.Kira.'s Blurty

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Time:	6:29 pm.
Mood:	excited.

So, what's new?

David came over on Saturday. :D We made sushi, it was fun.

Sunday, I spent the day playing video games, writing in my and David's shared journal, making pancakes, and then I took a shower and went to bed.

Yesterday, I woke up, had Special K for breakfast, then went to an ortho appt. Then I came back home, cleaned the hamster cages and the bathroom sink, and Mom and I went to go see if David could come over.

But when I got there, he said he couldn't. He'd already scheduled to go to Dan's, and he couldn't cancel because Dan doesn't really have friends over often, because he's...not the most popular kid. So Amanda came over instead. She helped me make a hemp necklace and bracelet from a little kit that David got me, and then we made sushi. But around 4:10, David and his mom stopped by! o.O David said that Dan never showed, so he came over! And to top it off, his mom [amazingly] has this Saturday off, and she invited me to come over!

So, I was happy and hyperactive for the rest of the night. ^-^

Wheeee.

Hm. So, anyways. It's really cold. I think it's supposed to snow, but I doubt it'll be enough to cancel school. Foo. Oh well, I only have to come to school for a day and 4 hours next week--1 day of regular classes on Monday, then my math mid-term on Tuesday from 12-2, and then my bio mid-term on Wednesday from 12-2. So, After the mid-terms and during the rest of that week [if it's not too cold] I'll probably be hanging out with David and maybe going to the arcade. Yay! [Hey, Dan, maybe you can sleep over again! :D Or I could sleep over at your house...I dunno]

Oh, and Joey [Josh's friend] is gonna let us borrow Sonic Adventure Battle 2! I LOVE that game! So again, I'm happy.

David and Amanda are borrowing my PS2. I miss it.

Stupid hemp bracelets are itchy. But it's fun to make them, it gets addictive. XP

Amanda liked the ring I'm giving David for V-Day. ^-^ It's purdy.

Geez, it's freezing down here.

Okay, I'm off to eat, then make lunch, then take a shower, then go to bed.

Ja ne!

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Time:	6:28 pm.
Mood:	lonely.

Hello, neglected blurty.

Hm...When did I last update, Saturday? Let's see what's happened since then...

David came over on Sunday. We hung out, played games, got ramen, etc. Monday was the trip...the bus ride and the giftshop were the best. :P I got a bracelet, hematite and sour stuff [I have to remember that I owe Tom $1]. Tuesday was boring, because David and I couldn't go to the arcade.

We had a snow day today. I was set on staying home either way, so yeah...Since I'm sick. But I spent the morning playing FFI, then I had a late breakfast of pea soup. Didn't finish it. Then I did my homework that I blew off yesterday, and spent the rest of the day cleaning and listening to music. I went to Cumby's and bought candy and another V-Day present for David [couldn't resist]. Then shoveled. Then cleaned more.

My half of the room looks nice. :D I have a huge bag full of garbage from sorting my stuff. I tried my best to pick out stuff that I know I'll never look at or use, or at least, maybe once in every 10 blue moons. Not likely whatsoever.

My desk looks better. I have all the yard sale stuff in one of the blue bins and in my old PPG sleeping bag. Hopefully I can sell some of it over the spring or summer. I was thinking, for the blue bin full of stuff, I'd just sell all the stuff for about $10. Get rid of it, while still earning money. Yay.

I want to make sushi to bring for lunch tomorrow, but I'd need shrimp. And more time.

I miss David.

It sucks beyond words. His mom is working weekends now, so I haven't been to his house in WEEKS.

God, I wish it was summer.

I have to force Mom and Dad to let me graduate a year early. Then I'll get a job and save up for everything...a car, college, hopefully an apartment...Everything.

And nobody takes us seriously.

It's not so much that I want to get out of school early [which I do], but it's mainly that I want the freedom that I keep wishing for.

When I turn 21, I know I'll be amazed at how free I'll actually be. I'll be my own guardian and control my own life. I'll be allowed to see R-rated movies, drive, drink [won't want to]...everything.

I need to have our journal, so I can write in it...

I wish it were spring or summer so I could walk or bikeride to David's house whenever, and not have to worry about the weather unless it rains.

Only...what, 3 months?

That's a long time.

Ugh.

Well, I'm done.

I ♥ David.

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Subject:	"Let's make a happy song..."
Time:	8:38 am.
Mood:	loved.

Bet you can't guess who said that.

Or you can, I dunno.

Anyways.

Yesterday was fun. ^-^

I wanted David to come over, but when I asked Mom, she said she'd talk to Dad about it...then she went in the shower, so yeah...

But while she was in the shower, David came over. :D He rode his bike all the way up here. Dad let him stay. ^-^

So, David came over. We played Final Fantasy Crystal Chronicles, hung out, went on a bike ride, etc. A while before supper, we were both tired, so we laid down on the couch for...uhh...probably an hour or an hour and a half. David fell asleep, I didn't, but I tried to. But it was nice just laying and being with him while he slept. And he was happy because he could wake up with me by his side. ^-^ Even though I laid on his arm and pretty much killed it...and then proceeded in poking it.

We had turkey, mashed potatoes and corn for supper. No gravy, but it was good anyway. And Dad and I brought David home at 8:30.

God, school's tomorrow! That SUCKS!

Dad won't let me use the TV, and I want to play FFCC. Ugh.

Well, I guess I'll have breakfast.

Ja ne.

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Time:	10:29 pm.
Mood:	blah.

Haha, didja notice the name change? *points to top of journal*

There's a story behind that. We were driving to Skate Factory, and David asked Dad what his reaction would be if he wanted to take me to a concert, and Dad said he didn't know and it depends where, when, who and how, and for which band, David answered, "I know, I'll take her to see my Dad's band," and Dad said, "He plays in a band?", and David said, "Yeah," and Dad asked, "Does his band have a name?", and David said, "Not specifically. They keep changing it," and I thought, "Hey, 'Not Specifically' would actually be a cool band name. Too bad I can't sing or play an instrument, and I write poems instead of songs."

So, yeah, it stuck in my head. So now I have a place to put it.

Anyways. Yesterday actually went well [gasp!]. Mainly because we only kissed when Dad wasn't looking and when we dropped David off afterwards...and when we stayed in the car while Dad went into Eckerds and Shop Rite. But yeah, it was fun. We played air hockey twice, I won both times. ^-^ They didn't do the hula hoop contest. I hate them. They did everything BUT the hula hoop contest.

Two kids [teens, probably close to my age] asked if David and I were related or twins [WTF?!]. I think they were mainly just doing it to be stupid, though. They had an odd reaction while David and I went over to sit at a table by theirs, so I guessed that they might be a problem. Oh well.

They had the couples' skate. It was fun. First time I've gotten to do that, and the same for David. ^-^

I have a boo-boo on my tongue. Y'know, a fudged up taste bud that hurts a lot.

Hm. We went shopping today. Mainly because Josh and I had giftcards to spend. Josh got the Shrek 2 game for GameCube from Best Buy [did I mention that he got a GameCube for X-mas?] and I got a manga that I've never even heard of or seen [it was alright. it was funny, but it's not one of my favorites]. Then we went to Spencer's because I had a $20 giftcard...I got a cheap little pocket knife [$4...but it's better than nothing, and it looks cool], and spent the rest on buying a Valentine's Day present for David [don't tell him--it's a ring, with a pentogram on it. I think he'll like it. ^-^]. Aaand then we ate, and then we went to this other store and I ended up getting even more V-Day presents for David. I got these heart-shaped lolly pops on long plastic sticks, and a little wallet cards. This's what it says on it:

"I Will Love You...
As long as I can dream,
as long as I can think,
as long as I have a memory...
I will love you.
As long as I have eyes to see
and ears to hear
and lips to speak...
I will love you.
As long as there is time,
as long as there is love,
as long as there is you...
I will love you."

At the end it has who it was written by [Daniel Haughian], and on the back it has a space for me to fill out the "To" and "From." I like it...the poem's nice, and the picture and colors are pretty. Wow, I sound like I got high off dasies or something...

All of the following were paid for by Mom:

I also got a Kikyo figure for Amanda [late X-Mas/Yule present], because I felt bad because she had a bad day the day before vacation and didn't really have a great holiday. I got Teri a Zim shirt as a late X-Mas present, because she sent me stuff and I felt guilty for not getting her anything. Aaand Macy's had flannel shirts on sale, so I picked out one that I thought David would like. It's a lot like the other one he has, but a bit lighter...Still blue, though, and it's nice. We delivered David and Amanda's presents a little while after we got home from the mall, and they both liked them [David took off all the packaging and pins so he could try the shirt on before I left. He likes it. ^-^].

Oh, Dannie, I'm sorry, but I dunno if our plans for a sleepover tomorrow will work out...Dad suggested that him and I [and maybe Josh] go night skiing from 4-10, so I wouldn't be home till around 10:30...and I dunno how much in favor mom is of having people over, because she thinks it's more of a "family thing" [even though we barely do anything family-oriented besides watch the ball drop]. So, yeah. I'll probably call you tomorrow, once we figure everything out.

I wanted Mom to buy new boxers for me to give to David, since a pair of his ripped and Amanda hasn't fixed them yet. She wouldn't. I tried to half-convince her by reminding her that my aunt Pat [her sister] bought her daughter's husband underwear for X-mas [he apparently loves getting new undies]...But Mom just said, "Yeah, but he's a member of their family. David's not a member of the family." Haha, then I said, "Yet..." and Mom didn't respond...God, she must be dreading the thought of me growing up and getting married and moving out and all that.

Wow, I wrote a lot.

Okay, I'm off to force Josh to try out a new card game with me.

Ja ne.

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Subject:	Three letters: D. A. D.
Time:	5:43 pm.
Mood:	aggravated.

He always has to spoil everything, doesn't he?

I plan for David and I to go to Skate Factory, so we'll have some time to ourselves to just hang out and have fun. And Dad has to ruin it by deciding to come, too. "Because there's no point in dropping you off and coming back two hours later."

David's gonna be angry. I already am. But there's no way to convince Dad not to come, and he'll just get mad if I ask him anyways.

David will feel like Dad's always watching him, and is just with us to spy on him and make sure he doesn't do anything that Dad wouldn't freaking "approve of".

I'll feel annoyed, because David will be upset. And we won't have fun, because sometime tonight, it's bound to happen; Dad will see us kiss and he'll say "Kira" or "Guys" in that tone that means "stop, or I'll bring you home right now". Which will upset David even more, and aggravate him, and make him not want to risk us kissing again, for the fear that Dad will yell at us. So I'll be sad and annoyed because of the lack of happiness and lovey-dovey cuddling stuff, and our night will be ruined.

And y'know, Mom even talked to him the other day about how I think he goes overboard when it comes to getting mad at us, because he gets upset over things that shouldn't be worth getting upset over. But here he is, coming with us to go skating. He has to be incredibly stupid to think that this won't end up badly.

Like I said in my last entry,

I hate my father.