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i havent updated in a long time so i start from uh... umm saterday.
ya so saterday:
the begining of the day was boring then me n caiti went to the turkey shoot. no we diddent shoot turkies but the little kids were going krazy. i had to do the darts and id take the darts down before i added up the score and id for get what they were. haha and id put them back up and add on my fingers. And then the old nerd guys would be like "hey kid its 3" and i be like oh ya ok. and i put it down on the card. then me n caiti switched tabels and i had balloons. all the little kids came over to us and this little girl was latched on to my leg and this boy dan wanted to throw the darts in his doughnut. haha it was great. then mi grandma took the dars for him. i was like way to rewin the fun grams but she laughed. and who knows where these kids parents are. i havent scene these kids in my life. haha. then we went home lol.
sunday:
we went to church and the to breakfasdt and then we drove 2 hours to mass to yankee candle. i swear i must have died in there. it was all the candles and i think i burnt out my nose from smelling them all. Ha and me n mi grandpa got lost. that place is huge and there were way too many people. And i dipped my own candles yay, there blue... boring blue. But it was fun any ways i got a candle that smelles like muffins... mmm muffins. i wanted to eat it but its for my mom. hehe . then we went out to dinner. and mi uncle went crazy. haha mi uncles madd fun... thats the truth.
Monday:
today... uh. wow nothing happend exept erica wasent is ss and then liz left b4 4th period and i was all alone. but mi italian project was koo. Erg i hate his kid matt. he we like wrighting anarchy signs on mi dest and i looked at him and went what fuck the are you doing. then he stoped but i hate that kid. with a pation. FOR HATE! ha but home is fun. stan and nick are making a couch out of soda cans im going to go help... bye
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hehe im home.....
fuck i hate swimming.
i think i broke mi sholder..
damn.
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[03 Nov 2003|11:26pm] |
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poo...
today was a bad day...
i feel bad for liz...
and bad for me....
we can feel bad together...
maybe we could just have a big sob fest...
yea that sounds fun.
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ive got to go to ny tomarrow
its gonna be horrable
i cant have fun
knowing im changing somthing i have no control over
its the worst feeling to know that my deciton is affecting other people and i cant take it. its not worth thinking this out in full... it means that im hurting other people because i cant make up my fucking mind. Its all on me... at the worst time. i need to deside but its too hard. its like im a fucking nazi...
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[01 Nov 2003|02:16pm] |
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shit...
liz is quiting synchro.... i dont want her to
i dont want her to give it up.
i dont want me to be the reason she quits ... i know that she wanted to do it b4 but tina thinks its cuz of me... and we had a trio a good one... and now i might quit
what the fuck is happening.
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[31 Oct 2003|11:57pm] |
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tonight made everything better...
concert and candy are a magical mixture....
Me n liz went trick or treating all up n down mi road dunbar lane part of bennem and gilbert... haha we got tricked grr damn the stupid little halloween lights i hate you!!!!!! lil we got madd candy and our new word kooo haha thats great ... oh man wait ahah and ur mom stuck her head out the window and screamed at those kids wile she was driving and blasting the aerosmith haha... good times good times... haha we got there and were bombarded with hugs and i finaly met matts brother and told him to tell matt that he should sneek out to the space cuz his mom wont let emmm but it was great we listend to this band plainside then preston (hell yea) then grover dill and me liz kaitlin tim n luke all sat on that couch and liz layed on top of all of us.. it was quite comfy ahah n liz squished tims balls hahaha that was madd funny. i diddent get home untill late but mi mom wasent mad at me cuz i was emotionaly unstable but you know being with all those people just made everything better just watching the kids rock out... it was fuckin awsome.
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aww shit....
everything if fucked up.... everything and i cant take it any more.....
im not on the swim team.... imm pretty fuckn depressed. and mi coach desides to tell me the day b4 halloween i diddent make it . the day before my favroite holladay she desides to tell me . so i think im quitting i cant take all this shit. Its not fuckn worth it. it not worth all this. The fuckn emotonal rollercoser. your up then your down. then your falling faster farther...
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[28 Oct 2003|03:22pm] |
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hehe im sick *cough cough*
i stayed home and did my english work all of it all i need is the analization chart or whatever and i got to talk to liz... HEY LIZ IF YOUR READING THIS TELL ME WHAT THE MATH ESSAY IS ABOUT OK? anyways i stayed home and watched maury and jerry springer< thats a really stupid show.> cuz its always the same like... Mi husband cheated on me with a transvestite or mi cousins are sleeping together. We need some new stuff jerry. we need new stuff soon. Anyways i was a zombie this morning. i slept untill 12 ok thats just sad but i feel alot better. i probly wont be as crabby tomarrow cuz i got more sleep. But im feelen better i just hung out today. Today was more of a mental health day than a sick day. I figured out alot of stuff. I kinda needed today just because. I diddent need to worry about anything but sleeping and drinking ginger ale yumm. It was just a really lazy innocent sleepy day. thanks whoever invented them... i owe you my life. truly.
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haha
ohh crqap i almost 4 got......
on thursday ,
me liz nisha n some other girls all sit at this tabvle for lunch right... so i got there early cuz i diddent want lunch so im sittn there waitn 4 liz to come. and who the hell comes to sit at our table jessica deugenio so me n nisha are like... you cant sit there thats liziz seat. shes like ills it where ever i wanto and ill move when she comes. so im like i dont even want you at this table go back to the other table of people who hate you. so im like MOVE shes like no so liz comes . me n her move to ericas table then when jessicas throwen out her stuff we doge and run through the cafe to get bac to our table. but she sits down anyways and it was in her friends seat (what a great friend) haha so i tell her move shes like no. and she calls me n nish dorks. i was like ok hahahahahahahaha and i got up in her face and laughed haha i was like im a dork then what the hell r u? haha she like you think you can walk all over me cuz your cooler than me well guess what ur not all that. i was like ur right i am gonna walk all over you cuz you started all diz shit and at least i actualy got somewhere to sit in english. ooooo haha it was great. and i swear i would have been like.... AT LEAST MI FRIENDS ARENT EATER RETERDED DEHF OR HAVE LAZY EYES!! haha ohh man that would have been great...
peas out.
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[25 Oct 2003|09:05pm] |
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te hehe,
i had the swim-a-thon today ahh i feel like crap but it wasent as bad as last year and i did more laps... funny huh? oh wait yall dont know what the swim-a-thon is do ya? well its this really stupid fund raiser for our team where you beg money out of you family to pledge per lap you do.... got it so far? .... TOO BAD! well anyways you swim for an hour straight and then you add up all ur laps. i did 144 so that should cover all of my stupid fundraising limmits or whatever. but tina;s pickn the teams this saterday.l Im not that freaked out. im pretty confodent cuz i want this really really bad. and i think if i make the team this year ill stay on the team next year. i meam what elce would i do? and...... if i go to nationals its in indianapolis or whatever and its right neer the rock n roll hall of fame so me n liz r gonna take a day trip and chillax there. I feel old. haha mi grandparents bought this new game its like dommanos only less boring haha and i want to play it right now. whats happening to me!! im getting old! noooooooooooooooooooooo!
me caiti n liz went to c scary movie 3 last night. that was great haha (the man on the chair hahah lmfao) and we saw little matt at the end haha they were going to mcdonalds with 45 dollaz but never went... oh ya MATT!!! i'm gonna beat u up on the bus 4 punchimg me. (hes goen down) must sleep and dream of dommanos.....
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[18 Oct 2003|08:58pm] |
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ohh i find everything fuking hallarious,
funny when stuff comes back to rip your heart out huh?
ohh man thats great but anyways this week was great especialy last night me liz n mish all went to the preston concert it was great it sux i had to leave after the second song but they were mi 2 favroites so it diddent suck haha. but all of us endes up smellen like axe cuz tim peer presured us into getting sprayed but it smelt really good haha and ian shaver n someother kid were maken chalk lines of themselves in "interestin positions haha liz probly has the pic any ways that was one of the best concerts ive been to in a wile haha im doing it all over again on halloween i cant wait.
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ha school wasboring but the ride home wasent!!!!
we were coming down the road from spencers house and we pass this yard and theres this old guy with this big animal i thought it was a lama so i screamed IT'S A LAMA! but when we got to the other side it was a really really really big doggie so that was funny and when we went by matts house him and his friend were somken a joint lol on the frount lawn so we tapped on the window and got a wave. and gia almost got suspended for punching some asshole for calling her goth haha go gia but she was in school so i dont know what happen there and we spray painted some wood and i think we accadentaly got high on the spray paint i was too cloce to it oh well
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yay we got the new computer mmmm brand new keyboards rule like a super elephant ahh i love it its all black and it prints things and i can actualy type woot im so happy and thank god no crap is happening nothing can rewin mi mood now wazavoooo!!
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i am the shit haha i did liz's too check it out its http://www.blurty.com/users/americanmade69/
haha this is fun nut i wont teach you how to do it because im evil ya so i got to go to the dentist yumm thats always fun not but im going a 2 and it will be super cool! haha
julia
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[13 Oct 2003|11:09am] |
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ahh look at the hottness of the journal u know u love it ahh so sexy but it takes a wile to load u know its worth it haha!
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My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
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very clever and creative, and would almost
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You would make sure no evidence of your
horrible murders would be left behind, and if
it is, no one would know it was you. You
sneaky, elusive person...authorities would have
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Ok , Ok so i got kinda board it never killed anyone.
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i had a scary ass dream last night. it was almost like rose red. Here goes the part i remember....>
We moved into this mideval house it was really and and there were no working lights justr candels. Me n mi mom moved all the stuff inside. it looked really crappy from outside and the kitchen looked like a log cabbin. I guess to cheere me up my mom imvited some of mi friends over it was caiti liz and i think kelly and erica maybe but when they came we decided to look around in it because i haddent come to find out i t was haunted. the houser was relitively small from the outside but the house was huge on the inside. we opend this door and went down this long mohogany hallway into a huge i mean huge ballroom. it was pitch black no windows just red carpeted stairs into a hallway with about 6 guest rooms. if we moved around we got cold just like somebody was posesing you from the inside it was really scary ( the thing is that the ballroom and hallway were in andother dream i had that me mi dad and stall all died in that same hallway but it was set bac in the 1700. with all the cloths and everything. me n stan were killed by our dad and he hung himself from the chandelere. That was andother scary one i dident sleep 4 2 days after that) and from the celeing there was my dad the same way he looked in the other dream hanging from the chandelere and me and stan standing side by side singing. obviously we all screamed and ran away i dont remember us ever sleeping just crying and screaming. when we finaly did fall asleep me n liz woke up to somebody screaming and everybody but us were dead. so we huddled in a corner under a blanket and prayed that id be morning soon but not before my dead dad took axes to our bodies and hacked us into pieces and stuffed the walls with our remains.... you can see y i couldent go bac to bed after that kinda tramatizing i woke up crying. That was scary really scary.
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Im not mad at erica
she diddent find that what collen was doing was funny unlike she told liz. she must not want to have all the blame on her. how horrable. she lied again. against one of her best friends. i dont feel sorry for her actualy i find it quite ammusing.oh well 2 more to go.
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< iv'e had enough >
U probly know alredy... i doubt you dont. Incace you dont here it goes...
I was on aim and i got a im from and they told me to have a look at Colleens journal so i did. U see that entry down there the one about not hating colleen ya that one she cut and pasted it into her journal thinking it would be "funny" obviously not. First of all thats just stupid. You just dont do that. Its not even commical at all. So obviously i got pissed. (Now im reminding you i diddent see the part about erica being oven untill yesterday). So i left a nice little comment regarding the sercemstances i thought maybe it was important i said somthing. But yesterday i noticed the "Ericas over" part. and not jumping to conclutions cuz i know she probly wouldent let that happen i asked her today. And she was over and she did know and she found it funny too so what am i supposto do now. I'm honestly questioning friendship here. Im not even kidding anymore. If she cant stick up 4 me when im not there whats the reason in staying good friends? or even friends. So liz got on there backs too im glad im not the only one that feels this way. And now she deleted it leaveing no evedance but a fake appology note how she feels horrable and guilty and like a monster. She diserveds it i have no remorse. I have no faith in her. She wont change. Its gonna b like this for ever and i hate her. I dont even want to talk about it. Her name makes me sick. Im tiard of all these lies and fake appologies its time we all grew up.
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