Puking My Words Onto the Keyboard. Or whatever Mr. G means.   
01:10am 21/09/2003
 
mood: sleepy
music: .....
i am pissed at my dad.. he's too friggen protective. he'll let me go to the movies unsupervised, but to the mall? nuuuu. cause it's bigger. x.x; well, must go before he catches me on the computer.
 
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heh.   
01:03am 21/09/2003
 
mood: bored
music: Bouncing Off the Walls - Sugarcult
Ian asked me out.. i said no. Bethany and k'ronn are going out, as well as julia and brian.

whoop-de-effin-hoo.

i am on the computer at 1 AM, again, cept i never slept in the first place. i think i'll go to bed after this, though.

btw, im single & lovin it. well, sorta. heh.
 
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Quiz.   
03:40am 16/09/2003
 
mood: depressed
 
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Yep.   
03:35am 16/09/2003
 
mood: depressed
It's 3 AM and i still can't sleep. Well, I suppose I will go and think about the good stuff in my life. In fact, here's a list off the top of my head.

-My Friends
-Music
-Chorus

That's all I can think of. Well, i'll be sitting in a corner of my room, brushing my hair.
 
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Survey. Hey, i'm bored.. -.-;   
01:35am 16/09/2003
 
mood: depressed
Read more... )
 
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Argh.   
01:09am 16/09/2003
 
mood: sad
music: the sound of my tears as they fall onto the keyboard.
I haven't written in a while, probably since so much is happening right now, and I haven't had the chance to. Rachel's party was great, even though the whole necklace thing, and I babysat Missy all Sunday.

Then, my heart got broken at about 5:15 PM.

No biggie. I cried, put quotes up on my wall, sang along to the song 'Dumb Girls', which only made me cry harder. Because I am that song. This is pretty much exactly what I felt, my favorite verse from the song now:

♥ He broke my heart today
I don't know what to say
I can't feel a thing at all
I did not see it comin'
Now you just a man that got away
I look at the ground
And give the sky the middle finger
Something inside said
"Here's a day you should remember
So mark it on a wall" ♥

that is exactly what I felt right then. And I did give the sky the middle finger.
no lyrics here today. exclusive details in my private journal. but you don't know the name of that one.

let's keep it that way.
 
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Today's Events   
05:07pm 10/09/2003
 
mood: pleased
music: Headstrong - Trapt
Erm..

Today, I wore a belly shirt to school, and was getting away with it, until lunch, when Mrs. Russo told me to go to guidence. And what shirt do I get to wear? Some fugly men's shirt that I swear was donated by Mrs. Rieger. So, after showing off my sexy new shirt, I wore Bethany's sweater. I think the teachers buy crap like that on purpose.

Then, later, in Spanish, Bethany got a detention for talking to Julia. Julia felt bad, and tried to get a detention. By the time she had one, near the end of class, I got one for not having my book cover. Eff Mrs Cowbell...
 
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Swing, Swing?   
05:04pm 10/09/2003
 
mood: loved
nah. this is the song that's been stuck in my head all day..



Stacy's Mom - Fountains of Wayne )
 
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Lyrics   
04:33pm 09/09/2003
 
mood: pissed off


All I Have - J.Lo & LL Cool J )

 
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Geeze..   
04:32pm 09/09/2003
 
mood: angry
music: Numb - Disturbed
God, I was so friggen pissed at Buka last night.. He said he wouldn't tell me who he likes, cause i'd "tell rachel", and then, later on the phone, Rachel told me she knew. Shit, that felt bad.

Other than that, not much is happening...

I still gotta tell Ian to stay the hell away from me, and get a few more people's sn..

But yea, i'm just gonna post some lyrics, then get off, since i'm not allowed online anyway.. xD
 
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Lyrics...   
06:40pm 08/09/2003
 
mood: satisfied
was gonna post some other beyonce lyric's but they can wait for another time.. this is my song of the day.



Baby Boy - Beyonce & Sean Paul )

 
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Today... --;   
09:34pm 07/09/2003
 
mood: sore
music: I'm Glad - J.Lo
So, yesterday, I went to a family picnic, and met some more family members. Do I remember them now? Nope, except for Gene, who had the blinking red sox hat. o___O scary.

So, today, at about 8 AM, rach called me and asked if I could come over, and if i could call buka and invite him too. Buka couldn't come, but by 11 AM, my fat ass was at rach's house, working with her and her mom in the construction wars. We played pool, and listened to the radio, and watched the ring, and then, we called buka outta boredom, and by about 12:30 it was decided that me and rach would ride bikes over to buka's house to hang out for a little while. Bad idea. It turns out that Landers Rd is farther than it seems.. --; We got lots, and had to keep asking for directions. But, eventually, we got there, and hung out. I found my favorite spots, in the Invader Zim chair in buka's room, and the swinging chair thingy. o__O;

So, once me and Rach had to go home, we missed a turn and had to go back, and i went and layed on her bed for a few minutes. We had some soda, and did each other's hair. xD, pigtails are cool. rach is doing a carpool thing with buka. --; i will sneak into her car if it'll save me from an hour long bus ride every afternoon.

and, my latest project is to clean my room. all-out clean, too. i went through my clothes today, and i have about 5 bags of old crap clothes for goodwill, and 3 bags of stuffed animals for the basement. and i'm not even done. xD

well, gotta go to bed now.. i'm tired.
 
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Lyrics of the Day   
06:23pm 07/09/2003
 
mood: thoughtful
music: Into You - Fabolous feat. Tamia
Since I like posting lyrics so much, I figure I might as well have some Lyrics of the Day too. Here's today's, the song title & artist will be listed under 'music', underneath my mood...



I can’t really explain it
I’m so into you now
I wanna be more than a friend to you now
When they ask, I mention my babygirl in the interviews now
And I don’t bring the problems from the 90s and the 2 thou
Theres no reason to have a friend or two now
Cuz the kids ready to tell you how he feel and a few vows
Maybe I speak in general now
But girl, imma do whatever just to keep a grin on u now
Where I roll, they wear bikinis in the winter too now
What you think about tan lines on the skin of you now?
Why wouldn’t I wanna spend a few thou
On fifth ave, shopping sprees and them dinners to chow
I aint concerned with other men with you now
As long as when I slide up in you, you growl
And any dude with you, he better be a king to you now
And I aint jealous, it’s the principle now
I’m so into you

I really like what you’ve done to me
I can’t really explain it
I’m so into you
I really like what you’ve done to me
I can’t really explain it
I’m so into you

Come on ma
It’s more than a flashing
I woulda traded it all in orderly fashion
My billa in Florida we crashing
Just off the shore so you can hear when the water be splashing
The Drop top 3 in the quota we dashing
Flawless diamonds in the water we flashing
The money we oughta be stashing
I make sure ever quarter be cashed in

I can’t really explain it
My friends be thinking I’m slipping
These girls be thinking I’m tripping
What kinda weed u be smoking
What typa drinks u be sipping
Sweet thing just to think of you dipping
Would have me with the blue so hard
You would think I was crimping
Now you relaxing in the Benz
Credit cards are no limits
So u don’t worry about maxing when u spends
But since u been asking about the friends
How’d u like it if both our names had Jackson on the ends

I really like what you’ve done to me
I can’t really explain it
I’m so into you
I really like what you’ve done to me
I can’t really explain it
I’m so into you

I don’t wanna trip, but the truth is
Girl the way you cook a steak
Remind me of them trips to Roofchris
U love my smile, no matter how chipped my tooth is
With you it aint because my whips is ruthless
So sit on chrome, dip the deuces
And you aint flattered by Canary’s and VS dip tay seuces
All the ballers look dumb when they press you
Five and sixes, you don’t let them kinda #’s impress you
Even though I was so unsuccessful
Being a player was becoming too stressful
But ever since, this superwoman has come to my rescue
My winter’s been wonderful, my summer’s been special
That’s why the same bar while the villa been painted
Just so we can really get acquainted
The love is real, there’s no way you can feel like it’s tainted
But I can’t really explain it, yeah

I really like what you’ve done to me
I can’t really explain it
I’m so into you
I really like what you’ve done to me
I can’t really explain it
I’m so into you
I really like what you’ve done to me
I can’t really explain it
I’m so into you
I really like what you’ve done to me
I can’t really explain it
I’m so into you


 
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I love..   
12:21pm 07/09/2003
 
mood: predatory
music: Get Ur Freak On - Missy Elliot
pizza & bagles & cream cheese & money & pissing people off & attention & singing & my names & offering advice to my friends & my friends & fatso & my family & flirting & last but not least, chihuahuas.
 
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Blah   
10:58pm 06/09/2003
 
mood: depressed
music: Dumb Girls - Lucy Woodward
I feel like crap, and it's 11 PM..

why?



He broke my heart today
I don't know what to say
I can't feel a thing at all
I did not see it comin'
Now you just a man that got away
I look at the ground
And give the sky the middle finger
Something inside said
"Here's a day you should remember
So mark it on a wall"

 
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Quote for the Day   
02:16pm 06/09/2003
 
mood: lonely
music: The Young and the Hopeless - Good Charlotte
"Loving someone that doesn't love you back is like reaching for a star: You know you'll never make it, but you just have to keep trying.." -Unknown
 
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Dandyness.   
01:21pm 06/09/2003
 
mood: good
music: Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park
Well, yesterday, a whole bunch of stuff happened..

After me, Julia, and Rach sat with K'Ronn and his buddies, and they found out that Rach likes Matt, and Julia likes Shawn, they chose Brian for me. --; Well, so, next period, Matt asked Rach out, and she said yes, but now she's not sure if he's still going out with Vicky, and it's all messed up. So, of course, once Kaylin found out, she told the entire team. Bitch..

In other news, Maleri told me that Bethany wanted me to tell her who Bethany is crushing on, and I did. Of course, Maleri was lying, and then told a *few* other people. At least now I have a sense of who to trust..

After school, me and Missy and everyone went to the Red Sox vs Yankees game at Yankee Stadium. And the Red Sox kicked ass, 9-3. I begged my dad to buy me an inflateable bat, and when he did, these guys came up and had me whack one of them with the bat. So, of course, I did. And then, I was happy to find that at the McDonalds we stopped at, they had slushies.

lmao, that made my day.
 
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Quiz..   
01:16pm 06/09/2003
 
mood: bored
music: Survivor - Destiny's Child

What Do You Wear to Bed?


Yeah yeahi. xD

 
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Erm. Random Tidbits for 9/4/03   
06:20pm 04/09/2003
 
mood: amused
music: The Middle - Jimmy Eat World
The kind of people who annoy me are the kinds of people that type like this:

"lyk, OMG!!!1!!!!111! wuteva, 1m 2 gud 4 u!!!11@@!!1"

so, post a comment like that, and DIE. i expect that some of my friends will see this, so the entires that are private will be unviewable. so, nyah-nyah, deal.

erm, yep. shout-outs go to:

rachie, buka, kelly, k'ronn, matt, colton, bethany, megan, and everyone else. i love you guys more than an anorexic girl likes diets. xD, i'm so mean, but that's okay.

quote of the day:
"You know why guys get so pissed every few weeks? Man-PMS." -Me. lmao, i'm good.
 
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xD   
06:07pm 04/09/2003
 
mood: blah
music: I'd Do Anything -Simple Plan
My username kicks ass, and you know it. Whee.. i'm just oh-so-bored. o__O

guess i'll be uploading my icon.
 
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