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| 02:57am 20/04/2003 |
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mood:  amused music: DJ Sammy-california dreamin
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yeah thats sarcasm...my superviser was like..YOUNG WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?? then he gave me two newbies to train.lol i was like..uh ok...and then he put me back on the frontlines..oh handle 6000 raging assholes behidn the wheels of there cars...by ..yourself. there was a volleyball tournament and a baseball game...oh god..that sucked..and traingin those two..oh god i was like..watch..make this car go this way..make that one go that way.simple yes? but no....then the parking structure ran outta parking stalls so i had to run around all 5 floors looking to send people ti was horrible.then i had to make them exit all by myself..oh god...then all i got at the end of hte night was nice job....and i was like..damn i shoulda got paid extra..thats alot of pressure...all that responsiblity...oi..beer good ngiht night. |
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| 11:24pm 20/04/2003 |
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mood:  angry music: wont back down-fuel
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ok..confusion seems to be my norm. i fish in a river with no water..hell yeah its easy..lol.....all i want is to know...i know that im loved..i know that im cherished..that im irreplaceable...but sometimes i cant help but feel forgotten.i want to help. i want to be there. i want to be needed. i want to belong. but getting what you want never comes. they say that you have to work hard for what you want.. how do you work hard for what you want if theres a wall in your way that wont come down. i watched macguyver and i still dont know how to make abomb outta a toothpick dental floss and a tampon. but oh forget it...im getting mad now..later all. |
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