felt like posting this..   
12:42am 30/04/2003
 
mood: melancholy
music: family guy-cartoon network
this is an old song..or poem i wrote....i found it..seeing as it was on my sight i dont know how i lost it....but i feel pretty low..so i figured id post it.
Dark Cloud
The hate I feel now as I sort through the lies. Makes the rage fill my eyes. How you could do this I cant understand. My explanation is the knife in your hand. As you lick the knife clean . I fall to the floor. your heart and emotions are that of a whore. You did it just to watch me die. Slash me again as I start to cry. Screaming and cursing your name aloud. Theres no silver lining in your dark cloud. Madness swells as you dance in the blood red streets. Thrust the knife down and revel in my defeat. The stupidity in my heart, soul, and mind. Now making me feel the hate inside. As you lick the knife clean. I fall to the floor. Your heart and emotions are that of a whore. You did it just to watch me die. Slash me again as I start to cry. Screaming and cursing your name aloud. Theres no silver lining in your dark cloud. Illusions of Grandeur I thought were real. My mortal wound will never heal. I tried to become everything you want. Stabbing me again I begin to rot. Never again will I be whole, love lies dead. Left with pieces of your dark cloud in my head
 
    Read 1 - Post
 
i dotn wanna wake up.   
02:45pm 30/04/2003
 
mood: amused
music: step up-linkin park (unreleased)
i hate being awake...*drops to floor*.well the cats do it y cant i?
 
    Post
 
Y am i drawing??   
10:22pm 30/04/2003
 
mood: accomplished
music: The way you like it-adema
i dont draw..i cant draw but i decided to work on the bands logo seeing as no one else has stepped forward...

ok thats all i got ot say
 
    Post