So I was a good christian and went to church with my family today. After church I ran out to the mall and baught some shit at A&F. Well actually my mom got it for me.. but whatever. After that I had to work at 4. I love my job. Did I say that already? Ive been picking up a ton of hours and there are so many friends. Its too much :). Im actually having lunch with same tommorow at one and i just met her! haha. More finals tommorow. My three toughest topics.... Math, Francais & American History HONORS!. Ahh. Ill make it through. This summer is gunna be amazing. The Parma Heights Pool has been my life but I need to start making plans with friends. Me and taylor are going to the zoo monday. woot woot.
Ladies and Gentleman.. Ive gott a little storey to tell
[04 Jun 2005|08:11pm]
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Eisley- I wasnt Prepared
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WHoa.
Im so tired. I havnt been this tired in so long.
So last night the asian and drew came over randomly and we watched mean girls and played apples or whatever its called. hahaha it was so fucking funny. Me and nathan also enjoyed britney spears live from miami. Fun times. They left about midnight and I hit the hayy. This morning I woke up, and went to haye's house before my first day of work!! We walked up there (she seriously lives three blocks away.. so close) and got there about 10:30. I love my job. I really do. Its so fun and the people I work with make me do this :). I feel many new relationships boiling in this one. Im excited. I worked concession most of the night. I was scheduled untill 4 but brad asked if I could say and Im like.. sure... so I was there untill 9:30... 11:30-9:30... LOOOONNGGG DAY. Especially for my first day. But I dont care. Its all money in my pocket ya know.
I really wish I could make EVERYONE get on here. It would be so fun to have other journals to comment on and get comments from other journals.
Whatever.
Keep it real.
p.s. hope you love the nikki richie layout..i worked hard on it. thank you.
Why can't you just let me do The things I wanna do I just wanna be me I don't understand Why would you wanna bring me down I'm only having fun I'm gonna live my life but not the way you want me to
[I'm tired of rumors starting] [I'm sick of being followed] [I'm tired of people lying] [Saying what they want about me] [Why can't they back up off me] [Why can't they let me live] [I'm gonna do it my way] [Take this for just what it is]
Maybe I'd get some sleep.
[27 May 2005|04:28pm]
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Cry- Faith Hill
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HOLLLAAA.
So. School is over so soon. And I couldnt be more excited for this summer. We got our yearbooks yesterday and Im already out of room for signatures. Im gunna resort to like stappeling pages into my book.. I dunno. whatever. So this week is gunna be fun. Tonight I dunno whats gunna happen. Corey and kara could possibly stop over>? whho knows. Tommorow my mom is having everyone in the world over. Well not really like 10 of her closest friends and then we invited elya and rob and people from her work and I invited corey and kara.. so itll be fun..food is there either way. :) Sunday asian me and corey are going to rachels party all the way out in the falls. Hopefully we dont end up in Lodi like Danny, Katie and I did a few weekends ago. Aww.. i miss oasc. soo much fun. Then monday I have to do a project on Bill Clinton. How Lame. What the hell should I write about?... he slept with that intern ladie. Big deal.
Party with corey and his friends at Jeff's. they are fun.
ANywway. School is almost over. I honostly can't belive it. Only.. uhmm...10 days left. 10 Days left.. thats so insane. IT WAS JUST SEPTEMBER. This summer is gunna be fun. New Job, DENVER, FRIENDS, JEN GETS HER CAR!! haha. Hopefully something with cassidy.. i know into the woods but im really not needed anymore untill tech stuff comes around.. but i want to be needed.
So yesterday was a fantastic day at school. I think I forgot to write about how im VICE PRESIDENT of my class for next year (and Katie is PRESIDENT of her class.. well co president.. but thats another bullshit valley forge storie). So Yesterday Katie and I went out to the ville for showtime. I seriously would go to japan for those people. I loved their show .. it was called showtime and they did like a MILLION numbers... Corey, Kara, Lauren, Adam, Kelle, Less, Nathan, Laura, Jeff...... etc... etc.. it was really good. After we went to applebees but they could handle our party of 12 so we went to fridays and just got app's and then rolled out to jeffs. We fucking got pulled over again. And I got so scared... again. I dunno whats with katie and gettting pulled over but one cop went behind us and then another pulled to the side and just told katie to turn on her lights. Whoa. Did it scare me, for reasons i will not type on this public journal thing.
So today. I have like a million options but Im pretty sure me cassie and rachie are gunna hang out. Two of my good friends who i NEVER see anymore. But yeah. I Love Them.
So this weekend was very very fun. Today I went to church (cheers to me) and then taryn texted me wanting to go out to crocks and go to coach. She baught the hottest purse. I absolutely love taryn. We went into all the usual stores and then jetted out of crocker but OF COURSE we got lost going home. We took the wrong highway or exit or something.. I dunno. I hate the highway. After getting lost with katie and dani going to OASC and then again with taryn today.. i hate it. So life is good. School is comming to a VERY VERY slow close and yeah. We had a meeting for work and I think im gunna love my job.. just not the hours. Im on the schedule for 5 days a week but he is like only giving me about 5 hours a day... I want a fulltime job. So i told brad to automaticlly use me as a sub for anyone who doesnt want to work. ahha. Anyway. I cant wait for summer. It should be really really fun. I have my trip to denver with kelsey in july and a new job and amazing friends. I started talking with a shrink on monday. I went in with a negative attitude.. oviously im not crazy so why the hell was a being forced into therapy? It isnt actually as bad as I thought. They just like examined me and asked me a whole bunch of assesment questions and I took a personality test. It kind of helps you to figure out who you are and such. Like I used "easy going" as one of my describing words and Dr.LaFace laughed at me saying im the most on edge teenage male he has met in a long time... so I guess Im not so easy going. I dunno. I really dont know what i wanted to even say in this entry. But any update is better than no update. So comment. Please.
Im off to read for english, then go out to eat to ruby tuesdays with my mommy and brother. :) yum.
I'm under attack Again my dear I'm in the way Got no resolutions No clever anecdotes to say And still, if I yell At the top of my lungs Will it be the same? I'd fly you a flag I'd bury this pen Into my veins
I want to feel through you tonight But I won't make you, I won't make you
The telephone number I got from you Says nobody's home The best thing I can think to do right now Is leave it alone And you had an apology In your mailbox Since last July It's funny when you Find the words to say You find no reply
I want to feel through you tonight But I won't make you, I won't make you Scream my name, just one more time But I won't make you, I won't make you
And it's been hours now To be here like this And just to lay you down And just to taste your lips And just to keep me up God I'm so tired of sleeping And just to lay inside you And just to know this feeling
I want to feel through you tonight But I won't make you, I won't make you Scream my name just one more time But I won't make you, I won't make you
And tonight im going out to eat with the mother and then to corey and kara's show. Saturday Im shopping with cassie and then doing something with adam at night. Sunday im going to youth group with mosie and then partieng at her house with the cats.
So we are litteraly obsessed with gwen steffani thanks to katrina. Hahah. Hollaback is one of the most catchy songs i have EVER listened to. If you havnt heard this amazing song yet.. well.. your a loser. End of story. Anywho. I had an awsome day yesterday. I got my ass up on my day off and went downtown with andrea to her dads office and tower city for the day. It was reallly reallly fun. We got to act as interns for the day at the cleveland courthouse were her dad is really important magistrate. He has his own huge office with like a secretary and assistants .. its awsome. Then we went shopping at towercity and lunch at panera. it was nice. :) Then after I came home and katie called so after i attempted to tan her and I went for a drive and we ran into domonic,josh,jay & mike in the metroparks so they hopped into the Durango we piimp in and we all drove around singing stupid songs and then we went to katies. :) Tonight i dunno whats gunna happen. I have a feeling that adam is gunna end up ditching because he'll make other plans but frankly... i dont give a fuck because im going to the party with or without him. Even though im stupid if i do.
:) alrrright.
Keep it real.
why dont you holler at my comment bar... i wanna know how everyone is.
AROUND AROUND ARRRRROUNND. bandages on my legs and my arms from you
[05 Apr 2005|01:36pm]
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Bandages- HOT HOT Heat
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So lately shit has been peechy keen jelly bean.
I finally get to go to city hall for a meeting with personel on the 26 so pray for me. Also i wanna kno if diana is gunna need me this summer. I would love to teach again. Good times.
Life is a party. This saturday dani is having another amazing party. Damn it. So much fun. People do the dumbest things and Ive become way closer with people who I never thought.. would get "close" to me. Good times. For sure. I have like nothing else to say. My grades turned out good. So go me. And uhm.
Well. Thursday night proved to be one of the funnest nights of my life. I'm not going into details because its the internet..but i walked away from that party kinda of a different person and a whole lot closer to one of my best friends. :)
So im a little depressed. Basically my spring break is over as of tonight but actually its kinda cool. Kristen is comming to pick me up and we are gunna go down to gram's for the week. (kristen as in my cousin..) It is alot of fun down there and I miss my uncles and aunts and cousins and everyone but im gunna be down there untill next sunday. So bye bye to the rest of my break. I guess i just need to suck it up and anjoy my time with my family that I never see. We will have fun though...of course a trip to PA is in order for shopping and we can visit the psychic (yes my aunt is psychic and no she is not a phony) and drive the atv's and just chill. itll be hott.
I miss you guys. everyone.
when i get home back to school to make my grades amazing again.
I couldnt speak but to say how gorgous the two of us could be..
[12 Mar 2005|05:22pm]
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So Gorg- YOU WISH
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:)
So last night i was reunited with the theatre folk whom I have missed sooo freakin much. :) We went to see godspell at cassidy and it was a good time. Good show. Trinidad is awsome and so was her cast. After we ate at applebees then mand's came up and her and I left with like 20 chicken wings haha. We drove around for a few hours just driving and talking. I love getting to know the side to amanda that normal people wouldnt expect or EVER get the privilage of knowing. Tonight her and I may party it up after Im done babie sitting here. I still havnt showered and its 5:25.. haha. Im gunna go work on that. :)
The Starting Line concert tommorow night with rachie and mo and josie. :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
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