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| 12:16am 07/04/2003 |
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mood:  irate music: faint-linkin park, meteora
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ok do i need to say this any louder.....JJJJEEEEESSSSSUUUUSSSSS TTTTAAAAPPP DAAAANNNCCIINNG CHRRRRIIISSTT im pissed off...all of a sudden my ear just spurted blood..but the pressure stayed IN!!!!!! AAAAHHHHH did nothing but hurt REALLY bad |
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| 10:24pm 07/04/2003 |
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mood:  anxious music: easier to run-linkin park, meteora
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my hearings all fucked up..and i want to get some sleep but i need to sing so meh. |
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| 11:09pm 07/04/2003 |
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mood:  determined music: figure09-linkin park, meteora
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I realized. I have to do everything in my power to make ME happy. I am usually quite miserable throughout the day..maybe im lonely or sumthing..i miss the good old days when i was a popular. I could go out any night of the week come home smashed wihtout spending a single dollar...drinks poured women swooned. Now i dont go out i keep to myself. I think i need to go out this weekend. I have to. I want to reclaim my place among the local gods of rock. i want to be me. I need to be myself. and do what makes me happy. Sing from the heart and never let anything ever come inbetween me and music ever again. |
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