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Blurty for Ben.
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| Tuesday, September 11th, 2007 |
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Ok pple... here it is.. my new blog address.. figured that after a long time with blurty.. its getting abit un-user-friendly with my friends... so making the switch... here is the new add... http://www.pamal01.blogspot.com/ yup... am moving there now... there shouldn't be anymore post here.... |
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just came back from dinner with sylv and jas... shyabu shyabu... not bad.. all u can eat.. but too bad the sashimi was expensive... its okie cause we all shared the cost tho... new housemate is slowly getting on my nerves... all the impromptu running arnd the house... come on... its not like we are staying in a huge house.. dun have to run right... its the noise it creates.. the noice her sandals create... then as if not noisy enough in the day... she has to make such noise in her room at nite... aiyo.. there's a bathroom in between our rooms... and i could hear her banging here and there... think she wanna bring the house down literally... on my way to the toilet then i discovered that she was making a table using her luggage.. *faint*... Jason and Tamsin are asleep... surely dun have to do that at that time rite?... am glad she finally quieten down after my shower.. so at least i can study... getting pissed off slowly liao... first her blur-ness... then now these.... hope no more surprises man... anyway... 2 weeks more and mel mel would be here... got a strange msn conversation with him just now.. iieee says: u know wad iieee says: sometimes i really feel very lonely in singapore iieee says: cos iieee says: everyone';s getting attached but me iieee says: ben teo, zhi zhong iieee says: bing xi iieee says: all attached le Ben... says: sia la.. miao.... first time u open up so much to me leh.. iieee says: den no one left iieee says: very emo one u know iieee says: esp since daniel is sitting next to me Ben... says: .... iieee says: n he keep psycho me say wad must live for a purpose... iieee says: to me purpose is to be able to... iieee says: i dunno iieee says: its something dat cannot be said in a few words iieee says: heyz iieee says: anyway iieee says: pin... iieee says: u know wad iieee says: its getting boring here iieee says: i dun wanna study in library alone all day... iieee says: to make things worst Ben... says: huh?! Ben... says: u in library ah iieee says: yeah Ben... says: i thot u at home sia iieee says: all day iieee says: ya lor iieee says: toopid daniel force me study w him Ben... says: hahahaha... iieee says: but dun tell him i say dat iieee says: he next to me iieee says: jialat stress Ben... says: hahaha... Ben... says: eh... relax man.. Ben... says: i joining u wat iieee says: ya lor iieee says: everyday must study with him iieee says: u diff iieee says: i only see u on msn iieee says: i see his face everydya! Ben... says: hahahaha... iieee says: everyday leh... iieee says: fierce sia seems like mao mao is getting abit emo nowadays... until i realised that it was daniel on his laptop... hahahaha... basket... anyway... there seem to be no more birds calling at night.. rather quiet nowadays.. kinda good actually... think weather too cold for them to start making so much noise.. other than that.. sigh.. back to studies... sigh... |
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| Saturday, September 8th, 2007 |
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paper was good... hope can do well and be able to pull up my GPA... really went out after paper and never come home til 4+.. let jason help her with moving... and of all things.... my 'brilliant' new housemate happily left the main door unlocked and windows opened... wah lau eh... best thing... she not home.. no one at home... then door unlocked.. champion lor.. dunno wat to say.. was tired.. wanna sleep one... but wah lau... damn pissed la... cannot sleep... i sms-ed my landlord.. asked if he left the house in a hurry.. cause door is unlocked.. he said he left her at home after helping her this morning.. then said he will talk to her later tonite... i was thinking of giving her a piece of my mind.. but she told me she on the way home from *Harbourtown... *a shopping area full of factory outlets 8 mins drive from my place.. 10mins by bus.. so i thot.."okie la... she will be home soon anyway... must tecah her how to lock door properly.." blardie hell.. more than one hour liao.. can take train to Brisbane leh... dunno wat bus she take... fark.. i seriously cannot be bothered lor... will wait for landlord to come home before i head out.. cause this kinda things should leave to landlord... going out for dinner in awhile... |
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| Wednesday, September 5th, 2007 |
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argh.. here i am trying to study for my next 2 papers today.. someone got to come and irritate the hell out of me... i understand if there's a language barrier... but... aiyo... seriously.. she is seriously giving me the 傻大姐 kinda feeling.... without further ado..... here it is... c says: HI, you are using neighbour's wireless internet? Ben... says: yea.. c says: no... c says: bad boy Ben... says: tamsin just told me that she not sharing with us for this 2 months cause her laptop is down Ben... says: doing some research at the moment... thats why got to bluff la... cause dun feel like talking to anyone... Ben... says: anyway.. wassup? c says: one of my friends told me that there are some companies offer internet service for 25dollars per month c says: www.pacificnet.com c says: and the contract is just one year Ben... says: there is nothing there.. as in wat abt pacificnet Ben... says: its some china web c says: 133536 c says: that's the tel number Ben... says: and ur point being? c says: sorry,i don't quite understand Ben... says: as in u want me to call to find out? c says: no,I just told you what I know about internet. Ben... says: okie.. i almost fainted.... i mean wats the point of telling me rite?.. of course i know there are other ISP arnd la.... c says: Tamsin is not going to share,so we share the cost? Ben... says: i suggest u move in and consider other options of the internet first... Ben... says: as in other than Virgin broadband... there might be other internet srvice provider Ben... says: yea.. i am okie with sharing for 2 motnhs.. c says: That's what exactly what I think. Ben... says: okie. c says: too busy and have no time to think about internet.maybe later.Than's what I thought. Ben... says: alrite.. c says: 嘻嘻嘻 3Q! once again... am lost in some china-spoken msn shortcuts.... Ben... says: yup c says: yup?what's mean? c says: you're going to be my english teacher when i move in. Ben... says: yup means yes c says: of course I know it means yes .but you did say anything before. Ben... says: nope. Ben... says: how come u don't put ur own picture in ur msn? fark... firstly.. i never agree to be anyone's engrish tutor... and dun intend to.. secondly she simply bo-chup my question.... c says: GOOD NIGHT. YOUNGER BROTHER. Ben... says: err.. sure.. Ben... says: gd nite thank god its abt to end my agony.... until i itchy mouth and ask 1 question... Ben... says: when u movin in again? c says: SAT Ben... says: okie.. c says: YOU ARE MORE HURRY THAN ME! Ben... says: wat time Ben... says: nah.. just wanna know Ben... says: not rushing c says: I DON'D LIKE MOVING Ben... says: haha... then dun i am serious.... cause am seriously losing my patience with her.... c says: 8888888 dunno whats that... c says: ONE MORE THING Ben... says: yea/ c says: 你能帮我看看我那个房间的采光吗 Ben... says: wait.. wat time u moving again? Ben... says: now raining... no 'guang' la.. Ben... says: and i dunno wat is 采光 c says: 光线 Ben... says: by the way... ur room has a lock... u can lock from inside... Ben... says: wait.. wat time u moving again? c says: HAVE ENOUGH SUNSHINE OR NOT IN THE ROOM Ben... says: i dun know Ben... says: i am having classes from 8-6 wed-fri.. morning no light... by time i come back no more light as well.. c says: OH,BIG DAY! notice i already ask 3 times wat time she moving in.... and no reply.... so here is the fourth... Ben... says: wat time u movin on sat again.. morning? c says: I THINK SO. c says: CAN U HELP ME TO MOVE? Ben... says: argh... thats why i am asking u to tell me wat time?! c says: REALLY?! GOOD GOOD GOOD BOY! Ben... says: WAT TIME!?!?!?!?! farking hell... takes me 6 times then tell me when... and AM NOT gonna help... dun ask me why.. just dun want to.. asked cause wanna know when to 'siam'... c says: IN THE MORNING finally she reply... after 6 times... Ben... says: i got exams from 8-1pm Ben... says: maybe u try asking jason? c says: OK.THANK U! c says: GOOD NIGHT. somehow... i dun think she understand wat i am saying.. but nvm.. will not be home anyway.. planning to stay out til arnd 4pm... and no way am i helping her... no more Mr. Nice-guy.. cause exams ends at 1pm.. then lunch.. plus abit of grocery.. sigh... think i am in deep waters now... hate to say this.. but i think any verbal exchange between her and Jason would be damn funny from now on.. maybe should video and upload it on youtube... no doubt its funny la... but then again... sigh... |
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| Friday, August 31st, 2007 |
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this morning.. blardie phone call.. woke me up at 9.30... if u mean to call me in the afternoon. then pls call in the afternoon... NOT at friggin 9.30!!... basket... seems like the person who is interested in renting the extra room very pampered leh.. dunno how to cook... another Cindy perhaps... but this one from China... if jason and tamsin agrees to rent it to her.. and fix up internet... then i dunno how to approach them with the idea of lowering the rent during summer... cause in a way... i would not be here in the summer.. was rthinkin of negotiating with them abt lowering the rent lor. cause other places go as low as haf rent during the long breaks.... basket... argh.... am so troubled... |
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| Thursday, August 30th, 2007 |
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had a long day at Uni liao.. with all the blardie things going on around.. someone had to bang me on msn somemore... wah biang... can just leave me a msg wat.. not leave me a string of messengers telling me off.. besides... it was just a minor misunderstanding la... small joke then pple be so nosey and spread... wah lau.. then i kena.. wtf right... then went for this job thingy... thot maybe earn abit to settle my car.... altho i am fine without a job as well cause my monthly petrol is only $60-$80 max... said night attraction guide in gold coast... thot wat night attraction here has.. cause from wat i know.. here only got clubs and strip clubs and casino at night... little did i know here actually got glow-worm cavees to visit at ngiht... hmm.... argh.. back to books... trying to keep myself busy now..... sigh.. |
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| Tuesday, August 28th, 2007 |
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just now... a full lunar eclipse took place... apprently... singapore cannot see... so i took some pictures...  see.. moon is blood red.....  now.. this one.. as the shadow pass over slowly... |
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| Monday, August 27th, 2007 |
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藉口 翻着我们的照片 想念若隐若现 去年的冬天 我们笑得很甜 看着你哭泣的脸 对着我说再见 来不及听见 你已走得很远 也许你已经放弃我 也许已经很难回头 我知道自己错过 请再给我一个理由 说你不爱我 就算是我不懂 能不能原谅我 请不要把分手当作你的请求 我知道坚持要走是你受伤的藉口 请你回头 我会陪你一直走到最后 就算没有结果 我也能够随 我知道你的痛 是我给的承诺 你说给过我纵容 沉默是因为包容 如果要走 请你记得我 |
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| Sunday, August 26th, 2007 |
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last week was crazy.. monday got a surprise phone call from jas... asked if she could 'borrow' my place to celebrate her bf's birthday... then since i know sylvest and can get along rather well with him... i was ok with it.. that night... 6 of us... hotpot in the house.... stormy weather outside... filled ourselves with the food.. card games.. after cutting the birthday cake at midnight... then crazy games and forfeit starts... i got my ears licked by another guy.... made to kiss another guy on the lips... but none can be as funny as wat i made the others do.... overall... an enjoyable night.... as they only left at 6am the next morning... thurs went to jh's place for bak buh teh... then off to Aust Best Model Swimwear COmpetition... supper after that... fri night helped out sylvest with his stuff... ye.. been helping him quite alot.. moved house.. fixed shelves... i guess these kinda things works both ways la.. besides... am free anyway... made dinner for both of them... was told that if i ever start a catering business... i got 2 customers... hahaha... then last nite... soccer... guess its those guys-bonding time again... not that i am complaining... but definitely hope they dun mind... another week had passed... Week 6 starting tomolo... |
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| Monday, August 20th, 2007 |
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another 90 days and me will be back... been here for a month... but before that... got a series of events coming up... Mid-sems.... Mel visit..... End Sems exams.... the first event comin in 12 days time.... argh... had no mood to dance while i am here... its like i only beeen there once this month... whatever that had been bothering me had really taken me off the mood to dance... had been listening to a couple new songs recently... got to say... the album is rather good... as the tone is just SOOOOO right... |
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| Saturday, August 18th, 2007 |
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a good fren o' mine told me recently... best to move on... if its something u cannot change... then move on.. been thinking abt it... very true it seems.. but then again... only if things are so easy... cause sometimes we dun live in a world of black and white... there are grey areas as well which we need to consider.. however i thank you for your kind words.. for trying to knock the senses out of me.. and look forward to seeing you soon... |
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| Monday, August 13th, 2007 |
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song been listening.... 无心伤害 真心无奈 多心都为了爱 我坐在这 傻傻的发呆 我仍依赖 你纯纯的爱 我心还在 爱你的人还在 苦苦等 想哭 哭不出来 无心伤害 你应该明白 爱太多空隙 受伤容易 互信互爱才是唯一 对你的付出 都放在心里 我始终这样珍惜 我怎么会忘记 Feel So Sorry, Baby I'm So Sorry I Never Meant, I Never Meant To Hurt You 无心伤害 你应该明白 Feel So Lonely, Baby I'm So Lonely Do You Know, I Need You To Come Back Are You Alright 请快点回来 (I Miss You Tonight) 真心仍在 与你永不分开 这一生 只愿和你相爱 与你同在 只为你等待 爱是纯真 爱是无恨 不在乎怎么会痛苦万分 我真的太笨 不懂心疼 Baby Please Come Back Oh Ya |
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| Saturday, August 11th, 2007 |
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i wanted to write so much... yet dunno how to start.. National Day was good.. one of the best days i have here so far.. tiring but still.. i seldom write abt how i feel and think... so i guess this is one of the few rare times where i just let the EMO-me do the talking... i know this is a blog.. a public blog... but i guess i have nothing to hide... therefore i bear my soul for all to see... many times i wanna scream my head off... many times i wanna gouge my eyes out... many times i question myself... many times i hit myself for not doing things right... sometimes i just hope things would be as normal as they can... sigh... |
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| Friday, August 3rd, 2007 |
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yea.. got myself a car at a good price... here it is..  a Daewoo Matiz... got it about 2k below market value... and got 6 months of registration... new tyres.. new rims... new CD-mp3 player to come with it... sent it for a check and everything is in good condition... yea... good price...AUD$5050... cause fren was in a hurry to sell as she returning to Singapore.... so got it from her... haha.. mel mel.. now u got vroom vroom to sit in liao.... other than that.. Uni is a killer... my brain is exhausted.... |
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| Thursday, July 26th, 2007 |
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thurs... i used to love them.. cause its always my salsa day.. but today marks the end of it... not because i dun salsa on thurs anymore... altho i cannot.. but because thurs now is my extremely long day... 8am to 6pm with an hour break at 9am and another at 2pm. so tired after 7 hours of lectures... then with the weather being so cold... man... as i walked home at arnd 7plus just now... mist came out of my mouth as i breathe.. really shiok hor... but lucky i got jacket.. if not i think i will be running home faster than my 2.4km run.... so blardie cold lor... think tonite going down to 4 degrees... lucky got my heater to keep me company... and mel mel to discuss abt his upcoming trip to gold coast.. haha... crazy fan who fly arnd the globe just for a concert... think if i were to vote for the crazziest fan i ever know.. i dun have to think twice... hahaha.... man.... dun feel like studying tonite... too drained... in all sense... |
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| Monday, July 23rd, 2007 |
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today is my sister's birthday... hmm... noti girl.. still demand a birthday gift when i had given her a t-shirt when i came back the other time... anyway... today went to pay my sch fees... then tomolo got an hour lecture from 9-10.... after which am free whole day... nothing much to say except shown a few friends the dance videos that i compiled... they seem to like the dance.. hmmm... maybe we should do one more next time... hehehe... |
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| Sunday, July 22nd, 2007 |
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am bored... so think might as well show this... its my team's performance for the reuda competition.. enjoy... *edit*aiya.. since cannot link... here is the add... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5egHTOb5qw&mode=related&search= |
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| Saturday, July 21st, 2007 |
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am now back in aussie... somehow... it feels kinda different from the time i came back after my apr hols... its gonna be at least another 4 months before i see everyone again... altho mel is coming in sep... but then... he coming for concert... then flying back... sch starting next week... sian... now smack right in the middle of winter... blardie cold lor... checked and was told that sep will be spring... nov will be summer... with dec and jan being the hottest... just did my grocery shopping... hmm... was at a loss of wat to get also.. cause fridge had some stuff and was rather concern if can still eat.... haha... anyway...bought myself games... gonna play abit before going to frens house for dinner... she cooking for 5 of us.. haha... bak bu teh.. something i never eat in singapore.... i always believe that if pple are so concern of wat others read and do after reading their blog... then best is not to write it out... cause in a way... one should be aware how easy it is to read blogs... therefore shouldn't throw a fit when found out that others are reading their blogs.. maybe they did act inappropriately upon reading... but then again... there's nothing u can do to prevent it... but write if u must... then can only rely on the pple reading it to behave properly after reading it lor.. argh... am missing home slowly liao... |
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| Friday, July 13th, 2007 |
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got this song stuck in my head.... Artist: Sean Kingston Album: Unknown Title: Beautiful Girls JR! Sean Kingston! [Chorus:] You're way too beautiful girl That's why it'll never work You'll have me suicidal, suicidal When you say it's over Damn all these beautiful girls They only wanna do your dirt They'll have you suicidal, suicidal When they say it's over [Verse 1:] See it started at the park Used to chill at the dark Oh when you took my heart That's when we fell apart Coz we both thought That love lasts forever (lasts forever) They say we're too young To get ourselves sprung Oh we didn't care We made it very clear And they also said That we couldn't last together (last together) [Refrain:] See it's very define, girl One of a kind But you mush up my mind You walk to get declined Oh Lord... My baby is driving me crazy [Repeat Chorus] [Verse 2:] It was back in '99 Watchin' movies all the time Oh when I went away For doin' my first crime And I never thought That we was gonna see each other (see each other) And then I came out Mami moved me down South Oh I'm with my girl Who I thought was my world It came out to be That she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me) [Repeat Refrain and Chorus] [Verse 3:] Now we're fussin' And now we're fightin' Please tell me why I'm feelin' slightin' And I don't know How to make it better (make it better) You're datin' other guys You're tellin' me lies Oh I can't believe What I'm seein' with my eyes I'm losin' my mind And I don't think it's clever (think it's clever) You're way too beautiful girl That's why it'll never work You'll have me suicidal, suicidal, suicidal... |
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| Wednesday, July 11th, 2007 |
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a very full dinner... Dinner at Carnivore was fantastic... kinda nice since it can be used to signify a close to the competition... yes.. we won.. and with style... no doubt some will always be in denial and we had decided to leave them alone... well... this is the grp pic we took among all funny pictures and candid shots...  after dinner.. we just sit arnd... and transfer files using bluetooth... pics and music... and oh my god... bachata songs were 'passed' here and there... so damn funny.. haha... so much jokes.... and this is really something i will miss as well... the team spirit.... the training times... the laughs.... |
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Blurty for Ben.
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accomplished.
bitchy.
irritated.
worried.
calm.
sick.
sad.
stressed.
depressed.
amused.
bored.
bouncy.