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[29 Feb 2004|03:03pm] |
ive got urges to call old friends and people i stopped talking to and people from before. i don't know why and i don't know if i should do it or not. im thinking not. im ean yeah some of the people and i have begun to talk again but that doesnt mean they'd like to hear from me. if they did wouldn't they try to talk to me as well?
i found THE prom dress. actually, i found it a while ago and felicia went to show me the dress she wants to get and its the exact same thing.
its so pretty. -siigh-
too bad i wont be going to prom. =\ im gonna be the loser with no date. if i dont have a date, im definately not going. i'll live though. whats a school year without prom.. well when you put it that way it sounds lame. someone go with me =(
im outtie. gotta work on my benito mussolini notes
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[29 Feb 2004|01:42pm] |
im sorry but im taking everyone who i dont know personally off of my friends list. i hardly update here anymore and i never comment so its not fair to you guys. you can keep me on your lists if you want but i wont be commenting anymore. bye
xoxo laur
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[28 Feb 2004|09:29pm] |
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im watching chicago. its a good movie. but watching movies alone sucks
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[28 Feb 2004|12:21pm] |
I got really bored and i redid my layout.
oh n something that's been bothering me. yesterday in graphics john had this country radio station on and i heard that damn song. i havent heard it in over a month & then the day after joe starts talking about all that stuff bam it plays. its just a realy freaky coincidence, right? lol
i made my appt for my hair for prom. =\ i dont even have a DATE yet. seems like everyone in the world already has their dress a date and a way to get there and a group to go with and hang out with at prom. all i have is a lousy hair appointment. i have a feeling, im gonna sit at home on prom night and be all upset with nothing to do, because yes ladies and gentlemen i am that lame...
-siigh-
always,
laur
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[27 Feb 2004|03:27pm] |
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school today was lame. i got really good grades in english tho so maybe my parents will BELIEVE me when i tell them i do good in school.
( day survey )
joe & i were talking last night for a while about prom. im not too sure about his idea. i'd have to think long and hard about that one. 'hmmm' someone IM me [eyesofgreenx] that's good w/ advice on diff topics cause i need some.
anyways. its friday and i wana get outta here this weekend. wana help me accomplish that goal? call me [609-847-6991] i wanna have a good time. maybe do a lil drinkin?? hm hopefully i can get something going on w/ summa the alley boys.
xoxo <3 laur
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[23 Feb 2004|10:06pm] |
yo. i hardly update this piece anymore. heh sorry. but my livejoural is my life now [sexybaby587] but the username will be changing soon. anyways
tonight was cool as hell. considering that last night was hell for me tonight was well needed. went to the alley and just had a ball. chilled & talked to alot of people. Brian was there & we're talkin again now. Mike looked @ me and was like "i just dont get you. you end badly and then a month later BAM ur friends again. this isnt even the first one cause look @ you and ryan, friends off an on" i go "ahh i cant kick people out of my life like that no matter what i do. its a downfall but some people shouldnt be shoved away. better friends than nothing i always say" he just shook his head. OH WELL. my choice :) lol Dave was being a jackass as always. still love him tho haha. uhm yeah i got a new nickname. puppet master its funny. its odd but funny...
uhm.. yeah so im off to update the more important live journal.
xoxo & all that jazz
Laurie Bear
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i want to be beautiful
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[07 Feb 2004|08:50am] |
well i have to get surgery on both my legs. i have an appt w/ the surgeon guy on the 17th so we can see whats gonna go down.
i dyed my hair =O its still blonde but now on the under layers and such there is copper/red/orange ish chunks and whatnot! its soo cute. my hairdresser did an amazing job even tho it was against her will.
bahh my right ear. third hole up. is infected. dsahkjha.!! it hurts like a motherfucker but i cant take out the earring cuz ill cry. haha im such a baby.
in other news. we placed 15th @ girls sectionals & i might have made all stars =P yess fuckers thats right =D
well its shower time cause i think im gonna hop the bus with the boys & go to sectionals <3 yay!
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[28 Jan 2004|09:48pm] |
mom & i went to the mall on sunday.
i got the raddest belt buckle ever.
[look below]
[look above]
*gasp* 'EXTREME HOTTNESS'
Jenn came ova today. we eh, cleaned my room? much more exciting if you had been here. it was quite funny watching her organize my closet from spaghetti straps to long sleeved shirts with everything between in its own little section. its HILARIOUS. but i never knew i owned 1/2 the shirts she was hanging up. i was like wtf is that!? haha.
hmm anyways. school tomorrow. . .? most likely but im praying for a big fat NO! haha
ttyl xoxo <3 laur
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[26 Jan 2004|12:12am] |
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me n my mom went to the hamilton mall. on the way there she was making the funniest jokes about something but i wont say what in here. i got the hottest belt buckle. its like a pweter star. & i got a dickes belt buckle w/ an eagle. THEY DIDNT HAVE JONS BELT BUCKLE IN YET. i was so mad. i pre-ordered the belt buckle im getting jon sacco for his bday like LAST SATURDAY and its STILL not @ the store yet. i am so mad. its hot as hell, i saw it online and wow. yeah he's gonna love it. if it ever fucking comes to the god damn store.
i really want tomorrow to be a snow day. <3 PLEASE SNOW MORE!!!! haha. im out 4 now.
[ http://www.livejournal.com/~sexybaby587 ]
^go therrre & add me
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[24 Jan 2004|06:59pm] |
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things have been quiet around here lately. no drama besides the normal fighting of me and my mother but that's just all par. noones been extremely sweet towards me and noones been extremely asshole-ish towards me either. i guess that's a good thing about the second part. no recent love interests for me either but that's probably a good thing because i need some time to myself. i should just erase that last sentance because i know that's not what's going to happen. hopefully for once i can change that though. i'd like to say i have more self control over myself than i do, but i don't.
this is ours
we made it with our everything
something real
as real as it could ever be
you gave me all of yourself
i gave you all of me
now set it free from yourself
for everyone to see
i'm not afraid to let it out
i'm gonna show you how i feel
i'm not afraid to let it out
who cares if you don't like it
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[18 Jan 2004|02:34am] |
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[15 Jan 2004|04:23pm] |
i stayed home today due to a pain in my hips that won't go away! i feel bad cause we had a match today Vs. Bishop Eustace and they're in conference. Petch paged me and said that Ms Tap is mad. well i cant help that there's something wrong with my hips.
im watching the jungle book 2. its kinda cute...kinda
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[13 Jan 2004|03:37pm] |
lets go back back to the begining back to when the earth the sun the stars all aligned cause perfect didnt feel so perfect trying to fit a square into a cricle was no life i defy let the rain fall down and wake my dreams let it wash away my sanity cause i wana feel the thunder i wanna scream let the rain fall down i'm coming clean
^--Hilary Duff // Come Clean
one day happy voices and smiles and the next day silence and harsh hateful looks and you're sad because you can't learn why out of any text books and noone lets into why it's happened and it's nothing a simple sixteen year old can just understand and you want the smiles and happy voices back but the knowledge of how to do this is something you lack and you sit and you wish with all of your might that somehow something you say or do can make it all right but everything you seem to do is wrong.
i just started writing & all that came out. -Shrug- i guess its how i felt a while ago but i dont think it qualifies for being how i feel now.
yesterday at bowling while we were all waiting for the other team to show up i remembered talking to ryan the night before and i remembered some stuff i wanted to tell him so i threw it all in a note and when the other team showed up i gave it to Lauren Zelley to give to him cause we bowled his school's team and she's friends with me & him. i hope she remembers to give it to him. =)
i thought about a lot of things, and a lot of people today and i've made a decision on my own that i'm very happy about. although from the looks of where things are headed some people may not think it's the best decision, but fuck them. if it's gonna make my life happier in the end, then screw everyone else. for once i need to make myself smile.
Love Ya'll xoxo Laur
p.s. ONE WEEK TILL LINKIN PARK HOOBASTANK POD AND STORY OF THE YEAR!! FUCK YESSS!!
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[08 Jan 2004|10:28am] |
im in pottery in the clean room and im looking up the colors for the stupid eagles symbol. lol yeah but i snuck on here and im updating this and my livejournal (sexybaby587).
Felicia, me n scott were talking about u in graphics and one weekend we're coming to visit you <3 yayyy!! i get to see my fee<3
okay. i gotta bounce on outta here
xoxo <3 lots
laur
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[07 Jan 2004|10:54pm] |
i hate how one day someone is mature and you feel you could talk to them for hours and then the next day they act like they are 5 and you just want to beat the fuck out of them. my away message had hilary duff lyrics in it & then it said "you move me" well mike goes "glad to hear someone moves you" and logs off 5 seconds later so i couldnt respond. it was so immature & not necessary at all. !@#@$# bah.
final thought: dont assume shit & get pissed @ me for it
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today was stupid. i didnt kno i had practice so i didnt bring my shit. dave took me home and then we went bak to the alley, got into a fight wit my mom. came home & here i am. yeah it sucks. i got it
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[04 Jan 2004|03:57pm] |
"I'm falling down. But i should find my strength in this: A light that burns to reconnect my heart for what it's meant to give." -Story Of The Year
im bored and i woke up late again today. im going to be dead tomorrow for school =\ poo.
last night jenn and i bowled next to these guys who we thought were pretty cute and we figured it was worth wasting some money to try to get something going on like maybe even a conversation. we think they must have been gay cuz they were more interested in the guys who were walking in than us. hahaha but we didnt have to pay for it so we wasted no money on a waste of our time.
today i will probably end up doing nothing cause yeah that is how i rock and roll.
btw. that friends only shiz is over. im only making certain entrues FO from now on.
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[31 Dec 2003|12:34am] |
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Dave: he's gonna leave the 1-2-4
Me: i'd love to see you call that
Dave: watch celona. he will. he's gonna do it
celona goes up and throws the shot. 1-2-4's still standing
Dave: I TOLD YOU ((starts dancing around w/ hands in the air))
Me: good call dave but...stop dancing; you'll scare the kids.
bowling tonight was fun. i didnt sing @ applebees oh well
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