Sirius Black's Blurty

Tea for two
But not the two you would expect. Well, it wasn't with Severus, he is at School of course, until Firday, perhaps longer if he decides to not come home this weekend... I don't want to think about that possibility.

But anyway, Remus came to see me, he brought tea and pastries, and some conversation. Things are strained now between us. More so than ever before. He is gone now, and I am tired. I don't do much of anything but lie in bed and get tended to by the elves.

God, I want to be on my own again. Not free of Severus, but well, mobile, healthy. Better. That seems like so little to ask, but so much to accomplish right now.

Why does it have to be so damned difficult for us? Haven't Severus and I suffered enough already? Can't we just live together, a couple of rich, happy bugger buddies and relax?

Apparently not.

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