Murdah -- guilty or innocent?

ACCESS DENIED* [11 Sep 2003|08:33pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | .stole.kelly rowland. ]

MURDAH : 1. To kill (another human) unlawfully. 2. To kill brutally or inhumanly. 3. To put an end to; destroy

YES THIS IS FRiENDS ONLY <33

Im not too picky on picking friends, so if you simply cmnt, id add you. I'm really sweet & I love to meet new people. You're free to make my friends your friends & I don't mind if your username has underscores, x's in place of letters, or 0's replacing o's .. etc. There are only a couple of things that I ask of you. One is that you respect me & my friends. Another is that you type as so I can understand you. I don't mind a little bit of slang, but come on ·· we've all been to school, no reason to type as if we're illiterate. I try and comment as much as possible on all of my friends, but if i have nothing to comment about, i probably wont comment, or if i am gone, ill let you know. But usually i do comment. You just have to be patient & let me get to you when I do, because, well, i do have a life contrary to popular belief. About friends, I believe in getting to know each & every one of them. I'm not one of those people who want to have 100 friends on their list & only know about 10 of them. If we're going to add each other, you have to be willing to be open with me & I will do the same to you. I do not expect you to update everyday, nor do I expect many many comments ·· but a comment every now & then couldn't hurt, right? Plus, the more you send me ·· the more I send you. This journal is used for me to write my thoughts, opionions & feelings in. If you get offended by what I say, don't bother to send a harrassing comment ·· just take me off you friends list & I will do the same. I think I got everything out that I needed to get out. When adding, you can add me first & cmnt me telling me, or you can cmnt me asking me to add you, either way we'll both end up adding each other. Thank you for taking the time to read this, lol. I know it's long & I'm sorry <3 I just wanted everybody to know what was up. When you comment, please start it off with: Added you like woah! Now, cmnt & add me! =] ..yep thats all.. <3 kara

[ there is music on here, please be patient, the server is slow, it is worth waiting, believe me. for now, it is Stole by kelly rowland. ]

[ could someone please please please get me a new layout? credit will be 100% ]

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Love. [11 Sep 2003|04:37pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | .three doors down. ]

Have u ever been in love? Horrible isnt it? It makes u so vulnerable. It opens ur chest and it opens up ur heart and it means that sum1 can get inside u and mess u up. u build up all these defenses, so that nothing can hurt u, then 1 person, no different from any other person, wanders into ur life u give them a piece of u. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb 1 day, like kiss u or smile at u, and then ur life isnt ur own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside u. It eats you out and leaves u crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into ur heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.


I feel like there is an ocean inside that's going to explode and i'm never going to be able to stop crying..how can love change so fast? with one motion it can be gone, with one thought, one prayer, one action, you can loose it forever. don't talk to me, don't come over, don't look at me, don't loks into my eyes, i won't see my heart in there ne more.love the most beutiful thing can change in one second to the most visious thing.

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PUBLIC ENTRY!! [07 Sep 2003|11:11pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | .rest in pieces.saliva. ]

Well, ok, Tuesday i went to practice .. im managing highclass travis porter. so im supposed to be this whole high class rich bitch "Ralynn". So... then after i went home with my dad and kim. saw the kitties. my dad knows i smoke now. i was supposed to go home that night but my dad got buzzed - drunk.. and couldnt drive me home. plus he cant drive w/o kim because if he gets pulled over cause his license is suspended. so.. yeah. me and kim went to the park and i had a smokkee. butt yeah.. hm. then the next day the people came to get Horace the kitty, not the wrestler. and now hes gone :[[

Tonight, i went to Force1-wrestling, which is what i just got home from now. It fucking rocked!! Here's the matches..
-Magnus Maximus def. Danny Dominion
-Mitch Paradise def. Kamikaze Ken Anderson
-Shawn Daivari def. Adrian Lynch
-CM Punk def. Austin Aries
-Lenny Lane def. Mad Mikey (AKA Crash Holly!)
-AJ Styles def. Jeff Jarrett.!

So, that was it. they all fucking kicked ass. I marked out for AJ Styles, well i didnt really because i was quiet. but it still kicked ass!

Then we left. shadow and entertainer were there. cameron and trey were there. das was there. um yeah. anyway, then we left and went home. and now im online talking to Royce. Buttt im gonna go because i gots school in the morning and i have to pick up my fucking room because Richard fucking messed it up! and he slept in my bed and messed it up and probably didnt make my bed or nothing! anyway, bye now! -`ADD ME!
<.3 Kara

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Access Denied! [06 Sep 2003|01:01am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Vitamin C-graduation song ]

Ok, first of all, I'd like to say, that there is music on here, which gets changed every week, so, if you could wait a minute or so, to hear it, i apologize that it's so slow. Now read on if you'd like to read my happy-go-lucky life. Ü Otherwise, your outta luck. =)

This journal is friends only; just like every other journal you see on here. I just recently deleted everyone from my friends list, so if youd like to be added, just add me. Im not too picky on picking friends, so if you simply cmnt, id add you. I'm really sweet & I love to meet new people. You're free to make my friends your friends & I don't mind if your username has underscores, x's in place of letters, or 0's replacing o's .. etc. There are only a couple of things that I ask of you. One is that you respect me & my friends. Another is that you type as so I can understand you. I don't mind a little bit of slang, but come on ·· we've all been to school, no reason to type as if we're illiterate. I try and comment as much as possible on all of my friends, but if i have nothing to comment about, i probably wont comment, or if i am gone, ill let you know. But usually i do comment. You just have to be patient & let me get to you when I do, because, well, i do have a life contrary to popular belief. About friends, I believe in getting to know each & every one of them. I'm not one of those people who want to have 100 friends on their list & only know about 10 of them. If we're going to add each other, you have to be willing to be open with me & I will do the same to you. I do not expect you to update everyday, nor do I expect many many comments ·· but a comment every now & then couldn't hurt, right? Plus, the more you send me ·· the more I send you. This journal is used for me to write my thoughts, opionions & feelings in. If you get offended by what I say, don't bother to send a harrassing comment ·· just take me off you friends list & I will do the same. I think I got everything out that I needed to get out. When adding, you can add me first & cmnt me telling me, or you can cmnt me asking me to add you, either way we'll both end up adding each other. Thank you for taking the time to read this, lol. I know it's long & I'm sorry <3 I just wanted everybody to know what was up. When you comment, please start it off with: Added you like woah! Now, cmnt & add me! =]

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