Day was pretty boring...   
12:24am 06/04/2003
 
mood: bored
music: my cats meowing and trying to tell me to feed them..oops
I didnt accomplish anything..so yeah go me. but i guess id write to say that....and well see you all tomora.
 
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shitty morning.   
02:44pm 06/04/2003
 
mood: okay
music: poem-taproot
i woke up..but without a woman by my side..as per the usual. last night when i talked to my love i really wished as i do everynight that i could make love to her and just show her how much i need her i miss her. oh well all i get everynight is to be teased by her words and the sound of her voice. its haunting i tell you i have loved her for so long and coem may i will get to hold her.for the first time. and everynight when i sleep i dream of her...although i cant remember exactly what happend i know i did becasuse i have a grin on my face when i wake up. But well the dy must start so i need to eat take my meds...(fucking pressure AAAHH) and get to work on my comp becasue i have alot of crap to do...(splicing games) but ill be thinking of my love and well..i guess hoping i talk to her later...oh well hmm i smell food...................
 
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life....what is it really?   
11:32pm 06/04/2003
 
mood: drained
music: Hit the floor-linkin park, meteora
They say you dont know what you have until its gone. i realize i didnt have shit. What you do comes back to you ten fold. then i guess i just got a hundred shots to the nuts. Is there anything out there that can satify my hunger..?? somethign to destroy my lonliness to save me from my shadow, to stop the skin from tearing to stop the blood from pouring?....

i need a black rose...to cure my ailment.
 
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