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[12 May 2004|05:59pm] |
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Soo...maybe I should update.
School is good, first semester is almost over. I must admit, there are two classes I'm really loving. Web design and programming (even if I fail to admit I like it and think I'm shithouse at it). It's really fun you know. I've got friends there and stuff which I thought I wouldn't have. Sure I hang around with only Lisa, but there are people in my class that are cool.
Russ and I are still together, 8 months on the 26th :) I love him to death. I actually get to sleep over at his house now lol. My mum isn't such a tight ass after all, when it comes to guys that is.
Life at home is well, how it always is. When don't my gran and mother piss me off? lol
Not long now and I'll be 18. 25th of June and I'll be out and about. Haha, hardly. I will be glad when I finally hit 18 though. It'll give me a kind of freedom from my mother that I've been craving for. It will also be the cutting of strings with my father totally. He'll never be able to get into contact with me again, unless he somehow tracks me down. It'll be another weight lifted I must say.
That's all for this period of time. I have no idea if, or when I'll update again. <3 Druby
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[06 Mar 2004|10:14pm] |
Fuck...So I forget I have this thing, due to having an LJ and GJ that I update.... Meh so what's been going on? Nothing that's fucking what. School is going, I'm almost on my fifth week woopee *sarcasm* and well yeah, Russ started there last week. I dont know what else to say really...I do nothing except go to school and see Russ.
Meh gonna go. Catch ♥
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[27 Jan 2004|12:36am] |
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Right, so I'm alive and all that. Shit. I haven't updated for awhile. Sorry everyone. I've just been caught up in..well life I guess.
I spent the day with Russ yesturday, I got home less than an hour ago. It was great, I've forgotten what it's like to have so much fun, and be able to relax and all that other good stuff. He makes me able to feel comfortable and happy. I love it, and I love him. It really was a great day. Four months we've been together now. Awesome. We watched the Royal Rumble, which was a let down. Then we watched Minority Report and GhostShip. Afer that we played Russ' Smackdown game. I kicked his ass twice and bagged him for it lol, only due to the fact it's the first time I've played it.
Well, I'm buggered so I'm going to head off...Nite.
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I'm going to look like such a fucking nerd. I just went to get my eyes checked. I now have to wear glasses lol
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I've spent all of today sitting at the computer, downloading and making graphics. Im such a lame ass. Oh well.
I redid my Layout, took me long enough to make, drop me a comment and tell me what you all think. I always like getting comments back about my work :)
Tomorrow I'm going to see Return of the King. Mum and I are going to the last session, like I really want to spend over 3 hours at night in a cinema but meh, I do really want to see it. Everyone keeps saying it's much better than the other two.
I don't really have much else to say. Bye.
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[28 Dec 2003|10:46pm] |
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[22 Dec 2003|12:33pm] |
Gotten off fallinghigher
001. spell your name: S a m a n t h a 002. spell your name backwards: ahtnamaS 003. date of birth: June 25th 1986 004. male or female: Female 005. astrological sign: cancer 006. nicknames: Druby, sam 007. occupation: bludger 008. height: 5'8" 009. weight: no idea 010. Hair color: Black, brown, blonde, green 011. eye color: green, grey, hazel 012. where were you born? A hosptial 013. where do you reside now? Victoria 014. age: 17 015. screen names: Alot 016. e-mail: violent_ecstacy@hotmail.com 017. what does your screen name stand for: read it then tell me 018. what is your blurty name: peoplehateme 019. what does your diary name stand for: Literally for people hate me 020. pets: 1 dog 021. number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake: 17 022. piercings: Tongue, 3 cartlidge in ears and 5 normal in ear 023. tattoos: None yet 024. shoe size: 9 025. righty or lefty? righty 026. wearing: Tracky pants and a jumper 027. hearing: Linkin park - Don't Stay 028. feeling: Tired/Hurt/Sad/Annoyed 029. eating/drinking: Nothing
friends stuff: which one of your friends is the.... 030. craziest: *shrugs* 031. loudest: Laura 032. nicest: Charmaine 033. bitchiest: Fi 034. life of the party: Armanda 035. jock: none 036. prep: None 037. rebel: All of em 038. cutest: *shrugs* 039. best friend of the same sex: Fi 040. best friend of the opposite sex: *shrugs* 041. most popular: Armanda 042. rudest: Fiona 043. most shy: Charmaine 044. dumbest: Fi 045. smartest: Umm 046. weirdest: Me 047. has the best hair: *shrugs* 048. best personality: Dunno 049. most talented: Charmaine 050. most ghetto: None 051. most spoiled: *shrugs* 052. drama queen: Russ 053. pain in the ass: Russ 054. funniest: *shrugs* 055. best advice giver: *shrugs* 056. druggie: Christian 057. most likely to join a cult: *shrugs* 058. have you lost touch with a good friend recently: Yeah 059. person you've been friends with the longest: Umm I dunno 060. how many friends do you have on your buddy list? 75 on msn
love: 061. have you ever been in love? Yep 062. how many people have you told "i love you"? A few, mainly my friends 063. how many people have you been in love with: 2 064. how many people have you kissed: Let me just count.. 12 people 065. have you ever kissed someone of the same sex: yes, 5 actually 066. how many people have you dated: 7 or more 067. what do you look for in a guy/girl: personality, sense of humour, opinion.. 068. what's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: eyes, height and hair 069. what type of guy/girl do you usually go for: *shrugs* whatever Im attracted to 070. do you have a bf? yeah 071. if so, where did you meet them: The net 072. what do you like most about your bf: When he lets me know he cares 073. do you have a crush right now: yeah 074. if so, who is it: Russ duh 075. do you believe in love at first sight: yeah 076. do you remember your first love: yep 077. who is the first person you kissed: Lawrence 078. do you believe in fate: Yeah 079. do you believe in soul mates: yes 080. if so, do you believe you'll ever find yours: yeah
sex: 081. are you a virgin: No 082. if not when/at what age: 2 weeks after i turned 16 083. who did you lose it to: Marc 084. do you masturbate: Nope 085. have you ever had an orgasm: yes 086. ever used food during sex: no 087. would you ever videotape a sex session: nope 088. favorite sexual position: *shrugs* 089. number of sex partners you've had: *cough* 4 090. ever sleep with someone you don't know: Nah 091. name a sexual fantasy you have actually acted out: Haven't 092. do you talk dirty during or before sex: don't 093. do you like to be spanked: Don't know 094. are you a tease: Could be 095. are you kinky: Maybe 096. do you like bondage: Like to try 097. do you use handcuffs: when fiona gets me some 098. ever have sex with your best friend: nope 099. ever have unprotected sex: yes 100. ever had an STD: nope 101. if you could have sex with any celebrity,who would it be: John Devoy from Jerk 102. are you pregnant right now or think you may be pregnant: no 103. have you ever had an abortion: no
family stuff: 104. how many siblings do you have: none 105. what are your parents names: Stella and Peter 106. what are your siblings names: N/A 107. how many siblings does your mother have: 2 108. how many siblings does your father have: 2 109. where are your parents from: Greece and here 110. is your family close: Nope 111. does your family get together for holidays: Nope 112. do you have a drunk uncle: Yes 113. any medical problems run through your family: Yes, mental illness 114. does someone in your family wear a toupee: Not yet 115. do you have any nieces or nephews: No 116. are your parents divorced: Yes 117. do you have step parents: No 118. has your family ever disowned anybody: Yeah my dad 119. how come: Long story 120. did some of your family come to Canada from another country: Huh?
music: 121. what song do you swear was written about you or your life: there are too many 122. what's the most embarrassing cd you own: Britney Spears first album 123. what's the best cd you own: Too many 124. what song do you absolutely hate: *shrugs* 125. do you sing in the shower: Sometimes 126. what song reminds you of that special someone: Nine Inch nails - In This Together Now Music:name a song by... 127. pink: trouble 128. aerosmith: Dude looks like a lady :D 129. madonna: Frozen 130. korn: Beat it upright 131. backstreet boys: Quit playing games with my heart 132. the beatles: stayin alive 133. sublime: who? 134. jLo: baby i love you 135. *nsync: Drive me crazy 136. limp bizkit: behind blue eyes 137. britney spears: Sometimes 138. creed: higher 139. enrique iglesias: duno 140. good charlotte: wondering 141. christina aguilera: come on over 142. eminem: the way I am 143. new found glory: *shrugs* 144. kelly clarkston: dunno 145. kelly osbourne: papa dont preach 146. mandy moore: sweet like candy 147. eve: duno 148. aaliyah: duno 149. nelly: hot in heere 150. alicia keys: fallin' 151. incubus: drive
favorites: 152. color: black, red, blue 153. food: *shrugs* 154. song: theres a heap 155. show: Dont watch any 156. school subject: I dont go to school anymore 157. band/singer: Jerk 158. animal: Rat 159. outfit: Corset and PVC skirt 160. radio station: none 161. movie: Bram Stoker's Dracula 162. pair of shoes: *shrugs* 163. cartoon: *shrugs* 164. actor: Dont know 165. actress: dunno 166. potato chip: Sweet Chili and sour cream Kettle chips 167. drink: Lipton Peach Ice tea 168. alcholic drink: Smirnoff black ice 169. holiday: dunno 170. perfume/cologne: dunno 171. pizza topping: margarita 172. jello flavor: blueberry 173. lunch meat: none 174. board game: Cluedo 175. video game: N/A 176. website: mine (www.druby.da.ru) 177. book: Superstitious by R.L.Stine 178. computer game: Captain Comic :D 179. number: 7 180. cereal: Fruit Loops 181. comedian: None 182. dessert: dunno 183. disney character: none. 184. clothing store: *shrugs* 185. pastime: Internet 186. teacher: None 187. childhood toy: Lego 188. carnival game/ride: Not sure 189. candy: *shrugs* 190. magazine: twizted 191. salad dressing: Italian 192. thing to do on the weekend: See Russ/Internet 193. hot drink: Coffee 194. season: Winter 195. sport to watch: Ice hockey 196. person to talk to online: Schminke
sleeping/bedroom habits: 197. what color are your sheets: Black, blue and red 198. what color are your bedroom walls: Light green 199. do you have posters on your wall: yes one and on my wardrobe 200. if so, of what: like 5 of manson, 2 murderdolls, 3 jerk, 1 Slipknot, 1 Insane Clown Posse and John Davis 201. do you have a tv in your bedroom: Nope 202. how many pillows are on your bed: 1 203. what do you normally sleep in: Tracky pants and jumper 204. describe your favorite pair of pajamas: as above 205. what size bed do you have: single 206. do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed: I have a bed 207. do you have your own phone line in your bedroom: Used to 208. do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep: All the time 209. describe the last nightmare you had: I cant remember 210. do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yeah, clifford that Russ gave me 211. how many people can comfortably sleep in your bed: one 212. do you sleep in any unusual positions: Nah 213. do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling: Nope, with my mother 214. do you snore: When Im sick 215. how about drool: No idea 216. do you have an alarm clock in your room: Yeah 217. what color is the carpet in your room: weird brown 218. what's under your bed: heaps of crap
this or that: 219. coke/pepsi: pepsi 220. doughnuts/bagels: bagels 221. day/night: night 222. wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: west 223. heaven/hell: whatever 224. make love/have sex: both 225. coffee/tea: coffee 226. hamburgers/hotdogs: hamburger 227. rap/rock: rock 228. britney/christina: none 229. swiss cheese/american cheese: american 230. real world/road rules: real world 231. backstreet boys/*nsync: none 232. silver/gold: silver 233. nike/adidas: none 234. mcdonalds/taco bell: taco bell *cries* 235. sweet/sour: sweet AND sour 236. punk/emo: none 237. hot/cold: cold 238. winter/summer: winter 239. spring/fall: spring 240. operas/plays: plays 241. read/watch tv: either 242. cd's/tapes: cds 243. dvd's/vhs: DVD 244. old/new: both 245. shorts/skirts: pants 246. pink/red: red 247. colored pictures/black and white photos: B&W 248. meat/vegetables: meat 249. mexican food/chinese food: mexican 250. commercials/infomercials: commercials 251. scary movies/comedies: scary 252. bikinis/one piece bathing suits: :| 253. sandals/tennis shoes: none 254. dogs/cats: cats 255. unicorns/faeries: none 256. water/land: water 257. sugar/spice: sugar 258. black/white: black 259. ribbons/bows: *shrugs* 260. chicken/beef: chicken 261. colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: none 262. cars/trucks: cars 263. austin powers/james bond: Austin! 264. popcorn/pretzels: neither 265. hip/hop: none 266. passionate kiss/peck: passionate kiss 267. wwe wrestling/real wrestling: WWE 268. back rub/foot massage: back rub 269. picture frames/photo albums: picture frames 270. pens/pencils: pens
what is your opinion of the following: 271. eminem: wigger 272. virgins: whatever 273. god: not real 274. the osbournes: ozzy rocks 275. reality tv: boring 276. jLo: slut 277. religion: waste of time 278. emo music: *shrugs* 279. valentine's day: Alright when u have someone to share it with 280. christina aguilera's comeback: No 281. homosexuals: fine 282. abortion: can be a good thing 283. inter-racial relationships: whatever 284. murder: *shrugs* 285. death: meh 286. obesity: bad 287. pre-marital sex: good 288. terrorism: die 289. pornography: hahaha 290. fortune tellers: waste of time 291. threesomes: whatever 292. prostitution: bad 293. politics: hate 294. selling out: dont care 295. george w. bush: dickhead 296. cloning: not sure 297. britney's boobs: couldnt care less 298. gas prices in america: wouldnt know
name game: what do you think of when you hear these common names?... 299. jack: off jill 300. tiffany: braddock 301. ben: roman 302. maria: grans friend 303. jennifer: headjobber 304. nicole: smith 305. amy: agius 306. adam: schminke 307. richard: nixon 308. justin: timberlake 309. arnold: Hey arnold cartoon 310. tom: polish 311. melissa: friends mum 312. charlotte: Charlotte's web 313. harold: bishop 314. john: devoy 315. joel: nothing 316. vanessa: carlton 317. michelle: friends sis 318. kevin: smith 319. trent: daria/mums friend 320. jake: and jack 321. billy: bob 322. sarah: megan 323. natalie: friend 324. christy: chris 325. nick: mums ex 326. linda: jando 327. taylor: hanson 328. jordan: cousin 329. jamie: Friends slutty sister 330. adrian: ferraro
have you ever: 331. mooned anyone: no 332. been on a diet: Yes 333. been to a foreign country: Yes 334. broken a bone: Nope 335. swallowed a tooth/cap/filling: Part of a tooth 336. swear at a teacher: Nope 337. talked to a diary member via e-mails or instant messages: yeah 338. got in a fight: yeah 339. dated a teacher: fuck no 340. laughed so hard you peed your pants: no 341. thought about killing your enemy: All the time 342. gone skinny dipping: no 343. met another diary member in the flesh: Yes 344. told a little white lie: yep 345. told a secret you swore not to tell: once 346. stolen anything: yep 347. miss used a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid: Probably 348. been on tv: Yeah breifly on the news 349. been on the radio: Yes. weekly actually 350. been in a mosh pit: Yes, murderdolls moshpit 351. been to a concert: Yep 352. dated one of your best friends: nah 353. loved someone so much it makes you cry: yes 354. decieved somebody close to you: nope 355. broken the law: yep 356. been to a rodeo: no 357. been on a talk show: No 358. been on a game show: Nah 359. been on an airplane: yes 360. got to ride on a firetruck: Nah 361. came close to dying: Nope 362. cheated on a gf: Yes 363. gave someone a piggy back ride?: ya 364. terrorized a babysitter: Nope 365. made a mud pie: yeah 366. had a dream that your falling off a cliff: Yeah, I think everyone has those 367. snuck out of the house at night: no 368. been so drunk you don't remember your name: Nope 369. had an eating disorder: Nah 370. felt like you didn't belong?: Most of my life? 371. felt like the 3rd wheel: Yeah 372. smoked: yep 373. done drugs: Yes 374. been arrested: nup 375. had your tonsils removed: Nopes 376. gone to camp: ya 377. won a bet: yes 378. written a love letter: yes 380. written a love poem: Nah 381. kissed in the rain: Not yet 382. slow danced with someone you love: I dont dance so no 383. participated in cyber sex: Haha when I was bored 384. faked an orgasm? No 385. stolen a kiss: Yeah 386. asked a friend for relationship advice: once or twice 387. had a friend steal your bf: umm dont think so 388. watched the sunset/rise with someone you love: nope 389. gotten a speeding ticket: I dont have my licence yet 390. done jail time: nup 391. had to wear a uniform to work: Nup 392. won a trophy: yes 393. thrown up in public: yes 394. bowled a perfect game: Maybe 395. failed/got held back: No 396. got perfect attendance in grade school: Yeah once 397. roasted pumpkin seeds: No :| 398. taken ballet lessons: no 399. attempted suicide: Meh, not really
childhood stuff: 401. did you play with barbies: yep 402. did you own treasure trolls: yeah 403. did you watch beverly hills 90210: haha yes 404. did you play simon: nup 405. did you watch fraggle rock: nope 406. did you wet the bed: nope 407. did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed: ya 408. did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them: nah 409. were you shy: yeah 410. were you spoiled: Yes 411. were you abused: No 412. did you go to the circus: Been a few times 413. did you go to the zoo: yeah 414. were you in a car accident: No 415. did you build snowmen: No 416. did you cry when you scraped your knee: Yes, i was a sook 417. were your older cousins mean to you: Yes quite often 418. did you think slinkies were cool: Ya 419. did you think the ninja turtles really lived in the sewer: Mmhmm 420. were you afraid of the dark: Probably 421. did you have slumber parties: Nah, used to though 422. did you have nkotb sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas: :| 423. did you tease your hair out like tiffany: No :\ 424. did you believe in the easter bunny/santa claus/and the tooth fairy: Yeah 425. did you wear spandex: No
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| Rest Me In Pieces Now... |
[17 Nov 2003|09:03pm] |
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And it's like... Everytime I turn around I fall in love and find my heart face down And where it lands is when it should This time it's like The two of us should probably start to fight Cuz something's gotta go wrong Cuz I'm feelin' way too damn good
Hey all...Im finally updating, god I've been a slack ass...So what have I been up to? I spent yesturday and most of today at my boi's house...It was great, well except for a lil accident, but otherwise I loved spending that time with him...Today when we got to his place we sat and were watching wrestling, cuddling and shit...it was nice ya know. Haha then at one point we were uhh wrestling LOL It was fun :D and I kicked his ass :P hahahahaha Now I have bruises :\ Oh well, all in good fun :D I love the boi a hell of a lot...I feel comfortable with him...and he makes me happy, very happy.
My stomach hurts :( and Im waiting for apple pies to cook in the oven...I wish they'd hurry up.
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[14 Nov 2003|01:31am] |
Yeah so Im being lame and making one because everyone keeps asking me what I want and frankly, I cant ever remember...I figure if I put it on here (the only place I cant loose it) I'll get to see it often.
[+] Disturbed DVD [+] Murderdolls DVD (if its even out :| I think you have to get it with the redone album..I dont mind :D) [+] Bram Stoker's Dracula on DVD [+] Big Money Hustlas on DVD [+] New Collar [+] Red and Black stripey knee high socks [+] Pale/White makeupish kinda stuff :| [+] New Korn Album and a DVD [+] A new hoodie, preferably a band one LOL
Thats about it...Better than previous years I must say. Even if I got one of those things I'd be happy...But anyway. Now it's here and I shall refer back to it many-a-time.
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[13 Nov 2003|10:39pm] |
Pick the month you were born and cross out what doesn't match your personality. Simple. Right?
( From behind this cut )
::Me::
JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
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[12 Nov 2003|05:53pm] |
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Holy cripe! I didnt realise I haven't updated for awhile! Meh, doesnt really matter though does it? I figured that I'd count up how many online journals I actually own...and well...I have 14...Obviously I don't use them all! I have my main ones but yeah.
Stuff has been boring lately. I haven't had much of a life. My exams are over and now I need to start looking for a job. Woopy :\
Ive been making icons again, once I upload them, I'll get them posted on here.
OH! One great thing has happened...I now have a ticket to go see the Korn/Static-X/Fear Fear factory concert!!! *dances* Mum bought 6 tickets! Yes 6. She got them for: - Me - Her - Steven - Russ - Kate - Fiona
I cant wait, even though it isnt till the 16th of Feb.
Oh and something I got off nattabee on LJ: Sum up your opinion or impression of me in one word, leave it as a comment in this posting, and then post this sentence in your own journal.
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[08 Nov 2003|03:04pm] |
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I guess it's time for an update...on what, I don't know. Not much has been happening. I stayed at Laura's place on Thursday nite...went and saw Russ thursday and friday. He looked extra cute when I saw him both days...I dunno whut it was but yeah.
I have a 21st birthday party to go to tonight. Im going to be bored out of my fucking mind because I wont be allowed to drink or anything. There are going to be over 80 people there...Im gonna die, bloody greeks. ha. Anyway, *yawns*.
Oh yeah, mum started making my skirt for valedictory dinner. Still not sure if I'll end up staying at Russ' place, his mum hasn't decided yet. If I do end up staying over there, I will have to leave my stuff with Fi's mum cause if she is going to pick us up and take us to the after party. *shrugs*
I better go, gotta have a shower and get ready for this party. Don't even know whut I'm gonna wear..meh.
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| How the hell'd we wind up like this? |
[05 Nov 2003|09:48pm] |
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*burp* Yeah so I was going to write an entry about stuff...buuuut now I forget :( Mmm prodigy..hahaha...Something I haven't heard in ages, which I forgot how much I liked :( I have such a wide taste in music....Seriously..I didn't realised I like so much different shit. I guess if I hear it, like it, well then damn it I'll listen to it no matter what anyone thinks *shrugs* Im so over it really. Another thing I missed listening to was ICP, I took The Wraith cd in the car the other day and it made me all happy like. I remember one time, when I wore my Psychopathic records tshirt to an 'outing', someone I dislike commented on it...That didnt come out the way I wanted it to but yeah...That person used to ALWAYS make remarks about it, behind my back...Too bad I didn't get to hur...uhh...*ahem* meh, Im over it.
Like I was saying in my LJ, people are fucking crap these days..With the exception of a few ppl. It's really annoying. It's also annoying that I probably WONT get to see Texas Chainsaw Massacre remake when it comes out...cause I bet it'll be 18+ :'( stupid ratings...no stupid me not being 18 already.
Meh...I have to start like..planning whut im gonna get russ for his bday....oh shit and christmas :| I'll work something out eventually. Im tired, I have to study more, mum hasnt study yet and is sleeping she'll do well 2moro :\
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| Meh, the randomness of it all |
[03 Nov 2003|08:35pm] |
If I've posted these before, which Im sure I havent..tell me. If not here. Yeah and if you've seen them...uhh too bad :(
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[03 Nov 2003|07:36pm] |
Howdy, stuffs good. I had my first maths exam today. I think I went okay, but I don't want to jinx it *knocks on wood* Tomorrow is the Melbourne cup. Woopty fucking doo. It used to be a big thing for my family...when they all lived in melbourne. I might get to see Russ 2moro not sure yet. Umm...Wizz Fizz Rawks my socks :(
I have a weird sense of...uhh, I duno..but damn I like weird stories. Dating An undertaker
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[02 Nov 2003|07:23pm] |
I AM: Samantha I WANT: to hear from Russ I HAVE: orange juice I WISH: exams were over I HATE: few people I MISS: Russ I FEAR: being hurt I HEAR: a door close I SEARCH: for answers I WONDER: what next year holds I REGRET: Nothing. I LOVE: Russ I ACHE: to see russ I ALWAYS: think I AM NOT: what my mother wants me to be I DANCE: in private I SING: when I can, usually to myself I CRY: when I miss him too much I AM NOT ALWAYS: a good person I WRITE: my thoughts I WON: a cd once I LOST: friends I CONFUSE: myself I NEED: say whats on my mind more often I SHOULD: stop being stupid and putting myself down
x. three things you are often complimented for: My eyes, my sarcasm (dont ask) and my smile x. you get embarrassed when: People say anything nice about me x. what upsets you: I don't remember
( Yes or No... )
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