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| 11:33am 03/04/2003 |
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mood:  ditzy music: breaking the habit-linkin park,meteora
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hmm..to wake up or to sleep..that eternal question has plagued mankind for years.......but yeah im on so much medication 9i cant really think straight.....and for some weird reason i have talked to more than 2 ex girlfreinds within two days...what is going on here?...usually i dont talk to more than one...but shes a very special one......but yeah im done yammering for now |
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| Damn this CD rocks... |
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| 11:40am 03/04/2003 |
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mood:  mischievous music: Dont stay-linkin park, meteora
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ok i love the new linkin park..not as good as hybrid theory..and yes they all do begin to sound the same after awhile..but you can hear the j-pop influence on some of them....and yeah you guessed it they now have two corporate sponsors from japan, which i love..bandai and capcom. |
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| 11:45am 03/04/2003 |
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mood:  accomplished music: somewhere i belong-linkin park, meteora
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Thats all...blah blah blah |
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| bored bored bored |
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| 03:38pm 03/04/2003 |
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mood: amused music: delicious way-kuraki mai, delicious way
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im bored nuff said..i cant really see straight enough to play video games..and it sucks cuz i have the new zelda...rhar...but soon ill buy some more gamcube games after i test out smash bros melee from an ex who will prolly bring it over so we can play and she can beat me at it unitl i learn the controls..lol..but winning isnt everything..lol |
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| my thoery of objectivity |
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| 04:36pm 03/04/2003 |
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mood:  cynical music: Numb-linkin park, meteora
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dating is experimenting until you find the one person that compliments you and dosent fuck you over. |
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| life is cruel |
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| 09:51pm 03/04/2003 |
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mood:  contemplative music: Faint-linkin park, meteora
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Y is it that everytime god gives u something he has to take something in return? i have never asked for anythign more than to be loved....and to be loved in return...but ill never have anything more than my bands..(sir-cuss and Fingermonster) and nothing more than a lesbian ex girlfreind who cant love me because she has someone..(not that theres anything wrong with that) every girl i meet seems to be normal at first and then turns wacko after a bout a years time..sometimes after an hour lol..i know this could just be the pain killers talking but i think that god is toying wiht me..giving me so much fuel for my fire...the anger and rage that i feel all the time thta i cant let out through anythign but my music...
it dosent matter to me now. Exs are appearing everywhere......Iyah, Kamey, Robyn......3 women that meant something to me. but kamey was different it was never a physical thing..it was just "i love you"....and when i hear her say those words to me i melt...becasue i know thta she knows who i am and what i want in life. and you know what shes hella kewl. Iyah...oh iyah.....she was booty and brains......i mean beauty..lol...but things just went wrong cuz i couldnt control myself and always knew my place..and we were too diferent (not that i cared)..and last...robyn. the one woman who showed me that it was possible to love and hate at the same time. We literally killed each others emotions...but it made us stronger...and i loved her that much more...and i always will.
remember that true love is also true pain. |
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| ooh happy..... |
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| 10:12pm 03/04/2003 |
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mood:  happy music: from the inside-linkin park, meteora
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Kamey....oh kamey.......you know thta you have a certain relationship with a woman when she can light up your day when you even have her say hey to you....ooh yeah....lol...i tell you this girl is so kewl i think i should count my blessings cuz i think shes outta my league..lol A woman who can tap your inner energy and make you talk till the wee hours in the morning and actualyl keep you smiling the whole time. is a woman you should hold and never let go. i will tell you this much if i could i would have it my way..her on this island wiht me..in my arms ..stroking her hair on the windy beach until she fell asleep in my embrace.
i wish she was here. |
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| YAHOO!!!!!! |
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| 10:53pm 03/04/2003 |
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mood:  ecstatic music: lying from you-linkin park, meteora
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I GOT MY VOICE BACK!!!!! I CAN SING AGAIN!!!!! YAHOO!!!!! |
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