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Back at work... [09 Nov 2006|09:24am]
[ mood | moody ]
[ music | Leaving on a jetplane.. dunno when will be back again.. ]

hmm...
am supposed to be working...
but dunno why..
in not much of a mood to do so today...
maybe its yesterday's event..
sigh..
ran an equivalent of 5km...
didn't know what got into me...
disappointment and frustration which made me wanna spend all my energy on the road?...
or was it just pure concept of wanting to exercise...
gosh...
i guess its a mixture bah...
you all know one thing i dislike is when pple fly me aeroplane..
sigh...
it all got settled last nite very much later on the phone...
any misunderstanding cleared up and such...
but still...
dunno why but still feel the feelings of it even this morning..

bah,....
moving on..
wonder where should i go for dinner tonite..
after tuition should be 9+....
think would pop by Vivocity to have a look...
or maybe just bypass that place and go straight to bus-stop to take a bus home...
tomolo would be a day of doing some catching up with a fren of mine...
so many things to say...
so many things to ask...
but that got to wait til tomolo...

did my Visa for aust last nite..
its like,.... am leaving in 2 months...
had been trying to meet up with frens lately...
but they seem to be having exams...
while pple whom i wanna spend time with are either not free or dun want to...
leaving me to think that sometimes they do find me irritating..
so much so that they rather not meet up...
sigh..
guess i would bother no one at the end of the 2 months..
cause by then i would no longer be around...
for frens having exams... i understand la.. no worries..
meet up when u guys finished ur exams..

maybe its just a lousy mood today la...
sigh...
and no pictures of my trip would be uploaded...
as i seem to max out my capacity flickr.com has given me..
so i think best way to view new photos now would be to meet up personally instead..

gosh...
thinking abt it now...
am i too weak...
did i fell unknowingly again...
just hope its just the mood...
maybe later today will be better...
sigh...

to..

you...
sorry did not ran all the way to meet u...
as expected.. ran the other direction...
but also would not wanna disturb la...
all the best yea..

you...
i dunno why but sometimes u tend to read too much into what pple think...
so much so that when u blasted it online..
u cause a flurry of activities online..
leading to questions and such...
maybe cool down sometimes and not just blast off then delete it after some time and blame it for 'thinking too much'...

you...
abit of tenderness will definitely help you sometimes...
all i am asking of u is to be honest with me....
appreciate your effort though...

sigh...
am blabbering again..
sigh...

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