ *wipes hands* post comment

Three Tests: One Day [30 Jan 2004|06:48pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | The Rage Beat--[Gravitation] ] How I'm still alive I don't know, but I am. XP Three tests at school today. It was evil. Algebra test was okay, I guess. Got to skip one problem in each column! Yay! Like I want to do standard form more than I have to. -_- And I skipped the one about gas in terms of pints and pennies. Dimensional analysis can go rot in a sewer. And to think I told the Sage Interview interviewer that I'm considering being a math teacher?!?! What was I thinking? Oh, right, I probably wasn't. ^^; Oh Aiby-chan, oh Aiby-chan, where art thou, Aiby-chan? And then I had a lovely VEP test, which I pray I did not fail. What does obsequious mean, anywho? And why will I use it in the future? You know, "naive" is the only word in the Engish dictionary with two dots over the "i". And the two-dot symbol is actually German, but it is never used over an "i" in German. Strange, ne? Social Studies test was okay, but my hand was dead afterwards. >>; I think maybe my answers to the short answer questions were a bit too long. Maybe Mrs. Van Dam will only read some of it and just give me an 'A' because she doesn't feel like reading half a page about the effects of nationalism on America. That essay pissed me off. *steam comes out of ears* But I was taking the test in the midst of Mrs. Poole's class doing some writing promt things, and half of the class was in the middle room, so I was trying to think about what the Rush-Baggot Agreement was about, and someone was reciting a poem they wrote in the last ten minutes. Not top qualitiy poetry, and I wanted to grab the paper out of that kid's hands and scribble on it like crazy in red marker. Gee, talk about possitive input. Speaking of which, how did Mr. Bowman think of something positive to say about that poem, anyhow? Ahem, yes... Not the best test-taking enviornment for an editing-crazy otaku. Homework isn't too bad this weekend. Have to put another binder together for Health, math homework (I pray it's easy, she can't give us stuff about Chapter 6 yet, we just started), and biography project which I must do even if it kills me. I found out what "shag" means! *evil laughter* So that's where that Austin Powers title comes from.... There was a picture of Dr. Evil on the VEP test. That sort of scared me. *shudders* @.@ post comment

Calculatrice [28 Jan 2004|08:58pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Welcome to my Romance--[Gravitation] ] Sage Hill interview tomorrow. I'll write how it goes. Both The Apprentice and The West Wing are re-runs tonight. x.x *sighs* It was actually quite amusing, last week, the preview they showed--"Stay tuned for scenes from our next episode"--actually showed a preview for the episode that was just shown. How endlessly amusing. I laughed, at least. ^^; And...what else. Gave Mrs. Embree a calculator Dad got for free at Office Depot while buying this year's Tax Cut. No wonder the government is so rich. They get all that money from making people buy a new Tax Cut thing every year. $_$ "Oooh, meters. This will definitely confuse them." XD Should be getting to sleep. Need to look nice and proper tomorrow. Nyah, nee-chan and Aiby-chan are online. Never mind. ^^ post comment

The Mother from Hell [27 Jan 2004|08:45pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | My mother screaming and the music ] Well, Mom's having a blast screeching her head off at me. Xx; Not that that's new or anything. This time it's about how I don't like trying on clothes and such. A rather old topic. Her newest one, if I remember correctly, was sending me to a boarding school in Washington with "nice, Jewish girls". *laughs insanely* God, that really cracks me up. Nice Jewish girls. Ha. Please. I'm feeling better than I was yesterday, especially since Marie and Karen wrote such nice things. ^^ Marie is amazingly nice, despite the fact that she won't believe it herself. And Karebear is her usual wonderful self. You really brightened my day. *glomps to all* RP-ing with K, discussing the wonders of mystery novles with Karebear, and just chatting with Aiby-chan. :) I just have random spurts of depression sometimes. I don't know why. Everything catches up with me, I guess, and it has to come out. I don't know how else. So...there it went. Aiby-chan and I are discussing what she's going to cook for dinner every night, being a vegetarian and all. XDDDDDDD 1 comment|post comment

Emotional [26 Jan 2004|09:07pm] [ mood | unimportant and depressed ] [ music | No Style--[Gravitation] ] Nothing to say, really. School was fine. Mrs. Molway left class five minutes early. Still have to start my biography, and study Japanese adjectives, and mail Casey's present. No one really cares about me, I've figured. I'm either taken for granted, or unappriciated. I'm a wonderful tutor and can tell you how many onzes are in a pound, and how to say, "I like cheese sandwhiches" in French. I can print out 200 copies of flyers for Baja Fresh, and listen sympathetically as people rant to me. I've always been a good listener. Few people ever listen to me. Remember, I'm the nice little fat shallow girl who's always smiling and willing to help. But I'm never appriciated. I wonder what would happen if one day I stopped being nice and was just suddenly mean like everyone else. I doubt anyone would notice. I doubt anyone would care. ....and people would say, 'Why'd she do it? She always seemed like such a happy girl....' 2 comments|post comment

Tokyo Godfathers [25 Jan 2004|08:50pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Shining Collection--[Gravitation] ] I saw Tokyo Godfathers today with Alya. It was amazing. Even Alya hogging all the M&Ms couldn't ruin it for me. (We only had enough money for one tube of minis, because my dad wouldn't give me any money. ^^;) But it was terrific. I highly recommend it to everyone. I can't wait until it comes out on DVD and I can buy my own copy! *evil laughter* "Miss Hana" was awesome. A homeless transvestite. *is happy* I can see the shounen-ai. Really. It's there, shining in neon letters above his head--and pointing to Gin. XD Did my Health project today. Phew, I'm glad that's done. But I STILL HAVEN'T STARTED ON MY BIOGRAPHY. Watched the food channel a lot, too, while working on the Health project. All I could think about while watching it was how when I get older I'm gonna be cooking food for Aiby-chan. It made me get all giddy. ^^ She also told me today that she is going to move to Irvine. @_@ Lovely, wonderful, insane Aiby-chan. I can't believe she'd actually do that. I told my parents, and they said she was probably just joking, but I'm almost positive she's serious about it. Which sort of scares me. I don't want her to waste her life for me. I'm not even in high school yet... *feels small* If only I were older... And I leave you with these wise words of wisdom, as I must go to sleep. ^^; Pika pika na no da! post comment

I Dub Myself the Ugliest Person on Earth [24 Jan 2004|08:09pm] [ mood | pretty happy ] [ music | Station to Station--[Initial D] ] Friday I got a haircut. Krista says it's nice, so does Marie, but I don't believe it. I look like some chubby four-year-old again. Not my cup o' tea. Japanese class this morning went well. ^_^ The ride was, of course, really boring and silent, because god forbid Krista, Marie, and I actually talk to each other. It would be a miracle. But Japanese class was fun. We learned adjectives! I can describe things!! *evil laughter* Aiby-chan wa kawaii. Next week we have a test on Hirigana and Katakana, and introducing ourselves. I will remember to study adjectives! I will! It was also Mitsuro's birthday today, so all us ol' JA1A-ers went over to the classroom and wished him a happy birthday. :DD That was fun. We were running back and forth between the classrooms chaotically. xD Hahaha! Did all my Sage Hill applications/essay today. Dad said my essay was good, but I think it sucks. And then I had to re-write it on a seperate sheet of paper. That was completely mindless work that took about an hour and a half. I did it at Starbucks while my dad drank "koohii" and silently laughed at my torment. Or maybe that was just my imagination. Nee-chan needs help with her Dai-Guard fandom. What type of insane person sets out to create a fandom single-handedly? Insane nee-chan. She's awesome. ^^ Chatting with Aiby-chan. *giggles* She says I have to send her a picture of me with my new haircut. Xx; Death to meh. I am the ugliest being alive. I don't deserve Aiby-chan. She's way better than I am. But I'm glad I have her, anyway. What she sees in me, I'll never know. *sighs dreamily* 1 comment|post comment

Rights [22 Jan 2004|08:34pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Wild Wind--[Yu Yu Hakusho] ] Sage Hill applications. What social issue intresets you most? Mom won't let me do it on gay rights! *fumes* I am so mad. Gay rights is an important social issue, and Bush even addressed it in his State of the Union speech. And Dad said she wasn't homophobic. Yeah, right. Sure. Uh-huh. Why do I somehow doubt that? I am going to write about homosexual rights. It disgusts me how my mom doesn't want to. It's completely disgusting. Gays are just like everyone else. Just like everyone else. Read was very Beatles-ish today. xD ...Completely normal, damn it! post comment

Done w/Homework by 4:00. Doesn't that Tell You Something? [22 Jan 2004|04:10pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Guienever--[Camolot] ] Random mysterious person commented on my last entry. *is happy* It was a very nice little poem thing, made me feel happy inside. I have this strange suspicion it was Aiby-chan, don't know why. Or maybe 'Rie. ...K? *is confuzzled* Aiby-chan's parents decided to put a limit on how much time she could spend on the Internet every day. 0.0 And she's not allowed to use the phone, either! I swear, her parents really don't like me. >>; Her mom seems nice enough on the phone, but even Aiby-chan said her dad was homophobic. *laughs* And, being the wonderful person she is, she even told her parents about us. I felt so pathetic and inferior when she said she told her parents. I can't tell mine. They would kill me. X.X;;;; Bush only supports straight marriages (?) Damn it, now I can only be 90% Republican. XD Actually, more like 50%. I think it's an important issue. Must read Ellen because she's lesbian. And the voice of Dory. xP From Finding Nemo. "I will name you Squishy and you will be mine!" ...not sure if Ana should patent that saying, or the producers. I had a really nice dream last night where people weren't afraid of homosexuals. And today, I wondered whether people would still be my friend if they knew I had a girlfriend. Even if they didn't, I wouldn't give up Aiby-chan for the world. She's the best thing that ever happened to me. And I really don't deserve her. >>; Must get Tory to talk to 'Rie. I'm afraid what might happen if she doesn't. *sighs* Krista: Trigun. Marie: Evanescence. Alya: ....? Never will Alya get her hands on Trigun. It was a present, someone spent that money on me, and there is no way in hell I am going to let Alya defile that beautiful thing by burning it for free. If I do let her borrow it, I should at least charge her $36.99. That's how much it cost. NEVER. ...I have a warped sense of revenge. -_- MUST. FILL. OUT. SAGE. HILL. APPLICATIONS. Health test today. It was so easy, it was sad. And Mrs. Mulway won't even grade it. Hahahahahahahaha. Automatic 'A'. Sort of sad, really.... *cries* Few good teachers these days. It's a curse. Maybe I should be one. K thinks I could start a tutoring service, for all that I go around helping people in Algebra. >>; Why is Mrs. Freeman never in when I need her to be in? *sighs* She's been out all week so far. And I need to tell her about Baja Fresh! *grumblegrumblemutter* Read looks like a reincarnated form of one of the Beatles. It's really funny. XDDDDDDD; v.v God, I can so see him as Ringo. >P post comment

Late Start Day [21 Jan 2004|09:21am] [ mood | busy ] [ music | Going Under--[Evanescence] ] School starts at 10:30 today. *grins* I'd prefer for it to start at the usual 8:30 and we get out early, but most people like sleeping in rather than getting out early. Either way, it's happy. Aiby-chan 'twas not on last night, so I'm figuring she got grounded again. Maybe I'll call her today if I finish my homework at a decent hour. @.@ Wanna write. Don't know what to write. Will write anyway. Things To Do Today ~ Algebra homework ~ Study for Health test (yeah, right) ~ Research five French Rebulics (due in late Feb.) ~ BIOGRAPHY PROJECT (MUST START) ~ Get O! Pioneers by the 2nd. ~ Sage Hill applications ~ Outline Sage Hill essay (MUST DO) ~ Print out Baja Fresh flyer (CRP--Mrs. Freeman will kill me) ~ Get Japanese handout for JA1B ~ Give 'Rie my Evanescence CD ~ Get Trigun back to give to Krista ~ BUY 'RIE A BIRTHDAY PRESENT ~ Valentine's Day gift for Aiby-chan (!!) ~ Stop being addicted to the Internet ~ Finish Yusuke/Hiei RP with Krista ~ READ ~ WRITE x.x Why do I come up with so many things for me to do? 1 comment|post comment

"Men Should Be Like Kleenex" [19 Jan 2004|07:37pm] [ mood | slightly hyper ] [ music | Nothing--[A Chorus Line] ] Went to Heather's house today, where we discussed the pros and cons of Sage Hill. So far, it all seems pros. >.< Which reminds me, I need to get to writing that application... I have to list all the awards I've gotten. Oh, yay. Like...about five. Heather has a whole page of awards. Feel my infiority. Also saw Alya, who was, as usual, boring. *snores* We watched some Yu Yu Hakusho which got me into a Kurama/Hiei mood. *drools* Must...have...shounen...ai.... Ahem, yes, anyway... *straightens* Marie told me she didn't like Trigun. *pouts* I thought it was awesome, because it is so obvious there would be a disaster afterwards. Vash brought Knives back with him, and that's where it ended. Oh, c'mon, can't you see the disasters? First off, Knives is still unwilling to accept Vash's way of thinking. Secondly, Vash and Knives make an awesome couple. LOVEHATESHIPPING. So I loved it. *sighs* Oh well. Guess I can't make everyone a fan. Next K wants to borrow it. v.v Will my DVDs ever be mine? And she has also been bugging me for the latest YYH DVD. Alya finally gave it back to me, so I'll give it to Krista tomorrow. I don't think I have a single DVD that at least one person has not borrowed. No, wait. Voices From a Distant Star. That one no one has borrowed. It has special meaning to me. Aiby-chan told me to watch it, and I love it. [[I am here.]] *sighs dreamily* Stuff/Homework To Do Tomorrow: ~ Math homework ~ Humanities homework (VEP) ~ Health homework (if any) ~ Japanese homework ~ Sage Hill applications ~ Wake up at five ~ Start Sage Hill essay Xx; ~ Biography project ~ Write The quote in the subject box. Mrs. White's all-knowing words from Clue. The full quote is: Men should be like Kleenex. Soft, strong, and disposable. Aiby-chan is the bestest, most wonderful person in the world! *glomps Aiby-chan* I love her so much!!! <-- Random sidenote. ^^; Men are like Kleenex... *pokes father* post comment

Nihongo no Kurasu [17 Jan 2004|09:23pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | A Thousand Miles-- [Vanessa Carlton] ] Had to go to Baja Fresh on Friday for CRP. The people there gave me a free soda. I officially declare them shibby. And they even spoke English! *gasp* So, that was all hunky-dorey. I just hope Mrs. Freeman doesn't yell at me because I set the thing up for a bad day. Thursday, February 5th. I'm afraid I'm going to have to have Mexican food for dinner that night. o.o Horror! Today Japanese started up again. Took both 'Rie and K to JA1A, too. So now they can suffer as I have suffered! *evil laughter* Just kidding. :P They signed up, so Dad agreed to take us all. Silence followed us faithfully the entire trip. It's so good to be back learning stuff on weekends! No sarcasm intended. Japanese is awesome! Both Katie and Yu are there, too, which makes me less of a social outcast. Glory! Today, all we really did was go over Hirigana and Katakana and introduce ourselves to a group of people. "Hajimemashite. Danieru desu. Juu-san-sai desu. Shoushin wa Amerika no Karuborunia no Abaan desu. Gakusei desu. Hachi-nensei desu. Yon-gatsu umare desu. Denwa bangou wa kyuu-yon-kyuu no hachi-go-yon no roku-go-roku-san desu. Tabemono wa ramen ga suki desu. Eeto...anime ga suki desu! Jaa, doozo yoroshiku onegai shimasu." Quoth the me. The other people in my group barely had any idea what they were saying, it was so funny. XD Yeah, I am out of practice myself, but at least I knew what was going on. Oh well. Hopefully people will remember stuff as we go along. We got dismissed an hour early, and Katie, Yu, and I stalked the JA1A classroom until that class was dismissed. Then we went in to say hi to Izumi-sensei and Mitsuro, who somehow is still surviving there. Poor guy, always being picked on. I hope he doesn't mind that much. Oh well. It's always amusing: learning how to invite people out to do something. Example 1 Izumi-sensei: *in Japanese* Will you take a shower with me? Mitsuro: *in Japanese* O.O That's sexual harrasment, Izumi-sensei. Example 2 Izumi-sensei: *in Japanese* Will you go out on a date with me? Mitsuro: *in Japanese* Yes! Izumi-sensei: *in English* He said yes. v.v; Rules for the proper usage of "shiny" and the proper usage of "shibby"/"ultrashibby": Shiny is to be used to describe everyone and everything except human beings. To describe a human, one must use either "shibby" or "ultrashibby". Japanese is shiny. Aiby-chan and 'Lies-chan are ultrashibby. ...did 'Lies-chan get her Xmas present yet? Oi vey, I hope so! *worries* post comment

Dreams [16 Jan 2004|06:55am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Bird-- [Gravitation] ] Got up at 6:00 to talk to Aiby-chan, but she's not on. ;_; She probably just overslept. ^^; But I sure had lovely dreams about her. I was in college and we were living together, and every morning I got to wake up to her smiling face. And then after we just cuddled, I told her how much I love her, and she seemed to understand. Anyway, it was cute. *floats* I need to get ready for school. Two tests today. Math quiz and VEP test. I pray the power of the bishounen will be with me. post comment

The I.V. Goes Pokedy! [15 Jan 2004|07:43pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | Serenaado-- [Fruits Basket] ] Yesterday ended up like a happy day. ^__^ Marie and I decided--rather randomly--but happily nontheless, to stop trying to make each other's lives miserable and just be friends. I'm so relieved, though. Maybe we can actually have a decent conversation at lunch! *gasp* Oh my, now that would be a miracle if there ever was one. ;) Got Marie the 3rd Furba DVD because no one, god damnit, has the first or second! I hope she doesn't get mad at me... I'll wrap it in a brown paper bag, just like she wanted. ^^ ...I have such a warped sense of humour. The street sign finally actually got a street sign. Amazing. In our lifetime, the street has been officially named. It's a miracle, I say, a miracle. There was actually a street sign! Sorry. It's just this little joke my dad and I have had going for years. I'll miss it. T_T Today I had a Remicade infusion. It went faster than usual, I was out of UCLA by 3:30 instead of the usual 4:30, which was shiny. I didn't finish my Tolkien book, but I did do my Humanities and Algebra homework in the car on the way back. Thank god I finished my "I" Messages up on Tuesday, because otherwise I would be dead right now, doing them. X.X When you do ________ I feel _________. What irritated me, though, was that we were only allowed to do "I" Messages dealing with conflict. So basically Mrs. Moluway is teaching us to deal with conflict, but not how to express our emotions when we are happy, which is my problem. >.< I have no trouble expressing my emotions when I'm mad. It's just when I'm happy...I can tell Aiby-chan I love her, but it get's so repetitive and sounds so cliche after a while. But I don't know what else to do. If I try to be really serious, she will probably just make a joke about it. ^_^; I mean, sometimes, it's good to laugh at everything, but every once in a while, you need to step back, take a look at the world, and cry. But I found the perfect song for Aiby-chan on the drive back. I just popped my ancient 3 Doors Down CD into the CD player and there it was. Waiting for me all this time. What took me so damn long to listen to that CD again? *is mad at self* Ah, well, I'm glad I eventually did. Now I must go make a fool of myself and tell Aiby-chan. ^___________^ I love her so much. God I love her... post comment

Doubts [14 Jan 2004|07:50pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | The Sound of Silence ] Marie hates me. It's not a new fact. I just wanted the world to know. ^__^ Okay, maybe she doesn't hate me, but she sure as hell doesn't like me. Just when I was learning to like her... *sighs* Marie also seems to think that her life is five thousand times more difficult than everyone else's. In some aspects, I admit, it is, but in other's, it isn't worse or harder. "I'm jealous of all the people who are happily in love...even Danielle and... Aiby, I think it is. They can go on so freely about how they love each other..." *raises eyebrow quizically* I'm not sure I want to know what provoked that thought of hers, because it simply isn't true. Of course, I'm always happy around Aiby-chan, but sometimes these trecherous thoughts sneak into my head. What if we can't think of anything to say? What if she doesn't really love me? What if she moves somewhere and forgets about me? What if I forget about her? What if I find some boy in high school whom I like more? What if one day one of us realizes we aren't actually in love? Things like that. I should follow my own advice and just enjoy life as it comes, but it's harder than it seems. 0.o What am I talking about? Of course it's harder than it seems! It's...well, life. Oh, deepness. Sometimes I just amaze myself. >.< Ahem, anyway Mrs. Otto should die. "Cultural Universal". French government. How do I say something positive about the French government? Ah, well, I'll figure it out. I hope. >.< Mrs. Otto needs to be fired. It would knock some sense into her head. Remicade infusion tomorrow. 1 hour of sitting in a car, 5 hours of sitting with an IV in my arm, 2 hours of driving back home. Lots of time to read up on Tolkien. Yay. ^__^ Take that, you evil book report! Hya! ....or something. :) 1 comment|post comment

Sage Hill School [11 Jan 2004|07:51pm] [ mood | irritated ] [ music | Eye to Eye--[Kuwabara, Kurama, and Hiei: 3-some] ] Today my father dragged me to the Sage Hill School open house, where I got to see all the shiny things and all the shibby people in all their ultra glory. At first, actually, I was sure I didn't want to go to Sage Hill, because Krista wouldn't be there and that would suck. I think my first mistake was paying attention to the people who were talking. My second was finding out that there are virtually no 5-paragraph essays assigned. The third is my love for learning. God, Mrs. Embree was right. I am a nerd. 0.o One who likes to learn, too. How much geeky-er can I get? Anyway, for some unknown reason, I decided I want to go to Sage. It actually sounds like a good school. The teachers seem way better than at Uni. And I quote: Timmy: What's the difference between Geometry and Honours Geometry? Mrs. Embree: The coach who teaches it. If P.E. coaches teach math, civilization really is coming to an end. T_T So, ahem, anyway... The English teacher is supposed to be fantastic, and my uncle used to be his dentist before he moved to CA. So that's an added plus. The books 9th graders read seem to be actually intellectual--God forbid. The only thing I laughed at was that in 10th grade you get to read Things Fall Apart which is both evil and politically correct. The main message of the book is as follows: Die, you evil European bastards who ruined the beautiful African society. My reply is as screamed: What "beautiful African society"? X.X History seems alright, and the dude said we get to write a lot in the History class, so hey, that floats my boat. Math, well, although neither Mrs. Embree nor Mrs. Hughes could ever be replaced, it seems to be alright. If the math teacher shows the problems on the TV set, he has to be good. Arts is always nice. Science seems perfectly hunkey-dorey, and definitely better than anything offered at Uni. Mrs. Embree: I know a science teacher down at Uni who was bragging about how she didn't give a single 'A' out last year. P.E. is, well...P.E., and nothing can be done about that. >.< Dance counts as both P.E. and an Art, so maybe I should sign up for it, despite how stupid I would look. <<; And now I must get teacher recommendations. I know Mrs. Embree would love to recommend me, especially since I have about a hundred questions to ask her tomorrow about the math homework. She will definitely be in a happy mood after that. And no, I am not being sarcastic. Mrs. Embree treasures my Algebraic stupidity. .....I hope. Mrs. Van Dam was out pregnant, so I don't know how she can really recommend me, but oh well. Beg, plead, and promise to buy her baby a present. *shrugs* In other news, I found out Aiby-chan has been grounded. But she called me, and we talked for two hours. ^________^ Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! It's awesome being able to hear her voice, but I think I get a little absent-minded when I talk to her, because it's just so awesome to actually hear her and know she is real and not just some figment of my imagination. But unless I put the phone down too soon, she never said she loved me. T_T But I said, "Ai shiteru" and I don't think I sounded completely like an idiot. Pray with me, Blurty. Pray for my immortal soul. Wait. Do I even have an immortal soul? Oh well. Pray for it anyway. I never fail to find someway to end these blurty entries on a depressing note, do I? Krista went out to see LotR: Return of the King again with Marie. Feel how loved I am, people. Just feel it. post comment

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