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Who cares...? [26 Aug 2003|12:38am] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | michelle branch ; are you happy now ] Yeah, I'm officially pissed and stressed at the same time. With being an artist comes a lot of requirements and choices, things some people i'm close to don't seem to understand. I can't do what I love when it's a job like I have and still have all the time in the world everything else. Sorry world, but with pleasure comes pain and I can't fucking please everyone. Believe me, i've tried... no one ever has enough. Well there's nothing more I can do. I don't know what I expect from posting this, maybe a little frustration off my back. 'Cause I'm pretty positive no one is going to pay attention to this entry. Let's be honest, I've been a tad antisocial and it's mostly because I could not feel any more invisible to you. You being... everyone who happens to spot this entry while scrolling through their 'friends' lists. Everyone has their own little cliques around here, and i'm definitely not part of the membership. I mean, c'mon... check the comments on previous entries. A bit bare, correct? Lol. Oh well... back to my bowl of Fruity Pebbles. 2 >> * love life *

[20 Aug 2003|11:43pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | good charlotte ; change ] If you give a mouse a cookie, he's going to want a glass of milk. This quote is from one of my favorite children's books, If You Give a Mouse a Cookie. I'm stating this quot because, if you dig into the meaning... it can mean something more. Like, no matter what you give a person... they'll want more and more. It's proof that no one is ever satisfied. All of that coming from just one line of a children's book... why couldn't Barney be that intellectual? It would save parent's millions of dollars on shrinks. Heh. I'm just a tad bored, can you tell? ;] * love life *

Dun dun dun. [16 Aug 2003|01:36am] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | evanescence ; tourniquet ] Tonight I escaped to the movies with a few friends. What movie did they drag me to.. ? None other than Freddy VS Jason. Needless to say, I was scared out of my mind. Freddy Krueger is suprisingly hilarious and scary at the same time, he was definitely my favorite. Jason just kinda stands there like a 'tard and just swings the machete sword thingy... whatever you call it. So if you're wondering why i'm up at 1:39AM... that would be your answer. Just a tad scared of having a nightmare this evening. ;] * love life *

Hesitation.. [05 Aug 2003|04:59pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | trisha yearwood ; she's in love with the boy ] I know it's been awhile since i've last updated, i've been very occupied. My career is really heightening quickly, it's kind of a lot to take in. It feels great to finally be accepted as more than just a Christian singer, to be in the flow of mainstream. I'm meeting incredible people and learning so many things that will only make my music better. Not to mention i've been writing a lot more in preperation for future projects. I sincerely believe God has placed me on this earth to share the gifts he's blessed me with, with the entire world. It's been my dream, my aspiration my entire life to be doing what ive been given the chance to do now. It's completely surreal, and i've never taken one second for granted. My new single, "More to Life", is released, as many of you might have known. The video is released as well, which I had a blast making. I got to put myself into all different life situations, things I couldn't even comprehend to truely understand, but it's nice to have a taste. Not to mention, dressing up was incredibly fun. If you've seen it, i'm sure you all dig the blue wig in the beginning, right? Lol. Not too many people were thrilled about the poofy hair, but believe me, neither was I. ;] 'Til later, kisses and hugs. Stacie * love life *

What a magical evening. [05 Jun 2003|09:43pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | mariah carey ; you got me ] - She leaned her elbow against the desk, propping her chin up with the palm of her hand as her free hand typed slowly. - I spent my night watching The MTV Awards, which was actually really entertaining. I think Seann and Justin did an awesome job, big shouts to them. - Blows a kiss. - Everyone looked amazing, it's unfortunate that i've yet to become special enough to attend MTV Award celebrations yet. Too bad, I would have made a kick ass intro to Gollum, that's my homie. XD I'm sad Jimmy hadn't been there. I would have loved to see half of his ass during a performance rather than Pink's. No offense Pink, your body is awesome, but i'd prefer Jimmy, you know? - She smiled faintly as she continued to type. - Which brings me to my next subject, the unbelievebly awesome Katie has taught me a few new things to try out on a certain someone, with promises of only more to be taught. She's really awesome, I only hope to be as "gifted" as her one day. - Laughs. - Much love, Kate. Well, 'tis time for me to retire to bed for this evening. As Gollum says, "DOBBY IS A F_CKING F_GGOT." - Actually, Dobby is kinda cute in a troll sorta way. XD * love life *

Update. [01 Jun 2003|12:12pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Brian McKnight ; Anytime ] New AIM ; bella stacie Learn it, live it, love it. ;-* * love life *

Reflections... [31 May 2003|01:14am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | RJ Helton ; Lately ] Have you ever wondered why God made you the way he did? I've always thought that every single portion of me, from head to toe, was placed there for a certain reason. I know there's always this "greater purpose" of my life lingering somewhere off in my future, leaving me to wonder why the things that happen now.. happen at all. So many horrible things can occur which lead you to question yourself and how you're living your life, I've come to notice myself doing that quite too often. Not that I've taken my life for granted, I do realize how incredibly lucky I am to be who and where I am today. God has blessed me in so many ways it's impossibly to recap on them all. Still... those little issues you're forced to deal with, maybe not so little, they can knock your track of thought out of wack for quite awhile. I don't want that to happen. I wanna continue my life as a teenager into a growing adult and enjoy the pleasures life has brought me along the way, to not be knocked down by the unfortunate. But, emotions are usually uncontrolled... even I, as strong as I think I am, could rumble within seconds. The death of any of my family would quickly deteriorate me. As good of a place as they may go, it's hard to lose anyone you love. I don't really know if this post is making sense to anyone, if so, that's great. It's mostly just a self examination of the thoughts going through my head today. What I am sure of is that it's quite late... and i'm beyond exhausted. So i'm gonna go curl up in bed for a few hours and get back to my hectic life later. Bye everyone, have a good night. ;] 5 >> * love life *

Lada dee. [29 May 2003|10:41pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Kelly Clarkson ; Miss Independent ] I've got a lovely bunch of cocanuts. Diddly-dee. There they are all standing in a row... bum, bum, bum. Big ones, small ones, some as big as your head... ! Okay, so i'm bored, sue me. Radio station "tours" are a bore, but you gotta love the people. So where is everyone at? Hmm? Asleep, I assume... as any sane person would be. Oh well, i'm 17... who's really ever mentally stable from ages 13 to 19? ;] Remind me to stuff Kelly Clarkson's pants with sand or something, i've got damned "Miss Independent" stuck in my head. Oh well. Good song. .... I'M EFFING BABBLING. Okay. Sorry. - Shut up. - * love life *

Living is great. [28 May 2003|09:02pm] [ mood | numb ] [ music | LILLIX ; Promises ] Jimmy is such an amazing guy. How one single person can make you feel entirely perfect, it's an awesome thing to experience. We have only been friends for a short time and already the feeling of his skin embracing my own made everything feel right, I was so comfortable. Much love to everyone. ;] 1 >> * love life *

Much love. [24 Apr 2003|10:06pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Christina Aguilera ; Fighter ] Frisk me, cuff me, and call me Sally. I think I'm a little way overdue for an update, silly me. I've probably missed so much, God. Funny thing is, I have absolutely nothing interesting to update about, go figure. Doing the same old crap, without an ounce of fun. So.. i'm gonna go on AIM, and if no one is on.. YOU'RE ALL GOING TO GET A SERIOUS STACIE ORRICO ASS KICKING. Kthx. 2 >> * love life *

TADA [19 Apr 2003|09:35pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | 50 Cent - 21 Questions ] I LOVE YOU LIKE A FAT KID LOVES CAKE. ... no, seriously.. I do? ;x I'll give a better update tomorrow, i'm stuffing my face with Banana Cream pie right now, hee. Be jealous. I know you are. - Wink; Nudge. - 1 >> * love life *

My tummy is grumbling. [13 Apr 2003|05:20am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Brian McKnight - "The Only One For Me" ] HOO-RAH, I finally made my layout! I did it all by myself, aren't you all proud? Hmm.. well.. what a day. From watching the Nickelodeon Kis Choice Awards, to stripping naked and kissing Justin Timberlake in a game of TRUTH OR DARE... it was pretty interesting. Right now it's completely quiet, other than the sound of rain outside, which in itself is quiet calming. My eyelids are slowly drooping down over my eyes, causing the screen to be quite blurry. Which would be a definite sign that I should be asleep right now. So... i'll save any long, drawn out updates for tomorrow. 'Til then.. goodnight everyone, kisses! ;] Stacie. 2 >> * love life *

Lalalala. [10 Apr 2003|10:15pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | Jordan Knight - "Separate Ways" ] What a day, what a day. I met tons of people, and everyone's been really great to me. I now have bunches of shout-outs so I think i'll start those now. Jessica - I <3 you x 472047509375739570 + Tipper Gore's pantey hose and Al Gore's tupae! ;] Ali - Hey, you Vodka/Tylenol addicted, hottie! You're an absolute doll and remember, I still have your ass! XD Claire - I just realized your user name is a DOG type, lmfao. Blonde moment #835734975894359843. I should die my hair blonde, don't cha' think? ;x Well, I <3 ya, my blonde-moment twin. ;] Chelle - I still have yo' beanie, FOO'. Like whaaa'. Lmfao, hey cutie.. you're adorable, so go die 'cause I'm jealous. ;x <3333 Chrissy - Eventhough you won, I still love you more 'cause I cheat. Muah. Oh,by the way, I forgot to mention that since you and JC are so frickin' HAWT, i'm gonna steal one of your beautiful babies and make it my own. XD <3 Josh - Hey sexy, you owe me money for the pizza and pepsi, GOT IT? I'm impatient and I will get rough if neccessary. ;] Liza - Thanks for the call, hun... we definitely have to meet up and hang out soon. You haven't told me who the icing on your cake is! - Laughs. - If I missed you, i'm really sorry... i'm just so frickin' exhausted. I love you all,anyways! - Blows kisses. - Stacie. 9 >> * love life *

Intro. [10 Apr 2003|05:17pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | Mariah Carey - "Always Be My Baby" ] I'm Stacie Orrico. Female. Singer. You've probably seen me most recently hosting TRL, or my music video for my current single, "Stuck". Don't worry, I'll give a more in depth update shortly. 'Til then.. miss me, I know you will. ;] <3 S tacie. 6 >> * love life *