| "i'm never alone. i'm alone all the time..." |
[30 Jun 2003|05:11pm] |
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so i had this dream last night...
i don't remember how it started, but somehow i ended up in an auditorium where there were a bunch of cats were on the stage and the people in the audience were supposed to adopt them. in order to adopt them you had to fill out a form and then hand it in, and it was first-come-first-served. somehow i got distracted watching some other people talking, and a few minutes before the whole thing was supposed to end i remembered to fill out my form. so i looked up to see which cats were left, but instead of cats there were a bunch of kids on the stage. and these kids were child comedians. so i looked and for some reason i picked a shaggy haired boy in a black and white striped sweater, but when i got up to the desk the boy ended up being a girl in a dress. so i ended up adopting her. and in the car on the way home i had my music up loud, and she said "normal people don't listen to their music that loud." and my throat hurt so i couldn't respond.
and then i woke up.
that's fucking weird.
we just had a thunderstorm =) it was kind of sucky though. no really big BANGS or mega flashes of lightning. just rumblings and flickerings. and it didn't even rain that hard.
wah.
i felt the need to re-post my so-called "perfect guy" list. because it seems fitting right now...
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i want to be swept off my feet
i want someone who will listen to me no matter how trivial my words are
i want someone who will allow me to listen to them
i want someone who will appreciate me for who i am and not for who they want me to be
i want someone who will put up with my stubborn opinionated-ness
i want someone who is stubbornly opinionated
i want a straight-edge boy
i want a musician who will write me sappy songs
i want someone who won't pressure me into anything
i want someone who wants me so badly that they'll act foolish around me
i want someone who's not afraid to be traditional
i want someone who's not afraid to be unorthodox
i want my knight in shining armor
i want someone who knows how to have a great time
i want someone who i can mellow out with
i want someone who won't make me wait
i want someone to show me what it's like to be loved
i want to be held
i want to hold
i want someone who will make me a mixtape of all our favorite songs
i want someone who feels they can be completely honest with me
i want to feel protected
i want someone to love me
i want that someone to think about me all the time
i want someone i can fall asleep with
i want my prince charming
( grow old with you... )
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