never were the type for happy endings   never was my Juliet dying for your Montague   and this is the last time i'll lay myself out for love

my god, its been forever. [03 Dec 2005|10:01pm] okay. so.. today was a pretty good day for me actually.. which is suprising, because, the last two weeks have been pure HELL. i guess thats just my rapid cycling bipolar disorder hot damn. i love those results i got. so, lets see.. i'll try pick up where i left off... we'll see how well i do though. are you fucking serious? the last time i updated was after the parade? MY GOD. alright, so... that friday- me and kkq went to josh's to pick up ERE ... & well, that was an INTERESTING night. "whos smoking dope?" .... getting a whole shit load of food.. "are you planning on getting the munchies?" ... picnic on my bed/floor... whole thing of cheetos..... geeze, thats about all i can remember... that was SO long ago! haha. ...... i dont remember up until the next weekend. friday - i had to work? .. yes i had to work. saturday - .. you'll never guess.... WE WENT & PICKED UP CHASARAE god, that was exciting....... so yeh, then we went to giant and 5 below, and chas got hit on [go figure] .... and.. we came back to my house, then me, chas & ere ventured down valley road/cornhill/fisher ....... and that was exciting, so we went to see kristi at work......... haha, man. and so, he wanted to drive, so we were driving, and he WENT THE WRONG DIRECTION. oh geeze. so, yeh........ then we stopped at rutters and i drove home.. and ... then, we fucking talked about dumb shit, and watched dumb shows................... and i made him cds........ and then we got high again...... and he made me laugh. and .... i took pictures of him :)................ yeh. sunday chas went home.. his grandma said i can come up anytime i want :) i'm so cool. ... then kristis mom came and got me, and we went and got chelsea's gecko thing, and went to walmart ...... and stuff. . yep. i got some PRETTY FUCKING HORRIBLE news that night. i cried. fun? i wrote a letter .............................. i dont remember the week. MONDAY- he came home :) thank god. friday .. work. I HAD TO TAKE BREAK ALONE! my god :( saturday .. went to kristi's after she got off work......... FIRST SOBER WEEKEND ALL SCHOOL YEAR. damn. BUT WE HAD FUN. hahaha, damn. we're AMAZING. sunday - watched umm, idel hands.. and took pictures..................... we managed to loose both mine and her lipstuff that weekend. but we found them. .......... that was thanksgiving right? .... still dont remember during the week. thursday- went to my gpas and slept, and had dinner, and read. and wrote another letter. OH, i said that mr. wagner moved our seats, yeh, well.. me and julia traded. so it goes me ----- kristi megan - dayna yeh, we're amazing. friday- i really dont remember? ..... i think i worked, yeh i worked...... maybe this was the night i took a break alone? .......... YEH IT WAS. because. i was on 1 :( gross. saturday - i have no idea. sunday - WOO. okay, so........... ben was supposed to be picking me & kristi up some stuff........ so we went to ryans to see his puppy and he was gunna take us over........... WELL, ben didnt call.... but me and kristi christened ryans road by peeing outside haha.... great. and ..... ryan took us to the bank and we drove around.. waiting for ben to call...... bc he wouldnt answer his phone... so i said "fuck it" and ryan called his friend and got us some ERE ........ so we went to sams and got it. . then we had to go to rutters for him to get gas and eggs for his mom. so while we were waiting for him, me and kristi [well, mostly me] left ben a very WONDERFUL voicemail........... haha oh shit, was that FUNNY OR WHAT? ........................ then, we finally got ahold of him, and he yelled at me saying i was drunk, and i wasnt. i wasnt on ANYTHING. yet. :) ......... so then i was like "did you not hera the end when i said I LOVE YOU" and he goes "oh, okay" .. and everything was okay. so, me and kristi, had fun trying to hit my ceiling with our feet, and dancing around my room, and doing dumb stuff...... monday we wake and baked. as usual. and again before she went to work. haha shit. then i had to go in after she got off....... and that was boring. i dont remember work at all........ :( ummmmm. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . this weekend. i did nothing last night. went shopping. I SAW AMBER!!!!! i love her :) saturday. today. oh my! its saturday. damn. sats .... sucked. but THANK GOD FOR SUZIE!! we got lost going to the bathroom and getting a drink.... :) "i think that kid is a foreign exchange student...... or retarded" haha oh man. she decided that i am the best gotta love her! so yes. my dad and brother came and got me and kristi. we went to the diner to pick up my mom and lance. but. my mom wasnt done yet. and lance had called for another ride. DUSTIN. i talked to dustin. theyre gross boys. we ate. we took kristi home. i came home and slept. for a few hours. i have to be at work at 6 in the mother fucking morning tomorrow. i shall die. oh yeh, lucas. PRETTY SHADY SHIT IF YOU ASK ME BUD. i hate people that break promises then LIE about why theyre breaking them. he could of just said "dannielle, i'm sorry.. i wont have time because of thanksgiving with my family........ oh yeh and i'm ditching everything for this girl who has the same haircut as me because, college has made me like this" and you know what i could have done? OKAY FUCK YOU. but, no. he lied about it. that pisses me off. to no end. whatever. i'm done. i love.. crack attack ere nipple sandwhich family crunkaholics MY LITTLE SISTER <3 amber suzie josh michaelstephen NOT LUCAS RIGHT NOW! dont walk away.. YOURS MINE & OURS. I ALMOST FORGOT so, i was at work on thursday. and these guys come in. so i look over, and its ZB [zach brown] and some other kid. so i'm like.. hm, wonder who that is? .. so i'm filling cigarettes, and i hear that other boy start talking near my register, so i turn to see who it is and before it can even process in my mind he yells "D!!!!! and it was ZACHMAN :) [two totally different zachs] that was exciting...... so i'm talking to him and i was like "you look like youre high" and he laughs and i go "OH MY GOD! are you????" and he goes "...hahahaha,yeh" .. damn. so they baught like tasty cakes and soda. and mango phillies. and ZB was paying for it and iw as like "can i see your ID please" and he points to zachman and he goes to get it out and i was like "its okay, iknow hes 18".... haha, damn, i could get fired for that. ... even though he is 18, he would be "buying for minors" whatever. . so yeh, zachman was telling me about how he wrecked his car and stuff..... and he was like "i'm gunna be 18 in 6 months" and me and ZB look at each other and laugh and say "19?" and zachman goes "YEHHHH!!!!" and we all said how long it its until our birthdays and how old we'll be. exciting....... then they left, but it was awesome to see my zachman. WHO BY THE WAY SMOKES CAMELS NOW. ew. grossass. oh speaking of.......... ELEVEN DAYS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY :) the big 1-7. offically allowed to go see rated R movies alone. & go into excitement video without an adult. but still not allowed to buy anything. hahaha. :) someone take these dreams away.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KKQ. ME AND ERE AND G LOVE YOU. & M :) you'd follow suit

whatever. [17 Nov 2005|04:23pm] NAME FiVE GiRLS; 01. Kristi 02. Amanda 03. Tiff 04. Abby 05. Megan NAME FiVE BOYS; 06. Tyface 07. Josh 08. Chas 09. Cory 10. Dustin G/Dustin Q. i cheat, get over it. ANSWER THESE QUESTiONS USiNG THOSE PEOPLE; A. HAVE YOU GONE OUT WiTH #07? nope B. WOULD YOU CONSiDER #01 & #08 A "CUTE" COUPLE? omfg yes! C. ARE #03 & #09 "SOUL MATES"? they should be. YEH YOU HEARD ME TIFF. D. WOULD YOU EVER GO OUT WiTH #06? I have. but never again. haha E. HAS #10 EVER TRiED KiSSiNG YOU? haha yes, yes he has. Dustin G that is.. I just met Dustin Q yesterday, but he's on here for Abby. F. HAVE YOU EVER TRiED KiSSiNG #08? i have kissed him before. truth or dare BITCHES haha. never seriously though, that'd be weird. G. HAS #03 STAYED THE NiGHT AT YOUR HOUSE? yup H. WHO iS #04 iN LOVE WiTH? DUSTIN Q :) i. DO YOU KNOW ANY SECRETS ABOUT #02? tons of them. J. WOULD #01 HAVE YOUR BACK NO MATTER WHAT? fucking right she would. K. HAS #04 & #10 MADE OUT? no, but i'm sure 4 would like to make out with D.Q :) L. HAVE YOU EVER DREAMED ABOUT #02? uh yeh. M. HAS #04 & #05 GOTTEN iNTO AN ARGUMENT? theyve never met N. HAVE YOU GOTTEN iNTO A FiGHT WiTH #02? tons of them haha O. HAS #06 & #09 GOTTEN iNTO A FiGHT OVER YOU? no... P. HAVE YOU EVER CONSiDERED #10 AS A CRUSH? D.G, yep. D.Q.. no. Q. HAVE YOU EVER SEEN #01 NAKED? haha sure have! R. DOES #03 & #07 GET ALONG? they dont know each other. S. DO YOU KNOW EVERYTHiNG ABOUT #10? no T. WOULD YOU EVER KiSS #07? haha oh yeh. U. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A SLEEPOVER WiTH #05? yeh V. DOES #07 TELL YOU THAT HE LOVES YOU? no lol. but ive got that espnshitfuca; so, i know he does! haha BACKWARDS HUGGERS FO LYFE G. W. HOW CLOSE WOULD YOU SAY YOU & #07 WERE? um, kinda close. i can tell him anything and he wont judge me. he always listens to me bitch. and he can make me smile no matter what. its vice versa as well. X. WHO iS #03 iN LOVE WiTH? A DIRTY DIRTY BOY. Y. WHO iS #08 iN LOVE WiTH? um, i have no idea. probably noone. his little pimp ass is too good for that ;) Z. WOULD #03 & #08 MAKE A "PERFECT" COUPLE? no way. but 1 and 8 would :) alright, i know.. ima beat ass. Josh came home monday :) i might get to see him tonight. if mr.popularpants is home like he said he would be. his ass better. because i didnt get to yesterday. last week was the first week since homecoming i didnt see him. but last week sucked. yours mine & ours. allens tonight. but its not like normal. we're not eating. i dont think? we just need an excuse to be in lewisberry longer than we actually need to be. well, me atleast. i'm taking kristi to work :) alright, i'll shut up. OH WAIT. MR. WAGNER PUT KRISTI MEGAN AND DAYNA ALL TOGETHER AND STUCK ME FAR AWAY FROM THEM, AND THE ONLY PERSON I HAVE TO TALK TO IS BEN, AND HE DOES HIS WORK, HOW IS THAT FUN FOR ME? its not! alright, now i'm done. you'd follow suit

so.. [01 Nov 2005|05:45pm] soo... alot has happened over the past like .. week and a half. . . well, not really. but wuttevvaaa .. where did i leave off last time? sunday? . okay, so we'll start on monday. monday. school. nothing. tuesday - went and got kristi. we went to allens. then went to gross's but decided not to go in. then went to the dollar store.. to get shirts.. haha she baught little kids shirt on accident. so.. yeh, then we made our super amazing free bird shirts. yepp.. and then i took her home. wednesday - umm, school. then.. i came home and.. josh got online and i had an away message up, and it said something like "not having a good day" or whatever it might of said. and he says "i got what you need to turn that frown.. upside down" haha, gotta love the kid! so yeh, he had to get offline, so he calls .. my cellphone, and we had like phone tag for a minute bc my cell phone sucks in my room. so, i called him back on my house.. and we were all *talking* .. and then he gets a knock on the door.. and comes back and was like "hey dannielle" .. "hey what?" .. "this girl.. i dont remember her name.. shit... kevins ex.... MEGAN, shes here.. she wants to take picrtures... so, do you wanna come over? say yes" so.. yeh.. i went to his house...... and she took pictures, then.. josh was like "dannielle.. come over here to the cool side of the road".. haha, yeh.. so i went, and me and him went in and i met his mom and his crazy dog. and then we went up to his room, and .. we hung out. yes thats all kids, well we listened to music and stuff.. talked about crazy shit. YEAHHHHHH haha, yeh. fun stuff thursday school. i had no stories for amber so she was rather dissapointed. .. um, yehhh.. .. OH.. then.. um, i went to daynas after school and we had some fun times. WORRRDD.. CHEAH!.. mike jones.. who? .. MIKE JONES! .. and jepordy, and porch talks. what not. friday watched the brother during the day since we had no school.. and then... me and kristi went and drove around cornhill and valley road, haha.. there was this car, that fucking looked like a cop car and we were GEEKIN.. you dont even know. . then we passed and it was okay, because it wasnt one.. haha.. so yeh, then we went to the house of terror.. and this woman, we dont know if she was just crazy or she worked there, bc she wasnt scaring people.. but, yeh.. she was FUNNY.. and .. we kept bumping into walls and smacking our heads off each others in the dark and stuff.. good times... then on the way home, i almost ran a redlight.. because i couldnt comprehend red = stop .. you'd understand, if you knew ERE . which you dont, bc you suck. ... yeh, then i had to stop at rutters for my faggot ass father.. and .. i took kristi home.. and went home and slept. saturday.. i dont even remember? .......... sunday - got clothes for my interview... and stuff. talked to josh, made plans for monday.. bc we're that damn cool.. and .. mm, geeze, i talked to him for like 3 hours and stuff. about, everything really.. he's awesome to talk to :o) monday - .. i came home, and was supposed to have an interview.. but it got changed.. and .. so, yeh, i was tlaking to josh again.. and he was like "are we going to the parade? say yes" and i was liek "yes." haha, so yeh he was then all "come overrrrrrr" so i went over. and i couldnt park outfront, bc .. just no.. and so i went and parked out back and him and like 5 other peopel showed up, and morris was like "soo, you wanted to talk to me?" and i was like .. "uhh.. no?" haha. i have no idea what hes talking about. .. and yeh, then.. everyone left.. except me and morris.. so we 3 went upstairs.. and .. had a grand time. .. then we went and got kristi, and josh hadta call her bc we were like.. 10 minutes late.. wooops, so yeh.. then we went to the parade and stuff... and on the way home me and kristi saw this thing.. and it like light up the sky but scared the hell out of us.. oh yeh. morris left his cigarettes in my car! haha, so i had to tell my mom and she didnt even care, she was just mad that he was in my car? bc she doenst konw him. you know.. but whaever, he also left his bookbag .. so i had to take that to him today. .. yeh G. .. so today, nothing happened. i was sick and my eyes were bloodshot all day, and idk why. josh said his were too.. crazy shit. maybe we're allergic to morris. k, no. .. just about the only thing that went good today was talking to josh, and my interview. but we'll see how good that really went. girls, you arent allowed to talk to josh. its against my rules haha, people are DUMB. oh well. oh yeh, at the parade, justin fawber like... attacked me. crazy shit. HAPPY EARLY BDAY MEGGY MOO <33 i think thats about all that happened. rest in peace Derrick Shettle and Casey Morris you'll be forever missed boys. you'd follow suit

errriiiighhhttt [24 Oct 2005|04:06pm] you dumb, dumb cunt. i just said that to my computer so i thought id tell you all that as well okay, so i will just catch you all up on my wonderous life starting with last weekend, being the 14th. friday-- went and got my nails fixed, funny times in that place... cory and my mommy met and she thinks hes such a sweet boy.. and tiff was being really mean to him! it was sad! but YOURE ALWAYS MEAN TO HIM lol.. oh well sat-- i was up forever, and i cleaned my car out and washed it... then i shaved my legs on my driveway with a waterhose, a razor of course, and shaving creame, it was hot shit............ dayna laughed at me when i told her! lol.......... mmmm, then, i .. did nothing, i was up way too early... then i went and got my hurr did by my moms black friend.. and that was interesting, she kept calling me Gracie, bc if youve ever been around my mom, youd know she calls me gracie ann.. bc, im not graceful what so ever, and i fall upsteps.. anyway..... yehh.. then i came and got dressed.. and left went to daynas and the second i walked in the door keith goes "maybe you can fix the crisis" well, it was like 6:30 and i had to go get josh..... so i left, went and got him.. and we were going down the road and he yells STOP .. and gets out and gets me flowers.. haha, too cute... we had matching ones so he put his behind his ear and put mine in my braclets... yepp and we went back to daynas and took pictures, went to megans, and took pictures........ but im not gunna update about HC bc it'll take wayy too long.. haha i just had a BLAST! as well as afterwords with my CRUNKAHOLICS, i love you girls .. sunday - woke up, and took megan home, went and got my brother and came home..... and i dont remmeber what else.. monday- school. afterwords.. me and kristi went with her family to taz's sopftball practice .. and me and her went and got fries at allens, then walked to groceses.. and saw josh's dog lol... and yeh.. then we walked back up to the feilds, and we wnet to walmart... and got pictures...... haha, yeh.. tuesday- ONLY DAY SINCE MONDAY THAT I HAVENT BEEN WITH KRISTI! haha... i um, did nothing? haha wednesday- went and got kristi bc we were going back to groceses... and we stopped and saw josh and talked to him for a while... :o) ...... then we took the long way home and i dropped kristi off.. and came home and got online and.. yeh thats about it thursday- me and kristi went to 5 below with her familyy.. well her mom and chels. and we got PIMP ASS RAINBOOTS, bitches be jealous .. mhmm, and i got other stuff as well........ yep friday- okay, well.. josh couldnt hang out with us anymore, so it was just me and kristi going to house of terror, we got there, and it wasnt dark so we went for a walk... and when we came back, there were only 2 other people there go threw the place, so we left and wetn to giant, then to the mall... and then, to ruttters.. and then back to my house.. haha yeh, i fell asleep .. and woke up, then we both fell asleep and had my alarm set for 1:30.. and we slept threw it and woke up at 3:30.. but fell asleep again.... sat- we woke up at like 9 something... and wake and baked :o).. put in titanic and fell asleep again.. haha.. .. then she had to leave, and i.. idk what i did? i dont remember................ probably nothing.. then i went to her house later that night, and we went to her brothers new apartment and met some, uh very interesting individuals .. IVE GOT PAPER TOWEELLLS, did you see that rug on his back? .. lol.. yepp.. and thwe we came back to her house and tried to take pictures but were unsuccesscfull.. sunday- woke up foreal around 2:30, it was nice to sleep in.. and yeh, then i left around 4.. and my day went straight to hell. i hate my family. thats all i have to say then around 10:30 i was talking to josh and he made my day better, and we were gunna hang out, but it was rather impossible to drive out of my driveway or down it without any noticing, and me sneaking past my mom.. not very likely...... so that sucked, but we're probably hanging out tuesday, so anyone whos going to the new cumberland parade, HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE :o) and this weekend, fri- house of terror hopefully.. with kristi and josh and megan...... sat- jasons woods with kylie and poss. jimmie lee and josh.......... all yet to be decided .. lol SO YEH, me and tyface had a super intense conversation last night. he literally had me in tears.. i dont ever show my emotions and he had me telling him EVERYTHING all i remmeber is him saying "just dannielli, try for him" and i said "i dont even know how to try, i never like anyone, i dont date.. bc i push people away, and i dont want to push him away, not when he makes me smile like he does" and thats the honest to god truth, i will push him away, and i dont want to.. UGH and my dommie told me she was going to ground me and bring my biological father into play if i dont keep her up to date on this boy..... haha, i love her so much anyway, i believe im done, i just felt like ive neglected this bitch for too long, so i updated oh yeh. the tradition of .. every other weekend drunk, every other weekend high... HAS CONTINUED.. lol, i gotta get drunk this weekend though for it to hold true..... oh mann lol alright, im done you'd follow suit

for megan and kristi [24 Oct 2005|03:49pm] you dont know what you do to me, without you im so incomlete.. youre my better half.. first there is desire, then passion, then suspicion, jealousy, anger, betrayl.. when love is for the highest bidder there can be no trust.. without trust.. there can be no love.. jealousy, yes jealousy, will drive you mad you said "i'll never hurt you, i'll never make you cruy" i must admit darling, you told the perfect lie i'm stuck in a moment that wasnt meant to last When someone you love abandons you, it doesn't hurt just because they've changed, or lied, or went back on their promises. But because you know who they really are & what a beautiful person they can be. & when they take that away from you & won't let you see that beautiful person again, nothing hurts more than having someone just decide to take your entire world away without consulting you first. and that, that smile, it makes my world okay.. it makes everything pefect for that moment She can make you smile but only I can make you laugh. Everything you give me shit for Youve done too Its like your asking me to hate you more I wish I could shake you and tell you to wake the fuck up Your sorrys are worthless now They have no meaning anymore I hate you dumb whore You hurt me and you dont even care That just backs up my point that We were never anything I loved you its funny how a photograph can take you back in time to places and embraces that you thought you left behind looing at your picture from when we first met, you gave me a smile thats i could never forget and when the time is right you'll see how its funny, how little it takes for you to become everything that you say you hate.. the bad thing about a gitl with a broken heart is she hands the peices out to anyone who comes around if you can keep a secret ive got a blanket and a backseat on my mind smoke me babym like your last ciggarette.. whisper to me, say you'll never forget .. could you break my heart a little bit more? shove my body up against yours and kiss me lik eyou mean it.. anythings worth a taste my dream is to be the only ones at the drive in movie sitting bare-foot in the bed of your ttruck, hand in hand, under a blanket and have it start pouring and you asking me to dance and oh- how i wish i meant a little more than a symphony of heavy breathing and the friction of hips & all at once it became clear to me that youre allergic to honesty I guess its always been that way ` wanting to be loved-to find someone that makes your heart ache in a good way so much more and i want it all so much more and i need it all && soon it will all be gone Cause theres a fine fucking line between love and hate That we cross at least once of every goddamn day And while you say you fucking love me you still push me away You tie me at the wrists so that you cant be saved tell me you love me so i can hear that lie ;; one last time never let a guy know you love him because then he knows that whatever he does, you're still gonna love him and he's gonna mess with your heart until it breaks in HALF everytime i see you i start to smile my heart beats faster & my stomach fills with butterflies. i cant resist the way that i look into your eyes. i try to hide my feelings, but theres no way to deny that youre all i think about <33 I hate myself for needing this. I love our twisted little mess. I know its wrong but it just feels right. The taste of tears is bittersweet tonight. Any girl can look into your eyes a million times & still not see all the things i see in one glance Which hurts more..thinking you should hate him, or knowing you can't && the sand imprinted from their clothes on the bay where they first kissed reminds them that their love will wash away i banished every memory you && i had ever made but when you touch me like this && you hold me like that i just have to admit that it's all coming back to me im shaking at your touch;; i like you way too much baby, im afraid im falling for you. your eyes still give me a reason to breathe && midnight conversations still mean everything to me. I Love You... the truth is i always did... when you were coming on strong it scared me...i guess i just never wanted to admit it to myself... i didn't want to be fragile and another one of those girls who become infatuated with a guy.... but honestly... with everything i have... i want to be with you, and only you.... to kiss you every chance i have... to hold hands... to smile... you're my only one forever you asked me if i still loved you.. and i said yes .. ill always love you but i fell for the guy i thought i knew .. she always wondered what she never had. an ego? not enough confidence ?'or maybe just that she wasn't just another heartless 'whore rester avec moi jamais. ( stay with me forever ) Today I woke up wishing you were HERE with me, I wanted us to be something that we'd probably never be.. like a drug that makes you blind - love will fool you - e v e r y t i m e. your hand is all i have to keep me hanging on you'd follow suit

if you dont wanna love me, then i'll find somebody else who will [04 Oct 2005|08:35pm] find another kind of thrill, find another way to fill this lonlinessssss i love that song, even though, the black guy singing sounds sooo white its disgusting lol i have an update for everyone, since school has started, there hasnt been a weekend that i wasnt high/drunk/both isnt that amazing? I BELIEVE SO! i just had a terribly INTERESTING conversation on the phone.. lol and unless your kristi, you wouldnt understand... or well, the person i was talking to lol alright so, um, this weekend? awesome friday .. lol me and kristi went shot for shot on some strawberry smirnoff vodka.. we downed almost a whole bottle in the time it takes for Free Bird to be played 1 and a half times... amazing.. and from then on, its a blur... we somehow broke my camera.. and we offically found out that were DRUNK DIALERS.. amazing, well.. not amazing, bc of the person we called haha.. and we're big old slutttttttss lol.. kidding and .. well.. the tradition of the bed/floor/my bookbag was continued... lol .. rather gross .. and .. yes, i really dont remember anything after we got up off the floor ... i just remember .. going to the bathroom and telling someone.. something haha.. we are awesome sat. we watched even more kids .. [there were 2 there on friday and then 3 on sat.] and .. me kristi and chris are the love triangle.. kristi is baby, im hunny, and chris is sweetie or something, i dont remember.. and we're making a circle house now.. and chris is a cop/cook.. and .. everything else is the same, except its only me chris kristi and megan in the house now.... fun stuffffffff so, my keyboard broke, my camera broke, my HC dress strap broke, and to top it all off MY HC DATE BROKE! lol......... so, i got a new amazing keyboard, my dads buying me a new camera, this woman is fixing my dress, and well.. i have yet to talk to mr.josh thomas.. so, idk if he's still going..... broken collar bone and homecoming night not be tooooo good lol.. and if he doesnt go, then i cant go.. bc im not going with amanda and chad.. and myself..... definantly not.. AYECHIMAMA!!!!! "does this have naked girls in it?" i love that little kid I FELL OFF THE ROUNDED ROCK WALL AT THE PARKKKKK and have bruises on my foot :( aw mannnnnnn n n n n n nn I HAVE TO RIDE THE BUS AGAIN TODAY, *gag* .. its gross and today, they were talking about pot, andi just laughed... and nick was like "so dannielle.. how much do YOUUU pay" and was compairing it with david .. it was just.. good times MY GOD, DO I MISS MY LITTLE VAUGHN <33 if he was here, i wouldnt mind riding the bus lol mr.gonce now has the same phone as me HE YELLED AT ME TODAY.. oh goodness, bc i was about ready to shoot someone over that dumb brain project and he was like "DANNIELLE! NO! YOU DONT SAY CANT!" and blah blah blah, i wanted to kick him corey molested me in the hallway, and chris was just like, being .. dumb i love corey, i miss him so much everyone got kicked out of 1st sgt's room but me and destiny, bc i am amazing.. and well destiny, idk why she's still there... i could totally sit there all by my self and have like.. awesome convos with 1st. sgt lol.. hes a funny funny duck i offically am excited for monday. you know why? MY MOMMY COMES HOME weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee im so excited to get a new camera, you dont even understand... i cant go like a day without it in my bag, and it wasnt been working since friday.. FRIDAY, gahhh.. i could just cry i definantly have OCD and a whole bunch of phobias, i will list them for you to ponder at Athazagoraphobia Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting. Autophobia Fear of being alone or of oneself. Glossophobia Fear of speaking in public or of trying to speak. Isolophobia Fear of solitude, being alone. Xerophobia Fear of dryness. and then theres this acrophobia-fear of heights ... but i'm not afraid of the height part, im just afraid of falling, and i searched for that.. and all i could find was falling in love.. and well.. i guess im afraid of that too Philophobia Fear of falling in love or being in love. me kristi and megan are the biggest hypocrites we are in SADD club lol students against distructive discisions hahahahah MY ASS me tiff and kristi were in a group today and the lady was liek "you'l be taking a test on your drug IQ" and we looked at our group and were like WE'LL BE GETTING A 100%" haha, and we would have, .. but someone read the question wrong, so we thought i twas something else.. so we got that one wrong, and then they took half a point off for one bc we only had one letter and it was 2 letters.. wtf, ITS STILL RIGHT lol people are dumb and i really have no idea what the fuck is up tylers ass lately but if he doesnt stop being so prickish i'm gunna kill him and i honestly have no idea why i write in this, no one reads it lol so i'll stop okay, LOVES you'd follow suit

poems [16 Sep 2005|04:25pm] hey guys... today was a horrible day for me to say the least.. and i rarely cry, but when i do, i write different then when i'm not crying.. does that make sense? so, i wrote these today, and i need some suggestions, and editing tips.. these definantly arent the best, but thats why i'm asking for help.. so i can improve them, it'd be greatly appriciated there both real short, but i didnt have enough time to make them long.. daddy, its your daughter, can you remember me? all i wanted was a relatinship, like all the normal families daddy, its your daughter, will you listen to me please? youre the reason for these fake smiles that everyone sees daddy, its your daughter, do you notice me anymore? you broke my heart that day, the day you labled me a whore daddy, its your daughter, will you ever understand? i hate you for everything, i'm done with you, this is the end and this one, i have yet to finish, and i hate leaving things undone... so, again, help here would be wonderful your childs fucked up and she blames you for this your words and your curses come back at her like fists your childs scared and she knows youre the cause your addictions and your games have built up her walls your childs writing and youre the usbject at hand your lies and your actions show youre far from a man your childs lonely and her hearts broke in two your secrets and stories have caused her to hate you -Dannielle 8 believed that if i gave you'd follow suit

so when you ask, theres something wrong, i think youre damn right there is [04 Sep 2005|09:49pm] .. but we can't talk about it now hey kids! .. how's everyones weekend going? .. mines going, fine .... yes friday - .. went to Sear's with my family, because THEY FIXED MY CAR :o)! but i'll explain why it needed fixed in a while.. ... so while they were fixing it, me and my mother walked around a bit, and i found these amazzinggggg LUGZ boots, yes, i said GANGSTAAAAA ass boots, i love them.. so whenever i get money, i'm buying them........... then, we um, went to SUNCOAST VIDEO <33 bc i wanted to buy SLC PUNK! and, i did.. and i made friends with the super duper hot sexy UGH man in there, lol he's funny....... we had a very.. um, interesting conversation.. . mmhmm then we went out to eat, and i will say CRONIES sucks.. dont waste your money, or time.. mmk so then, i came home, and i was beat as fuuccckk! i got offline at like.. 10:30.. I DIDNT EVEN GET TO TALK TO DEVON! hahahaha, sorry, i always talk to him, like every damn day, so when i dont, its a bit weird.... so i put in SLC PUNK and fell asleep sat. i woke up, and watch SLC PUNK again, and well.. my dad and my brother were gone, and they came back and my dad was like "we got you a new tire" and ... i was like "um, okay?" .. because we juyst got one at sears, but they didnt have the right "rim" so, they had to use the one i fucked up, and it would wobble and stuff, so they went and got me a new tire and new rim, so now my car is alll better!! lol.. .. yeh, so i cleaned me and aarons turtles cage.. and then the hampsters, blah blah blah.. then i had to go pick up my mommy.. so i did.......... and then..... iw ent to kristis house and i parked, horribly.. like so far away from the curb .. and crooked, bc i hate curbs lol.. her dad came home and was like "dannielle, HAVE A PARTY!" lol. and hayden was like "2 feet! 2 feet! i can fit 2 feet!" hes so funny, i love him....... oh yeh, me kristi zach and chris walked up to .. kclingers.. bc .. id ont remeber, .. anyway, then . .. and then the cops showed up to talk to haydens parents bc hes always in trouble BUT HE DIDNT DO IT THIS TIME lol.. and so i had to move my car or else id get a ticket, so me and kristi went and parked it up at the apartment place, and I DIDNT FALL DOWN THE HILL THIS TIME! yesss.. lol then me zach and kristi chris.. and kristis mom went and rented movies.. and when we got back we watched the pacifier and it was funny... and good.. .. mmhmm, then brent and his family showed up, and after the movie was over, me kristi and zach went and watched SLC PUNK and .. talked, lol andm e and kristi fell asleep.. and .. yuh. then today, we.. went to......... advanved auto parts and to the dollar store... lol, then we took my car home, and headed off to KIPONA .. and chuh. we got cool cups, and saw.. my cousin? lol.. idk why they were there, and ...... matt rimmer, and a few hot boys working,.... WE'RE MOVING TO BOILING SPRINGS.. lol...... and aftre that, we went out to Reeser's . and yehh.. "b-i-double g[uh]-er" hahaha it was so funny... that was, i love my KKQ.... and then, i came home so now im sitting here, writing htis, because no one is one to talk to..... and you know what, i havent talked to devon since like ... thursday.. haha, CRAZY! oh yeh, the reason i had to get my car fixed, was because.. on tuesday..... the ONLY DAY I DROVE TO SCHOOL, i hit a curb, and well, ripped a hole and a half in my tire and bent my rim thing all up... cheyah, so now im not driving to school anymore i had a dream, that tyler berrier was my brother............ then he turned into dan shuler, it was funny....... but .. i wont explain the dream bc im too lazy to type it all... wel, im gunna go listen to tom petty and be cool, alright bye 3 believed that if i gave you'd follow suit

[29 Aug 2005|03:47pm] FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!... woo kay no! yeh, so.. it was a big mess of running around and gayness like that........ then we finally got to go to our classes.... and my first mod, bus. and pers. law... i have with Amber and Beth... wee! and theres this new german kid, hes so nice! lol......... he rides my bus too.. yehhhh... its kind of weird in there, but anyway...... i walked outta that class.. and devon has the room right next to me, so as we walked, we talked.. and it was just.. odd? haha .. but it was neat i suppose....... ..... then i went to.......... .. MATH! jesus, i have no idea... its so HARD! haha, god!!! its crazy.. Mr.Wagnor wrote.. this problem on the board.. and i... wow, i just dont even know... just reading it got me so confused! .... its going to be horrible... we did this worksheet, and i couldnt do ANY of it really.. i got like 3 problems by myself, kristi and megan had to help me!! then, to.. LUNCH.. and little FUCKFACE tyler, was SUPPOSED to meet me, and did he? NO.. and then he lied about it! god, sometimes i wonder why i bother!!.. so yeh, me and beth.. and vanessa? i guess? Dallas.. and ty, sit together, with whoever else is there... idk .. me beth and ty didnt eat, and vanessa never came back, but dallas did......... cheyahh then flex, i dont talk to ANYONE but Timmy Knapp ... and its a "quiet" flex, and i know soon enough itll be silent.. and timmy doesnt sit near me :( GAH! then, PSYCH.... with a bunch of people i know.. i sit next to Tiff.. and David and Coty are next to each other hahah GAY FEST IN THE FRONT! .. jesus, theyre so.. GAY but i love them to death. and chuhh.. and on the way out of psych that, whats her face? sarah.. was talking to coty andi was making fun of her, because of the way she was talking to him like he was a baby.. and david hit me and was like "omg haha youre so funny! making fun of her" and he was busting up laughing, i love him! .. it wasnt that funny, but apparently he thought it was! then............. .. english! with mr.spong, HES A TRIP! .. kristi and zach are in my class which totally makes me happy.. mmhmm GUESS WHO SAT WITH ME ON THE BUS THIS AFTERNOON? GREGGO!! but he didnt talk to me! haha.. ohwell, hes like.. gahh, so grown up :( .. I SAW CHRISTIAN! and he asked me for help to a room, but i didnt know where it was, so i just told him where i thought they were.. i hope he found it! and jimmie lee i saw like every other mod! lol WHY ARE THEY ALL SO DAMN TALL?! me and lindsay [snyder] started talking again, which is cool.. because, well.. it just is, shes a great friend to have! .. our friendship was .. um, delayed? for quiet a while .. over stupid drama.. and i dont need that in my life, and i know she doesnt either, so its all over.. and yep :o) i saw timmy at the mall the other day too..... just thought id share SO, im trying.. to drive to school.. bc im sick of the beat ass bus already, MY SEAT WAS TAKEN, bitchasses, thats been my seat my entire highschool career I SAW KERION! .. on my bus, haha.. i love him! OH MY GOD.... VAUGHN IS IN NEW JERSEY! hes supposed to come back later in the year though, so i hope he does, i love him! houston ass raped me with his skateboard on friday. it was saddening! lol i hung out with tiff, and we went to quizno's "BITE MY TIT!" .. that was so funny i missed them all, the whole crazy bunch <33 ........ i konw i had a reason to update, i just dont remember what it was... so i'll stop... OH.. on sat. i hung out with my wifey <333.. and then olson, brent, bobby mcdade, and .. andy hoffman? came over, and .. that was.. akward? .. lol brent didnt really talk though but olson never shut up! jesus! ... brent was laying in the bed next to me.. and i looked at amanda and i was like "i bet he'll go home and tell devon he was in your bed with us" .. and we laughed........ olson gave me this shotty.. and it was.. pretty! .. lol, yes pretty.. like.. pretty looking, i liked it too.. because i didnt have to taste anything lol .. chuhhh okay so, i'll stop .... you'd follow suit

wow, im terribly sorry [11 Aug 2005|03:51pm] i feel as if i have neglected you.. im sorry ive just been .. having hallarious times with Kristi <3 .. pictures cant even explain them.. lol community.webshots.com/users/danniellesthings ... and community.webshots.com/users/morednh .... OH YEH.. lol ... crack attack, they've become my second family and i miss my wifey, i havent seen her since like.. almost a fucking month.. thats insane so, you know.. i was driving to um... whats it called.. THE BEER DISTRIBUTOR .. and on my way there i passed Mason, and i was like *waves* and he looked at me like i was insane... then um .... i was at a stop sign and i hear this "HOLY SHIT" and Hayden comes up.. hes like "youre not old enough to drive, HOW OLD ARE YOU!" hahaha hes so funny, i love him .... then on the way back, i think i saw mr.zwatty.. lol and before i left, i was talking to devon.... bc for some reason, i talk to him more than like anyone except kristi lately.. haha... and i was like .. "im gunna go to the beer distributor, ill be back then" and he goes "what for" and i said "jones soda" and he goes "sure" and i said "oh you konw, ive got this deal with the guys up there, they give me free stuff.. and i help them out" .. haha it was so funny...... you just had to of been there and tyface has been making loads of effort to talk to me lately, which is good.. and its been all good.. no fighting, bc im not saying anything lol.. even though i could.. and i wanted to..... but i didnt, wutefffaaa so, i went to stoners house the other dya, he has a bed made for sex.. haha i love him.. he makes me giggle ... we had like, old stoner conversations and stuff.. it was neat so yeh, for some reason.. i was missing josh thomas like crazy the other dya.. and he made me feel better.. but hes in cali and thats sad.. but i love him to death <33 ive been having weird dreams like crazy lately......... like last night .. it was about josh thomas... and chas... and bobby simpkins.. and mr.guise... and laura abott. OF ALL THE FUCKING PEOPLE IN THE WORLD.. LAURA! .. oh lord. last night, donii made me laugh so hard............. shes so hallarious " i think im still a little horny from last night" hahahaha, god... i love her so much so, i leave for the beach on saturday.. and kristi is coming with.......... and we will be gone until the following saturday........... and i will be so happy, bc myrtle beach is in the south and the south makes me happy...... except i have to leave my dog here.. in gay old peeaayy.. and if you know me well .. you should know that my dog means everything to me................ sad i know, but i love him to peices so yeh....... i guess im done but if you need me while im beaching it up....... call my new cell phone numbaahhh 717 756 0566 .. anytime ifyoure on verizon... but if youre not.. then dont call til after 9 .. unless its sat. or sunday... bc i probably wont answer haha... sorry loves I LOVE YOU KIDS.. OKAY SOME OF YOU <3 THANKS BYE you'd follow suit

survey bc i.. am not awake yet [23 Jul 2005|12:41pm] yeh, get over it First real kiss: .. paul First screen name: ..haha linkinparkcuti9.. First self purchased album: .. pft, i have no idea First funeral: .. my .. grand... something.... idk, it was sad though First pets: christian.. cowboy.. and amadeus... but mine.. like all mine? chelsea First piercing/tattoo: my lobes when i was 9months.... First credit card: VISA bitchessss First big trip: probably to PA.. when we lived in TX... chep l a s t s Last cigarette: ..... wednesday .. haha Last car ride: oh god.. the way from the concert, i never go anywhere Last kiss: Jareddddddddddd on the cheek Last good cry: thursday night.. Last library book checked out: .. hm... probably... idk, ? .. i havent checked them out lately.. just baught Last movie seen: . . . well, wtf is the name of that movie........ i dont remember.. but it was on comedy central last night Last beverage drank: water.. Last food consumed: ... .. i dont remember? haha, thats sad Last crush: Jared.. Last phone call: that i made? i have on idea.. that i got? amanda Last time showered: today Last shoes worn: hahha.. nike's .. at the concert.. Last item bought: well.. technically, you see.. i didnt buy anything.. b/c jared kept shoving money down my pants.. so with his money, i baught water.. lol Last annoyance: that old molestual man! Last time wanting to die: i dont know.. 01. Where is your favorite place to shop? fishbone .. and oldnavy for jeans .. yeh 02. Any tattoos or piercings? lobes... and 2 on the side of my ear 03. What kind of shampoo do you use? garnier fructis.. unless im at my second families house.. then i use treseme .. .. i think thats what the boyd bunch uses? 04. What are you most scared of? deep dark water.... and never truely being happy 05. What are you listening to right now? not anything yet... 06. where do you want to get married? outside... in the rain.. yes yes yes in the rain 07. how many buddies are online right now? 20 something.. 08. what would you change about yourself? . . . pft, well you see... im not going to get into that h a v e | y o u | e v e r 01. given anyone a bath? yeh 02. bungee jumped? no 03. made yourself throw up? when i was sick and needed it out 04. skinny dipped? chep 05. ever been in love? no 06. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? hahaha yeh.. 07. pictured your crush naked? ..hahaha ... silly kids 08. actually seen your crush naked? nooooo.. halfway 09. cried when someone died? uh, definently 10. lied? yes 11. fallen for your best friend? geezy creezy, yeh 12. been rejected? i dont ever ask anyone out.. bc i never like anyone.. haha, so no 13. rejected someone? mmhmm 14. used someone? .. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, no wayyyyyyyyyyyyy 15. done something you regret? well.. yeh, but not for long.. c u r r e n t clothes: um, basketball shorts... and cami thing? music: none right now smell: idk.. desktop picture: me my bro and my dog... from like.. 3 years ago.. lol dvd in player: are you afraid of the dark.. l a s t | p e r s o n touched: my doggy hugged: my darling Jared imed: .. megan? kissed: Jared...... cuddled with: um, my pillow...... i'd say my dog, but yeh right.. he's a big ol slut...... and Jared.. hahaha a r e | y o u understanding: unless its something super dumb and theyre wasting my time with it.. kidding. yes open-minded: yeh.. arrogant: idk insecure: not really.. interesting: sure hungry: no moody: yehhhh hardworking: sometimes organized: .. i could tell you where anything is in my room, even though if you looked for days, you'd never find it.. healthy: no shy: no.. unless its like.. at school? bc i wont be.. outgoing.. unless im comfy with the teacher, and well.. thats only kerstetter, guise, colonel, and 1st sgt ................. which i have NONE of this year.. wtf, sluts attractive: idk... you'd hafta ask someone else.. Bored Easily: yes responsible: yeh obsessed: no angry: .. right now? you could say so.. happy: yeh kinda hyper: not at all..... well,kinda trusting: with very very very few people.. like 2 w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a: kill: dayna oneal... jess kodila slap: tyler.. haha, he knows look like: um, i dont know.. ? talk to offline: jared.. talk to online: jared......... haha, i just miss him w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r coke or pepsi: .. neither flowers or candy: flowerssss tall or short: everyone is taller than me.. r a n d o m in the morning: fuck off love is: nice last person you danced with: .... jared.. and james ... and gus worst question to ask: .... dumb stuff worst statement: "bye" ... when concering a long period of time.. who makes you laugh the most: .... depends.. haha who makes you smile: jared .... amanda .... kristi .... meganx2 .... zach who has a crush on you: ... eh, who knows d o | y o u | e v e r sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: no, i may be online for a long time, but i gaurentee you that half the time, i'm not at my computer..................... i dont even konw if i spelled that g word right Sit on the internet all night: ^^^^^^^^^ wish you were younger: not usually n u m b e r of times i have had my heart broken: ... twice.. technically.. if you'd like to say so of hearts i have broken: .. idk of guys i've kissed: not many, i dont kiss alot of people of girls i've kissed: .... 3 of continents i have lived in: 1 of tight friends: like 3 or 4 of cds i own: not too many of scars on body: an awful lot 2 believed that if i gave you'd follow suit

lllllllllaa [21 Jul 2005|09:45pm] so, its like... 9 something.. and i was really bored, and i was going through my pictures...... from my webshots things.. haha and i laughed, really hard... b/c theres pictures from the night with me amanda dustin and cody... and when we went to rutters...... b/c we had skirts on.. hahaha and i wouldnt leave with just a skirt on.. b/c well, dannielle doesnt do that.. so i had shorts on.. and i didnt take them off after we got back, so theyre like showing in all my pictures... and i found it overly amusing, you dont even know . . *sigh* .. fun fun times speaking of fun times... the no address, breaking benjamin, staind, 3 doors down concert was A M A Z I N G .. i wish i could just go back to last night.. and just stay there foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrr, i've never been so happy in my entire life............ but ill post more about that tomorrow....... i just wanted to let everyone know i havent forgotten about my wonderus blurty... b/c well, im the only person who hasnt left.. from way back when .. and now a whole bunch of slut faces have overrun blurty.. its a sad sad story.... so yes, expect more tomorrow.............. b/c theyre will be.. OH, and we're gunna have some MAJOR changes around here.. i'm going back to friends only .. b/c people are noseyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ... and like to run their mouths but CAN'T SAY IT TO PEOPLE'S FACES.. god, cunts thanks, bye you'd follow suit

you left that movie here... ice cold? ocse? .. what is it? hahahhaha stupid stoners [06 Jul 2005|03:09pm] my wife is a stupid stoner, but i love her.. sooooooooooooooooo.. on tuesday i went to the wifeys, bc .. we're in love.. duh, thats what you do when youre married......... and.. hm, what did we do . . . we .. i dont remember anything until we were leaving .. so we were waiting to leave to go to amanda's aunt kimmy's grave.. and dustin was asleep on the couch and amanda was like messing with him, and her dad was like "dont, you'll give him a wet dream" .. lol but she WASNT doing anything sexual to him.. she was messing with his hair.. anyway, so we left.. and then came back .. and went to see where amanda's dad went.. so we went to Gayles house.. and hung out with them.. and her dad left, he had us try that Guiness stuff, and its rather.. um.. interesting tasting? lol .. i was like "whats in the bottom of the bottle" and he goes "a little man and his ship" .. and i laughed, i think i was the only one that heard that though lol... so yeh.. he left [i konw i said that before but i messed up and dont wanna go back and erase it] and yeh... he left something there.. lol and then came back and was lke "oh, i forgot my lighter" and we laughed, hes silly.......... so we hung out with gayle for a while bc shes funny.. as hell.. lol "people at walmart mess with your head while youre high!" hahahaha .. and we left, and .. well ......... we made ourselves happy :o) and we laughed.. and stuff.... and we kept calling dustin bc he left to go hang out with alex and will.. and we were worried, bc.. we'll, you'd just hafta understand.... 1. no license 2. no car insurance 3. possession 4. under the influence 5. minors 6. breaking curfew not something you want your brother to be picked up for.. .. exactly! and the one time we called he was like "i love you amanda bye" and we stoped for like 2 minutes and were like "OMG AWWWWWW" bc he never says i love you to her, unless i tell him to.. and he gets something lol.............. shut up [megan should know what i mean lol] and.. he came home and told us he was okay, and we were.. once again making ourselves happy... and we started watching that andy milonakis show or whatever. and he was like "know what im saying" and we laughed.. and laughed... then tues. morning, we went to get amandas hurr done, then went to hakes.. and came back, and .. we were napping.. the stupid fucking slut of a grease ball.. no names mentioned came knocking on the window.. and wouldnt leave.. and amandas mom and dustin pulled up from summer school.. and she ran.. what a dumbass... then later on.. ben was coming over.. so me and dustin went to pick him up.. granted, i was .. again, happy.. and dustin made fun of me the entire way there bc he thinks im stupid, and im really not.. and then we couldnt find which house ben lived in so we went and sat in the bumper bobs parking lot for like 5 minutes.. and i stole dustins phone, he stole it back.. then gave it to me lol... and we went and sat in what i thought was ben's driveway.. and it wasnt. so we went.. down by my house.. lol and turned around.. and came back and drove past ben.. then came back.. and got him.. lol.. then went back to amandas house.. and ben wouldnt talk.. but me amanda and dustin were like.. laughing.. bc thats what youre supposed to do when your HIGH.. stupid fucks, i mean honestly.. okay, glad it can make you relax... but why would you wanna relax and be boring when you can be having fun and laughing.. god!.. and it old ben that he wouldnt like us when we were high unless he laughed and stuff.. and he was being a real ass. and luckily dustin took him home like an hour later.. and then dustin left so we watched Rose Red and i fell asleep... and then.... like.. idk how long after... i left.. and yuh .. i went to bed at like 12:30 OH MY GOD and woke up at like 2:30.. wtf it was insane so lets see if theres a year ago. and a 2 years ago.. wellllllllll... last year, the closest was the 9th... and it was about .. random things, and it includes the wonderful lindsay/whats his face.. fight.. lol .. with me? .. i hate "old heads" .. wtf i cant believe you said that amanda! lol http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=punkjunklozer&itemid=49104 and the closest one from 2 years ago, was me ranting and bitching about a certain girl who i hate.. lol but it was some other stuff as well, and its all under private.. . so i wont be reposting that.. :o) LOVE YOUS edit on the way home from picking up ben, i was yelling at dustin.. bc he lied to me, he told me didnt have sex with dayna.. like a long time ago, but he really did.. so i yelled.. and he goes "it was marvelous" and i hit him, and told him he was disgusting and id never touch him ever again................................ what a slut daynas a slut..... idr what i put in amandas year book bc we decorated everyone we hate... and on colleen's in bubble letters i put "LOOSE" .... but idr what i put on daynas.. something about being a slut or whore or something.. and laura.. i hope she dies.. and rots in hell, thank you.. ive said my peace bc those are the 3 people i never ever wanna see in my entire life.. again, ever? 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the witch kills babies.... i havent killed anybody! [03 Jul 2005|03:53pm] gotta love book of shadows ; blair witch 2 which i do, i love it alot jeff the crazy pothead makes my heart melt anyway, so.. how have you children been? ive been just effing spiffy......... i hate "effing" .. just say fucking people........ erg so. lets see. . . . . . . . wednesday - i went to the wifeys, and.. at one point she "stepped on something and had her hand on the ledge of the window and bc it had just rained she slipped" and ripped her fake fingernail.. but it took her real nail with it.. and it was all still connected by a little bit... and i had to rip it off with plyers! lol.... i love her! *my deep manly voice* "whats your favorite scary mov-hahahahaha" .. devon was being a dick licker.......... bc he sucks at life.. and is a dick . . . . "i remember this time when ..." and reminiscing..... laughing and laughing then as soon as we stopped we wouldnt remember anything that just happened.... "what are calories" .. "i dont laugh like this with anyone else" .. "id just laugh bc id think of somehting we'd do and everyone would think i was stupid" .. writing on dustins wall.. wearing his shirts "oh, he'll yell at me.. i cant wear this" "ive never used your moms bathroom" .. "dustin.. i need your help" .. "i want a pb& j.. and i have to pee, i just dont wanna get up" jammin to all american rejects *staring at dustin* "what" "I LOVE YOU!" ..... and so many more, i freaking love her!!!!! ...... <3333 .. friday night i went to kristi's.. and then me, black chris, kristi, danielle, chelsea, and white chris went and played hide and seek .. and before it started me and kristi went to pee.. in the woods, and we did.. lol and yehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ;) ... then we were sitting hiding, me kristi and chris that is... and no one could find us.. so we stopped playing and went to our spot... and were watching all the fireflies bc they were going insane like the lighting too........ and then, it was realllllllly funny.. kristi was i mean......... and me and chris were talking about his birthday "ill get you high.. but you cant fuck your girlfriend" "why not" "bc i havent had sex yet" "YOU HAVENT? yes you have" "no i havent.. but i will, before you do.. or ill kill you" "so what are you gunna get me" "ill get you HIGH.. HIGH HIGH HIGH.. but not alot of high, bc that'd waste my stuff, bc you wont get high on the firs time.. so a little .. and then like 10 minutes later.. ill get you REALLY HIGH" haha..... then we went down to kristi's house again so chris [black one] could stay out later.. and me and chelsea and kristi were raving in the streets with no music, and spinning.. and kristi was like "CHRIS I HOPE IT RAINS.. bc then we HAVE TO KISS!" hahahahaha it was so funny, then we sat and thought about memories.. and laughed, and things.. then we went inside.. and after chris x2 and danielle left.. me kristi and chelsea talked.. all night....... seriously, for 10 hours straight me and kristi talked, we didnt sleep at alllllllllllllllllllll.. then for another 2 hours straight, we whispered, waited, listened, and laughed... bc we didnt know if her parents were up yet lol .. then.... chuh sat- me my brother his friend my dad.... kristi, chels and taz went swimming.. and duuuuuude i got burnt like a mo-fo ................... its quite funny.. but it was pretty funny, bc even with no sleep me and kristi werent tired at all.. or hungy.. which was good.......... then kristi came to my house later, and we still werent tired, and we did fireworks......... and watched tv.. and listend to music and i did the U-Turn dance for her [lol] and we watched martin lawrence and fell asleep........ and we woke up and she had to leave at like 12 or so, but we werent even up for long lol so now im sitting here, waiting for my parents to get home.... .. .. chep on monday im going to amandas house.. to spend the night, and on tuesday ben is coming to hang out with us, bc he loves me.. and wants amanda's nuts.. and well.. that shall be fun.. bc anything with me and amanda is fun, and ben.. we'll, he'll make us laugh, bc he did before .. and he'll sing to us, bc he only sings to me and amanda........... i love ben HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY EVERYONE, YOU SUCK BY THE WAY ;) I LOVE YOU duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuude countdown time! Staind, 3 Doors Down, Breaking Benjamin - 17 days! allowed to get my license - 23 days! .. even though i should of got it June 14th, but i delayed my permit a month and 12 days.. i suck i know, shut up Black Chris' bday - 4 days! Harley's bday - 12 days beachhhhhhhhhh - one month 10 days til i see my charles - AS SOON AS I GET MY LICENSE! lol til my charles moves in with me - 1 1/2 school years [2nd semester of senior year :o)] ................................ i believe thats all that important right now? i got my hurr cut.. and things, here ill post a picture.. by the way.. the lady at the place styled it like that.. i could never make it look like that.. lol so, i was talking to chas the other day, and he made me cry....... bc i was like "youre driving me insane" and he was like "why" and i said "youre so quite.. so not.. chasarae!" and he goes "that chasarae is gone now" i was like WHAT THE FUCK! and he was like "im sorry, but ive changed.. but i still miss you and i'd never try to hurt you, i promise" ... i miss him so fucking much :( .. I FUCKING HATE ENOLA! lol kristi.. things we hate about Enola 1. it stole chas, and make him change 2. it stole tony, and made him change 3. no one has a computer 4. no one is ever home.. EVER 5. the girls are hoes 6. we think they invented commercials 7. it makes us sad 8. you cant go to Red Land if you live there 9. everyone is ghetto.. tattoo-ed[?] and preppy all at the same time 10. its gay enough to make us make this list okay, so i made up most of it right now.. but still.. ENOLA SUCKS ASS! .. but chas is going to move in with my the 2nd. semester of senior year, bc he wants to come back.. but doesnt wanna be with his dad.. and my mom said "chas? .. i dont wanna be a grandma before you grad. high school" .. but i wont have sex with him, hes chas? cmon.. .. but i'm gunna convince her. dont you worryyy im gunna put some pictures up, bc im cool doggy like that Zachamariah -- Zeke -- Tony Stoner [not the one in Enola lol] -- Travis -- Lucas -- Zachman -- Me and Chasarae -- My Wifey -- Kerristayy -- Cody -- The Wifey and Dustin -- Allen -- Joshwa/jtf/wcl -- Dakylynnrae -- thats all for now, if youd like more go here --------- http://community.webshots.com/user/cant_break_away or here http://community.webshots.com/user/danniellesthings okay, well both.. bc .. .. i had too many pictures for just one site and im not paying for it.. so ill make a million of them instead :o) and i think im done :o) LOVES TO ALL 1 believed that if i gave you'd follow suit

and i collapse to the grass with the notes rining in my head.. [28 Jun 2005|11:14pm] HEY BITCHES! so whats up? this'll be short... bc i dont know what to say.. but i feel as if ive neglected you all i love my wife. and my kinky kristi the _____ HAHA love you and cody zman, bc i saw him today and it made me happy OH MY GOD I FOUND ORANGE HAIR DYE <3 i could have cried, no one else has it but eckard so theres a possible love interest :o) he makes me smile.. aww i miss ben... mk thatsdone a year ago.. lets see well the closest was the 30th.. so lets see that one! HAHAHAHA OH MY FUCKING LORD... SLOB ON MY CAT, CUZ YOU KNOW IM FAT HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i fell off the fucking couch . . . i was high.. god damn i love that house and the memories .. and the couch, and the floor. and the phone.. and the bed.. and the bathroom.. and the shower... and the entrie damn thing.. AND THE PEOPLE IN IT I LOVE MY WIFE!! http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=punkjunklozer&itemid=48182 so yeh, that was my giggle for the day and a half.. steph -> MJ= ♥ -- gotta love it! steph spuler.. she makes me laugh..... shes cool and siobhan, and those kids bc i said so I MISS MEGAN X2 aw :( im done hello to my new cool friend that i can complain about popsicles with :o) welcome to my world.. lol 1 believed that if i gave you'd follow suit

and i let you get the best of me, bc theres nothing else i do well [14 Jun 2005|02:54pm] wow, hey loves! so how are you all doing today? im doing mighty fine NO MORE MR.KELL!! ow oww today has been besides that as well, i had a nice conversation with tyface, he said he couldnt live without me and im the cherry on the whipped cream... what a cunt! lol i love him and i talked to devon.. he makes me laugh, so much.. wow everytime im gunna post, ill read what i wrote exactly a year [or two] earlier.. and tell you about it but thers not one for today last year, so ill do the 15th of last year hahaha oh my god, METAHOOCHIE geezy creezy I LOVE FRANK! two years ago.. and again.. not today.. but the 13th.. HAPPY BDAY DEVON! haha i laughed, i was stupid back then.. http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=punkjunklozer&itemid=8183 so yeh.. I MISS GRADUATION, i was told that since it rained it was going to be at red land, but it wasnt! AND I FREAKING MISSED IT! my god i miss lucas and zachman <3 S L U T S so chuh, lets see.. one month and 12 days TIL MY LISENCE BITCHES .. and you kow what.. it should be today bc 6 months ago.. i turned 16 C U N T S wow so, yeh.. friday-sunday .. ill be camping.. what fun, but my wifey will be there so thats good <3 and the beach in august, kristi is coming bc i love her <3 i hope my boys from the boat are there at the same place.. lol they were AWESOME! aw, last year <33 linny was being like amazingly social with me todya, it was nice, i miss her .. and i love her! but her boyfriend totally pissed me off.. i was like "we need to hang out" and he interrupts my fucking conversation and goes "no we shouldnt" and i just looked at him.. and he kept saying it, and i wanted to hit him/ B A S T A R D S i have colored all over my screen with my window markers, its fun <3 anyway, im done.. LOVES 2 believed that if i gave you'd follow suit

so take, take, everything.. and leave me scrambling [04 Jun 2005|12:23pm] hey ya'll...................................... ow ow so lets see, how have you children been? ive been just FAN FUCKING TASTIC no, really.. so i will start off with my weekend last weekend............ friday- softball game, then we went to Rita's and my mom, megan S's mom and us were talking about how theyre having a baby [dont ask.. ] and what not, so then, me and megan said we wanted to go to walmart.. so me megan her sister NELLLYYYY and her mom went to wal-mart.. and iw as doing "da butt" in the middle of the eisle and this guy walked past and started laughing so i just kept doing it, it was fun.. and this crazy lady kept talking to us about her crazy life.. it was rather interesting.. and i got light up flip flops.. and then went to taco bell.. and i came home...... saturday- um, i stayed home all day cuz i hadta baby sit, and .. yeh.. that was gay sunday- me and amanda talked, and that was something i REALLY needed.. it was a big relief.. then i went out to dinner at ruby tuesdays with the fam.. adn then to walmart again... then i came home and talked to amanda again.. and then i went over to her house!! wifeys house -- as soon as we got out of the car, frank walks out of the door.. and amanda goes "little feet is here" and he goes "LITTLE FEET! I LOVE YOU LITTLE FEET!!" and he was soo funny, so yeh we were sitting in her room.... and then cody comes over! so we hung out with him.. and that was fun, and then.. me amanda and cody went out to watch cabin fever.. then stopped.. and then we watched jeepers creepers.. [2 of our many movies we share] and i molested cody.. OH JESUS, i forgot.. we had skirts on.. and i like.. walked over cody cuz i cracked his back and he was like "ow ow, i can see up yoru skirt" and it was relaly funny ... then we went and put on makeup.. MINE WAS PINK, that damn popcorn! ;) and... then we finished the movie i believe and dustin came home... so we went out to rutters and baught syrup.. and i got gum and this beef jerky stuff... and the lady looked at me like we were fucking retards.. granted, at that moment.. we were.. yes.. and um.. then we came back and took pictures and they played this racing game, then a football game.. and then truth or dare... and we all licked each others faces [and yes i mean that LITERALLY] and............ me and amanda went to bed.. monday- cook out up at amandas gpas.. it was nice .. more pictures and what not.. i dont really remember what happened.. OH LOTS OF PHONE CALLS lol, that was HALLARIOUS tuesday- thursday? -- um, idk.............. cory told me he loved me like 9 million times this week.. gotta love him! friday- my brothers hamster died.. it was sad, mines still alive and kicking bitches <3 i love him ... then yeh.. so me and amanda went to the movies .. well WERE going to go.. but the lines were like.. all around the fucking theather.. and plus they werent playing Lords of Dogtown.. so we went to the camp hill mall.. and yeh.. when we ventured into Five Below, we saw Dan Sampson and that was wonderful, and we chatted about how we knew each other and what not.. and me and amanda got matching operation socks with little broken heart poofer ball things.. and pucker poweder sticks.. and my mom got me this pilates book.. and chuh....... oh and we went to barnes and nobles.. and i couldnt find the book i wanted, so i got his one about scary stories.. and so far.. theyre not scary AT ALL....... well i didnt pay for it so thats okay... and chuh, it was pretty okay and now im here, and i plan on calling my wonderful wifey later on, cuz she told me to.. lol and ive gotta talk to foober, simply because hes been talking shit on me, and i have done NOTHING to him.. ever, and i mean EVER, i have listened to everything hes ever said, kept any secret hes ever told me.. which are very many.. and he still finds the need to talk about me? why.. bc tiff isnt talking to him anymore? what does that have to do with me NOTHING.. god, boys are so fucking stupid sometimes.. i hate them.. alot.. but i hate girls more. honestly, i hate girls.. besides like 5.. speaking of tiff...... yes, i talk to amanda again, but like you said about becki, its bc ive known her longer that shes my best friend.. but i dont really think we dont talk any less than we used to... besides n the mornings.. bc youre always with sabrina and those really perky people, and theyre not my friends so i dont talk to them, but i stand there with you anyway... you just dont talk to me alot...... and i talk to you every day after 2nd mod.. and during drivers ed.. just more to cory now bc he makes me laugh .. and youre not near us... and if iddnt laugh, id die in that class.. and we just arent together eveyr day anymore.. bc i hvae softball so i cant be out everynight.. and then you work, or are with someone else.. thats it so yes, ive been hanging out with amanda again.. why you may ask? bc she is the best friend i have ever had.. she will NEVER be replaced, i love her with all of my heart, [say anythingyou want, i dont care].. she was my only friend for the longest time, we were inseperable.. every weekend, and wednesday.... shes my other half.. and without her.. i was complete.. and i wasnt happy.... so i have my best friend back why dont people want me to be happy? me and brandi have actually gotta pretty close.. thats weird to say, bc we were just like.. yeh we're kinda friends.. but now.. i talk to her everyday and things, its funnyt hough.. cuz her life is interesting, and her boys are funny... me her cody.. and nick [now] talk during flex.. and its never quiet... thats okay though, even though its boring.. its better than nothing and ben, you fuck.. I'M/WE'RE NEVER CALLING YOU AGAIN .. "we had a banging time" -ben "ew" - me .. "do you get what i mean?" -ben .. "as soon as you said banging.. i knew.. youre disgusting" - me .. *gag* sisters dont need to know about their brothers love lives.. and logan, i cant tell you.. but im sure you'll find out! lol I MISS ZACH, AND LUCAS.. AND CODY.. :( i love you kids.. im out 1 believed that if i gave you'd follow suit

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [28 May 2005|04:33pm] DRAW FOR ME puhleezuh go here.. www.myspace.com/sillynipple .... and draw on my picture thing.. <3 you love me right? THEN DO IT! you'd follow suit

(.. bitches never fail..) [23 May 2005|09:15pm] WOW I ABSOLUTELY HATE GIRLS! END OF CONVERSATION thank you so kids, hows life? things are alright on my end.. i finally sucessful played a game of hide and seek with kristi, without getting my pants wet.. and my shoes muddy as all *jesus loving hippie haters* it was amazing.. but it probably was because zach and his little "i dont talk to girls" friend werent with us.. and chris quit as well.. cunts so.. i went to the champ on sat.. yeh, that was pretty gay, and again.. i could not hear Dan singing [from the underwater] but i dont expect much.. its sad how amazing they are on their cd.. but how horrible it is in person.. but theyre the nicest guys .. so i gotta give them props.. and brandon, bc his hair is the sexiest thing in the world.. and i want to marry him.. and his hair.. *sigh* so ive been listening to the spill canvas nonstop for the past 3 days, god i love them.. its only them, brand new.. "car underwater" by armor for sleep... or "landlocked blues" by bright eyes.... i refuse to listen to anything else... :-D whats the date today? the 23? WOO, that means.. only 1 month and 28 days til the breaking benjamin, staind, and 3 doors down concert <3 woo bitches.. anyway, i honestly have no idea why im updating.. but.. i got bored.. and i dont even think im gunna post this in my xanga.. or LJ.. aw man, :( giggle.. not LOVE YOU you'd follow suit

soo... [08 May 2005|09:08am] so yeh, i was in the best mood ive ever been in on friday, you know why? bc EVERYTHING was perfect for me to see my chasarae and i mean, we had rides, times, places and everything.. but then tony just had to ruin it all! DICKFACE! .. so me and kristi went to rent movies, and we got.. wishcraft [uh, a bit weird.. and yes i mean wish and not witch] .. friday after next .. texas chainsaw massacre.. camp nowhere [AMAZING MOVIE FROM WHEN I WAS YOUNGER, GOD, WE LAUGHED, I LOVE THAT MOVIE <33]... and friday.. and yes i put friday last, bc i wanted to cry... bc of this.. Smokey: I got mind control over Debo, when he say "shut the fuck up" i listen.. but when he leaves, i talk again and that was me and chas's thing.. from when we were high, hed always say that about me "i got mind control over dannielle..." bc he could always get to me to get him drinks and his glasses when hed "loose" them on his head.. omg i miss him!! so yeh.. then yesterday [saturday] i went shopping in maryland with tiff, we had fun.. im inlove with the vans store.. bc they have my shoes in little kids.. and then BABY shoes! <3 god i wanted to buy them so bad.. so i got a shirt and kick ass socks from there... then the Nike Store.. wow.. i wanted these pants, but the smallest size the had was 4XL and me and tiff could both fit in one leg.. now, imagine how big htose pants were.. YEH! i got quite a few things, i spent like.. 52$.. very nice, but i didnt really get alot of stuff? oh well, i liked it then we came back to her place, and colleen called.. and wanted to hang out.. so we went and got her and were gunna go hit up the movies but they wouldnt let us in.. so we came back to tiffs, and chilled with the boys<3 i love those kids so much.. houston, jesse, aaron.. etc.. and i took pictures of the fire, and it was fun.. and jesses mom was super drunk, and she was HALLARIOUS .. so she made us carve into her table.. and i wrote "DANNIELLE H 3/7/05 I LOVE THIS TABLE" bc i do, many times weve spent down there by the picnic table lol and we took colleen home, and me and tiff were sitting at tiffs aunts in the driveway thing, in the car.. waiting for her mom, and houston and jesse walk up, and we were talking to them.. theyre fun kids.. and we came back and watched tv and went to sleep, and now im here.. so softball, yeh.. its fun boys, i think i like someone.. :D that reminds me, ive gotta call dirty boy, .. no i dont like him! lol.. i gotta find out when the "3 doors down, staind, breaking benjamin" concert is we're going to.. is .. ? yeh, and he was like "call me" and i hate the phone.. yucky yucky .. he was like "do you wanna go see the new star wars movie with me and get baked off our asses?" and i was like "hahahaha NO" i hate star wars, lol DOUCHES! um so yeh, im about to watch a movie.. so i gotta get something to eat bc im fat.. oh and im human? bc most people do eat during movies.. unlike those anarexic bitches in the world... chep i love you.. tifferpie dirty boy houie .. lol fat jesse other jesse too i guess kerristayy and mm3 cuz shes a slut :D laterrrrr you'd follow suit

heyyy [04 May 2005|03:38pm] i saw Jon Concadora <3, i was overly thrilled, still sexy as fuck, and im sure, still stupid lol so yeh, things have been going pretty well.. OH MY GEEZY CREEZY KIDS!! today, i stood out int he hallway like all 2nd mod just to see the little 8th graders for move up day, and i was like.. no im not leaving until i see christian, and i did <33 i was so happy, and i waved and smiled and jumped up and down, and elliot was like "i know that girl.. kinda" and christian goes "its dannielle!! duhh!!" and then like 5 little boys go "DANNIELLE!!" .. and i saw jimmie lee , and wow, has his hair gotten long!! so is christians, but his isnt that long.. and then houston almost ran me over, and i was like "wow, what did you do" and hes all "i tore all my tendons!" and he was like.. excited, lol god, i love christian and jimmie lee <3 lol I DIDNT SEE GREGGO!! :( so yeh, then i was talking to black chris and i was like.. shit, i dont remember.. but we some how came across me being a slut? and yeh.. me: oh yeh, you know it! chris: oh, well if you really are then... lets go! me: bathroom, 5 minutes! chris: ill be there!! --- after that class --- me: CHRIS! i didnt see you in the bathroom!! chris: im sorry, i waited but you didnt come, so i left! zach: woah, this cant happen! dannielle you share a room with me!!!! chris: well, let me see the house, *looks at house picture thing* i can move in with you guys! *boys talk about xbox live and how that makes chris have to live in me and zachs room* zach: okay dannielle, me and you share a bed, but we've got bunkbeds.. and chris sleeps on the other! lol god i love those boys <333333 in gym today, i jumped on zink, but cory pushed me so i had ahold of zinks arm.. and i was in the air, god was that fun! just like yesterday, when i went to slide over to ty.. and i fell.. on my ass, and slid on my back, god now that, was pure bliss, not even kidding, it was great.. barry, wow, what a horny kid <3 i love him.. barry: "you didnt even get to give me head yet!!!" me: "i will later i promise!!" barry: "ILL HOLD YOU TO THAT!" lol wow, i love it awww i talked to charles <33 and he wants to hang out, so i think were trying to do that this weekend.. me him kristi and toner boner, i hope <33 i miss him so freakking bad ive been writing ALOT lately, its great, i love writing, i just hate writing about who i write about, its horrible i do not love him! UGH tiff - dont worry, even if for some fucked up reason, foober does like me, NOTHING will come of it, you know i could never do that to you.. EVER.. even though im almost positive he doesnt, bc he probably would of told me, after all he tells me EVERYTHING lol .. but hes just trying to make you mad.. youll be fine <3 amanda lynn - i love you, and im glad were talking.. ill write you when you leave i promise, youll always be the best <33 poem boy - wow, i could say so many things, but itd give away who you are.. and i obviously dont want that, not bc im scared of what youll say, but bc i know what youll say.. and i dont want to fuck things up again.. key word being AGAIN, even though the first time was your fault not mine, actually.. it was always your fault, but still.. i hate writing about you.. but i cant help it, you just know exactly how to get to me, and you always have.. it sucks, and you know it.. why must you do this? LOL , wow, i hate that.. its so gay, and so very un-me.. RUBY YOU DEFINENTLY ARE MORE GIRL THAN I AM, NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES A DAY YOU JACK OFF!! lol god i love boys <3 im out, love you kids I LOVE BECKI!!! ITLL BE OKAY HUNNY I PROMISE, I KNOW THINGS ARE VERY VERY FUCKED NOW, BUT ATLEAST YOURE ALIVE AND THINGS CAN GET BETTER 1 believed that if i gave you'd follow suit

long time kids!! [15 Apr 2005|04:00pm] wow kids, ive been neglecting you, im terribly sorry!! what to say, ive been hanging out with tiff alot.. fun times of course <333 um, im grounded........... bc i didnt tell my mom i wasnt coming home til 11.... and now im allowed to hang out with justin, for a while... how gay is that.. it wasnt his fault, it was brandons bc he was being all.. woo with robyn, and tiffs bc she didnt wanna get up.. silly nipples <33333 GOTTA LOVE THEM went to the lock-in... can you say DRAMA!? im killing that stupid whore, i dont give a shit, she needs to die but i did get to talk to my dearest Evan alot, hes a cool kid.. and Colleen fell asleep in my hoodie, so i had to use Evans, and it smelled pretty lol.. gotta love him! i saw David today, and i was like "David, you were in my dream last night" and he goes "did we have sex?" and i was like "no, you were mad at me" and he was like "i could never be mad at you, here.. ill give you a sexy hug just to prove it" and like.. raped me, it was cute.. then he kept hugging me and kissing me on the cheek, bc he was so wired... gotta love him too! I LOVE ALL GAY BOYS <33 oh, and barry........... bc hes very slow when it comes to coty's bisexualness :p chas's 17th bday is soon, aw............... i miss my whore :( *cries* um... i have no idea why i even attempted to write in here.. i have nothing to say madame found a note jordan wrote me.. hahahaha, wow.. gotta love madame, anyone else would of turned that into the office, it was "bad".. but yeh.. madames the best, she looked cute today!! .. so yeh, ive got softball practice tonight, and tomorrow..... then kristen/ericas bday party [even though im grounded?].... and then sunday, me and zachman [seikerman] might go to the movies and what not, bc were cool kids <3 OH ZACHMAN I WISH YOU THE BEST OF LUCK WITH ALL THINGS GIRL RELATED TONIGHT <33 so, i think im becoming a bit fond of a young man.. lol, who says that? ......... maybe 2 boys, ah, the joy! today in test taking.. mr.guise asked how we were.. and really wanted to know.... and so me josh and tiff started yelling about how josh has girl problems.. and that we know he respects girls and dont think he did make the bet.. but he had no right to flip on my dearest megan.. and that he shouldnt blame it on colleen........... HOLLY MILLER IS A DIRTY SKANK WHO THINKS WATER IS FATTENING.. WHY DO YOU LET HER CAUSE SO MUCH FUCKING DRAMA KIDS?!? so, greeley estates and novice have just filled my brain so i must go listen to one of them <333333333 oh, mr.guise told me that me i remind him of orrie................. who says that? god! so i guess im done then! YEAY! ..... LOVE YOUUUU you'd follow suit

hey kids :o) [21 Mar 2005|03:41pm] okay, well ive got lots to say, so ill start off with the weekend of 3/11 - 3/12 friday- jordan and noel came and picked me up, well technically it was jordan noel and jermey.. but whatever.. then we went to karen and quays for a bit, and then went to 8 on the break.. sillyness.. and then we went to mcdonalds and were going to go in but noel was like "OMG WHITE PEOPLE WERE GOING IN!" [hes puerto rican] so we went in, and jermey and nolerrr did that thing were its you talking but its someone elses hands.. so yeh noel was talking but jeremy was behind him and doing the arm movement thingers and what not.. hm, yeh then jermey went home and me jordan and nole went back to karens and quays and slept there.. saturday- we took jordan to work, me and nole came back to karen and quays .. we watched tv and chatted and what not, got jordan.. and nole brought me home "im gunna get jordan tattooed on my arm.... its gunna say stupid right here" "i love willie! hes fucking hillarious" "her family is psycho!" ...... and whatever else was funny saturday part 2- went to the wifeys, and we hung and things ;) and the power went out so we did mckenzie and my make up and took pictures and what not .. then yeh, we went to sleep and things [i dont remember what we did] sunday- we did things again, and i hooked her computer up in like 5 minutes bc ive got mad skill.. and then yeh, hmmm.. i left and came home monday- went to kristis, we walked and hung out with zach and what not.. then we played life.. bc we love that game tuesday- went to tifferpies .. and i dont remember.. and we had fun times and what not, and jesse ran to his mommy like a little girl! lol wed-thur.. i dont remember friday- went to tiffs house.. *brian* came over, and we had fun times, 3 SUM IN THE HALLWAY!! and we walked to skating "do you feel like were going up a hill? ; ... we are" and then we had to come back to tiffs quick "those 2 are idiots, we should leave them.. cuz if they get caught, theyre screwed!" .. and we came back to skating, and we went in and it was gay and it pissed us off.. and thompson molested my cheeks and made tiffs forehead dig into my chin, yeh.. and then me and tiff left.. bc *brian* was being gay as shit.. and we went to mamas and got food bc her daddys super duper nice, and then me tifferpie her daddy and jesse went home .. and me and tifferpie watched movies til we fell asleep.. and well until the mouse ran over me "did he bite you? im sorry! he hasnt bitten me yet.... did he bite youuadskjlkjlkjdsf *falls asleep*" saturday- tifferpies daddy took me, tifferpie, her mommy, jesse and nicole all out to lunch, damn quiznos makes banging ass subs <333.. and me and tifferpie went to kmart and baught sunglasses <33 and then walked to circuit city and got soul plane bc her parents are spoiling her all this week.. and. then we went to walmart and tifferpie baught me wooly willies, and yep.. then we came back and everyone left. so itw as me tifferpie and nicole.. and then nicole was watching a movie so me and tiff went down to hang out with aaron and jesse[not her brother, a diff one] while they were skateboarding and i was dancing like an ass "you look like an airplane thats crashing" .. and then houston came out so yeh, and then aaron had to go in so me tiff aaron and houston went up to tiffs house.. and there was random molestions on tiff.. and then *brian* came up, so we went back down to skateboard.. and then he had on my bra and it was funnnyy.. then tiffs brother came so me and tiff went back up the house and then her brother left.. and then me and her hid under her kitchen table bc we were hiding from them, and houston and *brian* came in and yeh.. things just went on from there.. no need to be into details .. bc theyre just too great for you kids! "listen to the slurping noises" "MOVE YOUR FUCKING ARM!" "your boobs make good pillows.. oh! and they smell good too!!" "candy shop" .. scratch marks, mixed drinks, laughing orgasm, "itll tickle", condom slaps, dancing at quiznos, dancing everywhere, DOUCHEY NIPPLE!!.. my skanky feet.. and so many more.. I FUCKING LOVE YOU TIFFERPIE <33 sunday- went driving on the highway with my gpa today- .. was alright.. ruby said he didnt love me.. even though i wasnt doing the "i heart you" thing to him,.. i was scorekeeper in drivers ed.. mr.kell needs to eat a rank dead ass.. .. um, yeh i dont really remmebr ANYTHING sometime last week willis ccame up to me in the hallway and started to pet me, it was weird.. chep i need a boy.. *sticks out tounge* anyway, ill get going I LOVE wifey tifferpie kerristayy tyface becki jesse houston jordan nole and whoever else.. 1 believed that if i gave you'd follow suit

last ones.. for now [15 Mar 2005|04:22pm] ( last ones for now kids ) you'd follow suit

[15 Mar 2005|04:16pm] (  okay kid, something got really messed up.. so ive got to change some quotes around a bit ) you'd follow suit

they just keep going.. [15 Mar 2005|04:13pm] ( so caught up in emotion, i lost my ability to rhyme ) 9 believed that if i gave you'd follow suit

more.... [15 Mar 2005|04:04pm] ( left me with nothing else to give ) 2 believed that if i gave you'd follow suit

even more.. geezy creezy [15 Mar 2005|03:57pm] ( you took the only thing i could control ) you'd follow suit

[14 Mar 2005|04:42pm] ( you left me waiting, layed out on the bedroom floor ) you'd follow suit

[14 Mar 2005|04:33pm] ( but your baindaids broke, and your cure started to kill.. ) you'd follow suit

[14 Mar 2005|04:14pm] ( you swore you stop the bleeding ) you'd follow suit

[14 Mar 2005|04:10pm] ( bc the second time around, you tore apart my stitches ) you'd follow suit

more .. .. .. [14 Mar 2005|04:10pm] ( bc ) you'd follow suit

llllllllaaa [14 Mar 2005|04:10pm] ( but you promised you'd heal the pain ) you'd follow suit

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