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This Week Went By F A S T ! [06 Mar 2003|07:44pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | If You See Jordan » Something Corperate ] __[[\:homeroom I walked in and saw this old guy there, and I thought I walked into the wrong classroom, but I looked around and saw all the people that are normally in my homeroom, so I didn't feel that dumb. lol, I forgot that we would have a sub for Mr.Brambley, but it wasn't Mr.Fries, it was Mr.Shine. He kinda resembles Mr.Rogers, but that'll come later on in the day... lol __[[\:study hall Well, it was our usual table: Me, Chris, Brian, Randy, and two other people whom I don't know their names but all Randy and those two do is play 'Magic The Gathering' - twirls her finger - lol, so me Chris and Brian usually just talk about Brian's group AOE and how Chris' fucked all these girls. But anyway, today Becca came over and chilled with us. We sorta talked, we saw a lunch lady trip over nothing Becca was like "Did she just trip?" and I said "Yeah, I don't know over what though..." lol we lost it. So then she gave me a flyer for this show that's tomorrow...but I had plans to go to Mandie's, and Pat didn't want to go to that show anyway, so that blows. So, yeah then we were talking about the Hershey show with Gc..woot! Which is like..46 days away! Holler. lol __[[\:bio Blah, this class is alright sometimes, but today it was alright. Mrs.Baker left the room and Zb and Carl went at it, because Zb said "Don't make me smack you" or something like that, and Zb slapped him, and Carl like slapped him back and knocked his glasses off, and then Zb pushed him and Carl pushed him back almost knocking him off the seat. I was like "Holy Shit.." lol, I thought there was going to be a fight! but Mrs.Baker came back in and they calmed down. Nothing really happened except we went over our notes and all. __[[\:Foods & Baking We made Funnel Cake! It was so good, I denched mine in powered sugar. Rock on! \\m// lol, but anywhom, I hate cooking in that class because then you smelled like grease, espically in this unit because it's like dough stuff we have to make. Ughness! __[[\:lunch Well, nothing really happened today, but Pierced changed his haircolor, it kinda reminds me of fire. lol, but anyway! Yeah, Pat wasn't really into it at lunch so I was just hugging him and all. Then we went outside of the lunch room and chilled, and Pat walked over to like Jen + Mike and I looked at Garret and said "He's flirting isn't he?" and Garret goes "Yeah.." and Pat heard him and came over and like punched him in the stomach. lol, it was funny. Those two are always kicking the shit out of each other. Poor Garret, everyone picks of him, I heard today that someone poured Sugar in his hair. lmfao. __[[\:Math Eh, me and Garret got yelled at by Mrs.Kling for being late. She's like "Where do you come from everday!" and I was like "Lunch.." and he goes "Lunch, want to smell my breath!!" lol, it was funny. We had a test and I think I kinda failed it, but math sucks away... __[[\:German We had a sub today, what's with all the teachers taking off today? Geezish. So I got done with my work she assigned, and then I got this bracelet that Pat got me, and the spike necklace that was in my bookbag from yesterday and poked three holes in it, well I got one but this other girl Jenn got the other two in like two minutes, and the one took me like ten, I was like "Damn, that took you a short period of time!" lol, but she's cool. __[[\:English I walked in and I showed Allan my cool new wristband/bracelet I made, and he put the two small spikes in his hoodie, so it looks like he has horns, and I was like "That's so gay" lol, it was funny. But yeah, Leah wasn't there today, so I didn't talk much in my group. Ugh, it annoys me that two girls can be dead quiet the whole class period. Well, today Quinton was like "Yo Clemdawg, I have a cd of Daves Matthew Band for you" and Mr.Clemmer said "Okay at the end of the class" so, we had our jokes, like Doug he rubbed his head (Making fun of Mr.Clemmer) and Mr.Clemmer was like "What? Are you saying 'Oh look at me and my fake highlights' Mr.Bear?" and Doug started laughing and goes "At least I have hair!" lol, it was funny, that joke is so worn out though. So the end of the class came and Mr.Clemmer put the cd in, and there was only three songs on there, and he played the first song, and all of a sudden you hear glass smashing and then the Stone Cold Steve Austin theme song coming on. Everyone LOST it, it was so funny! Mr.Clemmer goes "What's this?" and everyone was like "The Stone Cold Theme!" and Mr.Clemmer goes "Really? Well, can I get a HELL YEAH!!" LMFAO, I love him he's so awesome!! __[[\:history I was still rolling about that Stone Cold theme, and I saw Allan who was in that class too and I just looked at him and laughed and he goes "Yeah, we wanted to wait until he left the room and put that in, and whenever he walked in the classroom the theme would start" lmfao, that would be even funnier. So Mr.Shine took attidence and I switched and sat over beside Autumn, and April sat beside me. And we were just talk until like, Mike, Doug, Allan and this Danielle chick started laughing and we all looked over and their faces were bright red, Mike looked like he was going to explode. And whenever they could finally talk, they told us to look over at the sub's shoes, and OMG they were like woman's black boots! They like, went past his ankle, and kinda had a heel, my mouth dropped. lol, it was funny though. There was a huge nipple pinching contest between Ryan, Nat and Autumn. It was funny because Nat grabbed it and pulled, and Ryan like moved back and his face looked so funny and he went "AH!" It reminded me of Beavis, from Beavis and Butthead, and he goes "YOU STRECHED IT OUT! I FEEL IT!" lmao, that was funny, the teacher even laughed. So the end of class came and Allan wouldn't give me back the spikes I let him use and so I pinched his nipple and he stood there for a second acting like it didn't do anything, and then he finally felt the pain and came after me, and did it to me, I was like "STOP YOU CAN GIVE ME BREAST CANCER!" lol, the teacher was like "What's wrong with girl's picking on guys? Back in my day it was the other way around" and Allan walked away from me and I followed him and he goes "Ya know Mr.Shine you look like Mr.Rogers" and He was like "If I had a dime for everytime I heard that one..." lol, he's cool though. __[[\:End Of The Day Me and Ashley walked up to her Spanish room while Megan walked outside with Nate, and she wanted me to go in there and grabbed her books, so I did because I'm a bitch lol, and we were walking in the tunnel and this guy past and she said hi and he didn't say anything back and she got loud and goes "LISTEN HERE, WHENEVER I SAY HI I WANT A GREETING BACK!" lol, she's too cute. So we were about to go down the stairs and she was like "Dare me to act like I have Taretts? Just be like, FUCKING MOTHER FUCKER! And kick the wall?!" lol, it was funny, she didn't do it though because a teacher came down behide her. It would've been funny though. So we finally got outside, and pat came up to me and hugged me and then he went to get a ride with Alek, so there was enough room for me Ashley and Megan to fit there perfectly. Well we let Ashley out and she got out and tripped over something, and all of a sudden you see Ashley falling over and her papers flying everywhere. I lost it, I couldn't breathe. But Megan finally calmed herself down enough to go help her up and get her papers. I just couldn't bare to look at Ashley because I known if I did, I would've probably pissed myself from laughing. Woot, it was so funny. __[[\:Patrick Well, I lost the two month bet. Yeah, bite me, mk? lol, I tried to talk him out of coming over because I KNEW something would happen. But anyway, me and him watched some tv, and then we went outside to walk around because my mom was being a mega asswad, saying I can't go anywhere Friday or go to Virgina, I was like "Uh, how about no?" lol and she was getting him into our verbal fight, so we walked to Hess, and I got a two liter coke, and then we walked to Hamilton and chilled there, we found a basketball, and he kept making shots, and I tried and I couldn't make any. Out of all those shots, I made one. And I felt so good whenever I did! lol, so we walked over to the playground and went down the slides and everything, aw, then we had a kiss whenever I was leanning against this pole thing, it was so sweet! I love him to death! He's coming over tomorrow, because he can't spend the night. His mom doesn't like the idea of him being a boy and me being a girl. It's true though, that boy is a horndog, I was completely content and then he had to go and ruin my two month thing. Damnit that didn't count. I want a rematch thing! lol __[[\:The Used For some reason, I've been using to The Used a lot lately. Whenever I heard their newest song I really didn't like it, but now I'm like..in complete love with it. I'm overplaying it I know, but Oh well I don't care! lol __[[\:Bye: Welp, I hope everyone had a good day and will have a good tomorrow, because it's Friday and Friday rocks ass! \\m// lol. Holler 6 comments|post comment

Woot... [05 Mar 2003|07:52pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Descending Angel » The Misfits ] __morning;- Megan got a ride with me and my sister to school, I don't know why though. It makes me happy whenever she does though! Except this morning sucked, because her mom is being totally unfair. Ugh I wish that parents would grow the fuck up ya know? Well, we got to school and I eventually made her laugh! lol Yayeah, and Zb came, then Pat, then Nate, and Pat hit ZB, and I was standing infront of Pat, and ZB went to hit Pat, but Pat put his hand up and ending up kinda hitting me in the nose...kinda hard. lol He felt bad, which he should have! lol __Homeroom;- Well, me and Zack talked about how gay the announcements were, and then he asked about Pat. Saying how he should be on the basketball team since he's tall and all, I was like "Uh, I'd like to disagree?" lol, it was funny. You kinda had to be there though? lol... __Gym//:Weight Training;- We finally got to use the equiment, and we could get a group of four so me Brian, Chris and this one other dude (I can't remember his name!) were a group. I switched spotters every now and then, Brian was the best though. He was like "Go slower whenever you go down" and like, actually watched me and helped me. Chris was just laughing because I couldn't lift up the 45 pound bar, I was like "Fuck you" lol, that shit may not look heavy, but it is! It was tilting to the side, so the other guy had to like, grab it before it fell. Chris thought I was going to smash my boobs, perv. __Bio;- Aw, ZB's in that class with me! He's so awesome. Everyone loves him! But, we had to watch this video on Cytoplasm, which was completely boring, infact Gumper, Carl and ZB fell asleep, and they're all at the same table, and it's just funny because I looked behide me and all three of them was laying there with their head down and ZB had his pencil on the paper like he was actually writing something. He's cute. __Foods & Baking;- We made dounuts, and they were bangin'!! lol, I made the glaze for the dounuts because I'm kinda iffy about the greasing thing, so Renise did that and Nick did that too. But I made bangin' glaze! lol, but yeah the dounuts kinda tasted like funnel cake? lol __Lunch;- I walked there with Megan and Alek, and they walked on while I walked into the lunch room, and there was Phil in my seat, I was like "Get out of my seat, bitch" lol, and he did too. So the whole lunch table was talking about cartoons and soccer movies, yeah kinda boring but hey! I get to be with Pat. I kinda miss being over in my building eating with Ashhole, but I hardly see Pat in school, and I see her all the time in my building, so yeah. Everyone picks on Garret at lunch, it's actually kinda sad. Poor Garret<33 lol __Math;- I walked with Garret to math, and he was talking about this Abby chick that I do not like, but Megan's friends with so I will not say anything =) lol. So we had to do a partner thing, but me Allan and Spencer worked in a three group kinda thing. And we goofed off the whole time. We only had three problems done while other people had like ten. Kinda slow, yeah. But Allan took my spike necklace and was like "I want two spikes.." and I was like "Why? You're ghetto, and ghetto with spikes..don't go" and he goes "I want to put them here..and use them as nipples" I lost it, his face was so serious, even Spencer laughed. Oh God, sometimes Allan can be a dick, but other times he's just so funny. __German;- This class is okay, but it's all freshmen, so I kinda only know a couple of people. I funked last year. lol, but Ian and I talk during class sometimes, so that rocks. We had a small quiz today, which I think I got like four questions wrong >.< damnit. lol __English;- This class is the best class ever! We have groups, and I just love whenever we have groups because we can talk, but my group is kinda quiet, they're getting to be talkative now. This Leah girl sits beside me, she's pretty cool actually. But people always make fun of Mr.Clemmer, because he's tall, bald and resembles Stone Cold, so people are like "Can I get a hell yeah?" lol, it's funny..you kinda have to be there. But anyway, he has this problem with his finger were it bends, and Dustin raised that finger up to answer a question, lol I don't think Mr.Clemdawg noticed, but Dustin got sent out anyway because he was laughing at Gumper. I swear, that's the class of the day besides History __History;- He was being pretty nice, only because the principal was there. But it's an easy class anyway, I should take option two last year, but I'm talking one because I like easy stuff. Me and Autumn and sometimes Ryan were the only one answering questions, so that shows how many stupid people we have in our class. lol, but Mr.Brambley will be out tomorrow and Friday, hopefully I have Mr.Fries as a sub, he's SO awesome. He always tells us storys about his farm and he cusses! It's so funny because he's like 60 something. He was telling us about his daughters first boyfriend and he goes "To be truthful, I never liked the son of a bitch..." lol I heart him. He's awesome. __Cort;- Aw, my sister came home from Vollyball practice, and didn't make the team. I felt kinda bad for her because she was in her room the whole time, and my mom had to tell me what was going on, so she was listening to some Ja Rule song and I came in and kicked the door open and grabbed a brush and started to act like I knew the words and jumped around her room singing, lol it made her laugh, push me out of her room, but hey it made her laugh! lol __ian;- I feel so bad for my pal Ian, he's always talking about how sad he is and all, I just wish that me and him were kinda more talkative towards each other...Ian, you rock! __Pat<33;- I love my baby, on Friday he's like spending the whole day with me after school. We're going to Mandies' then we're going back to my pap's house, and he's spending the night ;] (But remember, I have that two month bet!) and than we're going to Virgina to go shopping all day. Yayeah! I wrote him a page front and back, because I missed him and he's not allowed coming over because my mom's a dillhole. __Nasty :x;- Ew, Cortney and Jessi are watching Real Life on MTV, and these girl's are pregnant, and I'm watching them give birth, and I hear them screaming "It hurts" and stuff like that, and then they showed the baby when it came out, EW it looked SO nasty...All bloody and nasty looking - gags - I hoped I didn't look like that! I'm NEVER having a baby and going though all that pain, they'll have to knock me out with tons of drugs before I go though that pain. I know that you want a kid Pat, but damnit YOU give birth to it >=/ lol. 6 comments|post comment

Happy FAT Tuesday! [04 Mar 2003|02:31pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | The Art Of Losing » American Hi Fi ] Welp, today was pretty cool actually. We had homeroom in the auditoruim because we had a play to watch, so our class was like two rows behide our actual seats, and it's all Mr.Brambleys class, so like minutes before the play we had to move up real quick. Ugh, I really dislike him, everyone does, but anyway! The play was alright, funny at parts, but not good enough to actually make me go see the whole thing. Then in Safety Ed, we had to watch a video (When don't we? That's like all we do) and took notes on it. Then in Bio, nothing really happened that was funny. After that class I walked over to where Me Nate and Megan usually stand before 3rd period, and ZB tried to get me and Megan to buy some cd's, I would have but I already have half of them downloaded on my KaZaA, or I have the cd already. So then I went to Study Hall, nothing really happened there except Tabbie explaining about her getting her nipples peirced, which in my point of view is pretty cool because I think it'll look cool, but at the same time, totally ouchness lol. Then I went up to get a Strawberry Icee, and Mr.Brambley was there and he was all like "Hey Aly..." and I'm like "Hey.." lol, small talk outside the classroom. Then I had lunch with Pat! Which I loved because I love him, and it's like the only time I can spend with him because I'm grounded ;x f'n white trasher! Ugh, anyway. Math was boring, except me and Allan were talking, and he's always asking why I wear a certain item, like today I had a tie on and he was like "Why are you wearing that?" and I was like "Well, you must love my outfits, huh? You always comment on them" and he's like "Yeah, I'm so envious" lol, he's cool sometimes, but on certain days like yesterday, it's like shut the fuck up already. lol, so German was next, and we learned all about Fat Tuesday, and everything and how people have to give up something even sexual activites, so that's what I'm doing! lmao, I'm going to see how long I can go without having any form of sex. Yayeah, bets are starting now. lol, sike...Pat probably won't like the idea, but he can bite me. So yeah, English was next and Allan and Tim were like "Yo Alycia come here come here!" and I walked over and Tim drew this penis on his binder and goes "Smell it.." and I was like "Uh..Okay?" and I did, EW IT SMELLED SO INCREDIBLEY BAD! Like, fish or something..I don't know if it was Allan or Tim, but whoever it was...they have NASTY smelling balls mk? lol, then history came, oh boy that class is fun! lol, notice the sarcasm? Well, nothing really happened there, so yeah today was alright. Nothing big happened. I miss Pat alot, It's only been 2 days since I seen him, but I'm addicted and I need him, NOW ( Not sexually though, I think I can last long! lol) Oy, well I think I'll be going now, yeah..you guys should check this band out ;; Places To Park ;; They're so cool! Welp, I'm out like a prom dress. :D post comment

People = A S S H O L E S ... [03 Mar 2003|03:23pm] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | The Used » Maybe Memories ] Blah... I'm just really sick of people's crap and stupid jokes. Like, this nasty white trash person in 10th period goes "Here doggy doggy, here girl" Because I was wearing a spike collar and I was like "Whatever.." and it really didn't borther me, but ya know it's just annoying how people bust on others because they want to be different and not fit into the average person. I don't know maybe what I'm saying isn't making any sense. But then this kid Allan was whispering to this girl, but I heard Doug and my name and he goes "What about it?" and I looked over at him and he goes "Why are you looking over here for?" and he started laughing, and I said "What did you just say about me and Doug?" and Doug goes "Yeah, I heard you say my name" and he goes "Nothing don't worry about it" and I said "The reason you're talking low is because you're too coward to say it out loud" and the whole class was like "OH!!" lol, it was funny, but I seriously didn't care at the time. Fuck school and the assholes in it. UGH it just makes me mad. But aww, today Megan was looking SO cute! I love her so much!! She's so adorable, she makes me happy! Infact, more than happy..if ya know what I mean ;) lol JK! For you that don't realize this, me and Megan joke about being bi and everything, hey it gives us attention! lol. Welp I'm out, I'm grounded for being a smart ass and just talking back to my mom because of that dirty white trasher (Who will remain nameless, because I don't want her getting the cops on me!) - rolls eyes - Oh please... lol Peace 4 comments|post comment

A Good Day Ruined... [02 Mar 2003|08:59pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | On and On About You » Bowling For Soup ] Today Pat came over and we went to K-Mart and Wal-Mart with my aunt and gram. And at K-Mart, they were looking at shoes and I was over in the bra and thong selection and I got a pair of lacey see though hot pants and I put to Pat's lower area, and he goes "No man, I don't want my schlong hanging out!" lmfao, it was so funny. So we got a baby bottle pop, he took the last cherry one, damn him. And we went to Wal-Mart, and basically got a bag of Sour Patch Kids, which he ate all the cherry ones out of too! Ugh, that's my favorite flavor and he knows that. Loser! lol, so we come back and my aunt ordered us pizza and we were looking online for a seating chart of the Gc + nfg concert, but couldn't find it. And they left to get the Pizza and someone called, and it said like something Fortney, and I was like "..." because it's my last name and I never saw it before and I answered and it was fucking Kristina. Her annoying voice brought back bad memories, well she called because she read my old journal and how I was calling her a slut, skank, whore and how dirty her boyfriend is, which THAT part is true, and then she said that my mom told her the reason I didn't want her dating Shawn was because he was going to beat her up, and I was like "What?" and she goes "Yeah, why do you think he's such a bad person?" Dude, I explained this to her a million and one times, he's dirty, he hangs out at the fucking square (For those of you who don't know what that is, it's where all the dirty, nasty people on welfare hang out, no jobs, no life, and they have babies out at like 3 in the morning) and he had a rumor about having an STD, and she thought she had one, so she ruined her own life. I frankly could give a shit less about her. Every since she dated him, she's changed and tried to be something she's not and I said "I told you why" and in the background he goes "Give me the fucking phone" and I was like "Whatever Kristina" and hung up. He's like 19 or 20 and dating a 16 year old, please tell me that is not disgusting. I could call the police right now and say he's fucking a 16 year old, but I'm not that heartless. I do miss her sometimes, yes that's true. I miss how we could talk forever and ever about stupid shit, I miss her mom, dad + her brother, I miss the good times we had, the advice she gave, how much we cared about each other and I just miss the old Kristina, not the new one and most imporantly the 10 year friendship we had. And my mom wants us to be friends again? Uh, that's what she wants, not what I want...why should I go ahead and pretend I actually care about her when I'm totally done with the friendship? She lost everything she had, basically all her friends she had, her popularity went downhill and everyone I know lost respect for her. Even me, and that's bad when your best friend for 10 years, the one that knows you better than yourself, tells you not to go out with this person because it's wrong for these reasons;; a)He was 18 or 19 at the time, that's illegal, and it still is b)He had a rumor about having a kid and a STD c)He hangs out at the square d)He can't control his temper So, Kristina if you forgot why I don't like him, there...a little reminder, mk? Ugh, anyway after I got calm down about that me and Pat ate pizza and went upstairs and watched like 18 episodes of Beavis and Butthead on DVD, it was funny as fuck. Then we just hung out and everything, and he had left, and then my gram and aunt went to Gaints while I was watching MTV and they told me they saw Pat and his mom at Gaint, I knew I should've gone! lol, ugh. Well I still haven't decided if I'm going to my moms tomorrow, I mean...why would she lie to Kristina and tell her that? I tried calling after Kristina did and Cortney picked up and hanged the phone to her and she hung up on me, so I called again and she hung up. So I called a second time and Cortney goes "She doesn't want to talk to you" I was like "Get her on the phone now" and she hung up again! So then Mike answered the phone and talked to me about it, and I was like ..."Whatever." I probably won't go over, I mean why would you try to start some shit with your daughters life? Ugh, I don't understand it. Anyway! I made a crazylife journal, so yeah...it's www.crazylife.org/~scabbed__wings ...uh huh! lol, Aw I love Patrick..He makes me happy, baby if you're reading this...I LOVE YOU 2 comments|post comment

Yayeah! [28 Feb 2003|08:02pm] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | Nirvana » Come As You Are ] Well, today we had a two hour delay because we got at least 2 inches of snow, yeah our school district is ghetto, but hey if it gets me an hour or two more sleep that owns! I got up, and decided to kinda be goth'ed out today, so I wore my Disturbed Mistress shirt and jeans and a spike collar and everything, yayeah. Megan got to ride with us today! And Dominic's sister did too because she's friends with Cortney, so yepp. Study Hall was alright, hearing nothing but Brian go on and on about his rapping career he has going with Nate - Angelz of Existance ROCK! Just alittle shout to them! Then Bio was alright, nothing really happened in there, I think I kinda bombed a test though...but what else is new? lol, then Foods + Baking came, and we watched this video about the 'Food Pryamid' and everything, pretty much boring. Then I walked with only Megan to lunch today because Alek was still in Math finishing a test. So I sat with Pat and his friends at the table, I'm the only girl there so I kinda feel lefted out, and they're like kinda smart and make fun of people for being stupid, ya know typical assholes..so I keep my mouth shut. lmao. Well, they had this bottle and Art goes "Whoever it lands on, is the SEXIEST bitch..." and he spun it, and it landed on Nick lmfao who's 'kinda' overweight and we all started busting up laughing, it's okay though...he did too! No worries about hurting people's feelings. I walked with Garret then to Math, and we worked on a review. German was okie doke, Ian had a derby hat, it's so cute! lol I hope I can get Pat one though..shh! lol, English was even better because it's me, Mike and this one chick, and Doug but Doug was absent and that sucks because he's usually what makes it funny. But oh well, and then History came and ugh I can't stand Mr.Brambley, yesterday he yelled at me because Ryan hit the back of my chair hard and I screamed really loud because it scared me, and he goes "ALYCIA THAT WAS UNCALLED FOR!" and I said "Oh my GOD!" and I slammed my arm down on my desk, and the pen went out of my reach and flew almost across the room, lmfao and everyone laughed and he goes "THAT WAS UNCALLED FOR ALSO!" Ugh, eat balls you fag! lol I seriously dislike him. No one likes him, and what sucks is that Mr.Tanner was suppose to come back...but Mr.Brambley just informed us that he's gonna be there for the REST of the year. Oh God I'm going to die. ;x lol, anyway! Yeah, today me and Pat hung out at my house and everything, it was fun! I love him so so so much. He had a small fight...but we made up (twice!) lmfao. And we had to watch my sister Tianna, he's so good with kids...he's gonna be a great daddy! My kids will love him, and yes I already know that he's my baby's daddy! lol, onto other things. He's at Mandy's right now checking out Phil, Doug and Will's band I guess, and I got bored so I made a new screen name, ' descending anqel ' yayeah, it rocks! It's a Misfits song..yepp yepp. Welp I love my baby and I think I'mma go now.<33 Love Ya'll! 2 comments|post comment

Gc + NFG Concert on April 21st!!!!!!!!!! [27 Feb 2003|03:36pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Sp » You Don't Mean Anything To Me ] OMG! I'm so f'n happy! I'm seeing GC - NFG - and Less Than Jake on April 21st at Hershey! I heard it on the radio yesterday and I started screamining in the car, and I like spread it all around school. Some knew, some didn't. lol, my aunt got online last night and got two tickets, one for me and the another for Pat. She had to get a password to get presale tickets, and somehow she got it. Maybe she went to like NFG.com or Gc.com something like that. (Sorry I like to shorten things)I'm so happy! I just hope that Meggles can go to the concert! If she can't =( that'll suck the mega balls of Joel Madden. lol, but onto OTHER things, my mom got us a new girl puppy! It's so cute, it's all black and the paws and tip of the tail are white. They named it Zoey, I wanted it to be Justice, but no it was three against one, so yeah. lol, well this is my really short post, but GOD am I happy! Welp, I might get on later and change the whole layout to Pierre from Simple Plan, oh hott MAMA he's hott. They're playing in Pittsburgh for only 11 dollars, GOD is that cheap or what!? lol Peace out homies 4 comments|post comment

I'm Proud Of My Amz! [21 Feb 2003|07:20pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Drawing Board » Mest ] Aww, Amz got her liscense today, Congrats huns! Now you can drive the band around to shows ;D lol, sike just playing. Well today was great, I love two hour delays. I get up easier, I have a better day at school, and I'm happier! Well, Megan got a ride with us today, and she was saying how she liked my hair..it made me feel special! She has that effect on a lot of people. Then we chilled at our 'spot' lol. Homeroom wasn't any fun, but hey it's homeroom what do you expect?! Then I walked with Megan over to the other building for first period, Tiffany wasn't here today..so I walked her to class and I just went to the library for study hall, wrote her and Pat a note. This dude in there was trying to be slick and skip his first period class, but the librarian caught him. Ha, stupidhead. You gotta be like me + Megan at skipping class! Ha we're the masters..even though we get caught and get ISS..anyway! Nothing really happened in Bio, except comments of how they liked my hair and blah blah blah, then Foods + Baking came. That class rocks, I always look forward to it because the closer that class ends, the closer I get to see Pat next period and get to walk with Megan! Well, it ended and me and Megan were walking to the lunch room in the Swartz and someone took the Matt Schmohl picture, lol I think it was Megan ;x lol, but anyway! I ate lunch with my baby + his friends, sadly that fucking bitch starting sitting at the table beside them again. UGH I hate her. Then Math, nothing really happened in there except we had to work on papers and reviews problems. German was alright, we watched all these music video's most of them were like Rap and this dude kept nodding his head to the 'beat' lol it was really cute. Then the fun came whenever English came around because Doug's spreading rumors about my friend being pregnant when she's not, and I was like "Yeah, I'd avoid her at all cost." And Mr.Clemmer got all into our convo and he goes, "Over in this corner, wearing red + white is DOUG, and in the other corner, is '------' wearing Materinty clothes" I was like "Oh my God you can't say that!" Everyone laughed. It was funny, but not really. Blah, then 10th period came around, and we had Mr.Fries (pronouced freeze) which rocked! He never makes us do work, he's a farmer so we just ask him how his horses are, or how is cows are and he goes into a story, completely wasting our class time. It rocks, but he cusses a lot, today he said 'Son of a Bitch', 'Hell', and 'Shit' that's good for him! lol. And then the most fun happened whenever Pat came over after school. We went into my sister's room and just laid down trying to sleep, but we both weren't really tired, so he played fight for alittle and everything, I love him so much! He's the best boyfriend ever! He's the best kisser ever, GAH! Let's not get into that one. lol, whoa this is a long ass entry, but I had a good day. Rock on!<33 I love you Patrick<33! 2 comments|post comment

New Layout! [20 Feb 2003|12:53am] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | Seasons » Good Charlotte ] Yayeah! It's Kelly Osbourne! It's kinda a bad picture of her, but I so love the icon! I hope I can find a better wallpaper or layout of her somewhere! She's so awesome, and I love how she acts! The spoiled bitch type, Gah! You have to love her. lol Welp, I made a new layout! Holler at me! Oh by the way, my little six year old sister Tianna, is singing Seasons by Gc! Gah, I teach her well! Heh. \\m// aLy \\m// 9 comments|post comment

Best Day Ever [19 Feb 2003|11:29pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | Shes Got A Boyfriend Now»Bowling 4 Soup ] Aw, last night me and Pat stayed on the phone until at least 4;30 or some time around there. It's weird, I always thought I'd get tired of talking to a person for more than an hour over the phone, but not him! We talk about every single thing...it's like, we're best friends who can just talk on and on and never get tired of each other! I love him so much! He came over today and woke me up with a kiss! Which made me happy! Then I had to take a shower because I felt dirty, and he did too ( not at the same time..mind you! ) and then we went into the bedroom and didn't come out for a couple of hours, just talkin' and stuff haha. Then we went into the living room, and my mom was up, and Tianna, Cortney and Jessi were outside with the other kids that live around here and Tianna kept throwing snowballs at the window, lmfao and my mom was like "Do it ONE MORE TIME!" and Tianna laughed ( whenever she laughs, she sounds retarded, but it's so funny and cute ) and threw it anyway. It was really funny. So we went into the snow, and mostly I got threw into the 3 feet of snow, I came inside and I was so frickin' cold, but Pat didn't even get thrown! Ugh, lol. Then we went back into Cortney's room and cuddled under a big blanky and watched 'One Hour Photo'. That movie was pretty good, but kinda sad! I felt bad for that guy! But Pat liked it because it showed some nasty bitch's 'ahem' lol. Sike, but yeah, there was like only one scary scene, which he DIDN'T tell me about..thanks baby! lol. Then we went out into the living room and watched 'Sister Sister' and 'Smart Guy' lol, yep yep!<33 I love him soo much! He's so sexy! GAH! lol. We have off school tomorrow! Yayeah! That's so extremely gay, we probably have to go on Friday, one day of school in a week. That's bad lol. Oh, my gift from Pat came in the mail! I can't wait to see what it is!(#*$)(#*% lol. Okay, calm! Well I'm gonna go and see if I can get a Kelly Osbourne background + icon, because she rocks and I love her! i love you baby! post comment

Masterbate for Peace!;; [18 Feb 2003|10:32pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | The keyboards clicking away!... ] Haha, Ian showed me this website, www.masterbateforpeace.com, and it's fuckin' funny as hell! I wanted my aunt and mom to buy some bumper stickers, but noo they can't take a joke. Geez whats with grown ups today?! Check out these funny ass slogans on the bumper stickers;; -;-//Cream your khakis, not Iraqis! -;-//Peace if spiffy, stroke your stiffy! -;-//Don't send the fleet, just beat your meat! -;-//War is shit, rub your clit! -;-//Peace is cool, pull your tool! -;-//Side with France, reach down your pants! -;-//Peace is the issue, use a tissue! -;-//War is crappy, slap your pappy! -;-//Slap your tool, don't use fuel! -;-//Rub your snake for peace's sake! -;-//War's for squares, play downstairs! -;-//Stop war now, milk your cow! -;-//When you jerk tonight, keep peace in sight! -;-//Down with war? Stroke some more! -;-//War is cruel, flog your mule! -;-//Don't attack, play with Jack! -;-//Get peace fever, rub your beaver! -;-//Give your Bush, the finger! -;-//For peace to work, you need to jerk! -;-//War is heinous, thumb your anus! -;-//You can't beat off with nuclear arms! -;-//War is mean, flick your bean! -;-//War is wrong, whack your schlong! -;-//My 'friendly fire harms no-one! -;-//I'm going blind, for mankind! -;-//War is silly, whack your willy! -;-//Think globally, whack locally! Heh. Just funny shit I thought would make ya'll laugh. Yayeah, we have off school tomorrow! Woop! I watched Joe Millioniare, and that one Zhora chick won..I thought for sure that one blonde chick would win..Sarah? Or whatever her name was. But that Joe is attractice, nice bod. ;D lol, well I'mma go now and talk to my baby because I love him and he's HOTTIER then any Joe I know! ;] 6 comments|post comment

Let It Snow, Let It Snow, Let It Snow... [18 Feb 2003|05:50pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Your Star » All American Rejects ] Dude, we got 29 inches of snow, that's more then anyone else in Pa! \\m// rock on! \\m//. I helped shovel some yesterday, it wasn't as bad. I was suppose to get up and help my aunt this morning, but me and Pat stayed on the phone until like 3 in the morning, so I kinda slepted in until 4. She was aching all over. I kinda felt bad. But our neighbors made this huge pile by our 'One Way' street sign, and it's taller then me! I felt like going out there in my PJ's and shirt and just run into it. But it was probably rock solid so yeah, that would hurt just a tad. Aww, I helped my bestest friend in the world make a journal! You should so see it, it's so adorable!<33 But then again it's understandable because she's adorable and beautiful! /~giirl__vicious, yayeah! I was listening to my burned cd, and "I want to save you" by Something Corperate came on, and it's a really sweet song. So I made it yet again song for my bestest friend in the world;; I Want To Save You//Something Corperate Standing on the edge of morning scent of sex, and New Found Glory playing as she's pulling back her hair She drives away She's feeling worthless Used again, but nothing's different She stayed the night, but knows he doesn't care Home by Three Deafening quiet The porch light's off Yes they forgot it She cried herself to sleep But she don't dare, Then she wants to be a model, She wants to hear she's beautiful She's beautiful I want to save you, I want to save you, I need you, Save me too, I want to save you, Dressed by dawn and out the door, No light, She memorized the floor, So she could leave without being detected, She works till three, It's uniform, She dreams that he'll come by the store, She prays for days, The boys mean she's protected, And she wants someone to see her, She need to hear she's beautiful She's beautiful I want to save you, I want to save you, I need you, Save me too, I want to save you, And she won't sleep She won't sleep, And she won't sleep, At all, I want to save you, I want to save you, I need you, Save me too, I want to save you, ( Let me save you ) I want to save you ( Let me save you ) I want to save you ( Let me save you ) I want to save you I love you Meggles<33 3 comments|post comment

]-[appý Va£entine§ Daÿ [14 Feb 2003|09:41pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Pretty Girl » Sugarcult ] Omg, I love Valentines Day<33 I loved today, Pat came over, and I was sleeping..and he woke me up with a kiss! That made my day, and then we 'celebrited' the holiday ;D lol then we went to my pappy + grams house, and I made Cream of Chicken and he made Chicken Noodle Soup, and we sat down and ate and talked and then we went upstairs and watched the "I love lizze" marathon on Disney lol. Then we played fight and just..had so much fun together! And he was saying how he loved my hair, and everything..it really made me happy. He makes me happy period, I remember last year like 2 hours ago, we went to the skating rink and danced in the middle of the rink under this disco ball to "Insatiable" by Darren Hayes and "Still" By Brian McKnight..he had a good relationship back then, but omg this one is ten times better. I feel way more comfortable around him, I can tell him anything..and I know he will understand and everything, he's so great and perfect..I love him so much! For Valentines day, he got me a HUGE teddy bear! He named it George<3 and he got me something else, but it hasn't came yet and he won't tell me! Gr :x but..- sigh - the things I got him, was a leather wristband that buckles on with a red star, and a 'ivy wool cap' and I thought it was a derby hat, because he really wanted it, I asked the chick at Hot Topic if it was a derby and she said it was..so I was kinda explaining it to Pat over the phone, because he had a hat at my house that looked exactly like the one I got him, only it wasn't cool and he goes "that's not a derby hat.." and he explained what one was, I was like "..." I felt so bad because all I got him was a stupid wristband, but he says he loves it and all he wanted was to still be with me and everything, that made me smile and feel much better. So yeah..I'm selling Ian it and buying Pat something with that money! Well I'm gonna go... HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! 19 comments|post comment

... [13 Feb 2003|07:20pm] [ mood | predatory ] [ music | Operation Ivy » Smiling ] Heh, I'm feeling PREDATORY..whatever that means...Ew, dude my sister decided to make dinner, and she made hamburgers, the f'n bun and SLICE OF CHEESE is bigger then the meat! The meat's like..an inch long and thin! It's so disgusting. I gave mine to the dog lol Ick. Anyways, I got my hair cut..and it's to my chin! I wanted the ends to be like, splitty looking but she made it straight ;x I was like..whatever lol. Then my mom and me bonded and dyed my hair black at the tips and put chunks of black in it. Yayeah! Then, Pat called and I love him so much! Tomorrow will be one year and 4 days! I'm happy! I just hope he doesn't hate my hair, he said he'll be honest..gahh i'm skured. lol Welp, yes that's all that happened tonight, so just thought I'd update cause i'm bored byes! post comment

Bleh, Tiredness sucks ass. [13 Feb 2003|03:43pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Prove To You » Chevelle ] Okay, you know how I was talking about that Brandon Boyd look-a-like that Chelsea was hugging? Well Pat called me and goes "Do you think Brandon Boyd is hott?" and I go "He's okay" not even thinking about it because I thought he got me like, an incubus poster. And he goes "Who's this character who looks like Brandon?" And I said "...huh?" and he goes "Oh he's SO hott, I was trying not to drool and look cool!" I lost it and laughed my ass off. He's so nosey! But I love him anyway ( and no of course I'm not just saying that because he NOW reads my journal :D ) lmao. Omg, me and Megan were on the phone ( she got her guitar btw ) and we were talking about the war, and I go "Ya know, Good Charlotte would have to go to war!" and she goes "Omg, can you image that?" Here's what we came up with, if they had the chance to use guns;; Joel-"Yo, totally GANGSTER!" - plays with it like he's from the hood. Benji-"This is for New Found Glory!" BAM BAM! Billy-Acts like he's in a video game with it Paul-"What do I do with this?..." lol he's so cute! Well, yep. Then we were talking about the war we might be having, and I go "Yeah, America's cool, they shouldn't hate." And she goes "Yeah, we should bomb the country with the worse bands!" and I go "...I'm trying to be SERIOUS about war, and you're talking about bands?!" and she goes "Yeah, I'll make a great president, what band's from there?...Oh okay let's BOMB THEIR ASS!" LMFAO, it was great. I love her to death! Welp, I'm off until Monday because our school's gay and we have to have school on Presidents Day since we had a snow day. Mother F'er. I think I shall go now...and go to sleep probably, this rad chick is out! 4 comments|post comment

Fùçk Ýöú·.¸» [13 Feb 2003|03:41pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Who Wants To Be A Millioniare? » Tv ] OMG! I haven't wrote in this for awhile, but I got the tips of my hair black + a streak of black too. It's really cute, I'm getting my hair cut to my shoulders, so i can re do it because it kinda looks bad on one side. Megan will probably do it over. But I'll put more streaks of black in it. Anyways, yeah..me and Pat celebrited our one year yesterday...GOD was it great!! Woo. ;] no DETAILS you perv. lol. But, um yeah Doug's speading shit about Ashley being pregnant, the day she wasn't there, he told Mr.Clemmer and Mr.Brambley, and she has them both. Omg he wasn't there today, I told him to shut his mouth, let HER spead it if she is, not him. Well she came up to me before homeroom and goes "What the fuck is going on?" and I had to explain shit, and she goes "Oh HELL NAW!" lol, I love her ghettoness, it's so cute. But I said Wade's over there, talk to him he'll know where Doug is. And she screamed "WADE!" and he jumped LMFAO, it was SO funny. Well, yeah...Kristina has staples in her head ;x - tries not to laugh - me and my mom got into a huge fight over that yesterday because I kept making smart remarks, and she called me cruel, heartless, and a bitch. But why should I act like I feel sorry for her when i don't? I would be not only lying to myself, but her as well. lol Ashley goes "Yeah, she won't be able to go though a metal detector because of that metal up in her head, fucking frankenstein." lmao. but lunch today was..empty. I walked with Megan and she had to go to class, so then I walked with Alek, and he went inside the lunch room with me and hardly anyway was there because it was senior skip day. So Pat's table had like, Garret, Charles, and Art. So, yeah 5 people including me. And I went to sat down and Pat goes "Thank you" and I go "...for what?" and he said..."The crush soda?" Our school had this thing where you can send a can of Orange Crush soda to your crush or just flowers. And I was like "Uh, I didn't get that for you...who did?!" and he goes "I thought you did!" and I grabbed it from him and it had 'i<3u" and that is SO not mine, because I write out the 'u' and the handwriting was a girl, and on the back it said "Altice" I was like "...Who's this from?" I was about to fucking punch Chris in the face, but 1. She wasn't there and 2. I can't fight, and 3. I would only look STUPID in the end. So ya know, I kinda ignored him and Garret goes "God, get over it..it's just a soda." Then i was like "If i got a rose from some guy it would be the end of the world." and blah blah blah, fighting and then finally we stopped, and Phil came into lunch and gave Pat their demo cd. Then the end of the day happened and Megan heard the whole story, and she had a rose and she goes "Here, say it's from someone." So we were going though names of my ex's or just friends and finally came to one. So when we went outside Pat saw me with a pink rose and he goes "Oh, who's THAT from?" and I go "Dustin, why do you care? I told him the story and he felt bad so he gave me one of his roses." And he goes "Well, that rose wasn't from a girl, Phil Kevin and Kevin wrote 'A child days everytime you masterbate, cut down.' and the girls who run it didn't think it was suitable so they changed it to some fucking altice shit." So, those fags had i<3u on it and all. I felt SO stupid, so I handed the rose back to Megan infront of Pat and he goes "..." lol, I explained that we planned it out and he just shook his head and said "Fuck you." lol, I love my baby. Everyone says I'm whipped and I can do better, but God I don't think I can..he's so..right for me. Bleh, enough with the emotion shit. Tomorrow I'm getting my hair done, then i'm going shopping with Pat and his mommy because they love me :D lol. Welp I'm out..i'll write more later, lol.<33 HAPPY 3 DAYS MEGAN + NATE!!!!<33 post comment

Woop, I win ;x [09 Feb 2003|04:16pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Tv » Some Sport Thinger? ] Woo, today I went to the mall to spend my report money, which was suppose to be 100$ but she took off 20$ because I got detention ;x but it's all good because I got;; A MADE Tank Top, A Disturbed Mistress Baby T, And a White + Pink studded shirt that has a skull on it, AND I got a pair of vans that has flames on the side of 'em. Pat has the same ones, but I got mine cheaper then him, I got mine for 7$ while he got his for 17, woop I win!! lol He just walked though the door and said that my MADE tank was gay ;x I have to dye his hair black tonight...yep yep. Well I'm gonna go and fuck e'm..I mean..SPEND TIME with him :D 2 comments|post comment

ì £övê Þat®i©k [07 Feb 2003|08:03pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Jack Off Jill » Strawberry Gashes ] Howdy Howdy Fucking Partners! Haha, I was watching American Pie ;x, yep yep. We didn't have school today which kicked major ass because I got to sleep in until 10ish, I didn't get to talk on the phone with Pat though :[ it's the 5th time since we've been dating that we missed a night of talking, and it's almost been a year. Yes, I am extremely devoted. lol But I redid my profile on Aol, and it KICKS so much ass :D. I'm proud, um then I was talking to people, and then Megan called me! Her guitar won't come until NEXT Friday! But she's gonna look things up like Chords and..whatever else she needs to know. And yeahh, and we were on the phone and I downloaded some Jack Off Jill songs, and this one "Ugly Girl'' song was there, and I was listening to it and we busted out laughing so hard, it's really funny. It reminds us of a dirty, skanky, whore who f'd a guy from the square, naming no names..-cough-KRISTINA-cough. It's like "I'm an Ugly girl, my face makes you hurl.." and one part goes "Acne Everywhere..I'm related to Frankstiens Creation!" lol it's SO funny you MUST download it. I gots 10 dollars tonight for babysitting some chick's daughter, so that rocks because now I have 70 dollars to spend on Pat, and I HOPE that I can be a Jew and talk my Grammy into buying me some vans that has flames on them at Gadzooks for 20, but if I can't..then I guess I'll buy them, I'll consider it a one year/valentine gift for MYSELF! ...yeahh that works huh?! lol Well holler at your mom mk? bye! 7 comments|post comment

You can be my garage band king [06 Feb 2003|06:20pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Something Corperate »Punk Rock Princess ] Long day! I'm glad we might actually have a two hour delay tomorrow. I need some sleep! Pat didn't come over today because he came over yesterday. God I love him so much you just have no idea, like...he's the one and only one for me I know it. We have been fighting so much the past week since like..Sunday, but we got over them, I just hope I can get him something good on Saturday, I have 60 dollars to spend on his butt. Amz is going undercover to get some info aren't cha!? lol. I had to make this pamphlet thinger because Zb and Chris are extremely gay, so now it's like..ghetto rigged lol, Foods and Baking was boring, we ate some NASTY Strawberry pie - shivers - Icky, I gave it to Megan lmfao, she ate it! Then me, Alek and Pat walked her to class because she is beautiful and I love her to death! lol. Lunch was okay, except that fat fucking bitch kept looking over at me, I swear to God I'll knock her teeth straight. lol Sike if I could fight, trust me I would punch her. Then Math was alright, I worked with Garret and heard some...interesting? stories? lol. We're so pervetted, but hey he's cool. Then in German..nothing really happened except Ian might actually be in Fatal Minds now which is really cool because I'll get to know him alittle more and our band will be complete. A drummer-Matt, a singer-Ian or Amz, Guitar-Me, and Bass-Megges, OMG! She was suppose to get that Bass today, I hope she did. I doubt it though..or she would've called me and been like..''AHH I GOT IT I GOT IT!" lol. English was funny though, Mr. Clemmer is a trip I'm telling ya! But we had a fire drill and I saw Chelsea! I love her to death! But yeah, she was hugging this really hott Joe dude who looks like Brandon Boyd, so I'm like..trying to act cool and look at him without drooling lol. Nah sike but yeah, then Justin and me walked back to class and Allan was making fun of me because I had a tie on " Why you wearing a tie?!" Geez, Ghetto boys are so...ghetto! and I told him because it was cute and he said it looked dumb, but I got him back in History because he had to go to the bathroom, but I stood infront of him and blocked the doorway, it was funny he pushed me though :[ it kinda hurted. But yeah..that was my extremely boring day, I think I'mma go sleep or something...better yet! I'll call my baby because he is sexy and I love him! I love Patrick Ryan Squires<33*@!]~ post comment

...being used hurts [03 Feb 2003|08:55pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | KoRn]·.»Alone I Break ] Today, ya know I thought it was gonna go by great! I mean..last night me and Pat talked for along time, around 9;30 till 1;30, long time huh? And this morning went well and even school did..until the end when Pat was kinda being...a jerk. I told him that one of my friends MIGHT be pregnant, and he confronted her about it which is fine because I really don't care if she knew I told him and she didn't care anyway, and She goes "Why did you tell him!?" joking around and I was like "I don't know.." and we laughed then Pat wanted to start a fight between us and goes "Yeah but by the way she was saying it you WERE pregnant!" and I just....ugh I can't stand that. So I come home and stuff, get ready for Pat to come over. And I was online and Chris was online so I IM'd him and it turned out to be James! Who I haven't talked to in so long because we don't have any classes like we did last year, and he was like "Yo can i get a ride from my moms house to somewhere" and that pissed me off. Ya know I missed HIM and his jokes, and his funnyness and just...talking to him. And he wants a fucking ride somewhere?! Ya know that's just wrong...and I was like "..all you do is use me don't you?" and he goes "Yeah w/e bye" and I just signed offline..I was crying so hard. I fucking hate this...it seems like everyone uses me. Chelsea for money or get my mom's ciggs, kristina used to for everything, Brian used me just to get info on Megan probably, same with Phil but at least they all still say hi and try to talk to me. James was one of my best friends and now I finally found out it was just...shit. I don't know..maybe i'm just dumb, but it hurts so much. Pat was there for me though, he said that i'm better then him and i can do and i did do better without him. I'm so glad I have people like Pat and Megan here for me. I just wish that I was prettier..maybe then he wouldn't have used me. I was so fucking blind ya know? I mean now that I think about it, all he did was use me, he spent the night over at my house only to spend time with ashley or megan or whoever else was there, he always wanted me to go to Christina's house with him JUST so that he could get a ride, if i was as pretty as megan then he wouldn't use me. God, I need to like..strave myself until i'm perfect. A size 14 isn't all that great. Gah I hate myself.... <'33 tears.frowns.tissues. God I need Prozac 4 comments|post comment

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