| they left.. *sob* |
[15 Feb 2007|06:18pm] |
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Akon - Lonely |
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mum and sis just left...
no one cried at the airport..
but many said that mum will be in a mess in the plane..
can tell that she was holding back tears..
sigh...
its kinda depressing actually..
leaving your loved ones behind....
while u are alone in foreign laND....
it just feels weird...
sudden;y its like i am all alone in this world...
it feels very very bad....
so bad and lonely that its scary....
sigh..
i am too used to having company arnd....
now there isn't.. its just plain scary....
and depressing....
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| thanks! |
[15 Feb 2007|11:48pm] |
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Peter Gabriel - The Book of Love |
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many thanks to saulin jie for calling to make sure if i am alrite..
dave, saulin and jenny really talked to me to make me feel better...
ate at 8.30pm just now..
not much appetite also...
cooked fried egg with luncheon meat and stir fry carrot with cabbage....
had with rice...
not much mood to eat... so i also did not bother to cook too much....
i hope i am better tomolo and onwards.
building my book shelf from scratch.. wooden planks...
hopefully i get to occupy myself without thinking too much...
still feeling lonly...
i guess its a matter of time..
before i pick myself up again...
but sch needs to start first...
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